posted January 25, 2014 02:09 PM            

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Originally posted by ail221:
I have Asteroid Lilith conjunct my MC/NN exact. I have never considered her energy to be along the lines of a vixen at least not along the dictionary definition of being a ill-tempered or unpleasant woman. Lilith embraces human sexuality and the right to express her sexuality on her own terms whether that means to live a poly-amorous life or one of celibacy.

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Would you send me a pic, too

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posted January 25, 2014 02:11 PM            

He's still in Chicago, we made up and are friends now, but he is yet to return to me.

This new guy is from my academy.. Well there is more than one guy.. It's all very strange. It's a Harem like the degree states.. lol.

I keep dreaming of this guy though and it keeps telling me that I'm meant to be with him. But on some level I cant believe it because he is just far too old for me and I don't get it. Lol.. But each dream is kind of like counseling me into accepting it.

What's strange is I met him when my Solar Arc Venus was exactly to the second conjunct my Sun, where his Mars is.

posted January 25, 2014 05:33 PM            

I'm ... enlightened. Not sure else how to put it. I'm following my own star, I suppose, and my husband is supporting my becoming who I need to be to do all these things.

I think the EROS-PSYCHE conjunction of 2012 was a big letdown for most of us. Like you and yours, we're still friends - though not nearly as close as we were. I think we both came to realise that it's not time for this, and it's WAY too intense otherwise.

I'd love to see your synastry with the much older gentleman. My current something-or-other (best to call him my costar, as that's what he's been since the start) is 13 years my senior. That's nuts for me! And yet, somehow, we barely realise it. It isn't until something draws attention to the disparity in age that we even acknowledge it. And it never matters, honestly.

It's a VERY karmic, soul-centred, however you want to slice it, connexion for us. He seems connected to my Twin in the sense that I'm 'preparing' for my eventual relationship with my Twin. We seem to be covering the same territory, but he shows much more readiness. So ... we'll see.

posted January 25, 2014 09:03 PM            

That's interesting. At this point I don't know if he is my twin flame anymore, I think we fought way too much. And now I'm beginning to see that twin flame love is pretty much pure. However I do love him unconditionally still. He will always be my baby, but I'm just a bit more evolved than he is. And I think one of my final lessons has been to let him go to serve humanity instead of myself and my relationship with him...Which is something I have just been able to achieve about 4 months ago.

I keep having dreams about this older guy. There were actually two men I met that day when my Venus was conjunct Sun, one is my age and the other is the same age as my parents lol..

I've been really confused about it. The chemistry was instant and consuming with the older guy, with younger guy it was progressive.

I meditate a lot, and at first I was like, ok, it makes no sense for God to make my soul mate so much older than me, so it must be the younger guy who was Venus on my sun for me...

Our composite has Sun conjunct Venus and Mars in Taurus, with zero harsh aspects.

What I find most compelling though, is we have Sun conjunct Mars Double Whammy and my Ceres conjuncts his Sun exact.

We also have Jupiter conjunct DNA double whammy. Quite fitting for reproducing I think.

But hey, who knows. Lol. I may be completely crazy.

I also have Venus opposite Sun in the composite with the younger guy, and Venus opposite sun with my ex bf.

Venus/Sun in composite is a must for true love in my opinion. I haven't checked much asteroids.

Definitely, all my relationships have been preparing me too. And I've been through enough pain to where I understand true love now, and I'm ready for it. It's kinda scary to think I deserve such a thing.

posted January 26, 2014 01:10 PM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
:blink: So do I. Wow. Is Hell icy today? 😜

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My Liliths are in Aquarius. Hell is ALWAYS icy for me.

posted January 31, 2014 02:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Newrise:
How bout Man's Lilith conjunct Woman's Mars?

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very sexy!

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posted January 31, 2014 03:55 PM            

I see Lilith's symbolism as dark, she's the strong independent woman that demands to be acknowledged and will prefer to be alone rather than submitting to the otherwise. It's not like she wants to be alone, she wants to be acknowledged, and that is why not being accepted brings a void deep inside, when one feels apart from others ultimately. Also, she is instinctual and familiar with the dark, so while she is not the nurturing type, she accepts humans' dark side as part of natural. But this does not mean that she'd accept this being used as excuse, specially if at the expense of others and being selfish.

As for my personal experience... ever since I was small, I have felt different from others. I have always been introverted and independent, and very in tune with my own inner self.
Also, I often found myself more identified with female characters that are strong and independent; and I often found bad guys in the stories more interesting, that they were sometimes misunderstood and had their own interesting side of story to tell. But I don't like bad guys who were bad for the sake of being bad, they'd have to have their own emotions and fights.

