posted April 29, 2022 08:03 AM            

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Originally posted by PlutoWasHere:
Thank you sashavittoria! I’m doing my best but I’m also trying not to attach too much value on the outcome, because I know there might be some unexpected twist right around the corner (a.k.a. Uranus transiting my 8th house stellium). And what my kids need right now most of all is for me to be in a good place mentally. The house is nice but my hugs and kisses are better.

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posted April 30, 2022 07:08 AM            

"The first eclipse of 2022: The New Moon Solar Eclipse in Taurus arrives tomorrow just as Pluto stations to retrograde and Venus joins Jupiter. There's a deep nostalgic pull for reconnecting with what we find most beautiful and yet eclipses always require the deepest letting go. This one asks us to slow down, ground and take care of our bodies as if a direct, non-negotiable mandate from the cosmos, Herself."

posted April 30, 2022 09:44 AM            

I am also tempted to bathe in some dried flowers. Either lavender or Sephora.

I am going to a birthday party tomorrow. The girl is more of a party acquaintance (meaning we only socialize at parties.) but we have talked about hanging out more one time. I got invited to her party at the last minute. I don't take it personal. Sometimes you can only invite so many people and if someone doesn't come through then you can try other people. I appreciate when I get invited to parties when people barely know me, and then I get invited to more and more.

It will be brunch style, there will be crafts including making flower crowns. She is kind of witchy herself, so I am thinking of getting her a rock, candles, essential oils and such.

I also need to go grocery shopping today. I will get 100 bucks of as a costco member who booked a trip through them.

posted April 30, 2022 05:31 PM            

So, I got a handful of things, but I'm exhausted, and need to go food shopping tomorrow. I really need to get the garden sorted, but I'm wiped out. I did have a nice morning, though.

posted May 06, 2022 12:19 PM            

I'd gone missing from LL for a few months because I suddenly had to go into full time packing, sorting, major tossing of my earthly possessions. All belongings had to fit inside a small uhaul-type trailer hitched to an SUV.

I felt joyful. I was very excited that finally after 16 years (in FLA), my 'life' was going to get unstuck and active again. I had the promise of a careful transfer by a married couple (who had been planning a vacation TO my FL city. They afterwards were planning on stopping in several Southern States to visit with friends they hadn't seen for years, as they made their way home to MidAtlantic State. ALL seemed Wonderful!! Seemed to ALL 'click together' full of synchronicities.

Inside myself, I never want to be a burden to people. This ALL seemed to be being put-together by the Universe.

The very-Elderly woman who owns the property/house was excited to have me come. From her, I had full blessing to remain as long as I wanted (even for years ahead). But, it was my deep inner intent to 'just' spend time with her and 'visit'. .. I had a plan to first 'settle' (see what I had IN belongings, and re-organize my stored-things to get them 'exactly' in order and inventoried). With that accomplished, I would go out into the wider community, make friends, and look for Elder Housing and a part-time position somewhere .. where I could feel like I'm adding to the community: Making A Difference.

SUDDEN SHOCK occurred once my belongings were being offloaded. I 'knew' I was in a vulnerable state {transitioning}, needed in this time slot to 'trust' that I was safe and being assisted during this chaotic-type 'wobble'.

I had taken a risk (Taur Eclipse in the H5). Trusted people's word, and that they would 'be there' in intention. However!! SHOCK came, as suddenly I realize that the "promise" of a lateral positive transfer/transition into this geographic community was severely broken leaving ME in a lurch and sense of hardened isolation.
{It was validation to me when the very-Elderly woman said out loud that the couple was 'failing' to DO for me as they had 'promised' her they would do.}
{It was not my imagination-- nor a misjudgment or misunderstanding on my part: it was fact.}

SUDDENLY around 11 to 13 days of trying to stabilize from the move, I had a SHOCK. (Then after THAT a few days later, my body caught a nasty headcold/flu that necessitated I SLOW DOWN and be still, alone in my room to recover. I did my best. I researched and did phone calls-- but my body NEEDED to conserve its body-energy to 'get well'.)

REVEAL: The (Pisces) wife had a hidden problem that I completely missed discerning about her. I merely discounted some clues and attributed these to some other reasonable reason.
I had been invited into a monthly zoom meeting, in a metaphysical-energies circle, joined start of July 2021. What was not discerned is that the Pisces woman had a kind of {hidden to the public} mental illness where she flies off with sudden unexpected RAGES.
(bully/violent out-of-the-blue ..).

