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T O P I C R E V I E WhippichickThis is what I mean by "strenght" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZbN_nmxAGk hippichickAnd I know, cause mine did it...but I didnt...PixieJaneYou might find the thread on addiction interesting...and I think Whiskey Lullaby as well as Suicide Note appropriate there. Heck, maybe I'll post both vids there later if you don't...That aside, country can be so bleak and depressing! I'm amazed people drink to it, I even knew some depressive goths who were impressed with it, like Dolly Parton's Mountain Angel (even coming back as a despairing ghost after a life of despair was a nice touch...). I mentioned some of these songs (the Dolly Parton one impressed them the most) after I heard them talking about Johnny Cash's cover of of Hurt, where they said he took it from NIN and made it his. I'd think it would be a bad idea to get drunk to too many songs like that...Ah well, the ending of Whiskey Lullaby reminds me of the ending of another sad ending country song (though arguably bittersweet, and I remember what a mind twist the ending was the first time I watched this vid), Concrete Angel by Martina McBride: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtNYA4pAGjI hippichickPixie, I am getting there, to that thread, read it at work and have so much to say, that I coundn't from work..brewing.hippichickO, and I did post Suidice Note on that thread then I left...)~(hippichick http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCYWzELFOow hippichickNobody gets this **** till you are there, either by experience of a loved one opting out or contemplating onself..Both for me..but I am too "chicken"I dont have a good feeling what awaits those whose who opt out...I choose to sit and wait in my pain (especially with this friggin Saturn thing playing with my 12th house...)This is why I called it strenght in the other thread and why I continue to do so...It is not "strenght" as per a human in contact with self...but I cant even imagine commiting the act...Like I said I am too scared....I am quite ready to die...but when my times comes up, aint gunna push it, tho as a Pisces sun, I think I don anyway...)~(hippichickLyrics are better, let me work on this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vtys0BwT0R0 The firsr part, he us depressed, stating why,Then 2nd part he is mad and ready,, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MM9htT_wZaA hippichickWell, I am not even going to try to explain that..Phil Ensalmo did it quite well....mirage29hey hippichick... i'm up way too late. gonna go to bed really soon.aw, sorry for your pain again right now. going to bed! mmmwwwwhaaaa teaselI'm going to try to find something that I wrote down - a quote. Although, I think too much loss can harden a heart, too. Mine feels like it's getting there. I'm trying to find my SAM-E, and hoping that it will help me today. After a mostly nice weekend, I'm feeling really low again. I'm glad that you have the strength to not do anything so drastic; for me, I've been wondering if I'm supposed to - it seems to be the only direction in which I'm being pushed, unless I'm just missing something right now. hippichick quote:Originally posted by teasel:I'm going to try to find something that I wrote down - a quote. Although, I think too much loss can harden a heart, too. Mine feels like it's getting there. I'm trying to find my SAM-E, and hoping that it will help me today. After a mostly nice weekend, I'm feeling really low again. I'm glad that you have the strength to not do anything so drastic; for me, I've been wondering if I'm supposed to - it seems to be the only direction in which I'm being pushed, unless I'm just missing something right now. amazing!And exactly...tis why I judge not those who choose this path~)~(mirage29^ Beautiful, teasel..."A Poem About Life"by Lysa MateuFirst I was dyingto finish high school and start college.And then I was dyingto stop working and get married.And soon after, I was dyingto have children.And then I was dying for my children to be old enoughto go to schoolso I could return to work.And now, I am Dying...And as I sit back and survey my life,I suddenly realizeI forgot to do one enormously important thing...I Forgot to Live.Published in the Malibu Chronicle,Sept/Oct 1998mirage29HOW COULD ANYONEby Libby Roderickhow could anyone ever tell youyou are anything less than beautifulhow could anyone ever tell youyou are less than wholehow could anyone fail to noticethat your Loving is a miracleand how deeply you're connected to my soul
That aside, country can be so bleak and depressing! I'm amazed people drink to it, I even knew some depressive goths who were impressed with it, like Dolly Parton's Mountain Angel (even coming back as a despairing ghost after a life of despair was a nice touch...). I mentioned some of these songs (the Dolly Parton one impressed them the most) after I heard them talking about Johnny Cash's cover of of Hurt, where they said he took it from NIN and made it his. I'd think it would be a bad idea to get drunk to too many songs like that...
Ah well, the ending of Whiskey Lullaby reminds me of the ending of another sad ending country song (though arguably bittersweet, and I remember what a mind twist the ending was the first time I watched this vid), Concrete Angel by Martina McBride: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtNYA4pAGjI
brewing.
)~(
Both for me..but I am too "chicken"
I dont have a good feeling what awaits those whose who opt out...
I choose to sit and wait in my pain (especially with this friggin Saturn thing playing with my 12th house...)
This is why I called it strenght in the other thread and why I continue to do so...
It is not "strenght" as per a human in contact with self...but I cant even imagine commiting the act...
Like I said I am too scared....
I am quite ready to die...but when my times comes up, aint gunna push it, tho as a Pisces sun, I think I don anyway...
The firsr part, he us depressed, stating why,
Then 2nd part he is mad and ready,, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MM9htT_wZaA
aw, sorry for your pain again right now.
going to bed! mmmwwwwhaaaa
Although, I think too much loss can harden a heart, too. Mine feels like it's getting there. I'm trying to find my SAM-E, and hoping that it will help me today. After a mostly nice weekend, I'm feeling really low again. I'm glad that you have the strength to not do anything so drastic; for me, I've been wondering if I'm supposed to - it seems to be the only direction in which I'm being pushed, unless I'm just missing something right now.
quote:Originally posted by teasel:I'm going to try to find something that I wrote down - a quote. Although, I think too much loss can harden a heart, too. Mine feels like it's getting there. I'm trying to find my SAM-E, and hoping that it will help me today. After a mostly nice weekend, I'm feeling really low again. I'm glad that you have the strength to not do anything so drastic; for me, I've been wondering if I'm supposed to - it seems to be the only direction in which I'm being pushed, unless I'm just missing something right now.
amazing!
And exactly...tis why I judge not those who choose this path~
"A Poem About Life"by Lysa Mateu
First I was dyingto finish high school and start college.
And then I was dyingto stop working and get married.
And soon after, I was dyingto have children.
And then I was dying for my children to be old enough
to go to schoolso I could return to work.
And now, I am Dying...And as I sit back and survey my life,
I suddenly realizeI forgot to do one enormously important thing...
I Forgot to Live.
Published in the Malibu Chronicle,Sept/Oct 1998
how could anyone ever tell youyou are anything less than beautiful
how could anyone ever tell youyou are less than whole
how could anyone fail to noticethat your Loving is a miracle
and how deeply you're connected to my soul
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