posted February 27, 2022 02:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Dear Lexxigramer, I suggest you open a new thread with the same title as the old one and I can add the link now that it's still working. If we keep on posting here, filling this 2nd page and moving to the next one, then the 3rd page is also going to be lost.

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Pardon any typos cannot see well and hands are numb etcetera.

Will fix typos later and start quoting posts so they do not get overwrotten.

posted February 27, 2022 05:13 PM            

Frustrating!
However much of it is
like a treasure hunt
wherein one might not
retrieve the entire cargo
but hopefully some
90% or so of it!

posted February 27, 2022 05:58 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
No one was reopening it. It has a mind of its own.

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Going to try and reconstruct just
to see if I can do it!
Good brain exercise etcetera.
Can even work on it whilst at doctors and other medical etc crap..

posted February 28, 2022 03:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Bravo sweet Lexxigramer! Not only do I wish you the best of luck, but also courage, patience and enjoyment in this effort of yours to restore a really great thread!

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Must take a break however as today has
been yet another
Nightmare in my world.

A few hours ago my PCP doctor dumped me
when I showed up for my appointment.
Her receptionist told my husband that the doctor does not like me
and is ending the relationship.
I needed a transport chair today as unable to walk but that **** s her off.
I am too much trouble and she does not like
Having to deal with serious health issues
Like wtf?
Well she has screwed up so many times
and has been negligent
more than a few times,
hence cancers and more
and refusing to test or refer me to the right doctors.
She even has laughed because I lost weight when I vomited daily since October 2019
and
lost about 100 pounds.
She said I was still too fat.
Lost over 200 pounds
but she continues to ignore the daily vomiting and gut agony
and anemia and more.
She has also repeatedly refused
to run the cancer tests
I needed and so
now I might be in big trouble.
Need more tests for cervical and endometrial and ovarian cancers, maybe spine and stomach too along with the skin cancers.
She said I was too old for female tests like paps etc.
And now her negligence
might be killing me. .
She has falsified and added things
to my records that I do not have
and worse
has not added the most important health issues that left untreated and not even documented
can eventually lead to death.
I cannot get the surgeries because she totally left out or removed Heriditary Angioedema type 3
From my history
and active list.
Cannot have general anesthesia but she does not document.
The list is long and vile.
Soooooooooo............

So yeppers being here at Lexigram Magic
is a safe happy haven
compared to my physical life.
And my husband is going through his own unrelated cancer issues and organ damage....yay Listeria and COVID for whacking both of us.
Sigh....
Just trying to hold
onto life's little pleasures like Lexagramming!
Have not given up yet.

posted February 28, 2022 04:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
You must go to another doctor who will want to help you and take care of you no matter what! Can you do that?

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posted February 28, 2022 07:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
I'm sending to both of you and your husband [b] all my very best wishes to find another, better PCP tomorrow! [/B]

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Can I write to you tomorrow here and ask you how did it go?

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Of course!
This is a good thread to just chat t on I think.
And yes depending on how my husband feels tomorrow we will do our best to find a new PCP.
Bless you dear Eternal Energy

posted March 01, 2022 04:51 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:

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Thank you Randall for caring.
Hugs

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Lexxigramer?... I've been thinking of you... How are you?...

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He could not get the energy today
not could I
to get presurgical testing done
and after a weird attack he had the morning she dumped us. Vomiting daily for us both and or dry heaves.
We needed tested for listeria
but now what?
We're scheduled for
more COVID blood tests
100 to 103 fevers on and off and vomiting
But she refused us
To come into the lab for
testing and more.
She is not even finishing the tests she orders and follow ups to discuss other test mis cat blood work results.
Totally ditched us and
appears to have deleted the appointment
she cancelled with us both.
Cancellations always show up in the online charts.
Yet she has made it vanish
so we cannot even show that we had an appointment!
I think she also altered and or messed with my records not sure yet but definitely
Things have vanished.
So here we both are unable to move forward with tests and surgeries and all. She also appears to have gotten one or more other doctors to not want to deal with me because she feels uncomfortable having me as a patient.
Seriously?!
What has a doctor's comfortable state of mind have to do with being my doctor?
And she has not personally contacted us
Nor has she said or sent anything yet.
Only told my husband at the clinic door that we are not allowed in and that she is not comfortable with having a doctor patient relationship with me.
So yeah
Her receptionist told my husband,
and a male nurse guarded the door,
Yeah seriously not even a nurse came to the
Door but a freaking secretary!
Then my husband was about to leave and realized that no one was actually going
To say anything to me who was waiting on a transport chair in the car. So he told the secretary to tell me and she came out and acted freaked out.
Wtf did the PCP do??????
Yes we will be talking to someone and more than one about her negligence and
Abusiveness towards me some of which my husband had witnessed.
That is why we started having joint appointments so she could not just verbal abuse me more.
Of course she still did in front of my husband,
But not as badly.
Okay taking a break
Thanks for listening.
Pardon typos will fix later.

posted March 01, 2022 06:21 PM            

Randall.....
Please

I need to know if my posts here are acceptable.
I don't want the censure snoops to come here and make trouble.

