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Topic: Argghhh...gods not again.......like wtf???????
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LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 13, 2011 09:54 AM
  
In trouble again before fully recovering from the ocular stroke of September 7th.
and the small heart attack of November 23rd.A new ocular stroke has struck me. 
Waiting to see if it resolves on its own.
Am the past few hours partially blind in one eye.
I cannot afford the doctor or emergency room.
All they do for ocular strokes is run bunches of tests, very expensive, cat scans, you name it.......
then say here,
take two aspirin and hope it does not move because it can kill.
Yippie.
So do I go to the hospital for this, just to confirm what I already know and be charged several thousand dollars to be told that,
and then told go see a few more doctors, thousands of dollars more charged,
but all know there is NO TREATMENT
just wait it out, hope it does not move,
take aspirin,
and hope for the best.
So please bear with me folks,
all you whom I promised a Lexigram in the past two weeks or so,
and others wanting my help in various matters.
I have to take care of myself first.
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I must perhaps resign myself to having only stolen and brief tastes of happiness,
for it appears that I may never be invited to the feasts.
~LEXX
The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called resignation is confirmed desperation A stereotyped but unconscious despair is concealed even under what are called the games and amusements of mankind.
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LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 13, 2011 10:13 AM
This is not the fixed dilation type as of September,
but the blood clot in eye type.
Much scarier.
More potentially dangerous.
Sigh
I am getting even more bummed out than I already was..........
it just seems no matter what I do,
shite just keeps slapping me back down,
farther and farther each time.
Sorry for all my ranting,
but ex to be is down ill himself,
and I do not want to wake him yet.
So yeah, ranting here instead,
trying to keep myself calm,
must stay calm.------------------
I must perhaps resign myself to having only stolen and brief tastes of happiness,
for it appears that I may never be invited to the feasts.
~LEXX The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called resignation is confirmed desperation A stereotyped but unconscious despair is concealed even under what are called the games and amusements of mankind.
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LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 13, 2011 10:17 AM
head hurts
side of face numb
big dark purple blob still there in my vision.
A shade darker than the dark purple here at LL.
BP OK.
Sigh
maybe hot chicken noodle soup might calm me
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Lei_Kuei
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 13, 2011 11:14 AM
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Proud Member of the Vatican Assassin Warlock Attack Squad! You can't handle my level of Tinfoil! ~ {;,;} IP: Logged |
Mblake81
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posted December 13, 2011 11:23 AM
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charmainec
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 13, 2011 12:44 PM
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Remember, love can conquer the influences of the planets....It can even eliminate karma.
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Randall
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posted December 13, 2011 01:49 PM
Have you tried some natural blood-thinners, like Vitamin E?IP: Logged |
jesstar
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From: santa fe new mexico
Registered: Nov 2011
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posted December 13, 2011 01:57 PM
breathe ~ did u try the soup? breathe~ this too shall pass breathe~ sending love ~ u know whats best for u ~ the doctors will not help u relax like u said u know whats happening~breathe ~this too shall pass ~breathe~u have been through so so very much ~this too shall pass~think happy thoughts ~ put on your favorite album ~breathe IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer
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posted December 13, 2011 02:11 PM
Oh Lexx, this sucks!!
I wish you would get peace from all this rubbish that keeps hurting you.
It's hard to feel positive when you have so many setbacks and pains to remind you.Absolutely take care of yourself first lovey. P.S. I know it sounds childish, but my nanas remedy for everything is chicken soup, or a cup of earl grey tea :/ If there's nothing the hospital can do I guess the best thing is to try anything you can to relax until the symptoms blow over. <3 IP: Logged |
lechien
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From: in a giant room with 2 little furry friends
Registered: May 2009
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posted December 13, 2011 03:27 PM
thinking of you LEXX IP: Logged |
anongrl10
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posted December 13, 2011 04:06 PM
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Ami Anne
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posted December 13, 2011 04:56 PM
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posted December 13, 2011 06:37 PM
Go to the ER if you have to. If you can't pay the bill, you can't. There are always other options to look into, or just don't pay it. Hope you begin to feel better soon. IP: Logged |
Fondue Knight
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Registered: Nov 2011
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posted December 13, 2011 06:39 PM
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LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 14, 2011 12:09 AM
Thank you all.
