posted October 21, 2015 03:11 PM
There are certain things that I was looking for. And I think I found them.Sun/Jupiter in 12th and Moon in 8th.
Neptune also sits on the Moon in 8th.
Pluto shares a house with the Moon
But 1st;
I find it most fascinating. And often very disturbing to see that Neptune influenced people-though being very gentle souls themselves- often in many cases experience the worst violence.
I often see Pisces energy as being the sacrificial lamb or martyr. Not likely to see the promised land , but will sacrifice him/herself so that others can see it.(I think I read somewhere that even the fictitious composite character "Moses" himself, fit the Pisces archetype )
Most times however,I also find that the Pisces/Neptune/12th house individual,may have some problems with boundaries i.e knowing where they stop and others begin.
Many times they have people "force" themselves on them or impose on them in some way. Or they(secretly) impose themselves on others by obsessing or being addicted to them.
Naturally, Neptune is very watery in essence and boundaries are very hard to define.
The not so great side could also be that many times people may project themselves to these souls; for good or ill.
So the more malevolent ones may interpret the passive energy of Pisces as "weakness" and abuse them etc.
The Sun in 12th is very similar to the energy of those who have Neptune/Pisces Sun- because the individual is seeking to define themselves(Sun) through transcendental experiences(12th).
So at times this may mean that one may not see things as being truly what they are.Or be trapped in the illusion of seeing things in their highest point etc.
Moon in 8th often has painful personal experiences that deepen the sense of feeling.
The square of Moon and Mercury aspect to Neptune ,adds a spiritual aspect of forgiveness and trying to understand the "divine" message in all these experiences.
This does tend to soften the rather suspicious,intense and sharp edge of unforgiving Pluto affiliated 8th house.
Its interesting that you experienced this unfortunate incident involving a clear abuse of friendship.As 8th house is often about manipulation,abuse and overt(covert) use of power.
Now this is obviously not an easy personal placement to have as deep psychological experiences are often part and parcel with it.
It also sort of guarantees the difficulty in getting close to anyone.
But ironically enough, it is often this physical solid closeness(opposite is the 2nd house of affection) that one is yearning for.
The assault was not about him. It was really about you...
Pluto in 8th also speaks of profound experiences that are related to the 8th house; you may unearth people's secrets very easily or have a "talent" of being able to uncover their darker motives.
This position of Pluto lets you see the ugliness of people; what they fear, what they hide and whom they pretend to be. Really deep stuff.
Now with all this in toe, it could be difficult to maintain a happy go lucky attitude. But that Jupiter in 12th does help.
Jupiter helps in the moving on and wants you to forgive and even look at things from a more philosophical 'its all part of the growth process' point of view(Neptune /Mercury also adds to this).
This is all good and well. But I think that you must be aware of your own power.
Not necessarily the power that you have over others. But the power of insight. The insight to see into the sinister mechanisms of others.
With your Moon in 8th, it is likely that you won't have much of a choice but to be "next" to the ugly truth.
How you transform yourself from that "knowing" will be telling. But with Moon in 8th, the transformation is likely to never be complete,.
You will feel that -at-least emotionally- you are going through many 'deaths'.
How you felt about something yesterday can be completely transformed and different about how you feel about the same thing today.
You will always come out on the other side with a deeper insight on your own emotional psyche-through these uneasy and often unnerving experiences.
One day, I would think that you would be of great assistance to others in dealing with emotional baggage.
This position is not for the faint of heart and because Jupiter-Sun conjunct is in 12th, I see a teacher within you.
You will teach others about the self- because of the insight that you have gained through sometimes painful experiences.