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Topic: If you were dying would you stay at LL and or online?
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posted November 26, 2013 09:00 AM
  
The latest episode of the show i posted is up, if anyone is watching. I'm waiting for it to load.I though Lenore's way of handling it was quite beautiful.  IP: Logged |
juniperb
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From: Blue Star Kachina
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posted November 26, 2013 12:03 PM
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My original query was:Would you stay here or online if you were dying? The keyword in my original query is:
YOU
not me.
Thanks again folks.
lexx, your posts allowed us to include you as you used personal points reference .
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Christian, Jew, Muslim, Shaman, Zoroastrian, stone, ground, mountain, river, each has a secret way of being with the Mystery, unique and not to be judged.
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Lexxigramer
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From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
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posted November 26, 2013 01:52 PM
Well anyhow;
I would not stay and would just go silent and vanish and not bother anyone.
Just silently slip away.
Natural death or suicide the same.
After death;
just cremate and toss wherever;
and no damn memorial service bullshite.
Whatever is cheapest and fast.
Wish there was a way to totally erase my internet presence too.
Best to just eventually totally vanish.IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted November 26, 2013 02:10 PM
Mirage, and Doux.  T, take as long as you need. I'll check out the links you posted: I would be one of the sobbing ones; I'm not that good with acceptance of someone's passing. After my cousin died, two years ago, I felt weird, because the day after she passed, I woke up feeling *great*. The day itself, I'd been in a daze. But it hit me the weekend after, really hard. With anyone/anything really close to me, I'm just awful.
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teasel
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posted November 26, 2013 02:12 PM
Lexx, I would hate for you to feel you had to disappear, but if you wanted to, that would be different. I'm really not sure what I would do. I'm not good with attention, positive or negative. A part of me has wanted to die, and another part seems to want to live. I might be crushed if I was told that I was dying. I thought my body was turning on itself, and killing me anyway, what with the constant vomiting (I've managed to ease it somewhat, but it still happens, sometimes all day and night, just as it was before). IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
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posted November 26, 2013 07:48 PM
teasel {{{hugs}}} 
Sorry you have to deal with that too. 
I suppose like me;
the doctors have no idea why the constant vomiting?
I have had that for decades, and nausea.
No fun.
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juniperb
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From: Blue Star Kachina
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posted November 27, 2013 08:38 AM
Since none of us are dying, let us give thanks for the little things we take for granted each day . This touch of a new day to start the first day of the rest of your life. Happy Thanksgiving! ------------------
Christian, Jew, Muslim, Shaman, Zoroastrian, stone, ground, mountain, river, each has a secret way of being with the Mystery, unique and not to be judged.
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I'm so cappy
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From: Saturn (summer house on Chiron)
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posted November 27, 2013 10:32 AM
I'll definietly let you know when I'm about to jump off a bridge ------------------
I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted November 27, 2013 01:34 PM
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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
I'll definietly let you know when I'm about to jump off a bridge
LOL, that's the spirit. IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted November 27, 2013 01:38 PM
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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
teasel {{{hugs}}}
Sorry you have to deal with that too.
I suppose like me;
the doctors have no idea why the constant vomiting?
I have had that for decades, and nausea.
No fun.
I'm sorry to hear that, Lexx. I couldn't afford to go to the doctor. It's been a guessing game. I had to help a family member off the floor last night, and then mentioned that I felt sick - she apologized for having me bending over, helping her up, but I told her that I'm used to it now. Aside from having to rush off quickly, to relieve the feeling, I hate that it's messed with my moods/my brain. I've been reading more and more about the gut being troubled, and depression/mood disorders. Although, it has nothing to do with people just deciding to be nasty, or including me in things I never wanted a part of.
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teasel
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posted November 27, 2013 01:39 PM
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Originally posted by juniperb:
Since none of us are dying, let us give thanks for the little things we take for granted each day . This touch of a new day to start the first day of the rest of your life. Happy Thanksgiving!
