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Topic: Strange things are happening to me...
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Unmoved Moderator Posts: 1761 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted August 15, 2010 05:47 PM
Hello,For a while now, I would look into the mirror and I would see someone else other than myself looking back, someone more powerful and centered than I am. Yesterday I started reading an Ebook from a link iQ provided from www.alloya.com. Today, I was looking into the mirror again and I saw the same presence behind my mirror image, this powerful being, but another thing happened... my eyes went black, as in, the whites of my eyes along with my iris went into a uniform black, for only a few seconds, flickering on and off from normal to black. Now, I don't want to be too rational and deem this just my imagination - but the fact is that it happened, real or not. What a trip. Thereafter I had a panic attack. I took a shower, put on my long green robe and sat outside on the balcony on the green sofa outside, and enjoyed the sun. By this time I was nice and calm absorbing the sun's rays which felt like butter, it was so good. Then I played guitar in a trance for three hours, non-stop. That was my day today. What's going on??? __________________________________ For iQ: Do you remember when I went sick some time ago? http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/203952.html Well, reading the stuff on alloya.com has just highlighted that I was going through something similar to what she went through. It would explain why doctors couldn't find anything. Her accounts are so similar, even to the eating of tons of bananas. Thanks for sharing the link, iQ. It validated a lot of things for me, reading that. Although I will remain "healthily skeptical", as usual. We are living in strange and exciting times. IP: Logged |
LEXX Moderator Posts: 2394 From: Still out looking for Schr�dinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 15, 2010 06:06 PM
Sounds like a good thing. IP: Logged |
Unmoved Moderator Posts: 1761 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted August 15, 2010 06:35 PM
Yes, it doesn't sound so bad at all, but only a little strange. IP: Logged |
Cancer/Scorpio729 Knowflake Posts: 144 From: 6,000 feet above sea level Registered: Feb 2010
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posted August 15, 2010 07:34 PM
Oooh, exciting exciting. We are all ascending at different rates. This might just be a part of your growth. ------------------ Echoes fade and memories die: Autumn frosts have slain July Still she haunts me, phantomwise, Alice moving under skies Never seen by waking eyes - Lewis Carrol, Alice in Wonderland IP: Logged |
charmainec Moderator Posts: 559 From: on the other side of the rainbow Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 16, 2010 06:35 AM
Odd. The last dream I had of you, we were in a restuarant and you were giving me a warning.When we were waiting to be seated there was alot of noise and chattering yet when we entered everyone went quiet ans watched us as we took our seats. You're aura was glowing white and gold really bright.(oh ja that's the time I asked you about your health?) You were very confident and strong.And now I happen to come across your thread. Sounds like something good skat Jammer I haven't kept in touch.. ------------------ quote: "What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies with in us." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson
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Unmoved Moderator Posts: 1761 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted August 16, 2010 08:02 AM
Cancer/Scorpio729 - exciting indeed! I wonder if more is going to happen.Charm I remember you telling me you had a dream about me. At that time I was feeling soooo good, and strong as if life itself was coursing through my very being. It was a lovely time. I am still feeling the remnants of this, but not as much as then. Which reminds me. I need to stock up on my vitamins which have run out. Oh, I also eat a lot more because there is a voice inside of me saying, "You need lots energy!! Eat!" So, I had even set up an alarm for every 4 hrs to eat - which I have stopped doing, probably why I am not feeling as much vitality as I was feeling then. On that note: let me go eat. IP: Logged |
Cancer/Scorpio729 Knowflake Posts: 144 From: 6,000 feet above sea level Registered: Feb 2010
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posted August 16, 2010 08:17 AM
