posted April 05, 2018 04:50 PM
Randall bumped one of my threads that has email notification.
I Care, and can absolutely relate to everything you said.
Yes, using a 'tool' (like pendulum) can allow things in your subconscious to be crystal clear? (pun intended!)
Clarification-- What I said about channelers.
Some channels work better with the 'structure' of doing a "switch".
.. I wasn't meaning to offend others who's talent works MUCH better through that way. Everyone has their own way *they* do it.
I was resonating to the fact that some people are 'less than honest'.
haha... Did you ever see the movie "Ghost" with Whoopi Goldberg? ... She HAD 'the Gift' and was shocked that she could 'do' the channeling without need or support of externals.
Sorry I haven't been able to post.
Even right now as I began this post, my home is quite-gnarly, fast rolling~boiling sensation INSIDE my body with percussive beats. My nerve-system has been etched-scratched over these years I've posted at LL. Has been a long-standing problem.
(I hope YOUR neighbor problem is better now.)
I don't have my notes on your chart in front of me right now, as I'm trying to type quickly to 'get-out of the apartment' and go back to sit outside.
My chair right now, feels like its on a bouncy trampoline, beats are sooo strong.
One of the things I was going to note is that your Chiron Taurus trines Pallas Virgo on 22+ degrees.
There's a special fixed star located in that sector of sky, having to do with 'ancestors'.
Also!, Giftings and talents that are passed down TO us from our ancestry.
Chiron is a Healer... Your Pallas in Virgo is a Healer too. She can have a gift of being able to pick up 'patterns' that others miss, in your 7th house having to do with others.
You and I (generally) share a handful of planets in same houses. That's why I think there was an extra emphasis, and we were able to connect.
I can relate to your being okay with a small group of people, rather than a crowd. I think there's a shift needed when you work with a 'crowd'. You speak out more generally, than specifically.
For me, I couldn't find 'my words'...
I could sense the audience-group in a Whole way, like having cat-whiskers that could sense all the way back and to the whole. I was in a 'blind' world of trying to find Words, or, find one or two faces to relate to-- and let the rest of them glean?
Quite unnerving. Scripts.. are Good! LOL
I had ONE time, where I worked with a group of 250 people. We had SUCH a good time in the workshop I gave. Everyone left really lifted in the experience.
Then there was 'the disaster' of speaking in front of 600 professionals. There was NO WAY I was adequately prepared for that experience, and, (for me privately I felt deeply embarrassed-- Had I KNOWN what to expect, I could have prepared better).
In a few other workshops I had given, the feedback was that I needed to 'believe' in myself more.
In another small-group, I worked one on one afterwards with people. I kept "hearing" the words, insistently, "You should Pray more." "You should Pray more." ... So, I decided to 'say it outloud'. The woman almost fell over!!! She said that SHE had been hearing that inside her all morning. ... She definitely said to me, she would Pray more, from then on!!! LOL.
These positions may be able to enhance your ability to recognize things about other people that others cannot pick-up on.
When I was in home economics in high school, one semester, our class ran an 'experimental' nursery-school day care for a few hours each day in the mornings.
There were two young ~4 year olds there who were more-distinctive than the rest. The other peers in my class just did NOT understand these two little ones.
One of them was named Henry. So CUTE. He resembled a small little Adonis, with his longer blonde curls, dressed in a little suit with a bow-tie.
He was being cared for by his grandparent while his mom and dad were going through a (traumatic?) divorce. To me, over the weeks, I could see things taking a toll on the child, as he became less and less generally cooperative.
The girls (my peers) in the class were taking his behavior in the wrong way. Making some really bad judgment calls about him, and not being nice to this boy.
So this one day, it was snack time. It was part of the routine that "we wash our hands" before eating our snack.
Little Henry had entered the elaborate cardboard play-house.
The girls were insisting that he "come out."
He would say, "No."
This happened over and over again.
The girls were threatened and NOT handling his "no" very well.
But with ME... I was not hearing his "no" as a refusal to them. Just "some how" I could tell the difference -- like some mothers know the cry and tones of their baby (or a sensitive cat-lover who can distinguish the nuances of a cat's cry).
The girls seemed insulted by Little Henry.
I looked at them all-- standing in a line. Having 'an attitude' about him. I gave an exasperated breath.
Went over to the play-house.
I stuck my hand through the door-curtain.
I said brightly, invitingly, friendly (and firmly),
"C'mon Henry. Let's go wash our hands."
He said, "NO."
AS he said NO, I felt his little gentle hand slip easily and cooperatively into mine. And he appeared outside of the play house.
(I KNEW he wasn't 'meaning' the word NO. He was going through a tough-time at home. So apparent.. at least to ME.)
I was able to take him into the lavatories by myself.
No one else was there.
I set up the little step-stool for him.
He climbed up.
Water ran over his hands, as I handed him a small bar of soap.
As he turned the soap in his wet hands, I heard him say... "Soft." He looked up at me, and said, "Soft."
Soft. Yes. The Soap was Soft and slippery as it turned in his small tiny hands.
And I was soooo grateful to have "captured" that moment with Little Henry in my memory banks.
As you can see, I am very moved by this moment with him, that could have easily slipped by. I remembered it, from 1970. It's one of my life's treasured moments of Realizations.
I'm a 'grokker' --
If you've ever read the sci-fi novel, "A Stranger In A Strange Land" by Robert Heinlein, then, you'll know what that means.
When I 'take things in' it's as though I sense-feel-unite with "its Whole"; then, beholding it, I observe, and favor and discern its parts.
To me, when I hold some natal charts, I have a sense of grok.
Thank you very much for your kind feedback and wishing to go to my website (I don't have one).
I know 'some' astrology... (need more learning, and practice).
ONE of the reasons I don't have a website is that I 'lack knowledge' of some important parts of running a computer, and the MANY other material needs that support this....
including and UPPERMOST,
a good home base, my own desk, equipment, bookshelves, and other necessary things.
*Maslow Hierarchy of Needs*
I hope some day I'll have connected-up with a really Great supportive group of people... and be able to add to 'their' projects.
think about some kind of Mirage-like website in the future??! LOL
That was so nice of you to ask me.
In a different forum, some really kind folks have encouraged me to write a book!
It's a great boost to hear that my thoughts, work, and input have been Valuable.
Right now, health concerns are on the forefront. I VERY deeply apologize for not being able to be here as I'd like to.
I have a progressed Capricorn Moon. Was up to 4.44 the other day. I also volunteer during the week.
Been working with someone who has a Capricorn Moon, for over a year. Fantastic 'capable' people. Folks you can rely on (if you're lucky enough to be counted as 'one of theirs'.
I "feel" you.
You have Potentials to Realize, Ceres Moon!
It's not always fun-feeling... but in after-sight, you'll find things were worth it.
It's not about the goal,
but (trite enough),
it's the Journey and Friends you meet along the way.
I hope you will Take-in and note the small "Softer" victories (like what I had with Little Henry almost 50 years ago), as well as the big celebrations in life. These small ones can 'remain' a part of the fabric of who you are, for the rest of your life.
Life... is Beautiful.
I will look forward to seeing you post more about your thoughts, as you progress. Even if you post only sporadically.
Thank you for this thread.
(BTW, I wrote a MUCH LONGER post ... then cropped it.
Once my fingers get typing, and my concentration gets more focused, it helps me overcome what's going on in the environment. I REALLY enjoyed trying to communicate with you today.)