posted September 30, 2025 12:46 PM            

This morning I got back to looking at myself in the mirror with love and self-acceptance. It's an even better way to start the day than with whatever stimulant we rely on.

I've done these things for a while, then it is like, 'Okay, enough of that, let's get back to doing, doing, doing.' Be useful! Do something substantial!' Waking up each day driven to prove my worth.

None of us need to prove our worth.

We are worthy because we exist.

We each are all essential parts of All-That-Is.

The Universe could not be what it is without me -- or you.

Old, negative, limiting beliefs resist change. They die hard because their game is survival and preventing more pain. But we can persuade the inner child (subconscious) that our survival is not in jeopardy and that pain is only transient.

I wish you a day of softening wherever you are feeling hardened.

I wish you a day in which you experience transcendent knowing of your essential place in the Universe.

I wish you kindness like a bubble around you that stays with you wherever you go.

posted October 06, 2025 11:32 AM            

The full moon is an opportunity to become clearer about how we feel by noticing what feelings get externalized by action. What had been subconscious can now become fully conscious.

Jupiter parallel my natal Mars and Uranus conjunct my natal Mars has been good for me. They also have helped me see myself more clearly by what I externalized.

My actions show what thought forms have been waiting for outward expression. Positive or negative.

Choices precede actions (or reactions). Choosing healing, sound healing (biofield tuning), deep cleansing of old energies and old beliefs ... all these are paying off. But the benefits come in waves, not in a linear line of upward progress.

Choosing to allow synchronicity expands my field of choices and actions so a more consistent flow to my life carries me forward. With synchronicity, relevant knowledge or awareness can come from anywhere, anyone, anytime.

That synchronicity led to improved knowledge of nutrition that my wife and I really needed. When I read testimonials of others' healings and greatly improved health, I take it as a message from the Universe that I can experienced the same thing.

Even an unopened gift can be received as a new certainty. The surprise factor is the unknown becoming known. That's what makes it so fun!

The most common condition of human beings (souls pretending to be animals for the experience) is amnesia. We forgot our Divine origin, our Divine powers of Creativity, and we sometimes act and live as if we have no authority or creative power in our lives.

That is to be asleep.

To awaken is to know and feel our Divine Creative Power. It is the power of mutual benefit. The power of knowing all beings overlap into something larger than ourselves.

Knowing all Love, all power comes from the same Source field in which we all live. We cannot escape it because it is life.

We are ALL worthy because we exist.

We are ALL necessary to existence for it to be what it is.

We are each essential pieces of All-that-is.

We are each deserving of full happiness.

We are each capable of creating very satisfying, fulfilling lives.

We are ALL LOVED personally and unconditionally.

We each belong here, now, exactly for this moment.

Human conditions change. That we are loved, worthy, deserving, capable, and necessary do not change.

posted October 12, 2025 06:06 PM            

The answer is letting go. It requires regular practice of relaxing and letting go of all concerns.

The only way to be in control is to not need to control anyone or anything else.

Life is like a river that needs to flow through us. It intends to empower us. There is no need to control it.

We want to stop the 'bad' thing from happening again. But life has no intention of repeating the past. That is our fear, our negative belief interfering.

Life guides us through the power of Soul, the eternal true self that is expressing itself as us here in human form. It is far more in control than anything the human mind can see.

Trust
replaces
control.

I trust that my Soul (centered on the other side as a trans-dimensional being), which is the real me, knows what is needed and knows how to create positive things here on Earth. I let it express all those qualities of love-joy-peace-healing through me.

Too often we humans see success as a matter of resources -- material stuffs needed to make things happen. Not so. Creating good things is more about the creative power of consciousness and a positive, expectant outlook. The resources do not need to be in-hand beforehand. They'll show up as needed, when needed.

I'm getting more and more practice being an incorrigible optimist. Because I'd rather be happy.

posted October 14, 2025 02:25 PM            

I take responsibility for my thoughts.

Thoughts are things.
That I create.

They are things I create from some level of intention. They are expressions of beliefs and ideals.

The violent thoughts that I have had (off and on) for several years were noticeable at first mostly because 'I'm not that way ...' But I had to learn they were from energies I'd suppressed for a long time.

I joke with my wife that our little Shih-Tzu, Jacinto, is like the dog version of me. When outside anywhere near the big dogs he likes to try to get them before they can get him.

A mixture of fear and a sense of self strong enough to defend one's body and boundaries can lead to imagining how one would defend oneself physically. It can extend to reacting to injustice and how we deal with that.

I'm glad that my ND introduced me to Ho'oponopono. I love you. Thank you ... I am sorry ... Please, forgive me ... This, along with investigating my deeper beliefs that seems to necessitate the creation of vengeful thoughts is the treatment for this.

I accept that some part of me is strong enough to defend my value and worth as a human being. Even the part of me that is willing to contemplate violence comes from a place of love of valuing myself or those I feel may not be able to defend themselves.

But it is love walled off with doubt about its effectiveness. Love obscured by a focus on fear that created a fearful belief.

How many of us are carrying around fearful beliefs? A lot.

Anger is the storm that hides fear.

Fear of the loss of self ... understandable for someone who has been neglected, dismissed, ignored, demeaned badly enough. But an impossibility. No piece of existence can ever not exist.

I am an essential part of existence and can never not exist. I cannot be lost. I cannot be forgotten by Creation.

Love is behind everything.

Human existence is to be born into amnesia, to seek to be liberated from it without realizing we are in it.

The original thought was Pure Love. It remains the singular thought underneath everything.

