posted August 20, 2004 05:49 AM         

Love and light, hun

posted August 20, 2004 08:05 PM         

That's so sweet, it really touched my heart...

(SEE!!! UH!!!!!)

That's so sweet... Over the months most people tell me to look to a Cap. I'm hoping a Singleton Cappy Mooner in the 1st (his Vesta Conjunct his Sun) will be good enough. It's chemistry - for all I know, he's walking around with over-bloated pride because of all the other's he's made feel like this.

posted August 20, 2004 08:33 PM         

(I often forget - almost always forget my Water influences allows me to see into the future, and I often lose patience in the mean time...)

Again, this is starting to happen soon, plus tomorrow -

Trasit for Me:: Sun Conjunct my Uranus
Transit for Him:: Sun Conjunct his Saturn

WHOOOOOP!! There it is!!!

posted August 20, 2004 09:14 PM         

"No two planets are as widely divergent in the matters they influence as these. One of them (Saturn) is asociated with the old & the past, while the other (Uranus) is associated with the new & the future. On the surface of it, these two planets have nothing in common.

However, when their divergent infuences combine in a conjunction aspect between the birth charts of two people, the vibration becomes highly advantageous, blending the best of both influences into a possibly powerful harmony. Saturn's wise practicality can help Uranus's ingenuity find constructive channels, and Uranus's brilliant (if unconventional) concepts can help to stimulate Saturn's material ambitions, Saturn's long-term goals. When Saturn drifts into anxiety & apprehension, Uranus can be of great help in breaking Saturn's bonds of melancholy & depression.

Uranus can gradually persuade Saturn to be more liberal, progressive, & adaptable to change, while Saturn's prudent panning can prevent Uranus's unorthodox & independent urges from becoming irresponsibly eccentric.

posted August 22, 2004 12:19 PM         

(LaLa will remind me - it's Saturn approaching my Moon)...

And I guess these strong Cancer & Virgo Transits lately has me all over the place, with my Moon in Cancer, Venus & Pluto in Virgo. Now the Moon is in Scorpio to top it off (Mars/Merc/Neptune)... I'm toast... so how are YOU?

The Sun passing over my Uranus.

And let's not forget, Pluto still completing it's transit through my 7th.

I've got to think of something to do with myself (productive romance-wise) until those karmic soul union transits hit me in 2005. How to feel closer to someone.

posted August 23, 2004 06:04 PM         

It would go like this, he turns into a 6foot 14 year old who never speaks to you and never bathes. He brings home his huge friend who eats all the time and smells really bad. He is in love with you.

The really fat kind hugs you and sits all over your furniture, and now you can wash your stuff.

They are both allergic to cats so you have to get rid of them, and love milk. They are both diabetic.

Now you can't have sugar, must drink milk, and can't have pets. Look for love from them but drag them both kicking, and screaming naked to the tub and hand scrub them while they watch your boobs bounce up and down and laugh.

Then give them money to leave and watch movies.

Listen to them tell you how they passed a R-rated poster and the lady showed everything, now they can't sleep. They dance around the house until 2am. Then you sleep until breakfast when both want soft boiled eggs with white bread only.

And 2% milk,

Did you get all that??

whenever you're ready:>

They are men and they love you, what else did you want I forget??
If you have nothing to do I have a job for you.

posted August 23, 2004 11:58 PM         

I'm still reeling.

He's STILL talking about the time when I was not in touch with him!!! He's exaggerating saying it was much longer than it was. In the mean time, he has NO IDEA how madly in love I am with him, and how I needed some time to be strong FOR HIM...

Then I got to meet his "new girlfriend", who was really cold towards me.

He promised me we would get together so I can talk to him about stuff I need to say to him. I'm really not going to concentrate on his "new girlfriend" at all. It's not my intent.

From his attitude towards me at first, he acted like a complete stranger, and that hurt like hell to see him like that because I knew that something had been lost in translation along the way. I said to him that I didn't think he was understanding where I was coming from, and he actually said that no, he didn't.

I've said from the beginning, that I did not look at this relationship as a sure thing as far as marriage, but that we very unexpectedly had these strong feelings for each other. But I don't think he understands that part of me who is so devoted and honest, much less that I've never felt like this with anyone.

I'm so thankful that I got to talk to him. In all honesty, perhaps once he understands the depth of my feelings for him, it may release any of those insecurities he's had about me, or even himself.

He spent a year hinting to me he liked me, only for me to disappear for a few months, pop back into his life, then I disappear for 3 weeks.

Anyone have any thoughts one this, or his beliefs or actions? I'd love to get the lowdown from you's.

