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Topic: Something Has Changed and I Cannot Explain How or Why
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LEXX
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From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 05, 2012 10:07 AM
  
SaggiMC 
Thank you for the song.
However would you mind telling me your
interpretation of the lyrics? 
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LEXX
Moderator Posts: 9669
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 05, 2012 10:14 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Randall:
Told you this would be your year! Expect things to continue to improve. Knowing exactly what was wrong removed the fear and vagueness of uncertainty. 
Thank you Randall.
Well do not know exactly what ALL is wrong,
but we now have clues to some things and my chiropractor and homeopath will have to help me convince the specialists.
One day at a time!
And having a focus for my self healing seems to be helping a lot.
Spinal collapse and degeneration may not be able to heal,
but hopefully the neurological damage/encroachment can heal, regenerate/reroute and grow new pathways to compensate for the damaged and destroyed areas.
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~The present time is theirs, but the future is mine.~Никола Тесла
~I remember, therefore I am immortal~LEXX
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cathy
Knowflake Posts: 153
From: canada
Registered: Jul 2009
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posted February 05, 2012 09:39 PM
Lexx, good for you. Keep the positive attitude.  IP: Logged |
LEXX
Moderator Posts: 9669
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 05, 2012 10:47 PM
quote:
Originally posted by cathy:
Lexx, good for you. Keep the positive attitude.
I will! 
despite sadness and failure in my love life,
and my body woes and all......
Somehow I feel different now.
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SunChild
Moderator Posts: 2816
From: Australia
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 05, 2012 11:07 PM
 I'm very happy for you Lexx. IP: Logged |
Lioness
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Registered: Mar 2010
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posted February 05, 2012 11:57 PM
quote:
Originally posted by SunChild:
I'm very happy for you Lexx.
we need a mod in 2.0 ASAP... big time spammer! tearing up the board IP: Logged |
LEXX
Moderator Posts: 9669
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 05, 2012 11:59 PM
quote:
Originally posted by SunChild:
I'm very happy for you Lexx.
Thank you SunChild. quote:
Originally posted by Lioness:
we need a mod in 2.0 ASAP... big time spammer! tearing up the board
Did I miss something?  IP: Logged |
LEXX
Moderator Posts: 9669
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 06, 2012 12:31 AM
Oh my!
Astrology 2......
whoa!  IP: Logged |
teasel
Knowflake Posts: 3937
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 06, 2012 12:54 AM
quote:
Originally posted by SunChild:
I'm very happy for you Lexx.
Ditto. IP: Logged |
LEXX
Moderator Posts: 9669
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 06, 2012 01:05 AM
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Alma Sun
Moderator Posts: 1044
From: The East Coast
Registered: Mar 2011
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posted February 06, 2012 01:58 PM
quote:
Originally posted by LEXX:
no nightmares, no being attacked or chased by "things" in my dreams.
No running from "somethings",
no terrors or fears,
no falling, no feeling out of control.
I insist this great wonderful change lasts!
I feel strangely free for the first time in my life to date!
This is the first day of my new existence!
quote:
Originally posted by T:
I've been feeling similarly and things have also shifted for me over the past week. Dropped a bad habit. I haven't turned the TV on in about a week. Am going to get rid of cable. Been doing a lot of reading, guided meditation and listening to brain enhancing, entrainment music throughout the day and night. Trying to get back to my center from which I fell. This past year has been rough in many ways. I'm tired of it and making changes now.
 That's cool; really good to hear. 
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"The better you feel about yourself, the less you feel the need to show off." — Robert Hand
"Cynicism, like gullibility, is a symptom of underdeveloped critical faculties." — Jamie Whyte
"I am not absentminded. It is the presence of mind that makes me unaware of everything else." ― G.K. Chesterton
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Randall
Webmaster Posts: 15630
From: Saturn next to Charmainec
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 08, 2012 03:38 PM
Things still on the upswing?------------------
"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark IP: Logged |
Cancer/Scorpio729
Moderator Posts: 1375
From: 6,000 feet above sea level
Registered: Feb 2010
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posted February 09, 2012 12:46 AM
If anyone deserves rewards, it's you Lexx. IP: Logged |
LEXX
Moderator Posts: 9669
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 09, 2012 02:13 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Alma Sun:
That's cool; really good to hear.
Thank you Alma Sun PS.
Fixed your quotes so folks know one quote is
mine,
and the other is from
T,
not me.
LOL!
I gave up cable/TV nearly decades ago.(though never really had such, my exes did)
I hate going out to anywhere because seems there are cable TVs in waiting areas.
UGH. 
I cannot stand more than 30 seconds of such.
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~The present time is theirs, but the future is mine.~Никола Тесла
~I remember, therefore I am immortal~LEXX
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LEXX
Moderator Posts: 9669
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 09, 2012 02:14 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Cancer/Scorpio729:
If anyone deserves rewards, it's you Lexx.
Thank you Cancer/Scorpio729 ------------------
~The present time is theirs, but the future is mine.~Никола Тесла
~I remember, therefore I am immortal~LEXX
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LEXX
Moderator Posts: 9669
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 09, 2012 02:29 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Randall:
Things still on the upswing?
Yes! 
Despite continuing troubles in all areas of my life,
I am keeping a positive mindset and staying busy when not down.
    
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~The present time is theirs, but the future is mine.~Никола Тесла
~I remember, therefore I am immortal~LEXX
}><}}}(*>~♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥~
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anongrl10
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Registered: Sep 2011
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posted February 09, 2012 03:01 AM
I love those! Truly motivational. Continuing well-being vibes for u, Lexxie! IP: Logged |
LEXX
Moderator Posts: 9669
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 09, 2012 12:02 PM
anongrl10
Keeping it up!
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LEXX
Moderator Posts: 9669
From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 17, 2012 12:10 PM
I have not given up on good changes to come in my life,despite the fraking hell of the past few days. 
My ex2b and I were totally deceived by a person,
and his and my dreams of love and a real life in the future with our LDRs,
crushed to saddest smithereens.
So trying to pick up the shreds of broken hearts and working on moving forward with our lives.
At the moment the only good I can see in all this sorrow and shock and terrible disappointment,
is that we both have learned to not trust the internet in matters of love,
and better we both found out finally after already much time invested, before more time was given,
that the LDRs were not really ever going to work out because we would have to each give to our love interests much more than either would be willing or realistically able to give to each of us.
And in my e2b's case with his tragic LDR situation,
the BIG deception makes his impossible.
With mine, a change in his thinking, and it is still possible, but I am not holding to that dream now.
So yes, much emotional agony going on here.
But somehow we must get past it and move on. I must try to continue to keep on believing that the ongoing and new hells and chaos and emotional and physical pain, and set back after set backs,
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