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Topic: Having a baby scares me
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writesomething Moderator Posts: 1313 From: meet me in montauk Registered: May 2006
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posted December 18, 2007 12:33 PM
I dont have kids, I dont see myself having one for a long time....sometimes I dont even want children based on the fact, iam scared sh-tless I'd be a bad mother, or they would have something wrong with them, then the fear of providing everything they need, security, etc.A lot of people say I should have kids before its too late ...meaning before Im 30..(im in my 20s, and i find it very strange I have been told this) they say if you dont have kids now, it probably wont ever happen. Im really sort of blown away. People never think what if something goes wrong, and they arent born healthy...are you in the position financially and mentally to handle that chance? Do you have a house? a secure job? college education? NOBODY THINKS OF THESE THINGS, i dont know why. I really dont think anyone should have kids if they cant accept the fact, that theres a slight chance your picture imagined idea of your baby doesnt come out right. Its all too scary. IP: Logged |
zanya Knowflake Posts: 731 From: Registered: Oct 2007
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posted December 18, 2007 12:45 PM
you can choose to live in fear...or you can choose to trust in the process life, and all the splendor that it has to offer. our culture promotes that fear -- people cowering in fear are more easily controlled and manipulated. it overrides the truth in our hearts and minds. learn to trust and celebrate yourself, and the amazing capacity you were born with to navigate your life, with support from the universe. you are capable of so much more than society would allow you to believe. it's true. there is much profit to be made from our fear and neurosis. if you refuse this fear overtaking you, and allow the positive energy of the universe to flow into your being, you will be amazed at the beauty that awaits you in this life. don't let yourself be controlled by your fear, and those who feed off it. IP: Logged |
Azalaksh Knowflake Posts: 6485 From: New Brighton, MN, USA Registered: Nov 2004
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posted December 18, 2007 02:09 PM
write ~If you are emotionally and financially ready to bring a child into this world, some arbritary Do Or Die threshold like 30 is meaningless. It's not "too late." I had a healthy son at 42!! Yes you have to be emotionally and spiritually prepared for your child to not be "perfect" -- but so does any younger mother..... birth defects can occur with mothers of ANY age group. The odds are in your favor that you will NOT have a child with birth defects. There is little to fear -- women have been bearing children for hundreds of thousands of years -- and you are stronger than you know (now). Pregnancy can be fabulous, except for the first stages of morning sickness, and the last few days before delivery. Sometimes I think the Powers That Be made the last few days of pregnancy THAT uncomfortable so your mind gets to a point that you would be willing to do ANYTHING to get baby out of yourself!!! IP: Logged |
26taurus Knowflake Posts: 13411 From: * Registered: Jun 2004
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posted December 18, 2007 02:38 PM
I hear you writesomething. How people dont find it to be the most scary thing in the world, i dont know. It's huge to me too.Though some women may find pregnancy and being a mother to be the most splendid thing in the entire world, that doesnt mean it will be that way for everyone. I think somewhere deep down you know if it is "right" for you. And as I'm sure you know, you dont need to have a child to make your life complete. I love children and am almost thirty and in no rush to have them. I doubt I ever will. Maybe it's not meant to be a part of our lives this time around. And that is not a "bad thing" at all. Your fear could be a message. Since it evokes such a strong emotion in you, you should listen and pay close attention to it. Not just get over it and get pregnant because that is what has been happening since the beginning of time and others have found it to be the greatest experience of their lives. Not every woman needs to have a baby. There is still alot of beauty to be found, had, made in this world without one. 26t, Pluto and Moon in the 8th Venus square Moon IP: Logged |
zanya Knowflake Posts: 731 From: Registered: Oct 2007
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posted December 18, 2007 03:14 PM
yup...following your heart is the best bet. if your heart balks at the thought of bearing life, listen to your timing. if in your heart the thought of the universe creating through you in the form of small life seems something wonderful, listen, regardless of what others say you "should" or "should not" do, and all their controlling logic. the universe supports your choices, when chosen in alignment with your heart. don't let fear of societal pressures and dictates manipulate you either way. IP: Logged |
BlueTopaz124 Knowflake Posts: 1382 From: Portland, OR Registered: Jan 2004
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posted December 18, 2007 09:22 PM
Do it when you feel it's right for you, not when it's right for someone else.I know quite a few women who had their children in their 40's. Not that you have to also, but give yourself options. Listen to what your voice inside is telling you and honor that. I feel it's being very smart to wait and have one's career, finances and personal growing in order so you can focus completely on your wee one. IP: Logged |
Motherkonfessor Knowflake Posts: 1140 From: Registered: Oct 2003
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posted December 18, 2007 10:01 PM
I have had dreams of dying in childbirth since the age of 10. In fact, I woke up from one this morning. Weird, no? WS- I totally understand what your fears are- don't let anyone tell you its "no big deal" or that your chance is gone by the age of 30. Its not, and your fears are valid. Its your life, and I see nothing wrong with the freedom to make whatever choice resonates with you.
I will not be having children- not now, not ever. Maybe there is a parallel reality in which I have a family, but I know in this life its not happening!
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goatgirl Knowflake Posts: 954 From: Anywhere Registered: Jul 2002
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posted December 18, 2007 10:24 PM
quote: A lot of people say I should have kids before its too late ...meaning before Im 30..(im in my 20s, and i find it very strange I have been told this)
Perhaps you could let those well intentioned but rude people that they should get busy having your share then. Nothing wrong with not having kids. It's better not to have them at all, then to have them and become resentful because you didn't really want them, or weren't ready etc. Do what your instincts tell you and you'll be fine. Hugs, GG ------------------ We are weaving character every day, and the way to weave the best character is to be kind and to be useful. Think right, act right; it is what we think and do that makes us who we are. ~ Elbert Hubbard IP: Logged |
LovelyOne Knowflake Posts: 67 From: Murray, UT USA Registered: Nov 2007
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posted December 19, 2007 01:31 PM
I had twins at a very young age.. I was 21 and I was so not ready. I lived with my "boyfriend" who at 4 months along married me because I was pregnant..even thou he said that wasn't why. But like I tell my now 15 yr old daughter, YOU NEED TO BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF BEFORE YOU CAN TAKE CARE OF ANYONE ELSE. This is so true.. Or you'll end up looking back and saying "If I only would have waited". Have a career, home, be financially set and above all, take care of you first.
------------------ "Bring me all of your dreams, you dreamer. Bring me all your heart melodies, that I may wrap them in a blue cloud cloth. Away from the too rough fingers of the world." - Langston Hughes" IP: Logged |
BlueRoamer Knowflake Posts: 3944 From: Calm Blue Ocean, Calm Blue Ocean Registered: Jun 2003
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posted December 20, 2007 01:26 AM
I'd be really scared if I were having a baby too. Like really scared.
Where would it even come out? My booty? IP: Logged |
26taurus Knowflake Posts: 13411 From: * Registered: Jun 2004
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posted December 20, 2007 10:11 AM
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26taurus Knowflake Posts: 13411 From: * Registered: Jun 2004
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posted December 20, 2007 10:12 AM
Good advice everyone else.IP: Logged |