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olgatheo
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posted November 13, 2013 03:42 PM
  
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I really love the grand crosses, they cause stress but its stress that turns into strength of character! As you know my saturn is square my uranus, i never realized what was aspecting these planets to make a grand cross, but seeing it now, i realize its definitely the theme of my life!
Grand crosses including your saturn, even if its only asteroids aspecting i bet for most are going to be very telling about the purpose and what they have to overcome in their life! Major challenges that turn into major strengths!
So true, couldn't of written it better myself  I have a Mutable Grand Cross....major aspects In Gemini/Virgo....very restless...always on the move, learning/studying /talking/writing/travelling , hectic, but how I love it!!! IP: Logged |
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posted November 13, 2013 03:51 PM
Great poem I associate to Uranus sq. Saturn in the Natal Chart !
She let go. Without a thought or a
word, she let go.
She let go of the fear.
She let go of the judgments.
She let go of the confluence of opinions swarming around her head. She let go of the committee of indecision within her. She let go of all the ‘right’ reasons. Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, she just let go. She didn’t ask anyone for advice. She didn’t read a book on how to let go. She didn’t search the scriptures. She just let go. She let go of all of the memories that held her back. She let go of all of the anxiety that kept her from moving forward. She let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do
it just right. She didn’t promise to let go. She didn’t journal about it. She didn’t write the projected date in her Day-Timer. She made no public announcement and put no ad in the paper. She didn’t check the weather report or read her daily horoscope. She just let go. She didn’t analyze whether she should let go. She didn’t call her friends to discuss the matter. She didn’t do a five-step Spiritual Mind Treatment. She didn’t call the prayer line. She didn’t utter one word. She just let go. No one was around when it happened. There was no applause or congratulations. No one thanked her or praised her. No one noticed a thing. Like a leaf falling from a tree, she just let go. There was no effort. There was no struggle. It wasn’t good and it wasn’t bad. It was what it was, and it is just that. In the space of letting go, she let it all be. A small smile came over her face. A light breeze blew through her. And the sun and the moon shone
forevermore. - Ernest Holmes IP: Logged |
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posted November 13, 2013 03:53 PM
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So again through the abuse ( Nessus in cancer so it happened within the home, mother did nothing??? ) , he activated your Parvati/Asclepius healing,love ,understanding...!Excalibur in Virgo opp. Wesley ...Good one...in Virgo , do your fighting through the written word, daily life, speak the truth, (cut through all the lies ) you've must have defied him verbally???
LOL...i think i did at first. I dared to say, no i didnt do anything! When he said i did. i had to get over that quickly! I actually remember the day that part of me died....i remember staring at the wall for what seemed like forever, trying to remember doing what he said i had done...he told me to sit in my room and not come out until i remembered.
Whats funny is i dont remember actually remembering anything i did....but i do remember beginning to see his reasoning and starting to hate myself for being so stupid and thinking i knew better than him.
I think thats when i broke....after that i seemed to stare off into space alot, i stumbled into walls, and i cannot recall a single thought of my own until i was in my teens. All i did or think about was what i was told to think.
I remember my mouth was always dry...and in my pictures my mouth was always a bit opened and i had kind of a "Daaaa" expression on my face. I defnitely had no fight in me, id given it up! But, also....without my ego alive to bruised everyday....my ego never took a beating! When it woke up though, all hell broke loose! LOL
It hated everything my life was....thats when i left my 2nd husband, actually i kicked his butt out and bought a gun!
I went from total submissive to...."touch em and ill kill you" over night!
I told my abusive ex...."watch out, because if i have to get you back for all youve done....ill get YOU back for what they all did to me"
LOL.....OMG! He was scared of me! It took many years to work through that anger and find who i really am!
Its a funny story today...considering how sweet and mild i am, it cracks me up, that was me at one time! LOL IP: Logged |
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posted November 13, 2013 03:59 PM
Omg....that poem is making me cry....its exactly everything ive had to do to heal. And nobody is there, nobody cares, nobody knows...but none of that matters, you cant hold onto anything or it will destroy you, you have to let go of even the fact that you have to let go in order to be sane and eventually ok.IP: Logged |
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posted November 13, 2013 04:06 PM
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LOL...i think i did at first. I dared to say, no i didnt do anything! When he said i did. i had to get over that quickly! I actually remember the day that part of me died....i remember staring at the wall for what seemed like forever, trying to remember doing what he said i had done...he told me to sit in my room and not come out until i remembered.
