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posted June 01, 2008 08:50 PM         

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i'm just having a rant - on a massive downer today - so not like me. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feeling completely restricted by everything. know the feeling?

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posted June 01, 2008 09:09 PM         

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Feeling a bit of that myself, PA.....
Trying to look on the bright side.
Letting go is never easy.....
July 4th (Mercury out of rx shadow) can't come soon enough for me!!

Zala

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posted June 01, 2008 09:12 PM         

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hi zala

sorry you're feeling it too.

what do you need to let go, sweetie?

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posted June 01, 2008 09:37 PM         

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Someone special to me who doesn't want to be special to me.

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posted June 01, 2008 09:42 PM         

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oh man, i'm sorry - that's way more that what i'm feeling. that really aches. sending you lots and lots of love. wish i could make it better for you. try and take some time and do something to make you feel special.

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posted June 01, 2008 10:04 PM         

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Thanks luv
I'll be fine, I'm just really disappointed

It's "summer spike" time for me again:

Have you checked tSaturn to your natal midpoints to see if it's crossing any of them today?? You mentioned feeling "restricted".....

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posted June 01, 2008 10:19 PM         

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omg - i've eaten half a packet of oreo biscuits and it's just gone midday! yuck!

zala:

i know what you're going through. there's not much anyone else can say. i know the feelings and i know for me in that situation its hard seeing everyone around you smiling and happy and the world still revolving when you just want to stop and hide what feels like for forever right now. its not like you don't want others to feel miserable just that you want them to know the magnitude of what's happening to you. i can just say to you that it takes your own time but you learn to go on without it hurting so much and in phases it becomes easier.

i can't think of anything funny to say right now when i really wish i could.

i'm feeling like every turn i take at the moment just leads to a solid brick wall.
my pain today isn't heartache but i feel i deserve some sympathy points - i've also got one of my children home sick and so have been subjected to bratz and barbie movies all day so far - when all i want is some personal space and - i can't even have any personal head space. aaahhhhh!!!!!!!

omg - might be a good time to take up smoking or drinking or precription drugs. i'm on robert downey jr alert. i'll let you know when i've reached britney spears stages.

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posted June 01, 2008 10:22 PM         

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i've got transiting saturn trine my natal saturn and mc until august. i've just spent the last two and a half years with heavy saturn and pluto transits. i'm so over it. i just want to feel some progress in my outside world. have grown inside in leaps and bounds but nothing reflects it externally. i'm screamingly over it today.

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posted June 01, 2008 10:30 PM         

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Saturn *just* went Direct -- things should improve for you shortly (once you can turn off the braatz & barbies and send your little darling back to school )

Will you join me here when hubs gets home & can watch your sick little one??

Now I understand your "restricted" feeling -- it's Asteroid Child squaring your entire chart

Thanks for your kind thoughts, hon
PS: I have just the smiley for you

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posted June 01, 2008 10:33 PM         

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ha! thnks, i'm there. hubs works night shift so never have the time. maybe i can go to the video shop and hire out some old "cheers" dvds. sex and the city would be better - now that would cheer me up (until carrie cheats on aiden).

so - what's your choice of drink today? i'll have a triple vodka - and i don't even drink. wonder what oreos and vodka taste like together? can you get a oreo shnappes?

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posted June 01, 2008 10:36 PM         

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posted June 01, 2008 10:37 PM         

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Here ya go, ma'am -- this should help:

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posted June 01, 2008 10:39 PM         

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asteroid child feels like hammeroid child today. "mum, can you get me this". "mum, can you get me that". "mum, i can't walk to the toilet". i suppose next she'll be wanting me to do her business for her.

ah, zala, i'm actually laughing. thanks for that. but it could be the oreos and the two cans of coke. i have natal mars and saturn in taurus in 2nd house and a zillion planets in aries so no discipline. shocking.

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posted June 01, 2008 10:40 PM         

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lol - hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! brilliant. oreo shnappes! perfect! does that come with fries?

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posted June 01, 2008 10:45 PM         

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But of course!!

Madame Zala at your service (**curtseys**)

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posted June 01, 2008 10:46 PM         

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ah - brilliant. another round of applause thank you.

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posted June 01, 2008 10:51 PM         

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lol

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posted June 01, 2008 10:54 PM         

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You might need to check with your optometrist soon, luv..... (just replied to you)
btw, there really IS an asteroid "Child" -- #4580
Have you been nipping at the schnappes & oreos whilst I was away?? heehee

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posted June 01, 2008 11:02 PM         

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my problem is sleep deprivation. i was in hospital with pneumonia in april (on my birthday would you believe) and just can't seem to pick up. just run down.

the oreos and coke (and fries and schnappes!!!- lol) are providing a bit of a high actually - albeit i think short term. ahh - thanks for the laugh!

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posted June 01, 2008 11:02 PM         

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Just a little note at this very late hour PA and Aza,keep your chins up
Xx

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posted June 01, 2008 11:07 PM         

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oh hi aquad - i was just thinking about you!!!!!!!!! how funny is that!

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posted June 01, 2008 11:08 PM         

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Thanks Aqua-D-Man
Alcohol is the Great Leveler, but I prefer sympathetic friends

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posted June 01, 2008 11:09 PM         

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Aww i'm touched,been out most of the day at a family BBQ,it's not until you get older that you appreciate your family

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posted June 01, 2008 11:11 PM         

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do you mean appreciate as in you go over have a feed leave and someone else cleans up?

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posted June 01, 2008 11:14 PM         

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what are we doing here people - we are supposed to be supporting each other in feeling down - sympathising - not making each other laugh. honestly! i mean, come on, the coke and oreos will be wearing off soon and i'll come crashing back with a thud. stay with me. focus.

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