Go easy on the vitamins, you stop absorbing them from actual foods if your body gets too used to them. ------------------ Echoes fade and memories die: Autumn frosts have slain July Still she haunts me, phantomwise, Alice moving under skies Never seen by waking eyes - Lewis Carrol, Alice in Wonderland IP: Logged |
Unmoved Moderator Posts: 1761 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted August 16, 2010 08:33 AM
Cancer/Scorpio729 - that's good to know. I had no idea. I take Calcium/Magnesium (strengthen my nails), Omega 3,6&9 (helps with my moods and just general well being) and Iron tablets because I am a vegetarian (almost vegan) who sometimes will pounce on a piece of fish if I crave it. I especially take Iron tablets because my blood just goes extremely weak with no cause. I hope that's not too much. IP: Logged |
Unmoved Moderator Posts: 1761 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted August 16, 2010 10:45 AM
this is an excerpt from Alloya's eBook quote: Mini-transformers will be contained within various organs, all specialising in the storage of information. Each transformer will receive the incoming energy and translate it by using the new chakra. Meridian points will be situated throughout the body, the main points being in the cells of the pineal and pituitary glands in the brain. The activated glands will receive the in-coming information and project it through the third eye screen of the conscious mind in pure synchronicity. Therefore, you will be conscious of information as and when it is necessary. The pineal and pituitary glands will connect together along lines of stellar light to create a fine crystalline bridge. This will connect the right and left sides of the brain into a unified whole. This process creates a being, which is a total balance of both stellar light and matter.
When I was sick, my pituitary gland was so active that it made me lactate. That's how hectic it was. If I remember correctly, normal levels are around 6-12 and mine were 233. IP: Logged |
iQ Knowflake Posts: 2028 From: Chennai, India Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 17, 2010 05:57 AM
Dear Unmoved, Kundalini Rise is probably showing you your next lifeline or existence on a Higher Dimension. Kundalini can show us simultaneous realities at one go.I am probably the World's only Male researcher on Kundalini Rise effects on women. Other men would dismiss the ladies as delusional or paranoid. I have 100% confidence in you and your Higher Selves that you are stating the truth and you will be guided to safely complete the transformation/ascension. I recognized Alloya to be one, hence recommended her works. On this forum, there was Eliza Jane, then VenusdeIndia [she had some problems with this, it was a surge of goddess energy causing imbalances. She even had a Walk-In from a Soul Group member, it was for the Walk-In that the Kundalini Process occurred. ]. Your chart has signs of very strong Kundalini Energy too. Just let go of the fears, keep up the psychic Violet Tetrahedral protection and keep up the forgiveness exercises. Forgiveness must be done even for genetic ancestry. Forgiveness must be done for any crimes of a future lifeline as well. All these make for a safe Kundalini Expereince, one where your Aura stays safe and whole, within your Self's control.
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Peri Knowflake Posts: 1261 From: 49N35 34E34 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 17, 2010 06:55 AM
wow Unmoved just be careful (I think I would get very scared if something like that happened to me!)IP: Logged |
Unmoved Moderator Posts: 1761 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted August 17, 2010 07:21 AM
Thank you, again iQ. I will keep up the exercises that you and Cliff taught me. I am feeling a bit out of balance these days, today I mean. I don't know how to explain it but it is like I am getting weaker. Anyway, I think I need to just calm down and balance myself.Peri, I thought I would be scared too when I heard such things before from other people, but I am not too scared. I get panic attacks all the time which tells me that there is some fear that the body is feeling, but my soul isn't afraid. Fortunately I can distinguish between my body, my soul and my ego. My real self is not afraid, but my body and rational mind is a bit freaked. Oh well. I am going to go and eat AGAIN and do some balancing and cleansing visualizations because I feel heavier than usual. Thanks again for stopping by this thread. IP: Logged |
mermaid26 Knowflake Posts: 674 From: just visiting you know Registered: Jun 2009
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posted August 17, 2010 02:47 PM