Whats funny is i dont remember actually remembering anything i did....but i do remember beginning to see his reasoning and starting to hate myself for being so stupid and thinking i knew better than him.
I think thats when i broke....after that i seemed to stare off into space alot, i stumbled into walls, and i cannot recall a single thought of my own until i was in my teens. All i did or think about was what i was told to think.
I remember my mouth was always dry...and in my pictures my mouth was always a bit opened and i had kind of a "Daaaa" expression on my face. I defnitely had no fight in me, id given it up!But, also....without my ego alive to bruised everyday....my ego never took a beating! When it woke up though, all hell broke loose! LOL
It hated everything my life was....thats when i left my 2nd husband, actually i kicked his butt out and bought a gun!
I went from total submissive to...."touch em and ill kill you" over night!
I told my abusive ex...."watch out, because if i have to get you back for all youve done....ill get YOU back for what they all did to me"
LOL.....OMG! He was scared of me! It took many years to work through that anger and find who i really am!
Its a funny story today...considering how sweet and mild i am, it cracks me up, that was me at one time! LOL
Good for you!!!! Maybe write about it one day...Virgo placements make good writers... He couldn't break your spirit I guess that's what bullies want! IP: Logged |
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posted November 13, 2013 04:19 PM
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Omg....that poem is making me cry....its exactly everything ive had to do to heal. And nobody is there, nobody cares, nobody knows...but none of that matters, you cant hold onto anything or it will destroy you, you have to let go of even the fact that you have to let go in order to be sane and eventually ok.
That's why you will be such a great help to others...you have been to Hell and back...and through that pain/suffering , you realize your treasures....Pluto means wealth in Greek , so you great wealth through your job either spiritual or material. That's the reward. IP: Logged |
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posted November 13, 2013 04:24 PM
Pluto sits on my AC by 1 degree...
Ac libra@8.44
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posted November 13, 2013 04:29 PM
heres 2 poems i wrote as a teenager and then as i was just starting to realize the truth about how deeply id been hurt....i have a place i publish poetry...
The Dark of Sadness
© copyright 2011 Aember Shea Grey
Written at age 17
Every grain of sand in my drowning sea
Is just the words forgotten from my plea
Every pebble in my long sad road
Is just a truth I was never told
I'm in the dark of sadness
A lonely soul without a light
I realize you wonder if I can reach you
Without madness
You’re the only soul with enough might...
So how much longer?
Every star in my darkened sky
Are just the words that were said
To make me want to die
Every dark cloud with no silver lining
Is just the place I live
That's were you’ll find me
I'm in the dark of sadness
A lonely soul who has lost its fight
I realize you wonder what happened
to my gladness
You’re the only soul with enough sight...
So how much longer?
Every tear that falls down my forgotten face
is just the realization that for me there is no place
Every drop of rain in my tearful downpour
is just the realization that for me there is no more
I'm whirling around in my cheerful gloom
I'm in the dark of sadness
I'll stay here living in my doom
I'm in my joyful madness...
So how much longer?
So how much longer?"Suicidal"
© copyright 2011 Aember Shea Grey
Outside, does the sun even shine anymore
Crying, curled up on the cold kitchen floor
Alone, staring through a wall as hours go by
Empty, a chill that runs through you, again you start to cry
Silence, dead quiet sits in your ear
Rolling, down your cheek the wetness of your tear
Beating, so heavy is the heart dying in your chest
Green, so bright against the red eyes you cant rest
Spiraling, quietly falling deeper and deeper into a hole
Numb, a pain thats calmly went out of control
Racing, thoughts you can't stop running through your head
Suicide, the thought of wanting to be dead
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posted November 13, 2013 04:30 PM
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Pluto sits on my AC by 1 degree...
