posted February 14, 2011 03:39 PM            

Like alot of people on Lindaland, I am surrounded by spiritually 'gifted' people...visions, lucid dreams, OBE's, empaths, remote viewing...you pretty much name it, that is our life...a friend of ours even saw a huge Indian here at the radio station at a telethon we did...RD's band was playing at the time...and this Indian(we feel a chief based on the size of his headpiece), he was walking around the guys and their equipment...

Anyway, it runs in the family pretty much...growing up, my mom always knew when something bad was going to happen with someone close...I was always a bit jealous as to why I didn't have this 'gift'...I was having OBE's, but had no idea what was happening...I didn't say anything, because I thought I was going crazy, or was being 'possessed'...lol I am 50 now, and just found out 2 years ago, that I also have my own 'gifts'...I found out less than a year ago, that these experiences were OBE's...I feel at times that perhaps my mom didn't want me to 'outshine' her...she never thought to ask me, or maybe never thought to ask me, if I had anything going on as well...I got into drugs and alcohol pretty heavy, and was told that I 'supressed' my 'gifts' that way...I can see it now...

Even when I had blinders on, my kids still shared experiences with me...I am thankful I never shrugged them off, or thought they were crazy...through a very bizarre experience in 2008...my blinders fell off...then after meeting RD, my other half, did I really start to wake up, and realize what I had been doing to myself spiritually...

I am now learning to trust in my 'gifts', and those around me are too...which encourages me...not my mom though...she just blows it off and says 'everybody' does that...so I stopped sharing my experiences...

Thank you Ami...you are a dear heart...

Kat