I would like to suggest that you do some research for yourself on the B vitamins intake (especially 6 & 12) relating to your personal biochemistry.IP: Logged |
Unmoved Moderator Posts: 1761 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted August 19, 2010 04:32 PM
Thanks, mermaid26. I am on it. Do you think it is lack of these vitamins that is making me see and feel this way?This is an excerpt from an email to a friend: quote: I also had an awesome dream about these feline humanoids who gave me a very cool gift, as a reward... or they were testing my virtue and were gonna give me the gift anyways??? Dunno. They were cool cats. excuse the corn (corny pun).There were three of them, the feline humanoids, 2 masculine and 1 feminine, and they were black and white and as tall as a door, or taller. People were abusing them and laughing at them because they were different at school, and I walked in the classroom with this happening. They didn't say a word. They just endured the teasing and prodding and had their heads bowed as one would see when experiencing a racist attack when numbers are not even, a silent restraint and a breaking spirit. Anyway, I looked around and told the kids in the classroom to leave the cat people alone and told the "cat people" that they could hang with me. They did. As soon as we were alone in the corner of the classroom they looked at me, still silent, but then they started talking to me telepathically. They thanked me for "saving" them, and I was about to argue with them for letting themselves be abused, because I realized that they weren't as timid as they made people believe. But, before I could speak they silenced me (kinda like a telepathic shhhh. lol) and told me that they had something to show me. As soon as one of the cat people said that, I was rushed into this vortex and taken to outerspace where I had the perspective of the make-up of the universe. As soon as that happened, I saw the other side of infinity of the sub-atomic universe. Everything made sense, I mean... I knew everything in those moments but I forgot all the knowledge when I woke up. I just know that I knew. Also, I saw nebula after nebula and star systems, planets and then it all ended with silence... darkness and silence and a feeling of completeness, a peace that was more peaceful than peace. I can't even explain that dream. It was extraordinary!!!
Reading Alloya's eBook, I have learned that these people are from Lyra. It's all coming back to me. I had this dream when I was young. IP: Logged |
mermaid26 Knowflake Posts: 674 From: just visiting you know Registered: Jun 2009
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posted August 19, 2010 10:02 PM
No, not specifically lack of these vitamins, as they just part of many components in the recipe for fueling the body per say. Hormonal imbalances and deficiencies vary by individual, as would remedy. (kind of like the old saying "one man's meat is another man's poison") This experience is divinely unique for each initiate. Therefore, you must be your own advocate and be keenly aware of your nutritional intake to aid in management of your symptoms. Seek professional support should the need arise. I had to seek nutritional counsel from a holistic practitioner because traditional medicine wasn't able to deal with my digestive complexities, from previous traumas.You are being fortified. Some encouragement from "One Day My Soul Just Opened Up - 40 Days and 40 Nights Toward Spiritual Strength and Personal Growth by Iyanla Vanzant: "Remain Open. There is something bigger than you know going on here."
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LEXX Moderator Posts: 2394 From: Still out looking for Schr�dinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 19, 2010 10:52 PM
charmainec quote: You're aura was glowing white and gold
Yes indeed that is Unmoved! IP: Logged |
LEXX Moderator Posts: 2394 From: Still out looking for Schr�dinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 19, 2010 10:58 PM
iQ quote: I am probably the World's only Male researcher on Kundalini Rise effects on women. Other men would dismiss the ladies as delusional or paranoid.
Hmmmmmm....... A rather odd statement. Other men do research this and do not dismiss girls/women as delusional or paranoid; ie; a nice way of saying "hysterically delusional". You and I went around about Kundalini in women some years ago.Judging by that statement... Has your pov changed a bit? I vaguely recollect you did sound as if you thought women were indeed delusional and paranoid, hysterical creatures, or not capable of it, your pov was rather sexist to say the least....and we argued. On that note, would be interested in reading of your pov now on the issue.
