posted April 03, 2019 04:23 PM
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Originally posted by Bismarck2:
Same.
Hi All, thought I'd chime in. I'm in a twin flame relationship, with a composite Sun in the 12th house, conjunct Vesta (exact) and Pallas Athene; opposite Saturn in the 6th.
We are a composite Aquarius Sun (opposite Saturn in the 6th)
Uranus in the 9th house (Scorpio)
Chart ruler Neptune in the 10th house.
At it's highest octave, this configuration poises us to do incredible work for the collective via the internet. He's an actor. I've been in internet marketing for years.
Secondly, as twin flames, it's already been revealed to me that work on behalf of the collective is the soul contract. It's just what we signed up for -- whether we do this together or separately, that's the work in this lifetime.
Neptune is prominent in charts of actors I've come to learn, an in the chart of Hollywood itself. As it deals with illusions, projections, images that should be real but are not (technically.)
Uranus, I've come to see, when it's in its highest frequency, is channeling the divine onto planet earth.
However, in it's lowest frequencies, which encompasses where we've been, this configuration has meant that I've done a lot of soul growth as a result of:
-our relationship including open doors to exes and other people that he never fully shut (Aquarian relationships run the risk of having too many people involved until the two ppl learn how to manage that energy.)
-a lack of commitment and a fair amount of trying to out run the relationship (on both our parts), and a bit of on and off-ness/inability to get the relationship to "stick" (that's that dissolving Neptune chart-ruler quality.)
-Saturn in the 6th opposite the sun, doubling the karma points (joy!) as the 6th house has historically represented the house of slaves and enslavement. Meaning: we can run, but we can't hide from this.
I can attest to the longing, the pull, the separation of a 12th house relationship, and a lot of "heaviness" between us, mainly due to a lack of communication on his part (natal Saturn in his 3rd, go figure.) And a slowness to process what is being said (and piece together what isn't) as my mercury lives in the 3rd house in a pisces stellium that includes the south node.
I can't say that this is "over" -- many psychics have said it's not. And we text regularly. Although at this point he refuses to see me because he says the chemistry and attraction is too strong. It's my only "long distance" relationship with someone who lives within 4 miles of me. And frankly, I struggle to understand his reasons.
To me it all sounds like, "I have a secret I'm not willing to tell you and I know if I see you, your spidey sense will pick it up." There's that 12th house operating in it's lowest octave again: secrets, hidden things, suspicion, me spending way too much on psychics and "undoing" myself.
With Pallas and Vesta flanking the Sun in the composite 12th, it's double "can't-walk-away" trouble.
Vesta has come to represent that which we consider holy and worth giving up our life for, and Pallas being that which we would fight to the death for.
It has been so. much. freaking. fun.
I hope we can get to the higher octave expression of these planets, but we have a long way to go and free will is a real thing.