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GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted February 12, 2022 11:48 AM
  
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teasel
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posted February 12, 2022 12:46 PM
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PlutoWasHere
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posted February 12, 2022 01:38 PM
@GCE, I’ve been wondering the same thing myself. I now see that my marriage was repeating patterns from my childhood. That feeling of never being good enough or appreciated for what I do for others. Typical Virgo Moon stuff. Like you, I also noticed how I’m fine when I’m by myself but get my feelings hurt by others. I’m trying to work on my own perception of my value and what I think I deserve. I’ve decided that I am my only true soulmate because I’m stuck with me for the rest of my life. Other people may come and go, but I better make sure I like myself. I’ve been listening to “Lizzo - Soulmate”, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=js_FjrxJuxA , these last couple of days and it does make sense to me. I’m going to treat myself the way I would expect my dream partner to treat me. IP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted February 12, 2022 02:15 PM
Hi Teasel, I suppose it is a good sign/indication that the 2nd Taurus seemed more gentle and positive. To some extent, I think it may be similar in my situation as well. I see this new person to be in a more positive and caring space than the other person when I met them. Not that I think that the former person lacks all that by any means. In some ways, she is quite caring and service oriented. Can't you get back in touch with the 2nd Taurus when you're in a better place/space? Or is he in a relationship now? IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 12, 2022 02:38 PM
Hi there dear Galactic! I'm happy for you that you made a new friend. I believe that this Pisces Sun will be more sensitive and caring towards you. Don't misinterpret her for being friendly with others or for being surrounded by other men. I believe she just likes being with people. That Aquarius Venus and Mercury of hers wants first of all to feel comfortable with you and to understand whether you speak the same language before she unfolds her treasures.
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GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted February 12, 2022 02:50 PM
Yeah, its crazy how much childhood and beliefs and wounds experienced from same can influence us so deeply, even so many years later. I'm glad you're becoming more conscious of all that and starting to consciously work on it and loving/accepting yourself more and more. IP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted February 12, 2022 02:55 PM
Going out for a bit, but will get back to you later today E.E. IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 12, 2022 02:59 PM
Take your time dear. Don't rush.IP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted February 13, 2022 12:03 AM
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Eternal Energy
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posted February 13, 2022 03:22 AM
Well, in light of these details in this last post of yours I just want to remind you, as a friend who cares about you, that you might not want to see yourself walking on this road. It's not that you don't know what's good for you. Of course you do and I trust you on that, but sometimes we do want someone just to remind us some things. I could never condemn anyone, maybe that night she just wanted to feel light and free from the constant expectations of how she must be, dictated by her Saturn on her Sun. Maybe she hasn't realised yet that wasting energy only brings you back to where you started from. Maybe you can start by being good friends, no expectations, and you'll see how it goes...IP: Logged |
saronna
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posted February 13, 2022 04:09 AM
Hi GC maybe Linda Goodman is right that there are alot of lonely people until they meet thier twin souls. I miss my twin soul & feel lonely when we are not together & when we are together I don't feel lonely & lonely in a crowdIP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted February 13, 2022 10:01 AM
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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Well, in light of these details in this last post of yours...
Yeah, I think I agree with you in the first part Eternal, and definitely appreciate your feedback. Another thing that leads me to consider this, besides everything I've mentioned, is all the hard Transit aspects I'm under right now. Besides the T. Saturn closely conjunct my Desc and T. Neptune square N. Neptune (in the sex houses of all places), T. Jupiter, ruler of my 5th and co-ruler of my 8th is now closely opposing N. Jupiter, and starting to cusp into my 8th. Then, what concerns me some too, is the very strong Mars stuff synastry wise we have going on. Do I want her, oh definitely yes, but not sure I could be a helpful influence to someone that I'm that strongly sexually attracted to, and from a truly helpful place. I find that I'm most helpful to others when I have some healthy detachment from them and especially from slower vibratory energies like lust, ego, etc.
