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posted October 07, 2019 11:14 AM            

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If I took a weed brownie does it stop my immortality process? Like... all I did before doesnt count anymore?

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posted October 07, 2019 01:32 PM            

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No, not at all. Zero chance of that. But if you think negatively about it, bringing on doubt, that can have an effect. CANCEL, CANCEL!

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posted October 08, 2019 12:00 PM            

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thanks its good to hear.
I think what for sure breaks it is that I have many suicidal thoughts.

I know it seems contradictory. I wanna live forever but at the same time die tomorrow. its weird

I just feel I cant take the pain sometimes. But I wanna be inmortal bcs I wanna fully realize my soul
just sometimes I am too depressed and it feels pointless

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posted October 08, 2019 02:51 PM            

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I hear from personal friends of Linda's that she was sometimes the same way. Every day that your life urges are stronger than your death urges, you are immortal. Live one day at a time, and you will heal the pain.

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posted October 09, 2019 09:28 AM            

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Do you get much sunshine? It sounds like you might be low on Vitamin D.

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posted October 17, 2019 05:18 PM            

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Hey Randall what do you mean? that I should just feel the feelings of sadness or wanting to die instead of respressing it?
Maybe its better than just fighting against it.

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posted October 18, 2019 12:35 PM            

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It sounds like you are depressed. Maybe you should focus on improving that?

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