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Topic: No fool like an old fool!!!!
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brunnhilde Knowflake Posts: 121 From: quebec,canada Registered: Dec 2002
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posted March 28, 2003 01:16 PM
!!!! Hello people!!I will not be able to discuss this with anyone here so I figured i could relate my silliness to all of you who have been kind enough to listen before. I spoke to my Virgo and this is curious because we avoid each other..usually okay I avoid him ...hey if i can't touch why put myself through the agony,Right? He's my neighbor and i was outside with the dog he came out with his cat in his arms...I love cats and can't have any because of allergies of my kids.I'm attracted to cats like I am to chocolate so nautrally I had to go see him. Well, seems his girlfriend is pregnant etc.etc. and I am sincerely happy for them ...I think my Neptune transit just drove me over the edge. What was I thinking? of course I wasn,t htinking I was just feeling and now I feel extremely stupid...thank Lord I didn't do or say anything humiliating. I understand Finance chick, Lordy I hate feeling htis way. We spoke for over an hour ...he put the cat in hte house as soon as I got close enough to pet it and talk to him...like he was using this as a way to make sure I would talk to him.Hate being such an expressive person. He's such a nice guy isn't that just hateful.I had a feeling something was going to give...I didn't know what....but on another point of view I am relieved to know it was all my imagination!! and a Neptune transit just playing with my nerves!!! okay and hormones! My heart is still heavy and my eyes tear up for no reason...foolisheness...hate being such a 'needy' person...you'd think I'd have agrip by now.NOT!Still we spoke and we laughed and he's very interesting and it's fun talking to someone who listens and is intersted in you. Doesn't that sound just pathetic??I tell you I really hate being like htis. Also came the subject of birthdays and he is not the 25th august but the 2nd of September 1972.We mix like oil and water....now I'm more confused about my attraction then before.It must be the transits? Thank you that felt good!!I'll survive and probably will get to baby sit his baby as well...ain't Life fun? So if anyone can tell me AGAIN why I'm affected by this guy I'd be thrilled.... 2nd of september 1972 2 P.M. Montreal,Quebec AAAAAAAArghhhhhh!! and me 6th of March 1959 23:59 Quebec. If no response I will not take it personally I just needed to cry on somebody's shoulder.Thanks!!! IP: Logged |
Nikky Knowflake Posts: 87 From: mo,usa Registered: Sep 2002
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posted March 28, 2003 03:41 PM
To be in love or to feel attracted to someone is a good feeling thats what makes life, more make sense or get you thinking or dreaming. When you look for a meaning for all these feelings you loose the fun enjoy while you have it in you. may true find you nikky IP: Logged |
brunnhilde Knowflake Posts: 121 From: quebec,canada Registered: Dec 2002
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posted March 28, 2003 04:02 PM
Thank you!I know...I still enjoy the view and the tingles and the ...well, everything I just hate what htat says about me! It's okay I was very aware of the total unlikeliness of it....was just fun to fantasize about the mutuality of it, you know? As I've said before I have taste.. but if one of you would like to take a shot at finding out why I'm so attracted to him.(I know I'm a little...persistent?) I'd greatl;y appreciate it. Thank you again for your understanding. At least when I see him I think 'okay I remember I'm a woman! and it is spring!!' it's not a bad feeling! IP: Logged |
Aphrodite Moderator Posts: 3280 From: San Francisco, CA, United States Registered: Feb 2002
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posted March 28, 2003 04:17 PM
brunnhilde,i just looked at your chart. i sense that you are a highly sexually oriented individual and lust probably takes up a good amount of your thoughts. hehe, i say this with genuine kindess you are scorpio rising with jupiter on the ascendant, which indicates an enormous appetite for the good life, including the topic of discussion. you have ardent venus in aries in the 5th, with aries ruling the 5th house of sex and creativity. aries' ruler mars is in your 7th, and squares your sun. which all makes for a very fiery, and zesty sort of woman aphrodite IP: Logged |
brunnhilde Knowflake Posts: 121 From: quebec,canada Registered: Dec 2002
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posted March 28, 2003 05:01 PM
Now that is funny!!I needed a good laugh!! And I'm sincere in this!I'm grinnning from ear to ear .....thank goodness for whatever keeps me grounded in my chart!You're sweet to take a look....I'm very well aware that I'm full of ...emotions..fortunately I keep them under wraps...difficult to control when they get on the loose.Uusally does more harm then good*sigh*...hey,don't worry I know how I work now...I had to let hte feelilngs out somewhere and I'm grateful to have your sympathetic ears. Noe I can get hte balance back and take it with my usual 'Life is a kick,no matter what' attitude...Don,t you just love hte irony? Thanks again Aphrodite!! Still is funny to read what my chart tells you...and I look like such a quiet woman (I think)...oh' what ma I supposed to do with all this?LOL grin and bear it? Talk about redirecting your energies.I'm definitely thrilled to have gone back to school! p.s.I'm so grateful my mama raised me right or I'd be on him like butter on a hot blueberry muffin, hot chocoalte sauce on a vanilla sundae and cream on fresh strawberries! LOL still giggling! IP: Logged |
Aphrodite Moderator Posts: 3280 From: San Francisco, CA, United States Registered: Feb 2002
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posted March 28, 2003 05:26 PM
ah well, you still got it my friend. that's the blessing of having anything aries! i have mars in aries that has no aspects, also uranus in scorpio . . . so multiple that energy by infinity hehe, the power of zero. IP: Logged |
brunnhilde Knowflake Posts: 121 From: quebec,canada Registered: Dec 2002
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posted March 28, 2003 05:54 PM