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GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted February 13, 2022 11:17 AM
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Originally posted by saronna:
Hi GC maybe Linda Goodman is right that there are alot of lonely people until they meet thier twin souls. I miss my twin soul & feel lonely when we are not together & when we are together I don't feel lonely & lonely in a crowd
Hi Saronna, thank you for sharing your experience. I'm with my twin soul and have been for going on nearly 21 years now. We do have a lot of love for each other, but in my experience, you can still experience a lot of loneliness even with such a connection in your life. For me, my twin soul and I are on different Soul wavelengths. For example, she had a guidance dream where she was shown her deeper, core "Soul colors" and her primary one was a peacock blue type color (a deep blue green or green blue). I had a dream about my core soul colors, and one of my primary ones was a deep purple (and have had other guidance dreams point to golden light as being on the increase). The difference in wavelength is enough to facilitate some tension/misunderstanding and disconnect between us. My loneliness most comes from that I came to this dimension and system from a very, very, very different dimension and system, and there is a very large vibrational/wavelength gap between these, and I deeply miss my "people's"/group, and meanwhile, all other humans besides my twin soul keep me at a distance because of that vibrational/wavelength gap/difference. I sometimes desire closeness and more merging with some others, but that desire is not mutual/returned. There is nothing I can do to change these fundamental reactions, except learn how to accept and deal with it better from my end. And to become more impersonally, universally, and unconditionally loving towards others without expecting/needing love in return. IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 13, 2022 11:54 AM
Of course you can be a positive and helpful influence, even if you are under attraction! I know you are capable of smoothing your Saturn square Mars curves by being a great source of help to others to help themselves. By choosing to work on this method, you have a powerful tool in your hands that of curve fitting which, as you know, leads you to the best fit and saves you from ending up feeling disappointed and tired. IP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted February 13, 2022 12:10 PM
Dunno, there might be a bit of a difference between males and females with all of this. I have a lot more testosterone in my body than you and other women, and it is quite something to deal with. I don't have an issue with being helpful/positive to another if the attraction is more mild like it is with my Scorp Sun or other Pisces Sun female friends, but it is pretty strong with her. It's kind of a moot point anyways. Mainly, I don't want to have personal connections where I'm the one primarily giving to the connection. Been there, done that too many times, and no more interest. If I'm going to have a personal connection with a person, whether platonic, romantic, or whatever, there needs to be some mutual reciprocity, and so far with her already, there is not. Still haven't heard from her from early Wednesday. IP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted February 13, 2022 12:16 PM
P.S. Saturn square Mars? Don't have that natally or transit wise. IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 13, 2022 12:59 PM
Hahaha, of course you don't! I wanted to write Neptune square Mars! I was thinking that you are a Capricorn as I was writing to you, hence the (omnipresent) reference to Saturn! Tell me about loads of energy that seek to be released! Not testosterone. Love! Anyway, don't worry, I think she will text you.IP: Logged |
GalacticCoreExplosionV2
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posted February 13, 2022 01:33 PM
Thank you for the explanation Eternal. Well, I just told her that I was willing to provide some impersonal help/tips/suggestions if she needs any, if she seeks to go ahead with the plant journey, but otherwise I wasn't interested in a personal connection. There is love there, but first I have to deal with some cynicism and intolerance of humans, and then redirect to more universal, impersonal Love. But for personal connections? I'm done, it doesn't work, there is no point in trying anymore. IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 13, 2022 02:14 PM
There is love around us! Look and you will see it everywhere! Shoo away these intrusive thoughts! Come on, you can't give up!IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 13, 2022 02:20 PM
How can I make you cheer up??? I could crack a joke, but I am so terrible at! Grrr...IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 13, 2022 02:38 PM
Ok, I found this on the Internet.
There are three types of people in the world.
Those who can count and those who can't. IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 13, 2022 02:40 PM
And this one.
Some people eat snails.
They must not like fast food. IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 13, 2022 02:45 PM
A ham sandwich walks into a bar and orders a beer.Bartender says : "Sorry, we don't serve food here" IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 13, 2022 02:48 PM
What do you call a priest that becomes a lawyer?A father-in-law. IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted February 13, 2022 02:56 PM
I don't trust stairs. They are always up to something. IP: Logged |
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