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LEXX Moderator Posts: 2394 From: Still out looking for Schr�dinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 19, 2010 11:20 PM
Unmoved Take the Magnesium/Calcium about 2 hours before or after other vitamins/meds. Magnesium can interfere with their absorption.As to Kundalini energy in you..... yes very strong.....much was activated I feel, during a lifetime in East Central America some 2,000 years ago, and in pre-dynastic Egypt about 7,000 years ago. I believe I knew you well both times. Someday I shall tell you what I remember. However it is not the right time to say more yet dear beloved lady, except for do not sacrifice you...you must come first for you...then others...that is not being selfish. Please take care of yourself V. IP: Logged |
iQ Knowflake Posts: 2028 From: Chennai, India Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 20, 2010 05:45 AM
<< Other men do research this and do not dismiss girls/women as delusional or paranoid; ie; a nice way of saying "hysterically delusional". >> Not in my part of the world. If there were another researcher, he would have contacted me by now.My POV has always been excellent about women Your frames of reference are different from mine hence I cannot satisfy what you think to be the correct POV. I am very comfortable with my POV: That women are sacred, representatives of the Divine Feminine/Kundalini Energy. That if this energy goes out of balance, then they can appear to manifest mental illnesses, which are not illnesses at all, just a phase, till full Kundalini awakening occurs. And women who deny their sacred femininity as a gift of the goddess, they are wasting this incarnation's opportunities. In India, Pakistan, Bangladesh and Arabia, feudalism made men treat women like chattel. The notion of Kundalini is scoffed at except by advanced yogis, who do manage to identify the goddess in every woman. We still have honor killings of girls in this part of the world, in 2010! We still have female infanticide in India, that too by the Hindu Community which has texts that support the goddess theory of women. In many African countries, women are violated by forced circumcision, another insult to the inner goddess within women. Men fear the sexual power of a Kundalini realized woman as she can manifest positive reality in our realm, and break the dreadful Annunaki sponsored repression of humanity. Wherever there is poverty and disease, there will be tragic crimes against women and indirectly Mother Earth, the biggest reservoir of Kundalini Energy. IP: Logged |
Unmoved Moderator Posts: 1761 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted August 20, 2010 10:56 AM
Aawww, LEXX. My aura is not always glowing but lately I have been feeling as if it has been. Although, it is lessening again, but not in a detrimental way. I'm just not feeling as if I can fly anymore. It's my digestive problem that's giving me the heaviness, come to think of it, as mermaid26 said. Hmmm... There is a lot going on with me. Also, I have started having these headaches that interfere with my right side of the brain and eye. Taking painkillers or sinus meds has not alleviated it. But other than that, I am super because it goes away eventually. Maybe the Annanuki are onto me. Hehe Anywhoooooo... Oh, and I have noted the Calcium/Mag intake thing. 2 hrs before or after other meds. Noted and thank you. P.S. I looked into the mirror again and between my eyes where the third eye is supposed to be, there materialized a black triangle, as if someone dipped their fingers in black paint and drew it there with their forefinger. True Story. I was floored. lol. It reminded me of the dollar pyramid. LEXX, you better email me one day and tell me all about our shenanigans 2000 years ago. Okay? It would explain why you and I just get on, on a major spiritual level. You have been with me since those days when there were presences watching me and disturbing my sleep. Do you remember? When I thought I was being haunted and you told me that no harm will come to me. I was so scared. I was seeing and hearing things from other dimensions and didn't know what to do and you made me calm down. That's when it all started, or round abouts. This would be the 2nd or 3rd year of my "transformation". It's funny how a few months ago I thought I was going to die, and today I feel like I am going to live forever. IP: Logged |
Unmoved Moderator Posts: 1761 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted August 20, 2010 11:09 AM
mermaid26 - by the way, I love the feel of you. You feel like you know so much but that words won't suffice in expressing what you know. You have a lovely quiet, centered and grounded energy about you. I like it. Just saying... iQ - don't even mention the female circumcisions. They infuriate me so much. But, when I do get angry I pause and remind myself that karma is karma and those parties ("victim" and "victimizer") are just playing their part in the transformation process. There is a lot of beauty that comes from pain. My life is testament to it. So, although "unnecessary", I feel that if it has happened, it was meant to be. Hopefully, those involved evolve from their plight like Phoenixes... ya know... Excuse me, guys... I am in a strange and playful mood. I bet my tone can be annoying seeing as we are speaking of "serious" things... but hey... I am feeling childish these days. I am even speaking like a child. So much of my darkness and heaviness has gone and taken a hiatus. Yay! What I am left with is this child inside me that wants to smile and laugh and say that "all the pain in the world has a purpose" and that "everything is as it should be". I bet I will change my tone when I go out tomorrow to watch the rugby if/when I happen on an oppositely charged hooligan who lowers my energy. Speaking of lowering energies... It would seem that if my energies do go low, it doesn't last long. I am more resilient these days. IP: Logged |
LEXX Moderator Posts: 2394 From: Still out looking for Schr�dinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 20, 2010 01:07 PM
iQ I said: quote:
Other men do research this and do not dismiss girls/women as delusional or paranoid; ie; a nice way of saying "hysterically delusional".
