posted July 13, 2018 03:18 PM
Sorry I went missing from the conversation.
My home environment is just awful, and, causes me not to feel well at all. During those times, I have to 'lighten up' what I'm doing, and, steep myself in music and answer posts here at LL that are "easy" for me in flow.I still poke around with studying SOME of the positions. Was reviewing the state of my Moon recently. Saw some wonderful things I could have accomplished in this lifetime, which I brushed-past and was involved in. I didn't have the mentors I had needed in my life to accomplish some of the huge promises that I'd seen in my chart.
According to some 'free websites' I've been able to access (some calculations seem to vary), I have Moon 01:42 Virgo, the Dignity is GF {whatever that is??? LOL}, and located in Uttara-phalguni Nakshatra in Pada 2.
Sometimes it just makes me cry that I have 'touched' some of the areas indicated as 'interests' and talents in my chart, but didn't seem to be able to quite-access it yet?
There's something way deep in me that says, it's not over... and yet (today, I feel so yukky and sorta worn right now).
I have (in this lifetime) literally touched wealth that some people only dream of. I worked in the stockbrokerage business. I started as a 'temp' on the switchboards handling a heavy incoming load of calls asking for stock-quotes (Quotron, and, Bunker-Ramos .. sorry if I spelled those incorrectly). I excelled at handling the customers with speed, accuracy, and kept them happy waiting in the cue by coming back to them and saying I hadn't forgotten them.
The customers loved me, and made good reports to the managers. I actually became 'in demand' at TWO different stockbrokerages who competed with each other not only on the market, but for my services. They kept trying to find work and projects for me, to keep me at their place of business and 'off' the available-market to the other.
For the 2nd brokerage house {bunker-ramos system}, I had actually done the company "a favor" by voluntarily offering to stay beyond the time I should have left, in order to wrap and 'finish' the project I had been working on for days for them.
.. I was chastised by the temp-agency that paid me to work for them, because they 'billed' according to blocks of 4-hours. It would have meant that I would have to go in for one more day. I would have completed the project in around one hour. They could have "billed" for the full 4 hours.
The hours that I 'saved' the company (brokerage) that I was assigned to, multiplied my desirability there.
In order to have ME available to them, they started creating projects for me to work on, to keep me OFF the market to the availability of others.
The head of the company was able to accomplish some of HIS pet dream projects through me, because it happened I was also capable of taking those on.
There came strife among the {I'll call them} lower-grade workers, and the administrative assist staff-- There was a jealousy towards me for getting to do what *they* would have LOVED to do.
..
Like the story of Cinderella's step-sisters, when I first came on their scene, they were the ones who gave me ALL the dirty projects that NO ONE in the office wanted to do.. That's what you hire a 'temp' for-- the garbage tedious grunt work. They 'looked down their nose' at me, and 'treated' me right-poorly also..
.. What a change of fortune, when I quickly became their BOSS's valuable worker with fantastic projects to work on.
*Good Work Ethics* -- and thinking about the 'company', with a little sacrificing and patience on my part, paid off handsomely.
Long story shortened??
{yeah ~right!! haha--
am The Diva of The Long Post???
Honestly, I've lived a LONG time now.
I am rich with stories, as an elder.}
That 2nd company had a very special floor, detached from the rest of the stockbrokers.
This floor had ?six 'Forbes Magazine' level of wealthiest families represented. I was hired as an extra-assistant to one of those.
Families that had OLD Wealth, usually "appointed" one of their own heirs, to be trained to manage their family's fortune.
It didn't matter that 'my boss' had already been in a career for 15 years of something that HE wanted to do. They "told" him that he HAD to quit his career, in order to accept the role and position of managing and growing that family's wealth.
{In later years, I found his obituary with his birthday information. In WESTERN astrology, he was a ??20++ Gemini (sorry, forgot).
.. He AND I happened to have the same Venus Taurus opp Saturn Scorpio aspect in our charts. Significant were his outer-planet placements in late Pisces (across from my Moon), trine my Uranus-Jupiter Cancer in H8 Western Tropical Placidus system. .. If I remember, he had a Jupiter ?Leo, near my Pluto, H8 western-- putting both of our Jupiters in the 8th House from my chart's perspective.}
He was the only broker on the special floor that had TWO assistants.
