posted December 14, 2005 10:25 PM         

Hope you have a wonderful day, and many many happy solar returns

posted December 14, 2005 11:33 PM         

I hope pluto is being nice!!

Please give us an update on your life, it's been a while since I saw you 'roud

posted December 15, 2005 07:34 AM         

Hope you have a fantastic day and Merry Christmas too!

posted December 15, 2005 01:50 PM         

Thank you SO MUCH for remembering...

Well.. things have been SO MUCH better lately!!!

I had the most amazing job interview..and it is SO very Sagittarius.

There is an opening for a Horse Core Manager..at a facility that deals with At risk kids. I would be responsible for the veterinary work with the horses / mules (vaccination / deworming..etc) along with the budget (fun business stuff). But I would also be working with the kids, teaching them how to trust these 1000 pound animals through Equine therapy. I would also be teaching them how to care for and ride the horses / mules.

Basically.... it wouldn't even feel like a job as much as like a calling..something to give back, while also getting so much in return (working with kids and horses). Not only that, it would get me back into Animal Health, which I miss so much.

The facility is on 163 acres at the base of a mountain is one of the prettiest areas of this county.

I am still madly in love with this town and working with several charitable organizations. I will end up having a choice at some point... working with horses / kids (the pay is the same as what I made with the county) or going to money with the financial company that is courting me... I have a feeling I will chose the horses / kids.... it will also give me time to still work with the other organizations...

I think after this whole Pluto transformation upset back in September..things are working out.. the walls were torn down and I was forced to rebuild and learn what was important to me. I feel more Sagittarius that ever in my life... especially with the paths I have chosen over the past few months.

I am really enjoying the time I have been spending with Mr. Border Patrol - Taurus. So romantically, that is going well.

The Ex- Mr. Taurus came back into my life.. during the Merc retro. He wants me back - admitting lots of things.. and is currently in therapy...programs...etc.. making amends. I told him that I am not looking to go back.. but that I am on a different path. He won't give up, but he has changed. He is now in San Antonio getting his house prepared. He managed to clear up most of his debt and seems to be on a more solid path.. but like I told him.. a person doesn't change over night and I am skeptical. We'll see if his song stays the same after he has been there for a few months or if he slips back into his past behaviour patterns.

He noticed how much I had changed, actually, he is now seeing me for who I really am, which was buried during our relationship. He said my independence is stronger than he ever realized and that overall he had never met a stronger woman than me. He admitted that me being emotionally in touch with myself scared him since he intensely feared emotions. It wasn't until he began to remember childhood trauma that emotions got the best of him and he couldn't hold them back. At the same time I was leaving...

Oh well... I hope that I will be able to report SUPER news to everyone if I get that Equine management position!...

Please send happy thoughts!!!

Love you all...

posted December 15, 2005 07:06 PM         

That sounds like a dream job! I can hear the excitment of new adventures in your voice and it sounds wonderful. It makes me smile just to read a story like that.

posted December 16, 2005 02:31 PM         

Happy Birthday Pid

posted December 17, 2005 01:03 AM         

It certainly sounds like you're having one! I am very happy for you.