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RegardesPlatero Moderator Posts: 4366 From: Storybrooke, Mr. Gold's Shop Registered: Sep 2011
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posted May 11, 2012 08:08 AM
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ariesdragon Moderator Posts: 4335 From: Jupiter Registered: Jan 2012
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posted May 11, 2012 10:41 AM
This is a classic emotional rollercoaster feeling. I have felt this way RP. It seems that you don't have much resource in getting some help to take away some of the burden from those pesky annoying self defeating thoughts. My suggestion is a journal to write anything & everything you can think of, especially your most private thoughts. Do the best you can to write good things about yourself. Compliment yourself, say I love you to yourself. Replace every negative thought with a positive affirmation. Replay in your mind the good things you've done & feel good about all of it, even the good deeds that weren't returned back to you. Read a book that takes you away for an hour. Slowly but surely you will get your confidence back... you just have to realize to believe in yourself again. xo ~AD~IP: Logged |
Yin Moderator Posts: 2956 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 11, 2012 10:55 AM
This seems relevant: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum3/HTML/002992.html IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 37417 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted May 11, 2012 02:00 PM
I have made a million errors in trusting people. I know some very successful people(maturity and general life success) who got there by screwing up and learning the painful lessons resulting. I have some good role models.They all tell me that my errors will build my maturity. It is happening but it is slow lol------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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ariesdragon Moderator Posts: 4335 From: Jupiter Registered: Jan 2012
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posted May 11, 2012 02:27 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: I have made a million errors in trusting people. I know some very successful people(maturity and general life success) who got there by screwing up and learning the painful lessons resulting. I have some good role models.They all tell me that my errors will build my maturity. It is happening but it is slow lol
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Faith Knowflake Posts: 2352 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted May 12, 2012 12:03 AM
How can you not love yourself? You are great, Platero!Thank you for ONCE AGAIN articulating something that is actually universal. We all have gone through this or will. I have coldly rejected someone because of a misunderstanding. I have been coldly rejected and I thought, "Okay what goes around comes around." Last time this happened, which was actually a crushing loss, I was reading books by Eckhart Tolle at the same time. And I learned how to disengage from my ego (he uses the term broadly to mean, how you self-identify). It was a blessing. I learned how beneficial it can be to not even allow myself to think. The hurt would spring up like a volcano and I refused to give it words and that quieted it down. A few months later I was recovered. Not suggesting this will help everyone, but since it helped me, it's naturally the one thing that comes to my mind. Nowadays I look at astrology for more explanations. What was Uranus doing when the fall out occurred? I would always look at now. Also, last time I lost a friend, the fall-out happened when the sun was transiting my asteroid Pholus, which is associated with sudden endings. So now I have that under my belt, a new thing learned. But the astrological reasons might make things more complicated than they need to be. My advice is keep doing what you are doing, you do it well, maybe you just lost sight of it because it's a hard time now, and life has these hard times that are unavoidable.
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RegardesPlatero Moderator Posts: 4366 From: Storybrooke, Mr. Gold's Shop Registered: Sep 2011
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posted May 13, 2012 02:48 PM
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ariesdragon Moderator Posts: 4335 From: Jupiter Registered: Jan 2012
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posted May 13, 2012 07:17 PM
Hugs RP IP: Logged |
Sashar Knowflake Posts: 333 From: Alternate timeline future Registered: Mar 2012
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posted May 13, 2012 07:32 PM
This isn't really on subject, but...When I was younger I didn't have any friends and then I grew up and talked to a lot of the people that I went to school with and they were all, "We wanted to be your friend but you kept pushing us away." It was seriously mind blowing to hear that from people... and made me realize a lot of my solitude was my own making. I've noticed a few times you talking about you not making friends easily and things along those lines, and I'll tell you... I know this is only the internet and people are a bit different in real life, but I find you rather pleasing to talk to. So much so, that I find your comments about your real life kind of amazingly odd. It sucks that someone betrayed your trust, it happens to everyone at some time and it infuriates me because it tends to happen to good people more often. Don't let it bring you down, and don't let it make you stop trusting people. Yeah, your going to get hurt once in awhile... but there are people out there who feel the same way as you, and are happy that you exist. So, don't change because you get hurt. I read something on my facebook recently. Keep smiling, because eventually the universe will get tired of making you frown. Ok, I'm going to slowly back out of this thread now because I'm about as uncomfortable giving compliments as I am recieving them. But, stay cool. B****es be b****es, don't let them bring you down. ------------------ Astrology Activism: The constant strive to not just learn the intricate details of Astrology but the desire to constantly find new ways to prove that it exists in a scientific manner. Failure to incorporate the later into your work is akin to learning how to cure cancer but not sharing it with anyone. IP: Logged |
pandacake Knowflake Posts: 321 From: Europe Registered: May 2011
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posted May 14, 2012 06:36 AM
Wish I could give you good advice but all I can say is that I can relate to you. It's not easy for me to make friends either, I know part of it is because my social skills are a bit shy/robotic/clumsy though. And about the manipulation thingy, I haven't experienced it with friends yet, but I did with certain family members and I often feel locked out and unwelcome. I can understand why you feel it's hard to just forget it all, go out there and be happy & trusting again ... I'm in my own process of forgiving, forgetting and healing (it's hard for my Pluto Moon that just loves to "fixate" on things) but it's the only way for me to truly feel happy again. So I agree with you on your last post, you should heal, keep yourself busy with things that interest you and be your sunshiny self again. You have Sag ascendant, you know you can be. Be strong RP! :megahug: IP: Logged |
RegardesPlatero Moderator Posts: 4366 From: Storybrooke, Mr. Gold's Shop Registered: Sep 2011
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posted May 14, 2012 06:51 AM
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