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posted September 03, 2005 11:54 AM         

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dont keep me here...

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From: illinois
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posted September 03, 2005 12:04 PM         

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Monad,

It will pass, I promise!

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From: Death
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posted September 03, 2005 12:05 PM         

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Been there, monad. Dont give up.

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What the caterpillar calls the end of the world the master calls a butterfly.
~Richard Bach

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posted September 03, 2005 12:06 PM         

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Monad,
My heart goes out to you, I will pray and meditate, and send you Love and Light, if there's is anything I can do for you, you need only ask.
Love,
Stephanie

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posted September 03, 2005 12:07 PM         

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sending hugs, kisses and

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posted September 03, 2005 12:09 PM         

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It's always darkest before the dawn.

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posted September 03, 2005 12:09 PM         

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posted September 03, 2005 12:12 PM         

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Monad,
I can feel your pain I am crying along with you, please sit still, and feel all the Love that is coming to you.
I know it's not easy, but you will see and feel a difference.
Love,
Steph

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posted September 03, 2005 12:13 PM         

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Its been dark for so long...

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posted September 03, 2005 12:19 PM         

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Please tell me you feel the Love and Light, this energy is superstrong for you.

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posted September 03, 2005 12:22 PM         

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Hope it gets brighter soon monad.

You can't have a light without a dark to stick it in. ~Arlo Guthrie

We all walk in the dark and each of us must learn to turn on his or her own light. ~Earl Nightingale

Sadness flies on the wings of the morning and out of the heart of darkness comes the light. ~Jean Giraudoux

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posted September 03, 2005 12:26 PM         

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posted September 03, 2005 12:28 PM         

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Dont give up trying to get what I want?

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From: Death
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posted September 03, 2005 12:29 PM         

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Yes, monad. Tomorrow is a new day. You dont know what it may bring.

Maybe life is trying to tell you that you need to learn to love you, first and foremost.

Light to you.

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posted September 03, 2005 12:30 PM         

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Nothing will happen, ever.

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From: Death
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posted September 03, 2005 12:34 PM         

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Give it time.

What happened to me?
I didnt give up. Though I wanted to many times.

You shouldnt either. We are going through tough times right now. Changing rapidly as spiritual/human beings. Try as hard as you can to change your perspective. There is another one.....you will find it.

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posted September 03, 2005 12:35 PM         

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Monad,
I have felt this way before,
know it's to even Karmic scores.
We've all been here, Before.

Much brighter days ahead,
Let's Smile Instead.

I Love You

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posted September 03, 2005 12:37 PM         

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yeah well good luck to me on that tomorrow thing

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posted September 03, 2005 12:37 PM         

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posted September 03, 2005 02:46 PM         

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Heh Monad,
I have been thru it too. Its called the dark night of the soul. Feels like everything is taken away from you. For example you build a house and a bulldozer comes and nothing, absolutely nothing remains.

One must be born twice to enter the kingdom of heaven. This is all I got to say to you. This is a fabulous time we live in. Hold a little longer.

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posted September 03, 2005 02:54 PM         

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Monad...
If you ever need to talk...I will listen...
I do not know if I can help....but I am willing to try....It does not sound like you want preached at...you sound like you need to vent bigtime and not be judged....
It is not always Karmic...sometimes it is just life....
I have been there too...

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posted September 04, 2005 12:42 PM         

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monad...do you have Linda Goodman's Star Sign...this book is soo enlightening...she has a message for you in Forgotten Melodies, see page 268. ILove

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posted September 04, 2005 01:43 PM         

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Monad.
I can't pretend I can help you, I can't...
not really.. but I can say that you are a love muffin.
Bottomline.
You are the first to come on in and say something positive, be something positive, and wonder about life and things.
A wondering spirit is a learning spirit.
Sometimes learning sort of sucks.. but it always gets better.
Maybe not at first, but it always will.
Let that knowledge permeate when it seems hopeless.
The hope will shine on through, it just might take a while.

Lovemuffins sometimes finish last, but they will always finish best.
Here's a hug, lovemuffin.

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posted September 05, 2005 04:03 AM         

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Hi Monad,

I've been there and I remeber that feeling. And I also rememer how it felt like nothing (least of all other people's voices) will come through to me. But I tried to listen to them anyway. And kept moving to the light. Mostly crawling. For quite while.... Until there was something quite like a dawn. Not the kind of dawn I remembered, but still - LIGHT.

You'll get there too. I don't when, but you do.

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posted September 05, 2005 04:59 AM         

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How can I help you?
I have no idea what the Hurt is, but we have all at one point been right where you are. Please hold on, you are here for a reason, maybe one you can't even fathom right now. Life hurts sometimes and it sucks! but YOU are worth more then you may ever know to our God/ess, even if you don't feel that way right now. Cling to anything that will get you through.
Look at all of the posts, We care.
Hugs!

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