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virgotaurustaurus
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From: upstate NY, USA
Registered: Oct 2004

posted March 22, 2005 11:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for virgotaurustaurus     Edit/Delete Message
I really probably haven't. I haven't been posting much the past few days really, and I am doing more lurking than posting. Basically, I'm having a big fat spiritual/life crisis lately and sometimes just need to go into myself and all that fun stuff. Other days I'm just left completely miserable after having all sorts of questions about why life is the way it is and whatnot. Add on top of that finally working again (which is part of what threw me into crisis) and sleep deprivation and going through a bunch of other crap and I just have no interest in writing happy, silly replies.

Well, this post isn't coming out how it was in my head, and who knows maybe I'll regret posting it tomorrow evening, but basically yeah I just wanted to say if I go like 3 days without posting, I didn't fall of the earth nor did I leave LL forever, I'm just going through a personal hell that has reached bigger proportions than I can handle with what I've been doing. However, if I do happen to disappear forever, then assume that my alien parents have finally come to take me to my home planet. They are long overdue, which is unfortunate because I am starting to lose my extraterrestrial appendages due to adapting to your humans' crazy Earth.

xoxo!
-VTT

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26taurus
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posted March 23, 2005 03:37 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 26taurus     Edit/Delete Message
(((hugs))) Sorry to hear that VTT.

If your alien parents do ever pick you up, have them stop by and get me too. Maybe they'll be looking to adopt.

I havent been around much lately either. Keepin myself busy with other things (as you already know. lol)

Hope youre having a better day today.

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sue g
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From: former land of the leprechaun
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posted March 23, 2005 02:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Hi VTT, if it helps at all Ive spoken to others who describe a very intense phase in their lives at the moment. I have felt so pushed of late and don't mind admitting it have had dark thoughts........I appreciate your honesty it feels real and good to know we are all connected in some way. Sending loving light and magic to you xxx

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neptune's mermaid
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posted March 23, 2005 03:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for neptune's mermaid     Edit/Delete Message
Hi VTT,
I’m sorry your feeling blue. Don’t worry, everyone goes through this…just keep in mind that it will pass. If it makes you feel any better, I feel like an alien on this planet as well so you’re not alone I really hope you start feeling better soon. Oh! And I hope you don’t leave this planet…things will be dull without you

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virgotaurustaurus
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From: upstate NY, USA
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posted March 24, 2005 12:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for virgotaurustaurus     Edit/Delete Message
WOOO!!! Hey guys!! Thanks for the support It is mucho appreciated. Today was better and worse in all sorts of ways. I realized I spend HOURS thinking negatively about past memories! =-0 I'm on the road to changing that, it is so not healthy and is probably part of why I have been miserable, as I noticed a slight fluctuation in mood afterwards. However, I do not like the boss guy at my temp job, he was criticizing someone's clothing today at work, ripping at her self-esteem, and I also heard him say something about pounding kids into the pavement. It's a tad disturbing. Everyone else is nice but strange. They must come from a different planet than Earth and my home planet. They swear out loud all day at the printer and they talk to themselves. I am so glad it'll be over by the beginning of April! *crosses fingers*

LOL 26T! maybe you and I are from the same planet! Hope your other things are going well!

Yes Sue g that definitely DOES help! It is good to know I'm not alone with the intense phase insanity. Dark thoughts are all about it right now hahaha!

Neptune's Mermaid, I think my alien family forgot that I am here, so I won't be leaving anytime soon

I'm now over here, contemplating this very expensive, unique, obscure jacket I found online that I want very very much. I've been thinking about it for an hour and a half. Oh woe is me not being able to spend a lot of money in one sitting on a sweet item!

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26taurus
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posted March 24, 2005 12:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 26taurus     Edit/Delete Message
Hey VTT,

LOL! They talk to the printer? Yeah, at least it's only temporary. Temporary insanity!
The boss sounds like a jerk.

Yeah, things are going well on my end. BTW, I havent forgotten about your email. I keep putting off returning my emails and then I find something else to do and well, you know how it goes. I'm such a bad friend. I'm going to write you back later tonight. Lot's of love to you. Talk soon.

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delerious
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posted March 24, 2005 02:01 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for delerious     Edit/Delete Message
Hey VTT, I definately must be from another planet.....

In my dating/social world lately I seem to find myself feeling like an observer, not quite understanding what's going on around me but ready enough to learn.... but it's baffling!!!

BTW, 26T, you could never be a bad friend if you tried!!

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aqua
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From: dreamland
Registered: Jan 2004

posted March 24, 2005 04:08 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for aqua     Edit/Delete Message
sorry VTT i did not see this thread earlier.
i hope u r doing well now.sending a lot of love and light towards you.

there r times when u just don't feel the way u should.but then there r times we never want to loose from our hands.

this happens with everyone ,but when it happens we feel that its only us to whome its happening.but the we get better ,we console ourselves.

i hope some of it makes sence to u.but always feel that we r always there for u.feel free. never feel lonely,because i know how it feels.

take care and be in touch.
take care

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delerious
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posted March 24, 2005 11:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for delerious     Edit/Delete Message
I really have to take the time to learn more about transits... seems like we've been going into our shells... most likely it's the most obvious - end of a long winter

***LEST US NOT FORGET ~~~~ SPRING REALLY HAS/IS COMING!!!~~~~ LET US REJOICE ANOTHER TIME AROUND THE WHEEL THROUGH THE SEASONS!!!!****

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
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posted March 24, 2005 11:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
Cheer up, Charlie (aka vtt).
Glad to see your funny bone is still in one piece,
despite the breaks.
Looks like you've got some great friends here.

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virgotaurustaurus
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From: upstate NY, USA
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posted March 25, 2005 03:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for virgotaurustaurus     Edit/Delete Message
Yes 26T, they talk to the printer! ALL DAY LONG!!! It's usually swearing though. I think they're all really strange people. Aw don't feel bad putting off emails, sometimes I even forget that I emailed you back hahahaha. You're an awesome friend, btw

delerious, I feel the same way in my dating/social world lately. It's sooo weird!

Hey aqua! Feeling sort of better today thank you so much for the kind words!

delerious, yay for spring!

HSC, haha yeah my humor is the last thing to go in times of intense stress. Peeps here rule!

I'm now going to scream because I called my Aries friend to chill an hour and a half ago and have not heard since. I have no patience to wait for people! (Plus, this Cancer used to do this to me constantly...we'd plan to hang out at a certain time and she was an hour late for everything) RAWRRR!!! It's always something under a Merc Retro I swear!

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26taurus
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posted March 25, 2005 03:52 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 26taurus     Edit/Delete Message

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virgotaurustaurus
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posted March 26, 2005 12:59 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for virgotaurustaurus     Edit/Delete Message
My complaining was short-lived. The sky having 3 planets in Aries and 2 planets, that full moon in Libra, made for a freakin awesome high energy very sociable evening for me! Hung out with 1 friend and we ran across 2 others and had tons of laughs about puffs at a chinese buffet...long story. The sky was so clear and it was so cold I could actually SEE the Moon and Jupiter in Libra! No kidding...

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