posted October 24, 2012 08:05 PM            

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posted October 24, 2012 08:31 PM            

CB's father
Nessus in taurus (4 degrees)

CB's sister
Venus in taurus (0 degrees) conjunct Sedna in Taurus (3 degrees)

CB's mother
North node in Taurus (4 degrees)
Nessus in Taurus (11 degrees)

CB's brother:
Chiron in taurus (4 degrees)
Sedna in Taurus (5 degrees)
Mars in Taurus (7 degrees)
Venus in Taurus (9 degrees)

posted October 24, 2012 08:53 PM            

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posted October 25, 2012 09:41 PM            

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posted October 26, 2012 08:08 AM            

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
CB
My sun (3 Taurus) conjunct Sedna (3 Taurus)

CB's father
Nessus in taurus (4 degrees)

CB's sister
Venus in taurus (0 degrees) conjunct Sedna in Taurus (3 degrees)

CB's mother
North node in Taurus (4 degrees)
Nessus in Taurus (11 degrees)

CB's brother:
Chiron in taurus (4 degrees)
Sedna in Taurus (5 degrees)
Mars in Taurus (7 degrees)
Venus in Taurus (9 degrees)

Is that what you wanted Ami Anne? x

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No, that still does not give me the answer I want other than YOURS which shows an actual aspect and the orb. You see?

If you tell me the sign of the planet and the degree but no aspect, I can't get any info from that.

Do it like you did yours, if you want.

Sun conj Sedna( 3 degrees) In the meantime, I will look at some other things on here! xx

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posted October 26, 2012 08:10 AM            

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posted October 26, 2012 08:14 AM            

Ok Sedna conj the Sun--EXACT
Anything exact is a red light on it. I will put my Sedna article up for you. Study Sedna. Really study her as she is one of your Theme Asteroids as I call it as each person has a few Theme Asteroids, only. Each person is very different that way.

Sedna will be close to you, always, as it is conjunct your Sun. I think it will play out with men more than woman. I think you will, always, have to keep this in mind. Astrology is the best for understanding ourselves.

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posted October 26, 2012 08:15 AM            

Please elaborate as I would love to learn about your life, with respect to your chart

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posted October 26, 2012 08:17 AM            

I think you are super sexy, with super sexy vibes. This is, always, good, of course. However, it may bring problems with the Nessus so close.

My guess is that you can attract people, very easily but it may get dark and "weird" fast. Is that true? Please, talk about this, if you care to

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posted October 26, 2012 08:18 AM            

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posted October 26, 2012 08:22 AM            

Lilith here makes it a hidden Lilith, if one could say that. She could go darker and more passionate. With Ixiion next to her, you add an element of lawlessness and rule breaking as that is what Ixiion stands for.

I can't see how close they are as there is no little chart, there.

However, I would say that raw sexuality could be mixed with no regard for rules and this may feel out of control and something you may feel you have to keep hidden.

Does this ring true, at all

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posted October 26, 2012 08:23 AM            

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posted October 27, 2012 02:13 AM            

Thanks for your continuing interest. I will quote your questions with my answers.

There have been betrayals by both equally men and women that have had huge impacts on finances. These have included liars, thieves, cheats I did not know but put too much trust in, and also business partners, friends plus family members (parents, siblings, partners) also. It is not limited to men, unfortunately. I have had to learn some very big lessons about misplaced trust.

I also think my luck has been worse than other people's in that regard. This has resulted in me becoming quite emotionally self-reliant and also spiritual because I had to learn how to generate my own joy no matter the circumstances or I would not have kept going. I consider it tough lessons, but a real gift. I still am learning to seek out people who give as much as I give.

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
The fact that you have Sun/Sedna in the 2nd house makes me think that this may play out in finances and basic life needs. Do you feel betrayed by men in this area?

Please elaborate as I would love to learn about your life, with respect to your chart

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posted October 27, 2012 02:16 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
This complex being in the 3rd house may mitigate it a little as it is the house of communication. You may discharge some of this energy by talking or writing about these things. Is that true?

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posted October 27, 2012 02:25 AM            

I still find myself in unexpected crushes when I least seek them that take me by surprise that seem to derail life. And once I fall I fall deeply and seems hard to stop it. I guess I also have uranus trine mars/venus/nessus to thank for this!

Fact is that due to the childhood sexual abuse I went through I have never believed in myself enough to work that aspect you mention, and really have just felt others drawn to me and wanted it to stop.

In the last 5 years that changed because I had what I call an awakening and the light stepped in and I actually feel good about me and love me now. I still don't chase all that. Stuff does come to me easily. True. I know if I want a relationship I can have one. I don't trust it will be the one I want though based on passed experience! What I really want is a deep lovely loyal peaceful connection.

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
In the 3rd house, you have that doozy of a complex--Venus conj Mars exact with Nessus at one degree away.

I think you are super sexy, with super sexy vibes. This is, always, good, of course. However, it may bring problems with the Nessus so close.

