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Topic: Baggage in relationships
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Padre35
Knowflake Posts: 2380
From: Asheville, NC, US
Registered: Jul 2012
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posted September 05, 2013 03:38 AM
  
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Originally posted by FruitTreeFresh:
A kind of feeling like an empty cup. Like you are watching the person dating someone else but you are not really dating that person because there is no depth in the relationship and its leading nowhere.It's as though watching people enjoying in the playground where you are behind the glass window, only watching and imagining you are part of their life - just watching.
My goodness, I'll only say this once: Please, please, please, do not do that Yes feeling is hard, really hard, don't cut yourself off from feeling emotions! I say this b/c at one point, b/t stuffing SW Model 19's in my gullet trying my level best to end it all I acquired that sort of detached view...would not wish that on anyone! When you cut yourself to know you are still alive..so dead..so cold... Please don't For you young one:
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FruitTreeFresh
Knowflake Posts: 169
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Registered: Aug 2013
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posted September 05, 2013 06:44 AM
Thank you Padre. Hah I'm fine now, weeped for a man for almost a year for something that has no connection, no value. Friendship dont seem to exist either. That is what I constantly remind myself on. I don't think I can totally erase him right now but I believe when time goes by I'll probably forget his existence. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
Moderator Posts: 46398
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 05, 2013 07:49 AM
Aww FTF
I just read this. It sounds like a MoonPluto and/or a Nessus/Deja relationship. These go really, really deep and prolly will not be forgotten for a life time.
People do seem to have one in a lifetime, too.------------------
Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal
http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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FruitTreeFresh
Knowflake Posts: 169
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Registered: Aug 2013
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posted September 05, 2013 08:02 AM
Oh my Ami, tell us more about it. I'm Lunar Aqua, Scorpio ascendant, Scorpio Pluto. I'm such a fixed person. lol IP: Logged | |
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