posted May 08, 2006 04:45 AM              

Well, maybe we have met before.

Gemini Moon. Dame! That means our emotions will be Square. Tough energy to deal with.

The irony of this is K's moon is also in Gemini. So the way I see this, is that you may have been sent to help me understand Gemini Moon! So, astrologically... how do you FEEL. Moreover, have you got two men on the go at the SAME time? That seems to be a common thread with moon in Gemini subjects.

I'm not a great astrologer, so I don't really know the significance of my Moon/Venus conjunction with your Sun. I presume that is a good sign. So i guess that even if we are 'off centre' emotionally, we would still like each other and get on. Interesting!

However you have me at a disadvantage. You know my chart but I don't know yours! You know what I look like, but I don't know what you look like. Send me an email... let me know!! PLEASE.

I also had reservations about revealing my birth information but I had to, I was complelled to because I needed healing. That's why I said at the beginning of this thread that this subject was a secret part of my life.

You said: "I don`t hold onto the past." Can you elabourate a bit more, especially with regards to relationships!!

posted May 08, 2006 04:58 AM              

For me this has everything to do with Astrology. I have Chiron conjunct my Ascendant. In some way, and I'm trying to discover what this is, I've been WOUNDED. I need HEALING.

I've read on Cafe Astrology that:

"In the natal chart, Chiron is symbolized by the "wounded healer". It represents our deepest wound, and our efforts to heal the wound. Chiron was named after the centaur in Greek mythology who was a healer and teacher who, ironically, could not heal himself.
Chiron in our natal charts points to where we have healing powers as the result of our own deep spiritual wounds. We may over-compensate in these areas of life. Chiron, as a wounded healer, first must face issues of low self-worth and feelings of inadequacy and learn to rise above these issues. Because the wound goes deep, and we may work hard to overcome the wound, healing powers are potent."

Since this is in a very significant position in my chart I believe it's very important for me to get my head around. Others on this site have been very kind with there advice, and I'm grateful to them. This thread is not meant to be pervey!

To simply say that this is the result of me being MALE. I think is a rather narrow view. I see everyday, on line, woman, couples and groups of people engaging in sexual activity with others watching. Swinger groups are the fastest growing 'industry' in the world. I guess this is the result of the Aquarian Age. Openness, freedom in relationships. And since I have Uranus in the 7th, I'm taken with this notion. Still, I have my Virgo 'purity' to deal with aswell.

So keep the advice coming people. I need help!

posted May 08, 2006 10:40 AM              

I think that since chiron is in pisces...you would be able to heal through some artistic or spiritual means. But b/c it's in opposition to ur descendant and the planets there (mercury, sun, pluto, and uranus), ur gonna have problems healing when it comes to interacting with others (7th house).

posted May 08, 2006 12:39 PM              

**Swinger groups are the fastest growing 'industry' in the world. I guess this is the result of the Aquarian Age. Openness, freedom in relationships.**
humans have been 'swinging' since day one .. what has changed .. is the introduction of the internet .. and faster paced media ..

** And since I have Uranus in the 7th**
falls in 5th here .. .. maybe double check your health .. std's are nasty little blighters ..

you may want to check your Lillith placements ( in your 11th).. and .. your current transits ..
transiting Pluto squaring natal Saturn is one
transiting Neptune square natal Neptune .. is another ..
transiting Jupiter squaring natal MARS in 4th .. (there's yer horniness )
transiting Saturn sits midpoint between your natal Jupiter and Mars ..

**So keep the advice coming people. I need help!**
Leo Mars just loves attention and sexual conquest .. maybe that's what you seek ..
Karen looks as if she wants to be noticed .. but then again it's a band pic ain't it ..

your natal Lillith is opposite .. virtually exact .. to your natal Sun .. ( and its conjoining placements )
.. another addition to yer horniness .. Lillith that is ..
transiting Lillith sits exactly midway between your Venus placement and your natal Sun ..

about Lillith .. http://www.antonia-langsdorf.de/dateien/astrologie-antonia-langsdorf-essay.php

won't be too long untill transiting Saturn conjoins your natal (4th) Mars .. then after a bit it will square your natal Neptune (7+ degees separates them) .. .. .. Neptune shows in 6th here ..

btw: .. hourly randiness is normal for folks with Lillith aspects ..

posted May 08, 2006 03:26 PM              

are YOU Antonia Langsdorf?

Or are you just quoting her website?

posted May 08, 2006 03:29 PM              

I'm not offended.

xxx

posted May 09, 2006 12:07 AM              

Just looking at the picture...I think she's the type of person who loves to know how everyone's doing, and tends to those who have problems, b/c she's the sincere, sorta motherly type of person to a wounded child.

posted May 09, 2006 03:01 AM              

K also has Moon in Gemini. She was living with a guy for 5 years and communicating with me via text, email and verbally in a very intimate way. Although nothing sexual happened between us, people around us said 'they have something going on'. I saw it as friends because she was 'IN' another relationship. And as you know Virgo LOVE is exclusive (there is a difference between loving someone and just having sex with them!). Obviously I wanted more. I told her so. But she just didn't seem to want to take it to the next level, to make it that exclusive. She told me that she wanted her other relationship to 'end naturally'. Then last year we fell out, not sure why this happened, but our relationship turned sour. And now everything is different.

This situation is not what I want, but we don't talk anymore. At the time, we had a big bust up, and she said "I'll leave you BOTH". Implying to me, that in her own mind, she was involved with TWO people, not one. At first I thought this was an Aquarian characteristic, because Aqua have a lot of 'friends', some sexual, others platonic. But when I started to read more about Gemini moon subjects I got the impression that the Twins had something to do with this as well. Furthermore, I also read on this site somewhere, someone else said they had this placement, and they ALWAYS were choosing between TWO people. So I think this might be a Gemini influence.

Do the two Scorps you know, know that you have another person on the go. Or are they just friends who you can't choose between. Or do you look at it from the point of view that one person 'gives' you things that the other person does not? And so you justify having two men 'close' to you for those reasons? I say this because K said to me once, in a pub, that she 'didn't have that'. We were talking about caring for someone in a particular way, and she said she didn't have that, but she wanted it. I got the feeling that she wanted that from me and she was prepared to have multiply relationships to get it. It's kinda like having two men that balance each other out. And from BOTH men you get the WHOLE deal you want or need.

posted May 10, 2006 03:36 PM              

If you're male, then the answer is self-explanatory.

Female...then I need your number.