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Topic: Does anyone ever feel suicidal.......
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26taurus Knowflake Posts: 13411 From: * Registered: Jun 2004
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posted November 03, 2005 02:13 AM
...and I read (and believe it) that when you commit suicide you come right back into another body - you have to. God, how I do not want that. I dont want to do this all over again. And I think your tests get harder, to see if you'll make it this time...finish what you started.  IP: Logged |
Iqhunk Knowflake Posts: 2132 From: Chennai Registered: Oct 2005
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posted November 03, 2005 02:26 AM
I cannot believe you would ever feel suicidal 26Taurus, not with your level of knowledge. This is creepy. Well, not many people will believe me but atleast you would 26T. There is a very evil agenda for full fledged Global control by an elite aristocratic cartel that is allegedly of alien origins. The evidence is overwhelming but needs patience to research [Cutting Freedom of speech in AMerica on a regular basis thru Patriot Acts etc is all part of the agenda.]. Part of their plan is to mentally depress the general population by a) Bombarding Electromagnetic Low Frequency waves, through startegic power suply points, power lines and cell phone towers. b) Opening the lower chakra through pornography, excessive sexual imagery and so on. This red chakra opening enhances absorption of ELF waves with depression induction or mind control of behaving in a certain way or feeling fearful/empty/moody later on.THere is one simple solution through visualization: Imagine surrounding yourself in a violet bubble and then a violet tetrahedral room or tent. THe color of violet when thought in the brain creates a frequency jammer by our ETheric body against the ELF waves. The tetrahedral shape is sacred and veyr powerful. IMagining Violet mirrors on the outer faces of the tetrahedral sends the waves back to the creators, in the higher plane. PLease do this exercise daily, it has helped me so much. EVEn negative emotions from others during converstaion, yelling or screaming or anger, NOTHING has a trigger effect on me when I do this exercise. The effect lasts about 12 hrs and it best done every 6 hrs, like a vitamin dose. Deep Breathing before the exercise enhances the focus. You will never feel suicidal again. Just do this daily and notice the difference. Also, eliminate bright red, bright yellow, olive green, lime green and navy blue from your wardrobe. These colors enhance ELF wave absorption and mind control waves to. IP: Logged |
26taurus Knowflake Posts: 13411 From: * Registered: Jun 2004
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posted November 03, 2005 02:50 AM
Hi Iqhunk, That's very interesting info! I've actually heard some of it before, but cant remember where... Without getting too personal, I think alot of it has to do with being a supersensitive being. We all are to certain degrees... Not feeling at home on this earthly plane...I dont know... There's so much....and most would think I'm crazy if I said some of the things I think that play into it. I'll be okay though. A psychic once told my mom that I commited suicide in my past few lifetimes and this time I would be extremely tested to see if I'd do it again or pull through this time. Who knows? It has felt that way at times. I'll be okay. Thank you for that visualization technique. It may come in handy. And I dont own any red, bright yellow or lime green clothing. Barely any navy blue. Interestingly, I dont really like those colors. Thanks for your concern.  IP: Logged |
Iqhunk Knowflake Posts: 2132 From: Chennai Registered: Oct 2005
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posted November 03, 2005 04:08 AM
Yes, the test gets harder for every suicide and I think 7 are the max allowed, after which the Higher Self changes the plane of existence to something simpler or idyllic but should evoluion be required, the Earth test with suicide impulse has to be passed. Its amazing that you dont have the danger colours! Well, even Black colors should be avoided by you during moody times and peach/biege/cream/gold/bright grass green and baby pink should always be around, either as wallpaper or color scheme in your bed sheets/pillows etc. When you need courage, Clear Maroon works like a charm. No matter what, just communicate. I wrote a few messages back where a very successful Indian model and TV Anchor, Nafisa Joseph, commited suicide in one impulse. No history of depression nothing. The thing is to just keep communicating when you feel depressed, even if it is due to longing for higher planes of existence. You gotta clear this test for the next state! Cheers! IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 5301 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted November 03, 2005 09:52 AM
 Thanks for the info. 26Taurus... Thank you for sharing your journeys. You are a special one, so please don't give in. The world would feel emptier. I mean that. I agree on the sensitivity issue. Very much. I find myself gravitating to more and more small shots of red in my wardrobe and home. I don't see it as negative at all.. It makes me feel good. Strong. Olive green.. butter yellow.. not bright... but red? The brighter, richer and more soothing on my eyes the better. My purse, wallet, a few odd pieces, like frames and pillows... small touches of red. IP: Logged | |