Ac libra@8.44
Pluto libra@11.04
You feel the Zap then ....Uranus/Pluto Square activating your Pluto ....you have been transforming drastically since 2011 July?? All the things I believe you had to deal with. Did everything connect with 7?? Like major events at 7/14/21/28/36??? IP: Logged |
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posted November 13, 2013 04:36 PM
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Originally posted by Gabby:
heres 2 poems i wrote as a teenager and then as i was just starting to realize the truth about how deeply id been hurt....i have a place i publish poetry...
The Dark of Sadness
© copyright 2011 Aember Shea Grey
Written at age 17
Every grain of sand in my drowning sea
Is just the words forgotten from my plea
Every pebble in my long sad road
Is just a truth I was never told
I'm in the dark of sadness
A lonely soul without a light
I realize you wonder if I can reach you
Without madness
You’re the only soul with enough might...
So how much longer?
Every star in my darkened sky
Are just the words that were said
To make me want to die
Every dark cloud with no silver lining
Is just the place I live
That's were you’ll find me
I'm in the dark of sadness
A lonely soul who has lost its fight
I realize you wonder what happened
to my gladness
You’re the only soul with enough sight...
So how much longer?
Every tear that falls down my forgotten face
is just the realization that for me there is no place
Every drop of rain in my tearful downpour
is just the realization that for me there is no more
I'm whirling around in my cheerful gloom
I'm in the dark of sadness
I'll stay here living in my doom
I'm in my joyful madness...
So how much longer?
So how much longer?"Suicidal"
© copyright 2011 Aember Shea Grey
Outside, does the sun even shine anymore
Crying, curled up on the cold kitchen floor
Alone, staring through a wall as hours go by
Empty, a chill that runs through you, again you start to cry
Silence, dead quiet sits in your ear
Rolling, down your cheek the wetness of your tear
Beating, so heavy is the heart dying in your chest
Green, so bright against the red eyes you cant rest
Spiraling, quietly falling deeper and deeper into a hole
Numb, a pain thats calmly went out of control
Racing, thoughts you can't stop running through your head
Suicide, the thought of wanting to be dead
WOW, Your very good, you can feel your pain(heart break) and disappointment. Do you have a book/blog ?? I will buy !!!! love poetry,lit and all sorts!! IP: Logged |
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posted November 13, 2013 05:06 PM
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You feel the Zap then ....Uranus/Pluto Square activating your Pluto ....you have been transforming drastically since 2011 July?? All the things I believe you had to deal with. Did everything connect with 7?? Like major events at 7/14/21/28/36???
Yes! Omg yes!
Its when i started searching for books, meditation, anything spiritual to give me a clue what spirituality was...id come so far but had nothing to replace all the fear id known from the religion i grew up in and the abuse.
I guess i've been rebuilding my foundation...i knew they were wrong but without something else their to give me hope...i was still hopeless!
I wanted to know the science behind spirituality because i wasnt going to put blind faith into anything again!!
I wanted facts!! Thats a tough thing to find, it took awhile but i found it and ever since then things are starting to make so much sense and see how pain manipulates our minds into destroying ourselves.
Everything ive learned on this long journey makes sense, i get what happens inside us, why we change like we do with pain, and why we create and continue our own downfalls even after we are out of the painful situation, we perpetuate it...and i get how to undo it!
Past few years have been the beginning of my way up! Climbed out of the hole, im sitting in one place unsure of where to go, now ive got a goal and a purpose! IP: Logged |
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posted November 13, 2013 05:20 PM
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WOW, Your very good, you can feel your pain(heart break) and disappointment. Do you have a book/blog ?? I will buy !!!! love poetry,lit and all sorts!!
Thank you....its "bestwritersplace.com"
http://bestwritersplace.com/category/published-works/poetry I havent been on the site for awhile, i cant even remember if i took my book down or if its still up....it had such personal things it was hard to leave up!
But i think when its time the book will write itself!
Its very easy to see the patterns of pain and how they affect us because my stuff was so extreme it kind of screams at you. LOL, thats a gift i was given! UGH, thanks!