Also, I was always in tune with my inner self, and with others I could overlook dark sides or weaknesses as I accept them as part of humans. Feelings like jealousy or envy for example, unlike the usual reactions of assuming we should all repress these ugly emotions, I am ok with them, I empathize, as long as the person is not being selfish or holds malice. To me, everyone has their own pains and inner battles.

Thought what I feel about familiarity with darkness from Lilith is that this being good or bad depends on how we use it, either for good or bad.

posted February 09, 2014 07:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Kerosene:
Do you attract people with Bml on their luminaries?
This happens to me often.
the most significant had Sun conjunct BML exact.

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posted February 10, 2014 12:32 AM            

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Originally posted by ail221:
Not often but recently I have attracted someone who has BML conjunct their sun and his Sun/BML is conjunct my Sun ,he's terrified of me but in a way he likes I guess LOL.

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What do you think?
Do you relate? this is on the asteroid.

Source:
Constructing Femininity — the Lilith Case
von Stuckrad K.
In my reading of the legends about Lilith, she represents female beauty, sexual pride and freedom, independence, free thought, mobility of body, mind and spirit, the freedom to dream. The fact that she was also often written about as a 'wind-storm' is a positive for me, not a negative. Wind indicates movement, and might have simply represented her as a force to be reckoned with; today, it might symbolize someone who is 'a mover and a shaker'. In fact, 'Ruach', the Hebrew word for 'wind' also means spirit, which could mean the breath of life itself. Clearly the difference in our perception of Lilith and of ourselves as women is shaped by textual analysis and interpretation. It is easy to see how differently we might view women if women had been regarded for millennia as the very breath of life rather than as the instigators of sin, or as 'filth and sediment' as the medieval Kabbalists taught [...]
Source:
Lilith's Fire: Reclaiming Our Sacred Lifeforce
Deborah Grenn-Scott, Cosi Fabian. Universal/uPublish.com (2000:47). The Lilith Institute
Lilith ... represents the principle of integration. It rules all kinds of things people don't want anything to do with but which are part of the world nevertheless, and that which forces them to deal with this reality ... Lilith impels toward learning to cope constructively with the non-rational, victimization, difficult decisions and persons and things ... learning to handle occultism in its various forms, repression and complication, marginalization, the release of suppressed anger and other negative psychological energies ... the destruction of beliefs based on rationalizations and prejudices ... may be an indicator of racism, sexism, homophobia and other forms of bigotry...

posted February 11, 2014 10:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Kerosene:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by ail221:
[b] Not often but recently I have attracted someone who has BML conjunct their sun and his Sun/BML is conjunct my Sun ,he's terrified of me but in a way he likes I guess LOL.

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What do you think?
Do you relate? this is on the asteroid.

Source:
Constructing Femininity — the Lilith Case
von Stuckrad K.
In my reading of the legends about Lilith, she represents female beauty, sexual pride and freedom, independence, free thought, mobility of body, mind and spirit, the freedom to dream. The fact that she was also often written about as a 'wind-storm' is a positive for me, not a negative. Wind indicates movement, and might have simply represented her as a force to be reckoned with; today, it might symbolize someone who is 'a mover and a shaker'. In fact, 'Ruach', the Hebrew word for 'wind' also means spirit, which could mean the breath of life itself. Clearly the difference in our perception of Lilith and of ourselves as women is shaped by textual analysis and interpretation. It is easy to see how differently we might view women if women had been regarded for millennia as the very breath of life rather than as the instigators of sin, or as 'filth and sediment' as the medieval Kabbalists taught [...]
Source:
Lilith's Fire: Reclaiming Our Sacred Lifeforce
Deborah Grenn-Scott, Cosi Fabian. Universal/uPublish.com (2000:47). The Lilith Institute
Lilith ... represents the principle of integration. It rules all kinds of things people don't want anything to do with but which are part of the world nevertheless, and that which forces them to deal with this reality ... Lilith impels toward learning to cope constructively with the non-rational, victimization, difficult decisions and persons and things ... learning to handle occultism in its various forms, repression and complication, marginalization, the release of suppressed anger and other negative psychological energies ... the destruction of beliefs based on rationalizations and prejudices ... may be an indicator of racism, sexism, homophobia and other forms of bigotry...

some cool info. http://richarddagan.com/asteroid-goddesses.php [/B][/QUOTE]