Thanks.

posted August 24, 2004 02:35 AM         

So what's weird is, he's not really upset with me right now, you know? It's like I busted him. Busted his heart. When he opened the door, I just stood there in front of him like a cross between a provoked Taurus Rising, with the penetrating Scorpio influences spitting fire out of her eyes.

I don't even know for a fact that was his girlfriend. It's just what he said, and this is where we start to break things down to the basics (intellectually). I know that for all this time he's felt like he's won some challenge with me. I know what that feels like as a Libra myself. But I've got good reasons, and I need to know his, and he needs to know mine, and he's willing to make time to do that. Willing because he does have that aspect where they are the kind that when they end a relationship, they really end it. And I KNEW I was going to be pushing his Goat ass up a very steep hill. To top it off, he dug his heals in.

The first thing I'm going to ask him is, "Why is it that a girl who is attractive, intelligent, loves sex, is loyal, and would do anything for her man cannot find a man?"

posted August 24, 2004 02:46 AM         

Good luck with handling it.

posted August 24, 2004 04:44 AM         

I've got to confess something. My life felt so dead. My body had no life. As soon as I was back on my way after seeing him, my life began to have a reason. I know I've felt this obessive feeling before, which was another form of emotional torture. But dealing with prior obessions head-on is probably scary for anybody.

It might not have been a total accident that I happened to go see if he was "around" tonight, and that he happened to be "there". I kind of gave him a bit of digital warning I was on my way. But only the insane think like this.

I'm just gonna say - look - if we're not convinced we will be together (or in each other's lives intimately) for a long time - then I'm leaving the country. There's no way this town would have any life left if I lose him. I've been telling him I've had the itch to leave - sometimes I think we'll leave together - but I'd follow him virtually anywhere. OH! And I've got to talk about astrology for sure. I need to discuss some "8th House" topics, like for starters, we share almost the exact T-Square!! And we both have Cancer & Cap Opposing... so we're having a blast ... an f'ing blast with Saturn on our Conjunct azzes.

posted August 24, 2004 05:02 AM         

I wish I had some super wise words that would ease your pain!

I wonder something though, with all due respect of course, do you pick challenging realtionships on purpose, maybe? Maybe not on a consious level... but on some level, do you prefer unatainable men?

I think the question you asked diserves and answer from you: "Why is it that a girl who is attractive, intelligent, loves sex, is loyal, and would do anything for her man cannot find a man?"

I know what kind of loving woman you can be for your man, I know cuz I'm the same kind.

posted August 24, 2004 07:48 AM         

The guys are usually extremely sexy in an earthy way, and have a way of making me feel like a lady. Unattainable? Some here know how I feel about adultery. Never considered and never would. I just connect on some kind of (usually) unique level, they are usually eccentric, or I bring that out in them. I'm more impressed with street smarts and common sense than facts & figures - the answers to everything - which is probably why I don't date older men.

posted August 25, 2004 04:33 AM         

What I've just learned from Mr. L (Cappy Moon, Mars in Cancer), is that when I was out of sight for those 3 weeks a while back, he apparently got involved with a girl (for whatever reason) - OK

And that there's other things I was right about, once I was able to see the circumstance as they really were.

Oh, by the way, leave it to a Merc/Mars/Neptune in Scorpio all in 6th House girl to unveil something once she's put her mind to it. (I also have Venus Conjunct Pluto and Neptune Sextile Pluto).

So to continue, it was done ever so DE-LI-CAT-LY, and only hurt him like removing a large bandaid from a very hairy leg. And he did not learn at all from one of the downfalls I told him about with my ex Mr. T. That he was very shocked at the way I handled my situation with him in the end. It's the same thing here in that, whatever it was his repressed passive-aggressive Mars in Cancer allowed him to do to "get even" with me - and of course (as with Cancer in Mars guy #2) - IT BACKFIRED.

And as with even the first Cancer in Mars dude, they all seemed transfixed over an "aggressive female". I learned you cannot and SHOULD not with this placement. It's a slight-of-hand. And I don't remember when exactly I realized this quite early on, but I realized it's best to let them fall on their face on their own.

Well, this time, this "aggressive woman" type girl has allowed my sweetie to get sucked into one of those entanglements which may be impossible for him to escape UNSCORCHED. I saw so much into the dynamics of his relationship with her, without asking one question about her, and I know he did this to himself to hurt himself. Just like Mr. T did. Then, they come crawling back with all these fresh wounds and ask for clemency. Mr. L. is the only one I would even consider granting this to.

posted August 25, 2004 12:53 PM         

You know how I feel about insecurity, if he was that insecure to do that, then well, there are others out there to give.

Good Jupiter aspects do bring joy,