My guess is that you can attract people, very easily but it may get dark and "weird" fast. Is that true? Please, talk about this, if you care to

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posted October 27, 2012 02:37 AM            

CB's sun conjunct Sedna (0 degrees)

CB's Sun/Sedna conjunct CB's father's Nessus (1 degree)

CB's Sun/Sedna conjunct CB's sister's Venus (3 degrees)

CB's Sun/Sedna conjunct CB's mother's North node (1 degrees)

CB's Sun/Sedna conjunct CB's Brother's Chiron (1 degrees)

CB's Sun/Sedna conjunct CB's Brother's
Sedna (2 degrees)

CB's Sun/Sedna conjunct CB Brother's mars(4 degrees)

CB's Sun/Sedna conjunct CB Brother's Venus (6 degrees)

Is that better? Fingers crossed!
xxx

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

No, that still does not give me the answer I want other than YOURS which shows an actual aspect and the orb. You see?

If you tell me the sign of the planet and the degree but no aspect, I can't get any info from that.

Do it like you did yours, if you want.

Sun conj Sedna( 3 degrees) In the meantime, I will look at some other things on here! xx

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posted October 27, 2012 03:25 AM            

I hope you don't mind me raising my Grand Cross for more understanding seeing as we are discussing Lillith/Ixion and they are part of it along with Sun/Sedna and my nodes? It is perhaps also relevant that the Grand Cross is linked to a Star of David in my chart because they both revolve around the north and south nodes. My gut instinct is there is a gift there underneath all the hard aspects we've been discussing!

I thank you again for your continuing time and devotion. I am learning so much about myself by this process! You're such a wonderful soul. <3

---- Fixed Grand Cross -----

Sun conjunt Sedna (0 degrees) in Taurus
Lillith conjunct Ixion (1 degrees) in Scorpio
South node conjunct Vertex (2 degrees) in Leo
North node conjunct anti-vertex (2 degrees) in Aquarius

Now, I'm going to attempt to do the orbs of the grand cross... let's see how I go!

Sun/Sedna square north node/anti-vertex (90 degrees)
Sun/Sedna sqaure south node/vertex (90 degrees)
Sun/Sedna opposite lillith/ixion (183/4)
South node square lillith/ixion (85 degrees)
North node square lillith/ixion (95 degrees)

I did a little reading an found out this is a fixed cross with earth (taurus), fire (Leo), water (scorpio) & air (Aquarius)! It impacts the houses 2, 5, 8 & 11.

I expect the grand cross is difficult, but I believe it must be assisted somewhat by the star of david (double reversed grand trine) that also includes both north and south node. Please correct me if I'm wrong!

---Double Grand Trine (Star of David)-----

The star of david includes the following points/bodies:

South node conjunct Vertex (2 degrees) 0/2 Leo (House 5)
Mercury 6 Aries (House 1)
Neptune 4 Sagittarius (House 9)
North node conjunct anti-vertex (2 degrees) 0/2 Aquarius (House 11)
Pluto 29 Virgo (House 7)
Saturn 5 Gemini (House 3)

I will attempt to write these 2 grand trines placements out that make up the star of david that aspect the nodes like the grand cross! Please forgive me if I don't get it right first go...

--Fire grand trine--
South node/Vertex trine Mercury (orb 4)
Mercury trine Neptune (orb 2)
Neptune trine South node/Vertex (orb 2)

--Air/earth grand trine--
North node/anti-vertex trine pluto (orb 1)
Pluto trine Saturn (orb 6)
Saturn trine NN/Anti-vertex (orb 3)

Is an orb of 6 okay in this kind of configuration? I read that some astrologers don't work with anything above an orb of 3 while some do.

I hope I haven't confused things even more, Ami Annie by bringing this in right now! Synthesizing the grand cross and star of david elements feels fairly relevant to me the more I ponder the sedna/sun and lillith/ixion there in opposition.

<3 <3 <3 Much love to you. <3 <3 <3

posted October 27, 2012 04:34 AM            

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posted October 27, 2012 07:49 PM            

I will ask you about your aspects and you answer and we build on each one. At some point the chart comes together in a magical way but this building block way seems the best, to me.

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posted October 27, 2012 11:18 PM            

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
Perfect. I will reign in my broad ranging curiosity. I do tend to jump ahead and go picture too fast sometimes and lose the details. Maybe do that in relationships too!

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Well, in doing charts, I have a very Mercury Retro way of doing them. I build inch by inch, slowly, and at some point, they become alive like a living organism.

That point is an exciting one, when it all comes together!

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posted October 28, 2012 08:31 AM            

I am sure to learn something important from your process! :-D Almost every process is valid and helpful, I think. I may be your opposite almost in how I process and synthesise so I am really excited because I think you already have proven you can notice my blind spots easily. :-)

<C.B.

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Well, in doing charts, I have a very Mercury Retro way of doing them. I build inch by inch, slowly, and at some point, they become alive like a living organism.

That point is an exciting one, when it all comes together!

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posted October 28, 2012 03:32 PM            

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