posted September 20, 2020 02:45 PM            

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Originally posted by vansio:
Hey Stoika if you happen to read this

We haven’t interacted on LL yet but I’ve followed the development a few of your relationship readings on this board.

as significant as the relationship was, naturally I am curious what you in particular might see in this chart. I’ve since moved-on all together (never thought this day would come but of course a fracture heals) but I would like to hear how you interpret my only, longest committed relationship?

all the best
v

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Hey Vansio ❤️ sorry I had missed this and just saw it!

You said his TOB was not correct but you found out it's one hour later could you post the Composite with the accurate TOB? I'd like to see if Pluto is still conjunct IC and where the Vertex falls.

What I see so far is that Pluto is square Juno/Mars, Mars is quincunx Neptune, and Neptune/Saturn midpoint is conjunct North Node... this suggests me that there's an unbreakable karmic bond but that he basically unconsciously refused in this life. On a more earthly level, it seems that you have been deeply connected at subconscious level but he wasn't ready to embrace such depth and wasnt willing to take full awareness and responsability for it, so there's a strong subconscious escapism from his part which lead to separation (Neptune/Saturn mp opposite South Node)... but Pluto square Juno/Mars keeps haunting you as you still feel such depth of your connection at subconscious level and for a long time and it makes very difficult to let go. Moreover, Chiron is opposite Saturn and trine to the Sun/Moon conjunction, your intimacy had such an healing and nurturing energy but Saturn created a difficult environment which can work out only if both people are willing to embrace such self-healing energy along all the challenges it brings.
The letting go was difficult also cause north node kept going through the fifth house planets and it's now just past Mercury, since it's trine Jupiter, north node is keeping the mental connection alive lately, communication looks potentially favourable at this moment.
Transiting Pluto retrograde is now conjunct to North Node, so a very slow transformation is occurring. Transiting Saturn will go through composite Saturn and opposite Chiron later this year just before re-entering aquarius, I think this will definitely be the turning point, as you might definitely get awareness of what this connection was about and of the healing or letting go you need to embrace or leave it all behind.

posted September 22, 2020 07:43 AM            

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Transiting Pluto retrograde is now conjunct to North Node, so a very slow transformation is occurring. Transiting Saturn will go through composite Saturn and opposite Chiron later this year just before re-entering aquarius, I think this will definitely be the turning point, as you might definitely get awareness of what this connection was about and of the healing or letting go you need to embrace or leave it all behind

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Transiting Pluto’s station direct will get as close to the NN as 0.09 orb without retroactively exacting an additional time, and doesn’t leave the orb of NN until 2022, though it transgresses many midpoints onward

Transiting Saturn (along with tr.Jupiter) conjuncts comp Saturn exacts this Dec, meanwhile quincunxing the Asc

Transiting Neptune Rx trines composite Pluto now, exacting in the following days Sept-25, passing on through 2021. Tr.Nep begins to trine the SN and sextile the NN come March’21

Transiting NN sextiled Jupiter on Sept-13, and currently applying a quincunx to the composite NN itself. It quincunxs the composite Pluto in January’21, continuing this quincunx aspects into the new year through the three other composite Capricorn planets, to an eventual SN conjunction comp Sun-Moon in September’21

Transiting Uranus recently quintiled the SN on Sept-11, set to happen again April’21, while it trines comp Uranus by May

Transiting Jupiter conjuncts the NN on Nov-10, quincunx comp Jupiter on Nov-25, conjuncts comp Saturn by Dec-18

I feel like I just got my life/future back together so the ongoingness of him is frustrating.

quite the outer plant activity... mainly quincunx influences: Integration. Maybe this is what’s annoying me in regards to the composite imprint-image.

For Time’s sake, I don’t see realistic and intuitive relief of this composite karma until transiting Saturn enters Pisces in 2023—by then tr.Pluto will conjunct comp Saturn, my natal 8H Moon, tr. Uranus will oppose comp Pluto, etc. perhaps then the unbreakable will be broken.