So my more defensive, aggressive, or vengeful thoughts are not needed. I am free to create them, but I have found they end up in my kidneys as stones. Stones obstructing the streams of life that want to flow through me.

The original thought of Love created everything. It made everything possible. It holds all power.

So if I let go of the negative thoughts I don't actually want to experience, I can refocus on the original thought: Pure Love and all its unfathomable potentials.

That is worth some of my time each day, imagining the core thought of Creation, Pure Love. Ask that it settle into my body and through its light, create a contrast that starkly reveals each specific negative belief attempting to block it. And let them go.

posted October 14, 2025 02:50 PM            

Why not break open the Pandora's box of Love and see what it has created and can create.

Hasn't humanity had enough fear and dystopia?

posted October 16, 2025 03:50 PM            

I'm OK with that.

Not everyone I try to encourage or uplift will respond positively. That's OK. People get to speak their minds, even if it is disempowering to them.

I don't take it personally. That's part of being an incorrigible optimist, knowing that even if someone doesn't feel optimistic now and I can't infect them with that, the seed I planted could sprout at any time.

I had to wake up in the last couple years and realize that I had gotten cynical. I thought of myself as an optimist, but then I noticed that really positive, optimistic people felt annoying to me. I had many moments of honesty with myself to steer myself back onto the path I prefer to live on.

So I am also grateful for those cycles of Jupiter transits hitting my natal Mars, as it is doing now at 21-22° North declination. It is like a wind of can-do at my back.

This is where knowing astrology can really help. If you understand the basic language and notice you have a particular Jupiter transit happening or coming up soon, you can use it as a check for your outlook.

If you are not feeling that wind of optimism and benevolence during any such Jupiter transit, it is a very good indicator that you've become cynical and/or have internalized negative beliefs about yourself/life/others that are keeping you down.

Why?

We all come from Love. Why leave it? Why would we ever leave it?

Many of us could respond to such questions with something about what we've been through, traumas, abuses ... Understandable. But why would I deny my Love nature or origins in Pure Love because of someone else's hate, abuse, or neglect?

Optimism does not have to be 'toxic.' If I come to see optimism that way, then I am the one dimming my own light. We can acknowledge what we feel, what pains we have been through, yet know within them are the materials for creating something far better.

Optimism (Fr. optimisme, Mod. Latin optimum) means 'greatest good'. It very concept triggers defenses in many of us against potential disappointment. The fear that if we take a rosy or idealistic outlook (especially in the form of specific expectations) that there is a greater than average chance of them being disappointed.

It need not be idealistic.

It need only be I can.

posted October 17, 2025 03:55 PM            

Feelings cannot be ignored if we want to be whole. They can be analyzed and understood objectively, but if ignored they build up negative effects within us that will seem physical.

Physical remedies are then of limited benefit.

What seems like a physical issue may simply be the manifestation of years of subconscious beliefs or feelings long forgotten or purposely suppressed.

Feelings are gooey and messy. Our feelings can often seem contradictory and unclear.

Then it is time to get back to Who am I? ... What do I love? ... What most interests and excitesd me? ... What ignites my passion?

Secondary feelings that are far less relevant are then put into perspective.

The old subconscious stuff I want to become aware of and release, outgrow, is coming closer to the surface. Not necessarily comfortable, but an unavoidable process of healing for me.

My body is clenching down in various spots. Tensions are intensifying, not from the body as an independent actor, but in allegiance to old beliefs I set in place rooted in fear. Clenching, tensions, knots, tightnesses are all expressions of fear in the body.

We don't have to let those keep accumulating until they make us miserable (although I did for a while).

Breathing, stretching, reaching, walking, sunning are all physical actions expressing the essence of life in our bodies.

Many of us need a return to the feeling of life flowing through our bodies.

Have you found yourself speaking in antagonistic terms about your body, as if it is fighting you?

Have you expressed derision or hate for your body?

Have you spoken as if your body hates you?

These are expressions of war within yourself. Self-loathing.

It is rampant, certainly in American society. Too many of us became focused on what is wrong with us or with our bodies. Self-acceptance and seeing what is beautiful and right about our bodies is the only antidote to it.

Comparison to others is poison.

BE YOU.

I am what I am, even when I don't know what that is. I will be loyal to it, even if I cannot articulate it.

It does not require any explanation to others. Know it within.

And that is the key to wellbeing. There is wisdom in the body seeded there by the Soul.

It is a direct line to The Source of All Things.

Why would we let anything interfere with that?

posted October 21, 2025 05:58 PM            

I can has become a resounding theme in my life. It is replacing the insidious can't that I'd been carrying around for too many years.

Sometimes, I go for very long walks just because I can. Saturday, I accidentally walked 7.5 miles (12 km) ... because I can. Because being outdoors makes me feel better. Because a gray sky is better than no sky at all.

It is certainly far more enjoyable and healthy to take long walks than to sit home and look up my next major Saturn transit and imagining it wrecking my life.

If you're worried, remind yourself that is fear. Take a deep breath. Exhale. Get out in the sun. Go for a walk. Talk to a stranger. Listen to them.

Imagine unknown great things coming your way.

The best is yet to come ... if you believe it.

The unknown is exciting since it holds all the great things we don't yet know about. But you miss out if you believe otherwise.

90% of life is outlook and belief.

Why not do an inventory and turn them all positive, one by one?

The past does not repeat unless we push the 'repeat' button.

There is nothing to fear, but the creations of our own minds.

Let's believe in and create what we really prefer to contemplate and experience.