I'm actually grateful for something horrible that happened the other night. It lifted a weight off my shoulders, and confirmed something I'd felt for a few months. I still feel wary being here, but I'm grateful for the people I got to know through this place. IP: Logged |
lalalinda
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From: nevada
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posted November 27, 2013 03:36 PM
Happy Thanksgiving to you too Ms Juni and precious knowflakes  ------------------
"For all those who believe, expect a miracle.”
Linda Goodman 1925-1995 IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
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posted November 27, 2013 03:39 PM
teasel
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posted November 27, 2013 04:16 PM
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Originally posted by juniperb:
Since none of us are dying,
....but we are. All of us, right now. Sorry, had to.  It was my first thought to this thread, but i didnt want to say it and risk sounding like some kind of morbid negative Nancy. Because i don't mean it that way anyway, but people take things the wrong way all the time especially here. It brought to mind a lyric from one of my favorite songs too: "he not busy being born is busy dying" Bob Dylan
It's Alright Ma, I'm Only Bleeding"
http://www.bobdylan.com/us/songs/its-alright-ma-im-only-bleeding IP: Logged |
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posted November 27, 2013 04:22 PM
teasel, hugs.It's especially hard to help an ailing family member when you are sick yourself with no one to pick you up when you are down. I've heard all illnesses start in the gut too. Life can be hard to stomach and that can eventually show up physically as well. A few months ago i was getting violently ill like that and couldnt keep anything down. It still happens but not like it was a few months ago every day. Not fun. IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve
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posted November 27, 2013 04:25 PM
I just want to hug all of you.
(((( HUG ))))
Happy Thanksgiving. I'm grateful for having the opportunity to talk to all of you, share ideas and show & get some lovin' & support.
I've made some wonderful friends here, and think of you as an extraordinary family. 
You all are great. 
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posted November 27, 2013 04:27 PM
I've been enjoying hearing the regular homeless people going by my window, who normally are pretty unhappy & yelling or fighting instead wishing people a happy Thanksgiving that pass by. A local place is serving up meals, so i think full bellies and good cheer have changed their moods.....for today.IP: Logged |
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posted November 27, 2013 04:28 PM
hugs Doux ((( )))IP: Logged |
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posted November 27, 2013 05:27 PM
"For them that think death’s honesty
Won’t fall upon them naturally
Life sometimes must get lonely"Bob Dylan
It's Alright Ma, I'm Only Bleeding"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brNby5IFDnA i agree with the last poster there. some of the greatest poetry written in the last 100 years. IP: Logged |
mirage29
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posted November 27, 2013 06:42 PM
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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
I just want to hug all of you....
Happy Thanksgiving.I'm grateful for having the opportunity to talk to all of you, share ideas and show & get some lovin' & support. I've made some wonderful friends here, and think of you as an extraordinary family. You all are great. *heart*
Doux!... I AGREE! (((( )))) I feel that you are "extraordinary"...! Teasel, Lexxi, Juni --- Big Hugs and Cappy... hmmm,... well it happens that "Chiron" is "a Bridge," and ol'Saturn's got its karmic tethers on you.... so! you ain't go'in nowhere-- I've got you (((hugged!))) *Love* T ... Your choices of musical URLS are ALWAYS 'First Class' special picks... Your Dylan choice was outstanding... even that the start of the lyrics make a reference to the sky and to Eclipses! oh yeah, heh-heh... so Perfect!
Special hugs and thanks over the past year for our own interchanges.... You're a deep soul! and I wish you the best holiday season... IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
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posted November 28, 2013 04:05 PM
Doux Rêve {{{hugs}}}Mirage29 {{{hugs}}} IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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posted November 28, 2013 04:08 PM
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Originally posted by juniperb:
Since none of us are dying, let us give thanks for the little things we take for granted each day . This touch of a new day to start the first day of the rest of your life. Happy Thanksgiving!
I do not take the little things for granted.
They matter too much!
Happy Thanksgiving to you too!IP: Logged |
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posted December 03, 2013 03:21 PM
Thanks mirage (didnt want to bump the thread, but thought your heartfelt response deserved a reply
it brought a smile to my face. Thank you and for you to know i think the same of you. All the best..... (((hugs)))
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