posted February 07, 2006 12:00 PM         

Is that the biggest question someone should ask themself?

Is it a new awareness after a deep and long spiritual quest for understanding the Truth of who you really are?

Can you live in a continuous letting go, unclinging...without expectations? Do you need control? Can you let go of the reigns? Can you just be and allow others to be?

What does Freedom really mean to you? The freedom to have what you want? Or the freedom to be who you are?

Is it motivated from circumstances or others outside of yourself?
Does it come from yearning...hope of gain or acceptance?
Is it moved from desperation... fear of loss?
Indifference or lack of interest in the current relationship?
New focus outside of it?
Would you have come to the conclusion on your own...without other factors pursuading you?

Are you secure in your aloneness? Have you really been alone?
Empowered with the realization that you are a LONE being? Or does the thought of that bring feelings of despair? (natural to have those feelings, but is that feeling the greater force within you?)

We're born alone, die alone...in the spiritual sense, forever alone. No one is going to fulfill us entirely, whether one or dozens. Life is stages, cycles....storms and calms...hills and valleys. Once the moment has passed......and you find yourself alone again under the sky (as you always will eventually)....will you be ok? Or forever searching for something beyond yourself to complete you? Something outside to define you and give meaning to your existance?

Could you weather the storms of life alone?

Is it a striving... or is it who you truly are, here in this now?
Or how you wish to be perceived? An image to project?

Do you need a mirror to see yourself?

Are you living your own Truth, bravely, unswayingly?

Or are you bending in the breeze?

If it is natural and True to who you are...could there be wrong in it?

But if it is not Truth...how could it be right?

posted June 07, 2006 06:44 PM         

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posted June 07, 2006 07:00 PM         

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sthenri- no hard feelings what so ever.. I should have considered more what personaly compelled you too give such a reply when I first read it instead of taking it as I did at the time.

Your still a fine auther around here in my book Budy.

TINK- Thank you very much for your sound posting on the subject, especialy since you have the Venus Scorpio that Ive always seen so much beauty in for all its wonderfully mortal contrasts and extremes- I apreciated the input.

But me still thinks I prefered it when you considered me incapable of honesty that can provoke thoughts .

Just dont let anyone around GU know Im anyhting more then a fool only capable of shock value tactics, I often find my self more efective when most have me underestimated.

Water Nymph- thank you very much as well... Unfortinatly I dont think Im even entirely capable of just "freinds with benefits". My Pisces Moon seems too insist that I make everything with the ones I share my self with so extremly sentimental and sereous. Yet Im feeling stuck and self compelled with not choice but too jump head first into such a turbulant situation of emotion inferno.

Very true Savage Scorpio, there are always other factors besides even individual planetary aspects too be considerd.

solstice42- Ill let you know some time after I find out if Im even suited for it with certainty how it goes.

Lovely and beautifull Lialei- excelent and very good questions you ask, as always my freind.

posted June 08, 2006 10:08 PM         

"But me still thinks I prefered it when you considered me incapable of honesty that can provoke thoughts ."

I never considered you incapable. Unwilling perhaps. Or uncomfortable with it. But never incapable.

I sorta missed you