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Not in my part of the world. If there were another researcher, he would have contacted me by now.
Perhaps not in your part of the world. And seriously, why would they have already contacted you? No offense intended, but not all know about you and many would not have reason or motivation to contact you specifically because they do not need to. You said: quote: My POV has always been excellent about women Your frames of reference are different from mine hence I cannot satisfy what you think to be the correct POV.
Yes, there are definitely cultural and experience, and belief/theory differences betwixt us. You said: quote: I am very comfortable with my POV: That women are sacred, representatives of the Divine Feminine/Kundalini Energy. That if this energy goes out of balance, then they can appear to manifest mental illnesses, which are not illnesses at all, just a phase, till full Kundalini awakening occurs.
And so what about Kundalini and Shaktipat in men? If I remember correctly, it was the difference in your pov on men vs women which I saw as cultural/religious/sexist. quote: And women who deny their sacred femininity as a gift of the goddess, they are wasting this incarnation's opportunities.
What you see as denial may not be that, but only within the framework of your culture, not of the culture here.And what about women who have male incarnations or who are androgynes such as myself, neither 100% male nor 100% female but born hermaphrodites/dual gendered including in my case a male mind, tested clinically and proved to be 99% male, with the fact that I remember dreams which most males do not and that aspect giving only a 99% male brain category for me ? Exactly, please explain what you consider to be non feminine and feminine? I am honesty attempting to at least understand your povs even when I disagree, and yes at times rather vehemently do so, with what I feel are valid justifications.
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LEXX Moderator Posts: 2394 From: Still out looking for Schr�dinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 20, 2010 01:35 PM
Unmoved quote: It's my digestive problem that's giving me the heaviness
Talk to you doctor about either Donnatal or Hyoscyamine. As you know my IBS has too often kept me bed bound except for frequent agonizing bathroom trips, up to 18 hours a day (on the worse days)for decades. Those two drugs I began recently are giving me a new freedom and improving my quality of life substantially.Yes dear lady, I will share what I remember about those past incarnations eventually with you. Suffice it to say, then and now and many other times, you grid to me as a true survivor and have always been strong enough to eventually rise to the highest heights the cultures you lived in could allow. IP: Logged |
mermaid26 Knowflake Posts: 674 From: just visiting you know Registered: Jun 2009
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posted August 23, 2010 01:16 PM
It's mega fun being giddy, isn't it? Full spectrum, it's all GOoD! Have you ever tried a Neti pot for your sinuses? Wellness to you!IP: Logged |
LEXX Moderator Posts: 2394 From: Still out looking for Schr�dinger's cat.........& LEXIGRAMMING... is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 23, 2010 02:24 PM
Love the Neti Pot and their Pressure rinse kit too!IP: Logged | |