posted June 11, 2019 07:47 PM            

with first-meeting reference place: http://imgur.com/a/rkRxLTy

posted June 12, 2019 04:51 PM            

the Jupiter/juno conjunction on the ascendant gives a potential for a serious, even committed relationship or marriage.

the eros/psyche midpoint is square to pallas giving you great love and attraction as well as a feeling of persona fulfillment from the relationship.

venus conjunct Neptune gives a very sensitive emotional attraction between you.
the mars/venus midpoint is square to the vertex which suggest initially a strong emotional and sexual attraction.

the venus/Saturn and Neptune Saturn midpoints are conjunct the node giving strong devotional feelings though Neptune can show these feelings are subtle. it can show he was be more subdued in acknowledging his feelings .this vacillation might be shown by pholous on the south node. this would tend to add to the emotional sensitivity but also might weaken his resolve about the relationship .

though mars/venus midpoint is square to the vertex,the vertex is also square to ceres and opposed to chiron. one hand this increases the devotional attraction but with chiron there can be very critical attitudes. always criticizing and not appreciating the good points and times. when working together this gives a deep and profound knowledge of each other inner self and working. but this can be a thin line because if tensions or arguments arise, painful emotional comments can be made as you know each others strengths and weakness.

the mercury/psyche/Lilith stelliuim does give a spontaneous, deeply felt spiritual emotional connection to each other. with neptune conjunct to Venus and this aspect, you and he are very in tune with each other's thoughts and feelings..
what bothers me is that the relationship is so sensitive and responsive to each others emotional needs, that the aspects of insensitivity stand out.
by this I mean mars conjunct to orcus and nessus opposed to eris and square to venus.

mars/orcus is very sexual but not considerate of emotional needs. one can seem like an object rather than a sensitive and feeling being. this aspect can be cold and often initial sexual intensity can fade.

with nessus/eris/venus-neptune, again there is a very passionate sexual connection . but in a similar manner to mars/orcus, eris especially opposed to nessus can be very carnal and not responsive to emotional satisfaction.

the moon/Jupiter and sun/Jupiter midpoints are opposed to eris and conjunct to nessus.

this suggest that this dichotomy between lust and love is a basic point of contention to taking this to a another level of commitment.

Jupiter is sesquiquadrate to Uranus AND THE MIDPOINT(omitted in oringinal draft) is conjunct to the mars/Venus midpoint and opposed to ceres and square to chiron and the vertex . this might be a on and off relationship because the sexual chemistry is strong,but it doesn't seem stable enough for a serous relationship.

the Jupiter/Saturn midpoint is
is square to mars and orcus. the relationship is hindered by not placing sufficient importance on emotional satisfaction versus simple physical desire

that's why I say,there may be feeling of emotional victimization as the extreme sensitivity between you does not seem to be placed before selfish physical needs.
todd

posted June 12, 2019 06:55 PM            

This is the chart of me and my ex whom I was live-in partnership for three years (also, engaged) that ended abruptly this last year. I am still connected to him psychically and the universe makes a note of this often. With that said, now up for question is whether energetically there is a chance to reconcile for the distance, I was hoping you would notice the nodal transit in this case. There is also a Juno return towards the end of this month, and subsequently to Jupiter in August wherein Sun/Venus will also conjunct Composite Juno.

posted June 13, 2019 04:13 PM            

looking at last year for the point of separation , I noticed something I hadn't seen. the vertex/node midpoint is conjunct to Saturn.
this aspects is the major reason that you said:

"I am still connected to him psychically and the universe makes a note of this often."

this aspect shows that in addition to the human emotions and experiences ,there was also a outstanding otherworldly connection. this shows that you both had similar paranormal or synchronistic experiences, that though different had the same affect on both of your lives. this very often gives feeling of destiny involved in the relationship, but this pattern is the strongest I have seen in this regard.

looking at last year ,the period that shows the sudden breakup was around the 7th-8th of November as the south node was conjunct to Saturn and the transiting Uranus was square to the transiting node.

I wished I could be more positive but that configuration is such a powerful aspect of separation that it is difficult to see the wounds being healed in the near future.

the only near aspect that might ameliorate this dynamic is the pattern of Uranus trine to Sedna and sextile to pallas. this aspect shows a commitment to the highest standard of truth and vision to each other.i can see why you must have been devastated at first because, the importance of truth is ingrained in the relationship, and it is difficult to see how these common views could have allowed a sudden breakup.

the south node will trine to pallas and sextile to Sedna in October with the south node conjunct Uranus on 0ct 15th October .
this could elicit the uniting sense of his commitment to truth. you inner strength is your ace.

posted June 13, 2019 09:34 PM            

He won’t speak to me currently. Betrayal wounds. (Curious, Ixion?) It had been devastating as it genuinely did not make sense the transference of our energy to an unrequited third person, and the extent of sabotage and manipulation said-person was able to perpetuate.

posted September 06, 2019 12:44 PM            

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Originally posted by vansio:
Could the Tr.SN conjunct Venus be cause for why he’s orbiting me (online) all of a sudden? It’s exacting now.

