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Topic: I might not have a lot of time left on this earth....
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sassaqua
Knowflake Posts: 1107
From: Oz
Registered: May 2011
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posted December 20, 2022 11:12 PM
  
plutonianmenace,I feel the same way. I feel that decades of it has taken its toll, and I may not have long either. Like people have eaten me alive. I feel like I am a carcass. And being faced with the nefarious deeds and characters of some people has been too much for my soul. Just wanted to chime in. Sorry I don't have solutions. IP: Logged |
plutonianmenace
Knowflake Posts: 699
From: Iowa
Registered: Feb 2021
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posted December 20, 2022 11:35 PM
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Originally posted by sassaqua:
plutonianmenace,I feel the same way. I feel that decades of it has taken its toll, and I may not have long either. Just wanted to chime in. Sorry I don't have solutions.
It is okay. Right now I feel like my life is up in the air and I am hopeless. I just need to count down the days to January to where I have health insurance and can see a doctor. Until then, I just need to make time fly, somehow. IP: Logged |
sassaqua
Knowflake Posts: 1107
From: Oz
Registered: May 2011
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posted December 21, 2022 03:41 AM
Your situation is different with medical stress.You're likely in trauma and you can't think at all when in trauma. Really hard time. It's good you can reach out here in LL at least. IP: Logged |
ChildofVenus
Knowflake Posts: 6072
From: Customer Service Rep.
Registered: Apr 2015
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posted December 21, 2022 05:27 AM
January is only a couple of weeks away. Maybe it’s not bad as you think. 🙏 IP: Logged |
PlutoWasHere
Knowflake Posts: 729
From: The Nether World
Registered: Mar 2021
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posted December 21, 2022 06:59 AM
@plutonianmenace, I know how detrimental it is for mental health when you feel cornered and all you can do is wait. There is no immediate solution for your problem.But maybe some 6th house focus on health and routine can offer some distraction until your insurance kicks in. Vitamin C has a lot of health benefits and I always notice I feel better when I eat food that has plenty of it. My favorites are: bell pepper (tasty as a raw snack), grapefruit (freshly juiced at breakfast) and spinach (great in smoothies). Also very good for fiber. Magnesium rich food can also be beneficial like bananas, spinach, dark chocolate, avocados and nuts( https://www.healthdirect.gov.au/amp/article/magnesium-deficiency ). Also make sure that you get enough daylight for vitamin D. Walk for at least 30 minutes outside during daylight, good for vitamin D but also mental health. This likely won’t cure your problems but it won’t hurt your starting position in January either. IP: Logged |
Stawr
Moderator Posts: 8115
From: N. America
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 22, 2022 02:54 AM
I also wanted to add something. I was a skeptic about twin flames. I've experienced a lot of weird coincidences and omens, leading up to where I am now. On FB there is an 11/11 Twin Flame horoscope. I click on it and its insanely accurate for me every time. If you are receptive to this idea. You might be the "masculine twin." The masculine twins have been experiencing gut issues. It also said it could be something from your lineage. It's very important that you don't listen to invalidating people who want to silence you right now. It's funny that I am the masculine twin since I am a woman. But my mom went to psychic one time that said this is my first life as a woman. I am starting to think maybe that lady wasn't such a quack after all. We are leveling up, stay strong. IP: Logged |
Librapurr
Knowflake Posts: 1985
From:
Registered: Jul 2019
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posted December 22, 2022 01:08 PM
plutonianmenace, I didn’t read the whole topic so I might miss something, but you mentioned blood in urine. It could be UTI, kidney stones or more serious problems. You can get UTI test at pharmacies or online for about $10-20 to rule it out. In most of those situations, increasing intake of water is helpful.IP: Logged |
plutonianmenace
Knowflake Posts: 699
From: Iowa
Registered: Feb 2021
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posted December 22, 2022 01:33 PM
No blood in urine here. However, something interesting I noticed that I wanted to share. My body has been all kinds of screwed up and lately, it has come to my brain. Part of me thinks it could be anxiety and stress from how the past couple of months have been. It has been so bad at times that I cannot sleep at night due to my eye twitching and me feeling an aggressive pulse all over my face. For all I know, it could be a brain tumor or an aneurysm. However, I cannot even begin to get it diagnosed until January when my health insurance kicks in (good ole America!). It has been so bad at times that I cannot even sleep because of my head starting to vibrate and have light shakes whenever I put it down on the pillow. This happened a couple of days ago and I had to basically make my pillow vertical to where it somewhat eased the issue. It happened to me once a couple of weeks ago when I was visiting family for Thanksgiving, just being around my mother was stressful because she puts so much stress on us. At times, it is like I could see it poke my eyeball or something or if my eyeballs were going to burst. Yesterday, it came in hot during the day and was scary. However, I put in some binaural beats when reading and I notice it started to ease. The night before, I could not sleep at all because of how my head was trembling and shaking from what I have. Well, I decided to try something new. I turned on a white noise machine and then played binaural beats for sleeping loudly. Immediately, the face tremors if you call them that started to die down by a lot. I noticed that they were eased and I took a melatonin pill, got a full 8 hours of sleep. Part of me thinks that SOME of my symptoms are anxiety and stress induced. Just need to somehow stay afloat until January and then I am abusing my health insurance with all I have. IP: Logged |
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