posted January 10, 2005 03:12 PM            

A question... If I understood well, Chiron makes you a good teacher on things you are not very good at... Because you failed so many times that you learnt... Pain gives you understanding and insight... But then, nobody can teach you on these subjects, you need to learn first hand... Am I right?

But if you are predestined by the same Chiron to be cr*p at it... How are you suppose to teach yourself to heal?

This is a fine example of being a teacher because you couldnīt do the real thing... Quite frustrating, really...

For example, how am I supposed to improve my love life if my romantic experience is a complete disaster?... I keep giving good advice, which may be very well heplful for others... But how can I attempt to be an expert and my theories to work if I keep proving they fail on me? Who is going to help me out if I should be doing it myself, but every attempt is a new failure? My Chiron keeps my wound open because my suffering helps others...

This info highlights the possibility to heal... But how? Only as Chiron did, dying?

posted January 10, 2005 11:40 PM              

Interesting, eh?