First-hand I viewed her fly into an acting-out rage.
While speaking with the very-Elderly woman, this Pisces 'suddenly' flew INTO the room where we were, 'shrieking'! She came AT me physically, to literal inches of my body, for something 'completely imagined'!
....
After a few days, the very-Elderly woman whose house this is revealed a secret: told me this Pisces woman had also physically unexpectedly lunged at HER in full temper-raging AFTER this woman had first moved in.
The very-Elderly woman will be 88y in June, and becoming more feeble. She doesn't want to be in a housing-facility, and plans to die 'in her OWN home'.

Very-elderly woman describes how she needs to walk carefully on eggshells around this woman's sudden temper-explosions -- and advised me to do the same? ... The mentally ill woman has established her power to 'control' everything that happens.

Her instability and acting-out is a major trigger for me. I 'lived' under that atmosphere growing up. I watched my brother (I am oldest, Leo brother is oldest of 3 boys) be the 'target' of RAGES. {As was I, during only certain windows of time --- but I was an eye and ear Witness TO victimizations. }
I REALLY thought I had 'cleared' inside self. That I had worked on healing wounds.

I remained 'okay' for the first ~ 3 to 4 weeks of this REPEAT of history-energy of VILE toxicities. .. I feel myself starting to be TOO nervous now.

For my own physical safety, and MY OWN mental-emotional health, I simply CANNOT stay here and 'do the plan' I had thought.

This first Eclipse in Taurus 10+, and with transiting Uranus present at 14+ Taurus, sandwiched my Venus Taurus 12+. H5

Transiting Neptune Pisces 24+ opps my Virgo Moon H(9).
Transiting Jupiter-Venus at 27 Pisces (for the Taurus Eclipse) is/was TRINE my own Jupiter Cancer H8 (and, my VX-Uranus Cancer there at 24-25 Cancer).
I have a H11scorp Saturn r Scorpio 16+ in opp to Venus.
Double houses 5+6 Taurus, 11+12 Scorpio.

Transiting PLUTO in Capricorn late degrees -- make direct hits in a SPLAY to my whole chart, with trines, squares, quincunxes(yod).
Is conjunct my asteroid CERES r Capricorn 25.03 in H2.
Is trine my Moon Virgo at 24.56 H(9).

My Venus Taurus 12+ in the 5th house has been being directly impacted by transiting Uranus in Taurus.
My Venus and a few degrees past, make quintiles to my VX-Uranus Jupiter in Cancer H8. Jupiter is my chart ruler in the 8th House Cancer.
. .

So right now ...
I'm pulling on my inner-resources...
and with Pluto's effect from my 2nd House making splays,
AND,
with this UP-Coming Scorpio Eclipse 25+ occurring in my 12th House {near asteroid Child!} I'm getting the Chance to TIE up ALL this bizarre shock of the past month(s), and I AM "looking Forward" to 'finalize' my Childhood influences that I hadn't realized needed further examination, for 'how' and 'what' is IN my unconscious-subconscious mind that is still running its hidden programs in my lifetime.

With ALL my Heart,
I want to Leave this 'House' and everyone IN it--
I am a person of Peace --

God has GOOD THINGS Planned for my Future.
I want to influence the community in this geo area by one-by-one Heart connects. Lift people who need simple/plain encouragement. AS I lift others, WE lift our selves!!!

Scorpio FM Eclipse 25+ on May 15/16
--- in my H12
Water TRINES my Vertex-24 Uranus 25 Jupiter 27 Cancer H8
SEXTILES my earth Moon Virgo 24.56 in the (interc) 9th House Leo cusp.

transiting Pluto is sextile the ecle-Scorpio Moon, and trine 25+ Taurus area in my Taurus 6th House.

My Gemini Sun (birthday is May 29) is having a visit from transiting Mercury Gemini that goes retrograde next week May 10 {4.50 Gemini in my 6th, near my Sun 7+}

Transiting JUPITER crosses into ARIES for May 10,
moving out of my 3rd House {Aqua 25 cusp}
to contact my IC Aries 2.30 ~May 20. Touches my Sun Gem in the last weeks of June. VENUS and JUPITER 'both' will be on my Sun 6th House.

