posted March 21, 2015 08:44 AM
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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
My Dejanira is at 19 Leothis man i know has
Venus 12 Taurus
NN 15 Taurus
Mars 18 Leo
Saturn 16 Leo
Pluto 12 Leo
Nessus 8 Taurus
Lust 10 Aquarius
Lie 12 Scorpio
Tantalus 16 Taurus
And i think he is trying to control me and doesn't care what i think.. could this aspect mean this?
Transit Saturn at 20 Scorpio is activating this as well.
My Pallas is at 18 Aquarius
My Vertex is at 12 Taurus
My Pluto is at 9 Scorpio
I think my pluto in the first house is activating his Venus/Pluto square!
I wouldn't want anyone's Mars/Saturn that close to my Dejanira!! Esp when they have a conjunct Pluto right there....I have Pluto conjunct Venus by 8 degrees and trust me I feel it! Libra Venus is supposed to be all light and airy? Lol....not my libra Venus!!
Dejanira is such a tender place, she's like our underbelly on a turtle....the place we feel defenseless and naive no matter how hard we try not to be or we try to defend this tender spot.
But that's the issue sometimes, Dejanira tries so hard not to vulnerable and so she starts looking out for every potential way others are going to get to her and hurt her. Maybe she goes overboard in trying to protect herself so she doesn't feel so out of control and helpless.
But the point is to be happy! It isn't to live allowing everyone to hurt us OR it isn't to become hyper vigilant and try to see every potential danger possible even when it's not physically manifesting in our life, YET!
One thing I know for sure is energy follows our attention, so if all your focused on is trying to find out who, what, how or if someone is potentially going to hurt you, it's much more likely you WILL get hurt. Not because you were meant to get hurt but because you drew that energy to you.
If your mind was focused on more positive things, the negative energy would have less ability to get to you because your not open to it. Focusing on the negative leaves you open to negative energy, actually it draws negative energy to you like a magnet, 'like' energy is drawn to 'like' energy.
What I would suggest is forcing yourself to stop worrying, thinking or trying to figure out what this guy is doing and instead surround yourself with positive ppl. Try to push the negativity out and find the positive. I'm not saying pretend to be happy and then still worry constantly I'm saying actually force the worry out of your head...don't let it get you! Worrying is like praying for what you don't want!!
Every time you worry you send out an energy vibration into the universe, the universe is a machine...it doesn't stop and think, "oh she doesn't actually want this" all the universe does is match the energy you send out with the 'like' event that fits the emotions you've sent out. There's no monitoring it by the universe the universe expects you to be sending out the correct messages so you receive what you really want.
Worrying is a self fulfilling prophecy!
Stressing, over thinking, anxiety, fear emotions sent out into the universe all have 1 result, situations that warrant your stress, anxiety and fears.
Have you ever been around a person that stresses about everything or totally unnecessarily blows everything out of proportion? Somehow bad things do always seem to happen to them.
What these ppl are doing is creating their reality, they are setting up energy cycles that will validate their fears, another words they will receive the situations that fit with their worries and fears. You don't want that!! You need to find a way to shift this fear energy into something more positive and constructive to you. What you should fear is fear itself, fear is the only thing that can bring these dark energies into your life, you're opening the door and welcoming them in. Quit it!!!
Try to stop over thinking! Live in the moment, stop thinking of the past or the future and enjoy every breath you take as you take it. Know that if something did come up where you needed to protect yourself, you would be capable, ready and able to protect yourself. Let that thought be why you feel free to let go of the worrying and feel secure.
Sorry for typos, in on my phone!!