posted August 25, 2007 10:39 AM              

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ASC: Vırgo

posted August 26, 2007 04:59 AM            

I think astrology can help explain what we have within us, but I've always been very skeptical about it influencing external events. So my natural instinct is to think that no astrological placement predicts life events, our placements just show the psychological tools we're working with.

But I am a little freaked out by this issue because I have Lilith in the 11th, which, among other things, is the house of friends. When I was 17, a good friend of mine was killed. So, not so sure what to think...probably a coincidence.

posted August 26, 2007 05:32 AM            

from my own experience in therapy and from theory that I've come to believe in - such problems are: problems with ur mum, problems with the man trying to conceive with/ who’s fathered the child or problems with ur own becoming a mum.

it still baffles me how women fake relationships or well-being. A woman had 3 years of unsuccessful expensive fertility treatment; she was actually trying to have a baby with a guy who had cheated on her for 10 (yes, ten) times. well... that's how many times she had caught him. she hated this guts deep-down, and still - she 'hoped' the child would 'make him love her'. well... the child didn't do that. She left therapy after conceiving, too.

I won't get into details here since u're personally involved, but there is such a thing as good timing for renouncing being 'single and fabulous'. becoming a mum is not an easy thing for a woman, and fear is the natural thing to feel.

but often times, such fears cover smt more powerful.
a woman was afraid to die in child-birth bc her great-great-mother had, and 'everybody said she ‘looked just like her'. don't laugh! If she hadn't talked to a therapist before, who knows what... another one believed that her mum hated her for 'making her a grand-mum', so she ‘figured ‘ that if she had died, her mum would raise the kid as a ‘mum’ and wouldn't hate her so much.

these sort of feelings are very real and they often lay sleeping for years, and then boom! become trouble. it's only human to feel.

so... use astrology to learn about what sort of skeletons you might have in ur past. Learn who you are. Check out ur rel with ur parents, the stuff that you may be feeling but never really thought about that way,
and foremost, be honest about becoming a mum and about that particular man. Don’t fake love, don’t believe in magical solutions.

posted August 26, 2007 03:23 PM            

Be careful what you wish
Be careful what you say
Be careful what you wish
You might regret it
Be careful what you wish
You just might get it

~metallica

Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Never knowing you weren't going to be coming down alive
But you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
Be strong. Believe.

Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
And you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.

(Again today, we take into our hearts and minds those who perished on this site one year ago, and also those who came to toil in the rubble to bring order out of chaos, to help us make sense of our despair)

Wanna hold my wife when I get home
Wanna tell the kids they'll never know how much I love to see them smile
Wanna make a change or two right now
Wanna live a life like you somehow
Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.

Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day

(The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here)

posted August 26, 2007 11:44 PM              

Excerpt:"In the chart of women who have Lilith in hard aspects to the moon or in the 5th house she may also indicate general problems with pregnancy and childbirth - either the chart-owner suffers from miscarriage or she does not want to be pregnant or is afraid of motherhood."

My personal story/experience:
My Natal= Lilith is in the 5th

Pregnancy #1 = Normal until 8th month then pre eclamptic toxemia issues set in. Child was induced at term everything went smooth
Pregnancy #2 = Twins... I'm violently ill immediately lost the first of the two at 2 and 1/2 months, then the second at 3 months and 2 weeks.
Pregnancy #3 = Normal until 6th month then pre eclamptic toxemia issues set in. At 7th month I had a stroke, then another a few weeks later. Pregnancy induced diabeties set in, then full blown Toxemia. Child was induced at term. He was born dead. Yet was somehow miraculously revived about 4 1/2 minutes later.
Pregnancy #4 = Normal until 4th month then pre eclamptic toxemia issues set in. My blood pressure went through the roof! I was told by the fifth month either the baby or I would die. By 27 weeks was I forcefully induced into labor. The baby was born just at 28 weeks gestation [3 months early!] A mere 13 inches long and not more than a pound but we both had survived. She [the baby]was given just a 4% chance of even surviving through the night...
Here we are almost four years later!
-No medical issues what so ever!
I have three beautiful children

For anyone who's interested there's a whole lot of information out there.

posted August 27, 2007 03:34 AM              

my chart http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_2gw_01_belgin_colak.26917.27597.gif&res=100&va=&cid=582fileWEP0zi-u1065325146

my auntys http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_2gw_213_esen_yenge.26994.29708.gif&res=100&va=&cid=582fileWEP0zi-u1065325146

posted August 28, 2007 03:28 AM              

I hope that this helps you with your personal research...

p.s. My daughter was famous by age 3 months as her pictures were plastered across the nation to posters, signs, and informative reports in reference to premature births and needed research. I spoke at several events [pregnancy resource center awareness] to help women learn that spiritual focus is a vital part of nurturing a baby, abortion was never an option. (Even when family members, friends, and doctors recommended and encouraged such)

Further info:
Pregnancy #1 = Husband #1
His Lilith is in Aries [8th House]
@ 27 degrees, 41 min, and 41 seconds
His Astroid Child is in Virgo [1st House]
@ 23 degrees, 24 min, and 49 seconds

Pregnancy #2,3,and 4 = Husband #2
His Lilith is in Taurus [1st House]
@ 26 degrees, 3 min, and 38 seconds
His Astroid Child is in Capricorn [10th House]
@ 25 degrees, 39 min, and 7 seconds