Get this latest crap thrown my way.....

FB Has told me I am not allowed to post medical issues or about any Medical abuses done to me.
I have not even !mentioned any names nor any places!

I am like beyond depressed here.

Maybe I should give up.
Seems few care.

Thank you and for
for caring.

posted March 02, 2022 11:06 AM            

Thank you all for your support and caring
But I think I bought to shut up and not
Post about my in person woes as I am trying to survive.

I only make others gloomy and that does no one any favors including myself.

Thank you all again for caring!

Randall
I will close this thread
If you want me too
once I do a new one to repost the pages of the glitching thread.

Going to chill out now.
So exhausted ugh.

posted March 02, 2022 01:35 PM            

It was very good reply and also was my thanking you for your kindness and all.

Must go as now.
I am so exhausted and the past hour and more lost when my reply vanished and did not post.

posted March 02, 2022 01:44 PM            

Whew!
Probably full of typos and all will read later to make sure it reads right and all. Auto fill spellings mess up stuff at times.

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Dear Lexxigramer, I'm here. The only reason I haven't answered yet is that I am in Greece and we have quite a big time difference. But I'm here now. I'm driving and writing to you, but I'm here. I don't mind about your typos, I can read you just fine. I don't mind you talking about your woes because I believe that you are going to live up to 100 years and more. Tell this young doctor that the Hippocratic oath is sacred and that choosing to follow your calling, especially when you are a doctor, even a nurse or a teacher, means that you sign a binding contract with yourself that you will do everything to bring out the best possible outcome for each and every person that comes to you. Tell her and then go on and do what you have to do to help yourself get well. If that means going to the hospitals next week, you are going to do it. You can't and you won't give up, ok?...

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Oh my dear please no apologies!
You have a life and need to do your things!

Greece! I use to date a sweet guy from there!
Your words are so muchly needed this day!
People do not often realize how a kindness such as the ones your words are to helping me to hold on!
When one might be possibly suffering from terminal illnesses every kindness is often the best medicine to help one keep from going insane or worse.
Suspicions of the following on top of my dozen or so other rare NORD listed ills.
Cervical Adenocarcinoma
Endometrial carcinom(she giggled and said I was too old to
Ovarian cancer
Spinal cancer
Esophageal cancer
Stomach cancer
Pelvic misc. cancers
3 abdominal hernias that I had been complaining about
the agonizing pain for 40 years or so that no one would test for.
They were accidentally found on an x-ray
When they looked at my kidneys.
That PCP refused to find the cause of the decades old left side agony
And kept saying I was faking and just fat and told me that old morbidly obese women like me get right side gallbladder pain not left side.
She refused many more tests and never actually examined me nor ever did a physical.

Yes we are trying to find a new PCP.
And of course report her and may take legal action against her negligence.
Hard to prove such.
Same for the verbal abuse because most was not witnessed by anyone for years and was only witnessed by my husband when she forgot herself and did it in front of him complete with her smirking sneering and eye rolling giggling.

We have so many hospital appointments and more
For the next several weeks or more.
So exhausting.

She also refused to check me for iron anemia because as she said:
Quote:
You are past menopause and not having menstrual cycles
so you can't have iron anemia.
End quote.
Well well guess what?
I now have to go in to a
Cancer hematologist! Blood doctor...
I need to get twice weekly intravenous
Iron infusions for over an hour each infusion.
Seriously bad anemia
that pills will not cure.
She refused to give me referral to cardiologist and other specialists.
The list goes on and on.
How do we prove her negligence and abuse?
There is worse things she did and said that I better not post in public.
Very nasty stuff and vile.

Thank you again Eternal Energy!
You have made my day!
I really needed such caring kindness.
love !

Okay must rest more very tired.
My husband is exhausted but got to hospital to get lab blood work done for his upcoming
exploratory abdominal surgery to remove suspicious objects and might need stents
here and there to help his liver and other organs to heal.
Hopefully there will not be any cancer
but we will not know until after a few more abdominal surgeries.

He drives and I cannot see well enough to
and he is disabled and yet he has to drive us both to Drs and hospitals.
Public medical transportation cannot handle our issues/restrictions.
So we must get thereon our own.
Right now we need to find out who will wheel us from parking garages
to the hospital and surgeries and Drs at several different big city locations more than 2 hurts round trip each appointment.

So there are many problems to fix and we are both so terribly exhausted to say the least.

A!! Our friends in physical life are long dead.
Relatives live very far away.

So we must go all of this just him and me alone.

Okay I am babbling so must go rest.

Bless you again Eternal Energy!