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Topic: To The Banned Knowflakes...
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 2358 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 12:52 PM
I have been mulling over what iQ said in Divine Diversities about the astrology behind the latest quarrel, and I must say that iQ is very smart (pun intended). Haha! I am the most rational person anyone could ever meet--a veritable Vulcan, if you will--must be my Virgo ASC--and I try always to be fair, so I was pondering what I would have done if another party was libeled. We actually had that happen before here. He called a member (who is still here) a nasty racist term. I gave him a warning. He did it again later, and I banned him. He was a valued member here who otherwise posted great technical astrological content. But when I was the victim, I issued no warning. I apologize for that. I should have held myself to the same standards I hold all of you to. I was wrong in that regard. Now, I can understand how change can be upsetting to some. And I know some are not happy with our new Forum. Most people like it. But it's not going anywhere. There are no graphic images or language, and there is a mature warning on the description. I see nothing wrong with discussing sexuality if done in good taste, or suicide, or the other topics; these topics were already on Lindaland scattered about. Sweet Peas is here to stay. So, those members may not even want to return. But if any do, e-mail me privately. And Purple, while I can't support what you did, I do understand your motivation. I am like you, belgz, in that I am quick to anger and quick to defend my friends...but I am also quick to forgive and move on. And, truthfully, I've done similar things in the past. I can remember threatening Gregory at his original Linda site one time. Afer the smoke cleared, I tearfully apologized. And we became best friends. We even partnered up (until he passed away). A few days ago, tempers flared--and mistakes were made--on both sides. I'm sorry for my part in it. Maybe women don't have the same vantage point as men, but for a man to be called a predator is the harshest insult one can hurl. It hurt on a level so deep that I still feel the gash. It is the cruelest defamation of one's character that can be levied. Maybe the words were chosen rashly. I can understand that. But that didn't make it hurt any less. You just don't say that. My 5th House is loaded. And while I have no children of my own, I dote on my nieces and nephews. I have a deep sadness for children who are abused in any way. I am even planning on starting a charity to fulfill my 5th House's need to heal the world. To be called that term (even if not intended in that way), was more than I could bear. I hope you can understand my side. Peace out. IP: Logged |
Peri Knowflake Posts: 1847 From: 49N35 34E34 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 12:55 PM
thanks for this post Randall! IP: Logged |
StarrofVenusGirl Knowflake Posts: 931 From: Down the Rabbit Hole Registered: Jun 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 12:59 PM
That was very big of you Randall. I wasn't even around during the origin of the conflict, but I hope the sincerity of your apology helps pave the way towards resolving the conflict. I think you are owed some heartfelt apologies too. I am ready to move on from this drama, it's been very stressful. Let's do this. I hope that Belgz and others (I don't even know who else was banned except Valus and Cheshire Kat?) will come back. I also think some frank discussions about what is bothering everyone need to happen because the problems will keep occuring if we don't talk about it. There is clearly some wounding and ugly feelings underneath all of this. Let's dig deep here folks. Get it all out! Make sure you use "I" statements, not "you" statements...#1 rule of conflict negotiation. Accept responsibility for your part in the conflict as well (as Randall has done). What could you have done differently also? IP: Logged |
PlutoSquared Moderator Posts: 1380 From: Mars Registered: Aug 2010
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posted November 23, 2010 01:03 PM
Randall,That was very big of you, but I doubt you're going to get any apologies. Hopefully you will, but I do really doubt. Otherwise, I respect your decision to be objective. IP: Logged |
katatonic Knowflake Posts: 5739 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:03 PM
thank you randall for that. honesty is also important if a place like this is to survive.i think it is very unfortunate that the threads in question got edited and deleted. no one has anyway of getting to the whole truth unless they can see it. everything else is hearsay, and that is what lara was bringing up on the other (now closed) thread this morning... IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 2358 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:14 PM
Any reference to the predator statement was deleted, because I couldn't bear to see such a thing...or to allow it to remain here defaming my character. I work hard to make the right decisions in my life and always try to keep my word when I tell someone something, and to me, that is what character is all about. I do that for myself. Not everyone appreciates character. But I can't live without integrity. And that was just the worst thing anyone could have said to me. I don't expect anyone to apologize. This was MY apology to all of you. That's all I can do or hope for--to let my burden go through forgiveness. ------------------ "The earth is not given to us by our mothers and our fathers, it is borrowed from our children." IP: Logged |
charmainec Moderator Posts: 788 From: on the other side of the rainbow Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:14 PM
Randall ------------------ quote: "What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies with in us." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson
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Lara Knowflake Posts: 5374 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:14 PM
Randall for your honesty. As the main sill of this boat, this thread was much needed.Life is all about seeing the positive in everything and positively living in truth. IP: Logged |
StarrofVenusGirl Knowflake Posts: 931 From: Down the Rabbit Hole Registered: Jun 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:15 PM