I uncovered a plot or plan by the other assistant {in cahoots with her husband} to steal money and customers from him. She was very bold speaking this out loud to me. She did things to force his dependency on her.
.. When she left on vacation, I "taught" my boss how to find certain things in his desk drawers-- Where he would discover certain files, that would lead like breadcrumbs to her plan.
.. Found out later that he discharged her.
I left that job {for other reasons}.
But I jealously guarded HIS wealth, HIS customers, as tightly and carefully as I would 'my own.'
He was the number-2 broker 'in the world' for that company the year I worked for him. The number-1 broker lived and worked in Japan.
.. It was also the year the stockmarket had dipped below ?800 .. (sorry I don't remember-- but it was just-about labeled a 'crash'). Early 1980s.
{All I did was 'assist' transactions that came over the phone. I do not have financial knowledge of banking, nor could I give advices concerning this field.}
Part of my takeaway from that experience was the exposure to the plusses and minuses of having great wealth. And, insight into the personalities of some of the 'privileged' and spoiled younger (20s) members of the great families represented on that special separate floor.
MY Boss was Cool! 
.. He was HUMBLE, and a quiet man. He had a very Kind regard (and curiosity) for the lives of regular people.
.. He wouldn't go to "The Club" where the other megarich-folk went for fancy daily dining.
.. Nope. For his lunch break, he walked to the nearby Roy-Rogers Fast-Food burger-restaurant, and sat undetected among the 'commoners' when he chose to break bread.
There was another very very wealthy man that I worked in a different place, and in another remote kind of way. He engaged in philanthropy, and supported programs at colleges and universities in the area. Many of the buildings of two places of Higher Learning, bore his name, as their patron and benefactor.
.. In my position at 'that' job, I was 'set-up' by a group of lower-workers there... At the LAST MINUTES, I was shocked-surprised by finding evidence of their treachery. This would have wound up embarrassing the President and Vice-President there, in a banquet arranged to Honor this man, but almost cost ME my job and public failure.
.. My boss called me at home LATE near bedtime during that night. He said {in a way, with compassion yet trust and covering} that *I* was on-the-line (as well as himself). That I would probably would get immediately fired (even though I had been deliberately set-up). He suggested an alternative plan that would take the meeting off-campus...
But my Imagination saw a Solution...
My boss decided to go-ahead and trust me-- to 'try' it.
It wound up being SOOOO successful, that the philanthropist felt incredibly extra-honored, and asked that future board-meetings be held in that same-place, and in the same-manner from then on--
(not the traditional way that these meetings had been held for over a decade).
This great man of mega-wealth, used to ride around in that locale, using an old green Volkswagen beetle-- that could have used some polishing??!! LOL
{says the detailed Virgo Moon-- in both western and Vedic degrees}
Some people of GREAT WEALTH and Power are 'not' flashy people. Some live very humbly, and can be 'among us' without calling attention to themselves.
.. So 'normal' and just-human. You never know the estate, sometimes, of the unobvious person you eat your burgers with.
Anyways..
I felt sooo honored that it Pleased him to be honored in the way he was. It was a massive success. Saved my bosses' reputation too-- *wipes brow*.
The little devious faction that had set me up for failure?, backfired. It won me pledges of favor and Loyalty from others in that clique-- (except for the ring-leader who still kept a hate-on, and who had been there for over 20 years; my boss confronted her; he told me she wanted MY job position, not hers). These pledgees were my best-lookouts, and cheerful cooperative helpers, from then on. I enjoyed a wonderful mutual relationship with these.
Lost that job contract-- partly due to the computerization of 3/4s of my job responsibilities (as a coordinator); and, a senior-employee who had needed more hours of work, was assigned the remainder, in order to go full-time, instead of part, because of increased needs in her family's financial situation.
More adventures!!! I have lots more stories from that one, too.
Anyways... This is probably a REALLY LONG post?
But I wanted to "clothe" that idea about the life of being billionaires, and some reality-based stories behind handling huge wealth.