Okay... I 'know' that reality is much more Grave {transiting Saturn} and that having a 'happy' disposition can be a kind of living in unreality..
AS LONG AS I can still find Hope {even only an 'imagined' hope}, I will do my upmost to find my Core and live accepting .. that I know God Loves me. I might not exactly know the way this all will end ---- whether Great, or wether it spells the end of my Life here on Earth due to body not able to withstand outside elements, or the terrible sleep deprivations and physical exhaustions that actual REALITY causes to the human body.

There's a new uptick of COVID variants.
Being in a position of physical HIGH-stressors and with probably being among people who carry infection -- FACT could be that I succumb. My body is vulnerable to the elements. I need to FACE the fact (6th house, health matters) that my body may not be in the best place to protect its self. ~~ Too many people, families, needing assistance bears down on the amount of finances that agencies are able to divide out.
. .
I've lived in the inbetween Qualifying spaces.

Help usually goes to families first (with Children).

Have to really depend on my Creator.
IF it's my time to leave earth,
then PRAY that I'd be Gone from the Body BEFORE I 'realize' that it Happened!!!!

And IF I pick up on a Lucky Streak,
then I PRAY that the Latter Days for me, will be MORE Productive than the rest of life till now.

No matter what --
I want my Heart to be open to receive what is/ what comes.

Smiling ---
The other day I walked to a local grocery store.
There was an elderly man waiting with his older red truck parked to the side of the curb.
His window was rolled down. He was listening to a radio station. As I came up to the sidewalk, I heard a familiar song starting...

I decided to make a Friendly Contact.
AS the song started, and I was passing his window, I put my hand on my upper chest, and began to move my hands and arms in a Gesture as though I was singing it to HIM.

For that moment, he was soooo into it!!!
I was Glad that I made a Happy Contact, and brought him some Joy and a feeling of comraderie.

This was the song. I was going BY his window AT the words to the Refrain!!! LoL!!

(music) You Light Up My Life
(Debby Boone, lyrics)
[3:35] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gi7jhtYrJb0

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Here's what I wrote in Teasel's Song thread for the transits, on the day of Eclipse Taurus. I listed exact asteroids in my natal, and, a News Story that had come out about the death of Naomi Judd. {Eclipse on my asteroid Judd!}
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/241279-38.html

posted May 07, 2022 03:50 PM            

I’ve asked a couple of local bookstores if they would feature a table on the history of reproductive rights, since B&N has a banned books table. It probably won’t happen, but I asked.

posted May 15, 2022 12:19 PM            

In my prog/transit Tr Pallas is 1° cnj my pr Saturn. Everytime these two kids via my charts, I have enormous DLs. 3rd eye etc.
This is going on in Taurus, the tongue too. I feel psychedelics could be in part a result. I'm experimenting with reintroduction if strawberry, I've been extremely allergic previously. So I'm going to try out foods that might bring effects of these two energies. To strengthen my ability.

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I ran my age harmonic chart for the Luna Eclipse:
Exalted Sun
Dom Venus
Exalted Jupiter
Dom Saturn
Detriment Uranus
Dom Neptune

Moon quintile (0a) NN
Moon semisextile Chiron (my MC is a healing one)
Moon semisextile MC
Pallas semisextile Sun
Pallas (0a) quintile Neptune
Sun (0a) trine my asteroid name
Mercury semisextile Chiron
Jupiter square Jupiter - reading up on this
Saturn square (0a) vertex. Lessons are plentiful lately.
Psyche (2) trine mc
Pof (2) sextile Mercury
pof (2) cnj Chiron

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Prog chart/transit etc for the L. Eclipse
Both 2nd/8th are OOB
Pr Vertex (0a) sextile Natal Jupiter
(0s) pr Neptune/n. Neptune cnj **it's a wonder my "seeing clearly", in regards to my personal life, is under such a challenge.
Pr pof cnj (0a) n. Saturn

posted May 15, 2022 08:42 PM            

Scorpio is my 6th house.

posted May 16, 2022 01:32 AM            

Conjunct asteroid Adonis, Abundance, Gaia, Grati & Cupido. ❤

posted May 16, 2022 08:54 PM            

He found a dead cat, which I guess had been hit by a car, and it was identical to his own cat, even with the same collar. He was convinced his cat had died. But then later he discovered it was a different, identical cat and his was alive. He took the dead cat to its owner, a man, who cried. This was very traumatizing for my friend, who is a sensitive and compassionate soul.