posted June 04, 2014 11:06 AM            

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Originally posted by Ellynlvx:
Sophia's Cool...

I just like that Dead Eye Stare delivered with that Ascerbic Mercury in Scorpio Tongue...

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Uh, actually I meant Dorothy, hehe.

posted June 04, 2014 03:05 PM            

the deeper reason I was reminded of Don Quixote today might be that I dreamed of "my" Man of La Mancha last night. Hadn`t happened for a long time.

Funny I just realize that it is 20 years ago this year that i had seen the musical for the first time.
And yesterday 8 years ago I first layed eyes on Mr Sag. Is uppose a lot of mixing up happening in my brain.

BUT even before that i remember when I was going away for a few days with my class in elementary school, being 9 years old, my Mom was giving me a book as a goodbye present, and it was Don Quixote. I loved that book so much, though it also made me sad back then.
And of course I was terribly homesick. lol

Doesn`t even have anyhting to do with this thread here, but so many threads to Don Quixote for me, it is difficult to unravel them all.

But yes, I admire you for your courage and will to not give up. Though sometimes I think it may be to your emotional detriment and I wonder if it will be worth it in the end.
It is a fine line to walk.

posted June 05, 2014 08:39 AM            

Seeing that T came around again puts helium in my mood.

posted June 05, 2014 08:52 AM            

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posted June 05, 2014 04:06 PM            

j/k...I think I know what you mean.

But honestly! There has been some conceit involved because I did remember our Mercuries are close and when I like what you say, me and my big Leo rising ego are like "YUP. That's my Aqua Mercury right there...tellin it like a boss."

Oops, volume too loud maybe....turning it down.

Anyway, thanks for making this possible, it's a very encouraging surprise at a very good time.

posted June 05, 2014 10:43 PM            

Can't believe I forgot to thank you for this...

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
But yes, I admire you for your courage and will to not give up. Though sometimes I think it may be to your emotional detriment and I wonder if it will be worth it in the end.
It is a fine line to walk.

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Thanks. I guess tenacity...can look really good or really foolish...at different times.

Well, you know the expression "Life is a journey, not a destination"? It applies here, too....all things can have a higher purpose, even if we only get in retrospect...

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
How much are we prepared to sacrifice to keep our dream alive?

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It's something that I try to keep on my mind...dreams can be really "expensive" emotionally and across the board...so for all my high points, there were probably matching low points and a lot of "Is this worth it?" Yin and yang I guess.

Also, 'didn't mean to gloss over your dream story. (I was just in a chatty mood this morning and started yapping with the first thing that came to my mind. Tr Sun is conjunct my Mars and my mouth is running on autopilot more than usual. )

posted June 07, 2014 05:03 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

It is a joke. Geez Louise, T, and I will tell you a secret. You don't bother me because I know you have a good heart.

I know you come on here and you blow off steam, but under your sometimes harsh words is a quality person. So, take this

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posted June 07, 2014 05:10 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
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Seeing that T came around again puts helium in my mood.

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I can only return the favor when possible.

posted June 07, 2014 05:40 AM            

so I'll share it.

posted June 07, 2014 03:44 PM            

Too late for that, my dear

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posted June 10, 2014 03:22 AM            

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Anyway, thanks for making this possible

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posted June 10, 2014 07:31 AM            

Using the birth time my sister swears by, which matches the birth stories I've been told, yes, Mercury rules my 3H. And using that birth time, the Leo moon was transiting my first house when we reconciled...maybe it was in your first house, too?

Pretty sure we are finished whatever contention we had, the arguing took on a life of its own and now it's dead. I have no interest in reviving it. I am much more curious to see how we can get along.

Thanks for telling us about upcoming transits. Last time Jupiter opposed my Mercury, I was pregnant with my daughter. I did get overwhelmed with all the medical tests and remember one day being like, "I quit, I just totally quit, I can't do this!" Which is so not like me, my husband bought me a massage (which is so not like him) to get me up from rock bottom.

Worse comes to worst, maybe I will have a mental breakdown, and earn some more massages then. LOL

All the best

posted June 10, 2014 11:23 PM            

Thanks for chiming in on the Jupiter opp....I was thinking of making a thread for that. Do you have anything big coming up? I do have one thing coming up early August but it's nothing that's on the scale of what I went through last time so that's why I'm not counting it.

posted June 11, 2014 07:28 AM            

Moon/Venus square MC and 3H Saturn...K, now I get it a little better. For me, if I'm erasing my posts, it's probably the Saturn-Mercury opposition, and they both probably square my MC, too. What sucks is that it usually takes Saturn a while to study what Mercury did and then crack down on it. I'll say something and like ten hours later I'll realize it was too eccentric/inappropriate/going to get me ostracized or whatever the case may be.

I'm not as well-attuned to transits as you are, not very clear in my mind about the energies at play. I do see a lot of things in retrospect but usually it's harder for me to track everything in the moment. A few weeks ago I felt phenomenally healthy and happy one day and then realized the sun was transiting my Ceres. Then as the sun separated from Ceres, that buoyant feeling just left me bit by bit.

Reminded me of this Violent Femmes song:

Good feeling, won't you stay with me just a little longer?

Generally speaking though...and pardon me if this is too obvious...my life has always felt like constant tension, like always being in some kind of crisis mode. I have a t-square in each modality, if you allow 6 degrees orb. So the transiting cardinal grand cross was hitting my natal grand cross but I never even felt much different. Chiron sneaking up on my hypersensitive Pisces moon feels like more of the same.

I was euphoric for a while after giving birth to my daughter, when Jupiter crossed over my ASC and was in my first house. That is true. But if I try and rectify my chart to make her Jupiter right on my ASC...nah, that doesn't work...Venus falls into my 4th house then and trust me, my kids are better looking than my home. 5H Venus makes more sense.

Nodes square nodes...K, I'll try and keep that in mind, and best wishes enduring it! I tend to feel like cr*p when the sun is transiting square my nodes. Reliably I fall into this dark emotional pit for a day or two...so that's another transit I am actually aware of and sensitive to.

Fiddling around with charts again at astro.com, just to get an estimate, it looks our 7H Aqua composite moon opposes 1H Leo Mars, in a t-square with 4H Scorpio Uranus. And in this approximate chart Chiron is right on the MC. So...we've played that out! And it's not our fault we clashed, "we" were born that way. And on June 5, tr Venus was conjunct composite Chiron, trine composite Venus.

Progressed composite looks like Pisces sun on or near the DSC in the 7H, conjunct my moon (4 orb) and tr Chiron. Pr comp Venus at 5 Aqua trine 4 Gem moon, near the 8 Gem MC (?). We have another touchy t-square of Mercury-Uranus-Mars, but tr Saturn is plunked down on that apex Uranus at the moment, settling things down maybe. And that happens to be conjunct my natal NN @ 20 Scorpio.

Well me and my yappity yap Gemini Mars apologize for talking too much, I was just curious about these charts and wanted to get some idea of what was going on...hope it didn't bore you. Have a nice day

Ditto to anyone reading, hope you are enjoying life.