Update......
not much improvement.
Hope my sight fully returns soon.
And my stamina.
Sooooooooo very exhausted.
This is scary stuff.  ------------------
I must perhaps resign myself to having only stolen and brief tastes of happiness,
for it appears that I may never be invited to the feasts.
~LEXX The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called resignation is confirmed desperation A stereotyped but unconscious despair is concealed even under what are called the games and amusements of mankind.
~Henry David Thoreau IP: Logged |
jesstar
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From: santa fe new mexico
Registered: Nov 2011
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posted December 14, 2011 12:49 AM
u r in my prayers  sending love and healing light, jessica IP: Logged |
crabbypatty
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posted December 14, 2011 09:18 AM
Lexx, do you use purple energy discs?IP: Logged |
Alma Sun
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Registered: Mar 2011
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posted December 14, 2011 12:59 PM
It all sounds very dangerous. :/ Hope you get stronger soon. 
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teasel
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posted December 14, 2011 08:48 PM
How are you feeling?
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Winged Leo
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posted December 15, 2011 02:28 PM
Get well soon, lexx. I wish I could be there and take care of you. IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted December 15, 2011 03:13 PM
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LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 15, 2011 03:29 PM
Hello everyone 
Update:
The big dark purple spot size of a large olive in my field of vision,
is now a large pea size black spot,
hopefully that is a good thing.:\
Taking aspirin and garlic to keep the blood thin and keeping bp down and
resting a lot.
Still weak from the small heart attack too of a November 23rd.
Down in bed on and off some 18 to 20 hours or so total most days.
No stamina, trouble walking.
Much of my ills are very MS like
( might be, but they are still unsure...they do know it is spinal etc. nerve damage of some kind)
and do go into partial remissions.
Hopefully I am heading for a long remission. 
Love and Blessings to all of you caring kind folks! 
It really helps my sanity and will to continue and not just give up.
I am so exhausted on all fronts of my life at this time.
This has been the worse I have been in years. Lei_Kuei
Mblake81
Charmainec
Thank you all! continued next post....... IP: Logged |
LEXX
Moderator Posts: 8586
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 15, 2011 03:36 PM
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Originally posted by Randall:
Have you tried some natural blood-thinners, like Vitamin E?
Yes, Garlic in E.
And thank you for caring Randall. jesstar
Thank you too!
Yes, much soup with garlic, ginger, and wasabe or hot pepper. Voix_de_la_Mer
Yes indeed!
It does not help the eyes or heart,
but does help with the horrible abdominal spasms and chest congestion and yes,
is soothing psychologically too like when my grandma's use to give me such. No,
not much can be done about the eyes but wait it out and hope things do not migrate to brain, heart, or lungs.
Very scary is the waiting to say the least.
Trying to stay calm. continued next post........ IP: Logged |
LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 15, 2011 03:43 PM
lechien, anongirl10, Ami Anne
Thank you all for your kindness and caring.
T
Thank you!
yes,
am looking into free care, applied for some, will hopefully get it.
But yes,
if it gets worse, will definitely go to ER.
At least the hospital is only 5 minutes away and affiliated with the Cleveland Clinic
and has life flight to there if needed.Fondue Knight
Thank you!
Giggle....
 continued next post......
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anongrl10
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From: won't_disclose
Registered: Sep 2011
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posted December 15, 2011 03:47 PM
So good to hear that you have applied for free care and that the hospital is very accessible.
Phew, that's a relief!
I'm going to look at your P Venus now. Sorry for taking so long! I just need to find the chart again and then will look at the ephemeris. Going to dig... ~~~> gone (poof!)
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