A professional cast a horary chart a few weeks back detailing I could expect to hear from him 3 weeks or 3 months, September 9th or November 9th. Would be interesting to attempt locating the moment via the composite transits.

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you are spot on. your venus is at 15cap21
the transiting south node will be exact conjunct to Venus on sept 15 .

so he is definitely overwhelmed by lust/love??. I think that he made be more direct and want to see you around the 11th sept because the transiting midpoint of Uranus and Venus will be exactly conjunct the north node and with 1/2 a degree of the composite venus. also on the 12th the mercury/Uranus midpoint is conjunct to the north node, so he will be like a moth drawn to your flame.

the sun/Uranus transiting midpoint will be at 14libra 52 on sept 16 which is virtually exact square to the composite Neptune at 14cap54. so the probability is that he will ghost out around then.also Neptune can show that he will want to introduce alcohol or other substances into the mix.

knowing the unstable aspects in the composite, I feel he is only going to want have an affair for a limited time.

from blade runner 1993
The light that burns twice as bright burns half as long - and you have burned...

todd

posted September 06, 2019 03:08 PM            

September 11th is technically our anniversary, the first day we met, where it all began. Juno also now returns to the degree from our first meeting chart, also exact on the 11th.

His grandmother reached out to me yesterday out of the blue. Needless to say, I am consciously surrendering to whatever the universe has going on.

posted October 09, 2019 04:25 AM            

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Originally posted by vansio:
bump pro forma 👁🕊if any lightworkers happen to come across this... on behalf of this nodal energy and the full moon in chiron’s sign, please lend a prayer to hold in our hearts whichever path serves the highest good of collective masculine and feminine unity

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posted December 13, 2019 06:37 PM            

According to the Forrest's in Skymates 2: "as the basis for the composite chart; Always use the place where they first met."

ref.place method composite chart: the Vertex would be located at 3°47'Capricorn.

With this reference method of calculation, the composite Ascendant becomes the same degree as my ex’s SN, among other qualifiers

posted April 26, 2020 07:59 AM            

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Todd: looking at last year for the point of separation , I noticed something I hadn't seen. the vertex/node midpoint is conjunct to Saturn.”

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posted August 30, 2020 12:37 PM            

We haven’t interacted on LL yet but I’ve followed the development a few of your relationship readings on this board.

as significant as the relationship was, naturally I am curious what you in particular might see in this chart. I’ve since moved-on all together (never thought this day would come but of course a fracture heals) but I would like to hear how you interpret my only, longest committed relationship?

all the best
v

posted August 30, 2020 02:39 PM            

his grandmother still asking me to visit her though even from across the world, actually just a few weeks ago, maybe old lady niceties, but is persistent in wanting to stay in contact

I recently read on the vedic forums of reddit a comment very bluntly stating “Virgo Lagna (sidereal) generally have the following traits: fear to finalize for partnership/marriage, escapism, as the finalization date comes Virgo Ascendant runs away.” When I read this, was all too familiar so c’est la vie

nowadays I imagine that if I ever were to hear from him again I might be sorely disappointed, that’s sort of how I run it through my mind. I can admit I catch myself thinking about this chance often, and deciding what might I say/do, but am conscious to acknowledge even this passing imagination mechanism is a process of offering myself the atonement I crave from being devalued and discarded. Ive earned self-respect through healing but grasping for my defense with a phantom, impressionable life changing experience. As Todd wrote, in summary, in/sensitivity fidelity truth and victimization—like a rubix cube

sorry, long writerly response to your q: no

posted August 31, 2020 02:18 AM            

I think he avoids you because he doesn't want to hurt you again. You're right in not trying to read him anymore. Letting go is the only way to free yourself from the turmoil.

posted September 20, 2020 01:10 PM            

A week doesn’t go by without some thing or another—even strangers will promptly slip a reference to him out of their mouths. I’m not impressed by this anymore, but similarly, at this point, had to ask another kind of specialist because I’m not sure what to make of this phenomena with so many years behind and between us. I try to think it’s just the power of my subconscious hacking reality, nothing more, because I wish to live consciously.

According to her read... he will reach out in the following months, to check my attitude toward him, whether I’m weird about it, then slowly put effort in to a meeting, all because, he’s still in love with me, despite the bad outside influence to be uncommitted, whatnot.

My first instinct was to check the chart for such a thing. I just wonder, if in the composite chart after such a separative aspect, generally, are there, in your research, reparative aspects? If so, is it possible to isolate what for, considering the composite as destination, and transits as vehicle.

After the mess made, I can’t even imagine the creativity and courage it takes to attempt such a thing—he would be p*ssing off the lot of his handlers. Major disbelief about the purpose of reconciling all considering (mars quincunx neptune). The “signs and synchronicities” has me feeling like a f*cking clown and I refuse to believe in twin flames. Nope, not having it.

Time doesn’t mean much to me anymore, existentially, thus making astrology as a science harder to grasp. Neither do I trust Ketu transits. though Rahu just entered my whole sign 12th and I have moved overseas yet again

Because I’m moving to Austria, location was already plugged into astrodienst, out of curiosity I checked the relocated composite Vertex... and it conjuncts the mean NN exact (0°03’). Begets the question, by me moving there, could this be what initiates such a thing.