My thoughts on the deleted threads...I understand both sides. Words can be used as weapons. Sometimes, it hurts to see what is written, especially when it is deliberately inflammatory and sparks continuous conflict. I understand why Randall wanted to erase the bitterness, insults and arguments, to just make it STOP. Especially when directed to LL itself and to his own person. Yet, on a message board, where the word IS all there is, it serves as a historical record that the interaction itself even occurred. If the word is erased, it's like it didn't happen. Erasing it is like being completely invalidated. And being invalidated is inflammatory in and of itself. So it's a vicious cycle. Erasing it (& locking threads) makes people want to be heard even more, creates the sense that something is being buried or hidden. It's like walking away from someone in the middle of the argument or slamming a door in their face. Totally unproductive. But continuing the argument and shouting profanities and being irrational isn't productive either. The best solution is for both sides to take a breather and come back when they are feeling rational and able to engage and not only hear each other but actively LISTEN. Which I hope is what we are doing now. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 2925 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted November 23, 2010 01:30 PM
Randall I am speechless at the quality of person you are. All you guys who call me ass kissers, have at it ------------------ Pluto conjunct Dejanira, Girlfriend. IP: Logged |
katatonic Knowflake Posts: 5739 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:30 PM
i have changed this post since i wrote it to the wrong person!! i was sure i saw bearsarcher up there!i agree sovg... IP: Logged |
Predominantlyfire Knowflake Posts: 441 From: Bipolarland (Lindaland) Registered: Dec 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:44 PM
I must admit. Good gesture.------------------ Lack of Earth - Lack of bu11shit. IP: Logged |
starkiss1 Knowflake Posts: 1545 From: Registered: Jul 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:51 PM
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 2925 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted November 23, 2010 01:54 PM
I have always been terrified of making mistakes like some big Hand would come down from the sky and swat me for the audacity of not being perfect. I have learned SO many lessons over the past few days. I just want to be human, not perfect,not the worst. This is NOT about me and I don't want to call attention to myself other than to say that it is beautiful when someone can have humility cuz we are like pencils ,as humans, and they come with erasers Belgz is a beautiful person who "lost it" as we all do and have. It was beautiful for you to say that,Randall. ------------------ Pluto conjunct Dejanira, Girlfriend. IP: Logged |
Peri Knowflake Posts: 1847 From: 49N35 34E34 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:55 PM
now PDF is it too much to expect a good gesture from you? e.g. to expect you to admit that it is cool to have lots of earth in a chart? IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 2358 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:56 PM
Strange things were going on with the stars. But I'm hoping that good can come from it in lessons learned--not bridges burned. ------------------ "The earth is not given to us by our mothers and our fathers, it is borrowed from our children." IP: Logged |
Predominantlyfire Knowflake Posts: 441 From: Bipolarland (Lindaland) Registered: Dec 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 01:59 PM
quote: now PDF is it too much to expect a good gesture from you? e.g. to expect you to admit that it is cool to have lots of earth in a chart?
You can expect a good gesture, yes. Just not that specific one.
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AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 1635 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted November 23, 2010 02:01 PM
Everyone loses their temper at times, and everyone does the best they can every day. Each day our best is not the same. One of the biggest things I learned from having twins is that to go and to say, "I'm sorry, I lost my temper, I was wrong, etc. will you forgive me, please?" will go along way to smooth things over. We're all humans, and have our hard moments. ADfly ------------------ We justify ourselves each time we take a breath... Me IP: Logged |
LEXX Moderator Posts: 3848 From: Still out looking for Schr�dinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 02:01 PM
Randall Others have said it well! I feel the same! Thank you Randall! ------------------ Everyone is a teacher... Everyone is a student... Learning is eternal...LEXX ~Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known. ~Carl Sagan ~The present time is theirs, but the future is mine. ~Nikola Tesla" }><}}(*>♥<*){{><{ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ IP: Logged |
Lara Knowflake Posts: 5374 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 02:06 PM
Belgz didn't lose it! She simply saw the injustice and stuck up for a friend. It's very frustrating when you are typing online and the other person isn't hearing you or really listening. I'm sure you will agree Ami Anne.Anyway, I'm glad that some people do listen and see the importance of bringing these hidden things back out into the open to lay them properly to rest so I'm glad that Randall took all of my valid points on the other thread into account.
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 2358 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 02:10 PM
PDF, that was hilarious! Hahaha! ------------------ "The earth is not given to us by our mothers and our fathers, it is borrowed from our children." IP: Logged |
Peri Knowflake Posts: 1847 From: 49N35 34E34 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 02:11 PM
@ PDFI hope the banned knowflakes will come back IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 2925 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted November 23, 2010 02:13 PM
I don't know WHAT in PDF's chart gives him that wicked sense of humor but whatever it is,it is the best sense of humor out there ------------------ Pluto conjunct Dejanira, Girlfriend. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 2925 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted November 23, 2010 02:13 PM
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 2358 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 23, 2010 02:14 PM
Well, cpn is coming back, so that's one at least. ------------------ "The earth is not given to us by our mothers and our fathers, it is borrowed from our children." IP: Logged |