posted November 19, 2013 03:08 PM
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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Really, Ceri? Oh, that's interesting.I get the 'death' fixation, but when I saw it also could be interpreted as 'the inevitable', that made more sense. He DOES feel SO inevitable to me.
I can relate more to the inevitable (which might not exclude endings/ death in every case though), too.
In my own chart
Atropos: 19.49 Aquarius
Dionysos: 20.12 Aquarius
Cupido: 19.55 Leo
Sabian symbols
Atropos:
A Large White Dove Bearing A Message
Dionysos:
A Disappointed And Disillusioned Woman Courageously Faces A Seemingly Empty Life
(That - to me- resonates with Ariadne`s role in the myth quite much actually).
Cupid:
Zuni Indians Perform A Ritual To The Sun
(Keeping in mind that Dionysos is a Sun-God).
It is quite close to my Moon and Kalypso, both on 17 Aquarius
A Man's Secret Motives Are Being Publicly Unmasked
Well either I will meet my end in complete drunkenness and madness
(not very likely, as I do not drink) or,
well, I think part of my Karma is creating a balance.
For all my life I identified with my Apollonian side (rational, sophisticated, rather intellectual side) much more.
Apollo in my chart is on 26.51 Libra
Sabian:
An Airplane Sails, High In The Clear Sky
That is me, seeking spirituality in lofty heights. There is nothing bad about it, and it seems to emphasise, what I learned in achakra test, that my upper chakra seem to be much more open, but that there is a problem with the very basic ones, especialy Root and most of all sacral chakra.
The problem is not that I am an intellectual, the problem is that it got out of balance.
What I NEED is a good dose of Dionysian instincts, primal urges, stripping off the intellectual defenses, well I can`t say it beter than INSTINCT.
Actually PAN in my chart is on 21.02 Cancer in 8th house, conjunct Eros on 20.59 CAncer, Vertex on 21.28 Cancer, far Sun/Moon-mp on 21.31 Cancer and even in orb for Destinn on 23. 18 Cancer.
Sabian for PAN/ Vertex/Sun/Moon-mp and I tend to count Eros for this, too:
A Young Woman Awaiting A Sailboat
Destinn:
A Woman And Two Men Castaways On A Small Island Of The South Seas
(I am so not going to get into this one right now.
)
Anyway Pan on my "spear-of-destiny-axis" spells pretty much the same thing for me as Dionysos on ATropos.
And to make matters complete,
I have Ariadne on 8.26 Scorpio (on the antiscion of Dionsyos at least loosely)
And
bacchus on 13.51 Scorpio
MOira on 14.01 Scorpio
(along with London/Siva on 14 Scorpio; Eurydike on 15 Scorpio; Lancelot on 16 Scorpio opposing my name on 16 Taurus)
Tyche is on 10 Scorpio conjunct Ariadne and Bacchus, and squaring Orpheus on 10 Aquarius conjunct my Pallas.
Sabian for Bacchus:
Telephone Lineman At Work Installling New Connections
Sabian for 14
Children Playing Around Five Mounds Of Sand
Orpheus:
During A Silent Hour, A Man Receives A New Inspiration Which May Change His Life
So to summarize.
Dionysos on ATROPOS
Pan on VERTEX and DESTINN
Ariadne on TYCHE
Bacchus on MOIRA
I start thinking this myth is quite interwoven in my fate. lol
For me I think it means starting to allow the instinctual side to come out and play some mroe - THAT seems to be the way to attain spiritual insights rather than just living from my head.
Getting the sacral chakra to work some more. 
Incorporating this in the synastry, I find it interetsing, that
his Pan conjuncts my Karma-Aeternitas exact (yes they ARE conjunct natally. lol)
my Pan conjuncts his Aeternitas as well.
In the composite of course they are conjunct, too. On 3 Cancer
A Cat Arguing With A Mouse
(the eternal chase to never being caught, right ?
)
making a GT with Lancelot on 4 Scorpio
A Massive Rocky Shore Resist The Pounding Of The Sea
and Anteros on 5 Scorpio
The Gold Rush Tears Men Away From Their Native Soil
and Vesta on 2 Pisces
Petrified Tree Trunks Lie Broken On Desert Sand
In the composite Dionysos ALSO lands on 15 Taurus
joining
Eros on 14 Taurus
Priapus on 15 Taurs
IC on 16 Taurus
(and Priapus is a very Dionsyian character himself).