Right now im building my understanding of how love and fear work and how the universe responds to emotions and creates our life off what we emotionally invest in, if your always thinking about how you dont have anything, your pretty much praying for poverty...if your always always thinking about how alone you are, your emotionally investing in that...its almost like your meditating on the things you dont want. Thats why you get them...your investing emotionally in them! Universe gives you want you want by the energy/emotions your heart sends out and invests in...the emotions people send out are screaming for the wrong things! We have to stop allowing fear of what we dont have to be where we live inside our heart and minds! IP: Logged |
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posted November 13, 2013 05:30 PM
Transit Pluto and Uranus are sitting on my IC cap@9.46, and My DC aries@9
Valentine Cap@9.59
Pluto libra@11...oh and i cant forget Einstein libra@11! Thats a placement thats just good for the ego! LOL
I have Hawking sitting on my MC, thats nice too!My whole house system is getting hit with hard aspects to these transits! I think thats very appropriate for me, ive been getting ready for it, gutted everything out...its time to rebuild! Im so glad this is your thread....id feel terrible if wasnt, going off topic so much!
Ive got to get to work, thank you for listening your so sweet! ill be back tommorow, ttyl IP: Logged |
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posted November 14, 2013 07:47 AM
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Transit Pluto and Uranus are sitting on my IC cap@9.46, and My DC aries@9
Valentine Cap@9.59
Pluto libra@11...oh and i cant forget Einstein libra@11! Thats a placement thats just good for the ego! LOL
I have Hawking sitting on my MC, thats nice too!My whole house system is getting hit with hard aspects to these transits! I think thats very appropriate for me, ive been getting ready for it, gutted everything out...its time to rebuild! Im so glad this is your thread....id feel terrible if wasnt, going off topic so much!
Ive got to get to work, thank you for listening your so sweet! ill be back tommorow, ttyl
Your welcome , was a great insight! Will check out poems! Venus in Cap. transiting over Pluto and Valentine , should manifest some realizations about love/relating/ finances ! Just noticed Saturn transit was in your 12th house from 2009-2012( the absolute testing, I rem. mine was in 1998-1999 ) my first love was in denial about his sexuality and it hurt , more than I can rem. ) .Its going under the ASC, its a time to reflect and turn within. we will talk soon.
Have a good evening!
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posted November 14, 2013 10:49 AM
I met someone, a definite soulmate we had Valentine on Valentine exact, our Valentines made a grand trine with his Saturn and my Juno! My Juno was on his South node, his Venus and mercury was on my south nose! My Sun his Moon 1 degree conjunct, Adonis/Astarte exact, his Draco Osiris was exact on my Trop Isis...there's more but you get the point, lol! (For some reason listing too many aspects eventually to me, feels like trying to show off, lol! )
We also had some bad ones, like his Sun sat on my Ophelia/Philomena/Sedna, his Karma sat on my Chiron, his Nessus exact square my Dejanira, his Chiron sat on my DC....
I fell so hard so quick! We met in 2008, n 2009 I found out he had been lying to me for an entire year! We had a long distance relationship and he had a long term live in girlfriend!
I spiraled down so quick! But that's when I started writing my book....I figured I needed something to focus on that gave me hope for something new, a happier life!
Really I haven't dated much since then! Nobody has even peaked my interest very much since then....I preferred to be alone than try to open up again. I've just been focused on me and learning what I really need to be happy, I'd never done that before! Healing!
Now, my progressed Venus is saggy@3.33, my natal Mercury saggy@3.32, my Sun saggy@4.28....
And I met this guy about week ago, he flirted and made it known he was interested, but I'm still slow and cautious....I can tell he's not a Taurus, whew!
This is the first time anyone has made me wonder if I was ready to open up again! He has a metaphysical shop...so I will see him again, since I love that stuff and obviously he does to!