What you see certainly explains all that...undirected energy...wouldn't he freak if he knew? I don't think my husband knows about that side of me or rather he does but let's say he prefers to ignore it...my passionate side that is. I think he once compared me to the Amazon forest in a monsoon...I think that was complemantary but his Aquarian sun and Cappricorn moon plus the Sag ascendant with Saturn in 1st house (wow that's a mouthful!) doesn't quite know what to do with me....so I adapt (good at that) but it is one side of my personality that I've cut off? circulation to to avoid ....disappointment adn lack of communication. That is why I freaked? when I developped an 'attachment' of the inappropriate kind ot this guy!Talk about a middle age crisis.I'm an intelligent gal I understand all the reasons etc.ec,. just so tiring and sometimes difficult to just smile and take it, you know? Too much information?? So I'll be a grandma at the same time he will become a papa.Did I need this? I"ll be that nice neighbor lady who loves kids ...urgh!! If you still take pity on me (and I'm going to take all I can get) would you take a peek at his real chart and tell me what you think? Again if you don't I won,t take offense, you give so much already! Aphrodite you are very sweet to do this for me...thanks again!IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 16464 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Nov 2000
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posted March 29, 2003 09:29 AM
Thanks, Aphrodite. ------------------ "Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark IP: Logged |
Aphrodite Moderator Posts: 3280 From: San Francisco, CA, United States Registered: Feb 2002
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posted March 29, 2003 01:18 PM
hi brunnhilde,sure, i'll look at his chart too. along with blue m's. eek, i am sorry blue m for not doing yours sooner "freak" to mean "play" or become surprised? (i swear, i sometimes think i should have been born a gemini). "amazon forest in a monsoon," go brunnhilde!!! woohoo! hmm, a bit naughty but hey it's worth saying: "Really darling? Can I be Eve and you choose to be either Adam or the Serpent? The Amazon sounds quite, tantalizing. well, your friend has sun and mars conjunct in virgo. and the same jupiter-pluto square as you to. if his birthtime is accurate, he has jupiter in the 1st house like you, indicating a big appetite for the pleasures in life. aphrodite
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brunnhilde Knowflake Posts: 121 From: quebec,canada Registered: Dec 2002
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posted March 29, 2003 04:46 PM
Again a big thanks!! You are very patient with my flights of fancy,,,or is that flights of fantasy? *sigh* What system do you use? Koch? Placidus? because you say my Venus is in my 5th and I have it in my 4th? As well as my Sun in Pisces and my Mercury in Aries? Do you by any chance know the actor who plays Chakotay in VOyager? or George Eads in CSI? That's what my flight of fancy looks like....thought you'd like to put a face to the Virgo... While I look like *pause* what do you think a Pisces with Aquarius moon and Scorpio Ascendant would look like??? *grin*IP: Logged |
Aphrodite Moderator Posts: 3280 From: San Francisco, CA, United States Registered: Feb 2002
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posted March 29, 2003 05:49 PM
hi brunnhilde,no, i am not familiar with voyager. ah well, i am sure he is handsome i use the koch house system as it has consistently matched up with personalities in my experience. although when things are not quite accurate, sometimes i intuitively scale the birthtime or use the equal house system. i have an idea of what you may look like. possibly chiseled and clean cut features with the aquarius moon and scorpio rising. pisces people typically have heavy eyelids and liquidy looking irises. but ya know, we have a knowflake photo album available if you'd like to post your picture. mine's in there. i'm aries sun, capricorn moon, and cancer rising. cheers and you're welcome. have a great weekend. i have a date tonight, so i'm really excited aphrodite IP: Logged |
brunnhilde Knowflake Posts: 121 From: quebec,canada Registered: Dec 2002
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posted March 29, 2003 06:57 PM
Pounce away!!!IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 16464 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Nov 2000
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posted March 31, 2003 11:30 AM
------------------ "Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark IP: Logged |
Aphrodite Moderator Posts: 3280 From: San Francisco, CA, United States Registered: Feb 2002
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posted March 31, 2003 04:08 PM
Hello Randall
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 16464 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Nov 2000
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posted March 31, 2003 09:53 PM
Howdy ma'am. ------------------ "Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark IP: Logged |
theFajita3 Moderator Posts: 1404 From: Sunny South Florida, USA Registered: Feb 2003
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posted April 01, 2003 12:27 AM
Aphrodite how did the date go?Brunnhilde what's going in with you two any more cute moments together? hope all is well with everyone ------------------ food is the only art that nourishes! IP: Logged |
brunnhilde Knowflake Posts: 121 From: quebec,canada Registered: Dec 2002
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posted April 01, 2003 08:03 AM
'Cute moments'? That's what I'll call them from now on! Instead of 'silly,over imaginative,delusional, making-me-feel-like an-idiot-but-wouldn't-miss-it-for-the world' moments!!IP: Logged |
Aphrodite Moderator Posts: 3280 From: San Francisco, CA, United States Registered: Feb 2002
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posted April 01, 2003 10:41 AM
hi fajita, i had so much fun with my date! he is a funny guy . . . one of those super intellectual funny ones he is into art, fluent in 5 languages and reads a lot of books on literature and politics (gemini rising). hopefully we'll click so we can go to symphonies, museums and watch foreign films too. woohoo! thank you for asking! i was excited about it and had nobody to share it with. i was pleasantly surprised that we ordered, coincedentally nearly the identical dish, and had watched the same exact foreign film. how are you doing? aphrodite IP: Logged |