As for Atropos, we have these DW`s as far as I saw
° Atropos square/ trine Pluto (1/2)
---- quindecile in composite
° Atropos opposite/ trine Spirit (0/0)
----- quinkunx in composite
BTW natally he has Atropos opposite his Bacchus exact, which falls EXACT on my Spirit
I have Atropos conjunct Dionysus, which trines his Spirit exact.
At least for me he definitely became the inevitable doorway to access a more instinctual set of feelings, scary, yes, but I feel more myself somehow.
In the composite, ominously, Atropos on 00 TAurus is conjunct Chiron on 29 Aries, both opposie Union on 29 Libra (we both have Union on 29 Libra natally).
Well, if Atropos tells how thing end, if or when this connection ends, it will be rather painful I guess. In 3rd house probably verbally painful, or due to failed communication.
Union:
Three Mounds Of Knowledge On A Philosopher's Head
Chiron
A Duck Pond And Its Brood
However I like Atropos:
A Clear Mountain Stream
Another interpretation of Chiron/Atropos-Union could be that it is inevitable that there is a deep vulnerability inherent in this connection, yes, maybe even the reason for its existence, bringing up a lot of insecurities and pain from the past; but only by digging it up it can be released and be healed.
This opposition is being relaxed, smoothened by the trine of Chiron/Atropos to Destinn on 29 Leo in the 7th house.
An Unsealed Letter
Things NEED to be brought into the open, seen, acknowledged. That seems to be part of our destiny.
Moira on 3 Sag and more so Tyche (luck) on 1 Sag are quinkunx that said ATropos).
Moira:
A Little Child Learning To Walk With The Encouragement Of His Parents
Tyche:
White-capped Waves Display The Power Of Wind Over Sea
Modifications are needed yes, but it seems thta luck comes from letting emotions come to the surface, that might not be all smooth sailing.
There is also an interesting balance with the Dyonision themes
Bacchus on 12 Sag in 11th trines Ariadne on 12 Leo in 7th.
And both are sextile to Apollo on 11 LIbra in 8th.
Bacchus:
A Widow's Past Is Brought To Light
(no wonder I saw that as soulmates of a second chance, it resonates through all these sabians for me. lol)
Ariadne:
An Old Sea Captain Rocking Himself On The Porch Of His Cottage
Apollo:
Miners Are Surfacing From A Deep Coal Mine
(our high and mighty sophisticated Apollo seems to get rather dirty in that composite
he has to dig deeper than he might like usually).
It is very very losely near to the Atlantis-Pluto-conjunction in 8th house (which is squaring Venus-Proserpina in 12th house btw).
Atlantis: 14 Libra
Circular Paths
(not a good symbol; seems we made the same mistakes over and over and over again in the past)
Pluto 15 Libra
After A Storm A Boat Landing Stands In Need Of Reconstruction
Venus 16 Cap
A Repressed Woman Finds A Psychological Release In Nudism
Proserpina 14 Cap
In A Hospital, The Children's Ward Is Filled With Toys
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Now since Apollo came to my mind, of course I HAD to look up Kassandra and Daphne, both unrequited "loves" of his (well more desires
).
my KASSANDRA is on 20 Libra exact on my DNA, and opp. my Chiron, also conjunct my Musa and Sappho - it is also exactly conjunct HIS Pluto-Anteros, and 20 Libra is the exact degree of the composite NN-Amor-Cupido-Camelot conjunction.
Seems important.
His Kassandra conjuncts my ASC exact - do I embody a Kassandra-figure to him?
my DAPHNE (opposite my own Spirit) is conjunct HIS ATropos (and opposite his Bacchus).
I seem to bring inevitably karmically maybe Daphne-experiences to him.
Daphne was the one who rather wanted to become a tree than succumbing to Apoll`s lust. And it seems he carefully tended to her even after she became a tree and he of course could not have sex with her. lol
His Apoll in his own chart is conjunct his SAturn on the DESC and VErtex - it seems to be a bit of a theme for relationships for him.
(his Apoll is contraparallel my Kassandra, too).
How interesting that Apoll`s ugly, lusty and wild and untamed brother Dionysos fell in love and committed himself to a marriage (that seemed to have worked out), and Apoll, the spiritual, beautiful, sophisticated God, could not get any woman he desired. Hmm.