I think he's aries/aqua/cap....but couldn't tell you the order of those placements, but considering he was wearing a chicken foot around his neck, I think he's got an aqua since of humor! Lol
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posted November 14, 2013 11:20 AM
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Kaali/Lilith my fav. Asteriods...Including Eris but in Scorpio it's a power house, so no matter what your endured even a living Hell, you will always find the power to regenerate, I link Scorpio to 7 because there are 7 planes( steps) in Hell, so you go through 7 trials?? 7 years to heal , and the link to Paradise is through Hell. Don't forget the 5 River's there symbolic too, woe( sometimes inconsolable sadness), burning sensation could be physical/ mental, fire indicates purifying , wailing ( crying) and forgetfulness , so we don't become bitter and never forgive life. That's why an transit to Pluto , once it's over many peep's never rem. the trial's they faced....They also linked to isolation so you disappear from society.. Did this happen in the 80's???Just saw your post that his surname land's with Kaali/Lilith/Uranus, his fate was not so good in the end...
I forgot to comment on this!
I was 3 when they married, 7 when she left! I was 14 when I started having memories about him and what I'd went through! 20 when I married, 21 when I had my daughter and felt love for the 1st time, 27 when I my ego woke up and over night went from door mat to full of hate! 33 when I met that guy, 34 when I found out he was lying....and fell into a hole blacker than us ever been in! But I needed to hit rock bottom so I could start coming back up and he shoved me into that!
He's the reason I started writing, I was 34 when I started my book!
Also 7 is in my birthday 11-27-75, my birthday is full of master numbers, so of course my life is going to be hard and painful!
11 month
1+1+2+7=11 month added to day
1+9+7+5=22 year
month/day/year numbers together=33
Master numbers are toughies, lots of lessons you must rise to their challenge and you will! I think that is exactly what you expressed through the Scorpio Lilith/Kaali!
My favorite saying of all time fits with what you said, "if your going through hell, keep going!" Winston Churchill! I have that magnet on my frig and have had it there for 10 years now! Funny I missed this, asteroid Wesley, aries@0.3
My mars gemini@29.33...Wesley sits square right in between my Mars and my Nessus cancer@2.
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posted November 15, 2013 05:29 AM
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Originally posted by Gabby:
I met someone, a definite soulmate we had Valentine on Valentine exact, our Valentines made a grand trine with his Saturn and my Juno! My Juno was on his South node, his Venus and mercury was on my south nose! My Sun his Moon 1 degree conjunct, Adonis/Astarte exact, his Draco Osiris was exact on my Trop Isis...there's more but you get the point, lol! (For some reason listing too many aspects eventually to me, feels like trying to show off, lol! )
We also had some bad ones, like his Sun sat on my Ophelia/Philomena/Sedna, his Karma sat on my Chiron, his Nessus exact square my Dejanira, his Chiron sat on my DC....
I fell so hard so quick! We met in 2008, n 2009 I found out he had been lying to me for an entire year! We had a long distance relationship and he had a long term live in girlfriend!
I spiraled down so quick! But that's when I started writing my book....I figured I needed something to focus on that gave me hope for something new, a happier life!
Really I haven't dated much since then! Nobody has even peaked my interest very much since then....I preferred to be alone than try to open up again. I've just been focused on me and learning what I really need to be happy, I'd never done that before! Healing!
Now, my progressed Venus is saggy@3.33, my natal Mercury saggy@3.32, my Sun saggy@4.28....
And I met this guy about week ago, he flirted and made it known he was interested, but I'm still slow and cautious....I can tell he's not a Taurus, whew!
This is the first time anyone has made me wonder if I was ready to open up again! He has a metaphysical shop...so I will see him again, since I love that stuff and obviously he does to!
I think he's aries/aqua/cap....but couldn't tell you the order of those placements, but considering he was wearing a chicken foot around his neck, I think he's got an aqua since of humor! Lol
Usually when your progressed Venus conj. your Sun/mercury- you meet someone important, that could manifest as a really romantic, beautiful experience. Your writing will improve too, more "positive"( more like you understand why some things happened, and you let go) now, thanks to Venus and you could make a good income from that!!! I say write another book..!!! Also learning to love yourself and realizing your values and having a certain standard now. That goes for friendships too attracting the right people to help you. The guy sounds interesting...def. Aqua Moon if he wears the Chicken foot for luck. Love metaphysical stores I am into blending oils at the moment . Mugwort( Artemisia vulgaris supposedly used in Artemis temple's) is awesome for dreams, protection and intuition ! p.s (I met my Twinflame 2 years ago when my Progressed Venus conj. my Sun/Saturn) IP: Logged |
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posted November 15, 2013 05:37 AM
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I forgot to comment on this!
