posted November 05, 2012 10:43 AM            

Hekate inconjunct Karma (orb 0)
Hekate opposite Pluto (orb 4)

Urgh!

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
Hekate is in House 1 in Pisces

Hekate conjunct Asc (orb 6)
Hekate conjunct Euterpe (Muse of music) (Orb o)
Hekate conjunct Musa (Orb 6)
Hekate sextile Urania (orb 0)
Hekate trine Magion (Orb 0)
Hakate trine Galactic Centre (orb 0)
Hekate opposite Karma (Orb 0)
Hekate conjunct Osiris (orb 1)
Hekate conjunct Arachne (orb 2)

Hekate is also semi-sextile the name of my childhood abuser (Orb 0)

- I read about Arachne online, being the asteroid indicating where we are most powerful and most disliked by others and evoke jealousy.

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posted November 05, 2012 10:44 AM            

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
I'm guessing Hekate in house 1 and conj Asc/Musa etc indicates not wanting to see self and denying ones spiritual & creative gifts. It may also include refusing to see yourself as you appear to others.

Would that be correct?

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WOW Just saw this as I am doing 10 things at a time, in usual Gemini fashion

Yep, you do not want to look at yourself BUT you have talents and gifts galore, if you will!

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posted November 05, 2012 11:52 AM            

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Does a chart give clues on transforming this?

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Ummm Not sure
I believe in Right Brain Trauma theory. In a word, you go deep inside and you mourn and grieve your pain.

What you have to do, in addition, is to force yourself to go out of your comfort zone and really honor yourself.

For example, if someone does you wrong, you get in their face and stand up for yourself, if the old you would just take it.

That is just an example but every time you stand up for yourself, you will struggle, hurt and cry but you will shed the layers of your past

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posted November 05, 2012 05:43 PM            

Huge implications.

I'm currently reading a book on this topic of recent consciousness research called "The Ego Tunnel: The Science of the mind and myth of the self" by Thomas Metzinger.

What you wrote about right brain has essentially been the path of my healing. The greatest growth occurred during an intense period of standing up daily over a few years to my abusive partner. Hardest thing I ever did and the best. Also have healed a lot via 'right brain' activities... like writing out the pain without fear of taboo... and meditation, etc.

SO, if the right brain was wounded and that is shown in the natal chart, does the progressed chart showed the potential for right brain healing???

(I know nothing yet about progressed charts, btw!)

I have forced myself out of the comfort zone with abusive people. I have not forced myself out of the comfort zone with my gifts.

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Ummm Not sure
I believe in Right Brain Trauma theory. In a word, you go deep inside and you mourn and grieve your pain.

What you have to do, in addition, is to force yourself to go out of your comfort zone and really honor yourself.

For example, if someone does you wrong, you get in their face and stand up for yourself, if the old you would just take it.

That is just an example but every time you stand up for yourself, you will struggle, hurt and cry but you will shed the layers of your past

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posted November 06, 2012 07:48 AM            

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
Are not the nodes a pathway of healing in themselves?

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Well, the Nodes are our purpose. That, to me, is different than healing.

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posted November 06, 2012 07:49 AM            

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I don't believe in crying and crying to cleanse anymore Ami Anne. It's one way, and I do believe in noticing and feeling emotions, but we can get caught on a downward spiral energetically doing that. Crying it all out in the past led to my worst moments. I am not talking denial or pushing pain down. But I simply speak as one who has known intense emotional pain, that my beautiful healing has come from stepping into the energy of loving myself very deliberately and repeatedly until this dissolved much of the pain. Heart breathing. Loving kindness meditations. Spontaneous activating of my kundalini energy (with the assistance of some angelic helpers) - all these were the keys to healing so far. Light brings more light. Love brings more love. It truly dissolves the pain... !!! This is just my experience, but so freeing and beautiful for me I wish I could share it with everyone who has suffered!

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Yes, I am just sharing what is working, for me

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posted November 06, 2012 10:18 AM            

Healing is such a gift when we find it. I am sure there are so many layers. And I agree with most of what you wrote, I guess the only difference is the preference... and that is probably just a matter of personality and wounding.

On another matter: Circe.

It seems it has been established that Circe = esoteric past lives or current gifts...

Seeing as Circe is conjunct sun & trine moon, (plus is the body with the most aspects in my chart and also the tightest aspects, and is also in the most geometric configurations - yod, grand cross, grand trine - it seems a very important placement and one I feel I have no handle on.

Is this something worth exploring any more at this point?

Wishing you a beautiful day full of love and joy.

posted November 06, 2012 10:26 AM            

You have some interesting Hekate conjunctions, too, but I am not sure if you want to delve deeply into them and my style is not to push anyone.

I am a super deep astrologer, maybe because I am a counselor or maybe because that is how I am, but I am not the right person for everyone.

I turn many people away, for the simple reason that they do not want to delve deeply and I don't know how to do the chart any other way, nor do I care to.

So, I am not sure if you want to continue.

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posted November 06, 2012 10:33 AM            

I never really believed in them either - but how else do you explain dreams of other historical time periods with people in them you haven't met, then later come to meet and have an instant recognition and shared memory??? Hmmm.... I'm open to other interpretations.

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posted November 06, 2012 10:48 AM            

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Originally posted by Curious Bull:
Hey Ami Anne, thank you for all you've shared so far! *Really appreciate* and want to thank you for all you have shared so far and your time and input. It's been profound! Much love.

- C.B.

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Thank you and you are so welcome, CB. xox

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