posted July 26, 2014 10:10 AM            

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I kind of fall back from responding to you sometimes because I know when I do I'll end up writing a lot and I don't want to run out of things to say and make it weird.

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Hehehe if you run out of things to say, you can just tell me. Finish a post with The End and I'll know. No harm done. =)

Not sure if I even realize when I'm out of things to say, I just keep babbling. 11H Gem Mars switches to autopilot. The only trouble is, I'm squeamish about everything being public and lasting...mainly because I change my mind a lot and then don't like the "record" showing how variable I am.

Moon-Neptune-Mars t-square. The tension between being a ghost/wanderer and talkaholic.

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And then non-relationship oriented i got some heart breaking news a few months back which I think reflects the tsquare too, or at least the square since its venus/chiron.

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=( Sad. I hope there's a chance the situation can get better? But heartbreak sounds like finality. Sorry you're going through that...

I hate to think of people having to deal with heartbreak alone...though I suppose most people do carry all kinds of burdens that no one understands.

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I have bubbly moments then I have moments where I relay things like the above and people scatter and i unsurprisingly find myself alone

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LOL... Moments when you say things like, "You're effervescent! You must like carbonated drinks, right?" and they just go WTF and wander off? But...you're a Pisces, you must actually have odd hunches about people...don't you get so curious to see if they're accurate or not?

I say so much crazy cr*p, looking back over my life it's like a landfill of it. So my friends expect some of that and wouldn't be my friends if they couldn't handle it, you know? My bestie, I can tell that when she introduces me to new people, what she really wants to say is, "This is 'Faith'...don't mind her, she's a little stupid but friendly. K? That's her whole deal." But she's polite and doesn't say that. Her moon might be conjunct my Mercury (no birth time for her) and my moon's widely conjunct hers, so we have some tricky telepathy, being unable to block everything out...good thing we can both laugh at ourselves or it'd be disastrous.

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But yes I like bubbly fun drinks.

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Aha! See, I sensed that!

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I then could theoretically use a drink to combat the effects of a drink.

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The Jupiter/Uranus conjunction of Steve Jobs falls on my NN and I was always fascinated watching him speak on internet video at his apple conferences or in interviews or anywhere.

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I've seen so little of Steve Jobs in action...I mentioned some photos of him that intrigued me, in the post I deleted...but I'll make a mental note to watch him.

The Jupiter/Uranus conjunction intrigues me...I have tr Uranus on my Jupiter now...and my youngest has the conjunction on his ASC in Pisces. Once upon a time I found this article on the Jupiter-Uranus cycle, by Dane Rudhyar, and couldn't wait to read it...but then I lost the link...and I still can't find it. I'm sure it's really good, if it actually exists and wasn't just me reading the word "Neptune" a little too wishfully, thinking it said "Jupiter." (They both have the "u" after all.)

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For some reason I get emotional thinking of his passing away.

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Aw! Do you believe in heaven...maybe you'll meet him there?

It's hard for me to wrap my head around it, but some people become touchstones for so many others...Steve Jobs apparently was one of these people...because I think the number of books, articles, gift items in the Steve Jobs genre...is out of proportion to his job title.

posted July 26, 2014 10:18 AM            

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Which begs the question, how does it feel to have your Neptune conjunct the Asc of the U.S.?

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ROTFL It feels good, lemme tell ya. Feels awesome.

But no kidding, I used to wear red, white, and blue every day. A standard outfit was brick red jeans with a light blue t-shirt with white writing. Kept me in touch with the Native Americans I thought (mother earth/father sky) ...but now that you mention it, coulda been more subconsciously an artistic rendition of the USA flag...me being the travelling reminder to people to love their country.

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Oh and the singer from Live who wrote "Lightning Crashes." I really tuned into that song when it came out, then when older I looked at his chart and thought "wow, matching jupiters plus his sun is on my NN, makes sense."

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I LOVE that song. My Cappy college roommate used to play it loud, on replay, freshman year. Wow...such beautiful lyrics to match your life...12H NN (right?) "the angel closes her eyes"...got goosebumps thinking of that.

And I'm sorry if this is too personal a question but did your mother die in childbirth?

Listening to this again...such an exquisite song.

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It's interesting to me that you posted this right after I posted about the song Satellite in Sweet Peas, because those were two of the only songs my Cap roommate used to loop...along with Edie Brickel's Circle.

Amazing how sensitive she is and how NOT obvious it is to most people. What she liked about me the first time she saw me is that I was wearing my brother's dog tags and army green pants, before it was common for girls to wear that. It's like she needed me to match her level of toughness (I sorta did) and then an unspoken "OK, now that we can trust each other not to get toooo emo, let's listen to these super emo songs. Constantly." You don't read that kinda thing in most astrology books but it's quintessential Capricorn to me. You work out the hard shell, like the third little pig making his house of bricks, and then you enjoy the music.

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Then I remember Seal's song around the same time that I liked (prayer for the dying), when I went to look him up I thought for sure jupiter in Scorpio but no, Pisces Jupiter trine Scorpio Neptune (which makes sense for the song) BUT it was released as a single when transit Jupiter was in Scorpio. So. Indirectly related kinda sorta not really kinda thing.

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I'll have to listen, not sure if I know that song or not. I love his song Crazy.

*listening* Oh! I know this song, just didn't know the title. Or pay attention to the lyrics before, as I only hear it in public when I'm busy doing other things like grocery shopping.

It's really beautiful and I can see how it matches Lightning Crashes...so that's the Jupiter Scorpio vibe...well, I love it...no wonder I got really interested in Elvis when my father was dying, and have said many times that the sadder I am, the better he sounds.

Like, the first time I heard this song, about 8 months after my dad died, I was in my car, parked in my field, under a full moon in August...so yeah, must've been the Pisces full moon.

Green, Green Grass of Home

Cried.

Joan Baez also covered that one, and I like her ending better "Yes we'll all be together under the green, green grass of home." Her birthday is the day after Elvis's.

Joan Baez dated Steve Jobs...see, it's like ring-around-the-Pisces. This theme here. Caps and Pisces, or Cap-Pisces hybrids, all interacting.

Yeah I guess that's the kinda thing you can't say at parties without people suddenly having to be elsewhere.

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About your comment above, I'm similar with sensing things astrologically and trying to figure out where it's coming from. Sometimes my first guesses are wrong, but then there's always something to explain the impression I got and yes, the chart highlights the phenomenon I was interested in even better, because the chart is reality.

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Then there's also Ted Bundy and Charles Manson. Every family needs some eccentrics.

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*screams with laughter*

Right right. Manson, ya know, he was just too much the artistic type...had to give his dreams wings.