I was 3 when they married, 7 when she left! I was 14 when I started having memories about him and what I'd went through! 20 when I married, 21 when I had my daughter and felt love for the 1st time, 27 when I my ego woke up and over night went from door mat to full of hate! 33 when I met that guy, 34 when I found out he was lying....and fell into a hole blacker than us ever been in! But I needed to hit rock bottom so I could start coming back up and he shoved me into that!
He's the reason I started writing, I was 34 when I started my book!
Also 7 is in my birthday 11-27-75, my birthday is full of master numbers, so of course my life is going to be hard and painful!
11 month
1+1+2+7=11 month added to day
1+9+7+5=22 year
month/day/year numbers together=33
Master numbers are toughies, lots of lessons you must rise to their challenge and you will! I think that is exactly what you expressed through the Scorpio Lilith/Kaali!
My favorite saying of all time fits with what you said, "if your going through hell, keep going!" Winston Churchill! I have that magnet on my frig and have had it there for 10 years now! Funny I missed this, asteroid Wesley, aries@0.3
My mars gemini@29.33...Wesley sits square right in between my Mars and my Nessus cancer@2.
I see Wesley activated that square , I say avoid peep's that activate those combinations...That's one way I use Astrology . 7 is always significant with Pluto in my experience. Master numbers are tough , but the soul is so much stronger than the body ( that's what I say, people can hurt your body/mind, but not the soul) 33 is good though ( associated with Christ consciousness) you eventually find love within , healing yourself and then healing/helping other people too!!!
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posted November 15, 2013 12:19 PM
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Usually when your progressed Venus conj. your Sun/mercury- you meet someone important, that could manifest as a really romantic, beautiful experience. Your writing will improve too, more "positive"( more like you understand why some things happened, and you let go) now, thanks to Venus and you could make a good income from that!!! I say write another book..!!! Also learning to love yourself and realizing your values and having a certain standard now. That goes for friendships too attracting the right people to help you. The guy sounds interesting...def. Aqua Moon if he wears the Chicken foot for luck. Love metaphysical stores I am into blending oils at the moment . Mugwort( Artemisia vulgaris supposedly used in Artemis temple's) is awesome for dreams, protection and intuition !p.s (I met my Twinflame 2 years ago when my Progressed Venus conj. my Sun/Saturn)
Wow, I'm really excited now about my Venus progression! Maybe I'll meet my twin flame!
Aqua moon, lol....that explains why my daughter lit up when he talked to her...she's aqua sun!
We asked him about his chicken foot, he said it was to keep him from having to be responsible...lol I haven't thought about writing for a long time, but just last week the thought ran through my head....must be the progression! I can't wait for Neptune to move past the square it's making to my sun/merc and progressed Venus!! Any hesitation or doubt I have right now probably has a lot to do with that, I think I'll take off once that lifts!
My saggy Neptune is also conjunct but at 11th degree, so I have awhile before Venus hits Neptune but wow...that's one progression I can't wait for! Neptune is an exact, by a 2 minutes, sextile to my libra Pluto, so Venus will make a beautiful addition to that aspect! Oh, I love the oils to, but I haven't tried using them for anything but relaxing....I'll have to explore it further now!
My favorite thing is the healing stones, I like to make jewelry.
I've been looking online for places to go to mine your own crystals and stones, ever since my sons started playing "mine craft" they have wanted to go dig for crystals, we going to make it a family vacation!
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posted November 15, 2013 02:26 PM
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I see Wesley activated that square , I say avoid peep's that activate those combinations...That's one way I use Astrology . 7 is always significant with Pluto in my experience. Master numbers are tough , but the soul is so much stronger than the body ( that's what I say, people can hurt your body/mind, but not the soul) 33 is good though ( associated with Christ consciousness) you eventually find love within , healing yourself and then healing/helping other people too!!!
my numbers are 10, 17, 33
I've learned so much between learning about these asteroids and then all the support you and everyone has given the threads! I'm kind of blown away!
