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Random means I just searched not looking for a specific poster but the topic Kundalini;
Then I picked "at random" few threads.
I see now what you meant.
But can you see how your previous phrasing--
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Here are a few random ones.
while referring to my threads, and--
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Here is an interesting link on Kundalini Awakening
while referring to the other link ...... would lead me to think that you were referring to the contents of my threads as random. And in comparison, the other link seemed "interesting".
I understood that you were trying to help Athene, but ... had you clarified that you did a random search and pulled up a few links that you felt were interesting ... I would not have misunderstood your intent.
As it is, I'd checked with a friend (who's not an LL member), for her take on your post before deciding to address it. Her conclusion was the same as mine, given your two statements that I've just pointed out above.
Anyway, it appears that a few missing words have resulted in hurt feelings on both sides.
I appreciate your clearing up things as well as saying that you like my threads.
I'd like to add that I take my spiritual journey quite seriously, having become part of a disciplined way since childhood (courtesy of a loving Mom). So to hold grudges and/or ill will against anyone is not who I am. In fact I actively work at not doing so, as such traits can create blocks, which would impede my own growth.
My understanding of my own Kundalini experiences in the last few months alone have created within me, a strong reverence for Shakti. This is partly the reason for my taking offense at, what I mistakenly assumed, your casual dismissal of such a reverential subject.
Please accept my sincere apology for hurting you through my reaction.
I not only think you're an excellent Mod (hence my prior surprise), but also a good human being (which is far more important to me).
In case you're unaware, I posted several times on threads for you to get well last year when you were out sick. And this was even before I'd had any direct interaction with you. From reading some of your old threads, I'd sensed your energy as that of a good person, and really did visualizations for your healing.
If you're interested, I'll be posting about a health benefit I've received on my Kundalini thread (when I can next make time). So check back, as this post will be for you
I hope you can find peace not only from what I've shared with you here, but also from the fact that I'm taking time out from a very busy day to write this post ... as helping you heal from any hurt I've created is important to me.
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~ I have a DO NOT DISTURB sign on my imagination ... because I want to frustrate the twins ... Convention and Dogma
~ The moment I cease to seek the truth, or settle for the truth in the moment ... that is the moment I cease to be a seeker, and become a fundamentalist instead.
~ The truest acts of charity are never disclosed ... they remain a secret between Man, the doer and God.
Because Man knows that each charitable act is an opportunity for him to revel in God just as God avails of His chance to revel in Man through every act of charity.
For them both to continue to rejoice in each other, Man knows he cannot allow worldly accolades to distract him. So he continues to act in kindness ... secretly.
~ moi ~