One day, there was no one in the brokerage room but myself. I took an order over the phone, to be sent to 'the cage'. I stopped, and really tried to GROUND that I held WEALTH in my hands. I raised my arms (and this order) up to Heaven. I held $10,000 in my left hand, and $1,000,000 in my right hand.
It was 'paper'... *smile*
So... with MY Moon?
It says I have to watch out for people with bad-reputations, who I would gravitate towards? {seems that point has already been proven}
If there isn't a wealthy-relative that left me an inheritance (that I don't know about yet), then, it would come through partnership? or, through benevolence and kindness towards me.
Or, I get a great idea....
I was involved with two (earlier) marriages, where the husband was GREATLY INCREASED with Wealth--- that went to their head, and revealed a level of greed and ruthlessness.
They ended up in perpetrating criminal acts!!!! One got caught by the Federal Govt, and was given a jail-sentence-- which he wouldn't have to serve 'as long as' he paid back HUGE sums of support, then didn't miss any payments. The other got away with what he did-- partially because I had to flee him for my safety, and I was terrified of him. Ran out-of-state, in a series of jumps to evade his stalking-threats. I had no one protecting me, nor standing for my my legal rights.
.. I could NOT afford legal representation with the 2nd one. He swindled all that 'was mine', and billed me for things that were NOT-mine, and did other harms to my life.. which I will not go into.)
.. Marriage to me, raised their credit.
Both of them wound up going from much-lower finances to a level of riches. For them, it was a kind of 'rags to riches'. Through my natural intelligence, work performed on their behalf for acquiring higher-levels of income, the bearing of children, {a level of public social-status I held which they became associated with}, and with the level of Heart devotion I gave each-- I fulfilled each their dreams, in their own way.
Now THAT story IS too long to tell here! 
Wealth comes and goes. It's a normal cycle of things.
But a partner who has your back, thick and thin, can be your greatest source of wealth and possibility.
If you don't have LOVE and Consideration..
You don't have anything.
Money is empty.
People Devoted to you, watching your back .. is Safe and Rich.
I have Rahu in Sagittarius Mula, 2nd House.
Jupiter Cancer is Pushya, H9.
What I read of Rahu 2nd, it brings shocking wealth, .. but also could bring 'a disturbed married life'.
{alcoholics, drugs .. -- The first had a kind of gambling/financial disorder, and was a dry-drunk; and the other was turned out to be an unambitious floating unmotivated fella who married me as his 'trophy wife'-- he was an abuser and a swindler.}
Because I valued a good credit-rating, I even paid off debts that each had had, and were responsible for in the eyes of the law? But since I didn't want my credit ruined {with my name associated with it}, I went ahead and paid-off their debts.
.. Things happened later in life, where I feel the Universe Blessed me soooo much, and balanced and equalized some debt-things for my own self that caught me by surprise. There was NOO Way
and someone Kindly handled it for me--- for which I still to this day am extremely grateful.
My Ascendant is Vedic Scorpio Jyeshtha.
I think, from what I've read, my Mars and Jupiter act as malefics??? I have NO idea!! LOL
I have a Yoga of Vajra in my chart.. which is supposed to be Good!
haha, I'll take GOOD.
With the charts I have printed, they have faint-ink, and, different calculations.
It seems as though in North Indian I have my Moon Virgo in the 11th house?.. aspected by Mars in Ardra Gemini.
I have a Ketu Mercury Mars conjunction in Gemini 8th.
So.... This post is super-long.
Again, I apologize for intermittent absences.
Right now, I have more-serious concerns with my health in this environment.
If I go missing,
then PRAY?!! LOL.
Hoping for BEST outcomes-- for me, *laughing*,
AND that everyone here has their Financial Wishes come TRUE for them. 
I wouldn't want to miss your Birthday, Somnus (July 19).
So, quietly, Happy Birthday now...
And I'll leave fireworks and balloons later!
Lots of Love to All.
Lindaland
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posted July 09, 2018 07:31 PM
posted July 13, 2018 07:27 PM
Yeah, we 'feel' each other. Thanks.
posted July 14, 2018 02:45 AM
You'll find the right thing!