What you've said regarding my progresses Venus makes so much sense, it seems I really opened up a lot lately, and had an easier time accepting myself! Also makes so much sense as to why things are opening up for me more easily than they ever have before....I found the resources I've needed and iQ showed me how my name energy was seriously harming me! I changed my name!
Born on the 27th and my lucky number is 27, he said that showed I had a special purpose but my 16 name number was like being cursed! Lol
Chaldean numerology is amazingly accurate!
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posted November 15, 2013 05:14 PM
Found what sits on Wesley aries@0.36...Herculina aries@0.44, Admete aries@0.04Herculina is a symbol of power. She (she is a yin symbol though she presents in an often yang way that can seem quite masculine) intensifies whatever she hooks up with, pumps it up, makes it more passionate, alive and gives an urge to be good, better and best and big, bigger and biggest.
Who wants limits when the sky is the limit?
Herculina is kind of like a triple conjunction of Venus, Mars and Jupiter, she likes things to be fun as well as full-on. Admete-
Daughter of Eurystheus in Greek mythology, Admete (or Admeta) asked her father to require Heracles to steal Hippolyte's girdle for her. Heracles had to comply as this was one of his Twelve Labors. Admete meanings and symbolism-compression, slow, specialization IP: Logged |
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posted November 16, 2013 09:25 AM
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Wow, I'm really excited now about my Venus progression! Maybe I'll meet my twin flame!
Aqua moon, lol....that explains why my daughter lit up when he talked to her...she's aqua sun!
We asked him about his chicken foot, he said it was to keep him from having to be responsible...lolI haven't thought about writing for a long time, but just last week the thought ran through my head....must be the progression! I can't wait for Neptune to move past the square it's making to my sun/merc and progressed Venus!! Any hesitation or doubt I have right now probably has a lot to do with that, I think I'll take off once that lifts!
My saggy Neptune is also conjunct but at 11th degree, so I have awhile before Venus hits Neptune but wow...that's one progression I can't wait for! Neptune is an exact, by a 2 minutes, sextile to my libra Pluto, so Venus will make a beautiful addition to that aspect! Oh, I love the oils to, but I haven't tried using them for anything but relaxing....I'll have to explore it further now!
My favorite thing is the healing stones, I like to make jewelry.
I've been looking online for places to go to mine your own crystals and stones, ever since my sons started playing "mine craft" they have wanted to go dig for crystals, we going to make it a family vacation!
Cool thing about Crystals, I always wear pearls and Turquoise for my Gemini Moon.
Neptune doesn't activate my mutable grand cross for a while , but after surviving a Pluto transit ( from 1999-2009) Think Neptune will be a breeze , more like a Tsunami but hey who can complain!!!
kabbalah is awesome I've used it since 1998. I even found a home that has 6 so it would help
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posted November 16, 2013 09:28 AM
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Originally posted by Gabby:
Found what sits on Wesley aries@0.36...Herculina aries@0.44, Admete aries@0.04Herculina is a symbol of power. She (she is a yin symbol though she presents in an often yang way that can seem quite masculine) intensifies whatever she hooks up with, pumps it up, makes it more passionate, alive and gives an urge to be good, better and best and big, bigger and biggest.
Who wants limits when the sky is the limit?
Herculina is kind of like a triple conjunction of Venus, Mars and Jupiter, she likes things to be fun as well as full-on. Admete-
Daughter of Eurystheus in Greek mythology, Admete (or Admeta) asked her father to require Heracles to steal Hippolyte's girdle for her. Heracles had to comply as this was one of his Twelve Labors. Admete meanings and symbolism-compression, slow, specialization
Wow very interesting, I have to find my old copy of Ovid to study What about Pandora .....its in my 8th now opposing my Venus sq. natal Pluto! IP: Logged |
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posted November 18, 2013 05:07 PM
I used to have a really great link and information on Pandora and her deeper meaning, but if I remember hope was her deepest meaning, didn't you already mention hope was the last thing left in her box? Il see if I can find the link on her, I was really impressed and surprised when I read about her! IP: Logged |
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posted November 18, 2013 05:10 PM
If you find out anything more about Admete from Ovid, please share? IP: Logged | |
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