posted June 22, 2011 02:21 PM            

I thought they were opposite. But regardless, yes, I do feel different. I feel that Pisces are such simple, compassionate, and sometimes naive people....but I am so much more complicated and twisted than that.

posted June 22, 2011 02:32 PM            

It's not that I don't give credit for my emotions, they are there and have to acknowledge them. But you could say I compartmentalize them until I get the chance to deal with them on my own without distractions.

Only when they start getting out of control do I struggle to put them down and lock them down in a box until I feel better or the situation passes.

posted June 22, 2011 02:43 PM            

Actually I am very well aware of that part of me- just didn't know the aspect. But I was raised up with keeping my virginity until I get married type of thing. So I feel this aspect even makes me more unwilling to settle less than what I want in a guy to be able to express that part of me.

I don't know if it's only this aspect of my chart, but I feel that once I get in touch with my sexuality, I feel that there will be a point where I'll be so consumed by it that I will want more and more, and continuously burn and make more fire. Sorta like the sun- just endlessly burning and making more fire.

posted June 22, 2011 02:44 PM            

I will look at some more things.
Why don't you go to the Asteroid forum.Check out my thread on Links.
You can look up where all your major asteroids are.
Only do 2 degrees or less.
Conjunctions are the strongest.The more exact the better. For other aspects--1 degree or less

posted June 22, 2011 02:47 PM            

However, I do want to thank you very much for taking the time doing this for me. I know some things about my chart, but you've shown me other parts that I didn't know someone can see in my chart. And discussing these things, it's therapeutic, as I am in need to be fully and thoroughly understood. Or rather, I am in need to fully and thoroughly express myself to the degree I always wanted to have, but never really had the chance to because there things people don't understand, or there isn't enough time/interest/too much distance, or I'm too darn intense for people to be on the other side...

posted June 22, 2011 06:46 PM            

Here are some asteroids...I hope these are good to start with!

When I write square angle, it literally looks like a square with a small angle on top. I don't know what that aspect means. Also, angle looks like a V on its side.

Vertex: 26 Virgo 17'56"
semisextile moon -0 51
square MC -0 59

Lilith: 11° Taurus 25'50"
Trine Mercury -0 08

Ceres: 11 Leo 1'3"
Square angle mc 0 42
Semisextile mercury 0 17

Pallas: 23 Gemini 26'11"
Quincunx Saturn -0 05
Square angle jupiter 0 39

Juno: 22° Libra 25'13"
Semisextile Saturn 0 56

Eris: 16 Aries 05'52"
Square angle mars 0 45

Pholus: 6 Taurus 42'2" retrograde
Square Jupiter -1 06
Angle asc 0 33

Nessus: 23 Leo 6'58"
Square Saturn 0 14

Ixion: 17° Scorpio 52'47"
Square venus -1

Orcus: 6 Leo 57'43"
Opposite Jupiter -0 50
Biquintile Neptune -0 07
Square angle asc 0 49

Quaoar: 18° Scorpio 8' 8"
Square venus -0 46

Sedna: 8 Taurus 59'2" retrograde
Biquintile Uranus 0 50

Varuna: 22° Gemini 1'54"
Square asc 0 53
Square angle Jupiter 0 46

Osiris: 0 Scorpio 56'23"
Quintile venus 0 02
Sextile mars -0 54
Sextile Neptune -0 06
Conjunct pluto 2 03

Isis: 17 Libra 1'34"
Angle mars 0 11

Hygiea 0° Taurus 51'56" Retrograde
Trine Neptune 0 01
Trine mars 0 58

Karma: 14 Sagittarius 17'3"
Conjunct Uranus 0 08
Opposite chiron -0 20

Just wanted to let you know that Isis and Eris are opposite of each other by almost a degree, but lovely astro.com doesn't want to say it. Same goes for Hygeia and Osiris, by only a few minutes. Varuna and Pallas conjunct by a degree and around 25 minutes. Juno and Varuna trine within a degree.

posted June 22, 2011 07:12 PM            

For you,it conjuncts Saturn so it would be watered down or hard to access.
I would say that it is hard for you to give yourself OVER to another.It is hard to give selfless service without really feeling you want something back.Does that fit at all?"

Yes, I have to get something in return for my selfless act. At the very least, recognition and appreciation for what I did. I'm scared that I might be taken advantage of, since people do not appreciate the kindness of a person. And when I do decide to be selfless, I am THOROUGHLY selfless...so I'm very picky about that.

"In “real life” Vesta and her related themes are difficult to speak about, and are for the most part not publicly acknowledged (though Madonna has done a good job of it, at various times). Indeed, Vesta goes against the grain of all our outer relationship conditioning and points us to an entirely different sexual and relational dimension. Vesta may be the most controversial form the Goddess takes, though the most practical, and the least spoken of. What we experience more than anything in our culture are the shadow sides of Vesta, which include the accumulation of toxic shame, sexual rage and frustration, and their results — sexual abuse, people using one another for sex without direct consent, unintended pregnancies, and their often very difficult results: particularly abortion and the circumstances that typically surround adoption"

posted June 24, 2011 11:08 AM            

I think you may have an annoying side to you.
You may swing back and forth between aggressive and annoying lol
What say you ? lol

posted June 24, 2011 11:08 AM            

I think you may have an annoying side to you.
You may swing back and forth between aggressive and annoying lol
What say you ? lol

posted June 24, 2011 04:37 PM            

Yeah...I'm into taking my time to recuperate. I like pampering myself every once in a while. I'm not into driving myself into a frenzy like I used to, because it takes a long time to recoop. I'm very in tune with my body, so as soon as I feel slight symptoms, of like for example, sinus congestion....I rest, and try to get rid of it before it gets any worse. Let's say I treat any ailment, even emotional/psychological as if it's the beginning of cancer (well not the frightening part, but just taking it really seriously) and treat it right away.

posted June 24, 2011 04:50 PM            

I think you may have an annoying side to you.
You may swing back and forth between aggressive and annoying lol
What say you ? lol"

I am definitely aggressive...but I don't know if my aggression is on a seesaw with being annoying. I can be aggressive to the point of being annoying, but not one over the other. Makes sense?

However, I stopped being aggressive for a good several years now. So along with it, the annoying part of me is not present. That's in terms of being physically annoying.

In terms of getting to know people, I'm quite direct about wanting to know them, and so I ask blunt questions. If they don't answer, I start pestering them to answer my questions. But of course just recently I started learning to cool that down too, because it still doesn't work. Ugh...

posted June 24, 2011 05:15 PM            

Um, I was definitely emotionally and psychologically abused when I was young. However, because the aspect is a square, I think, if driven to a point, I can override Saturn and abuse people in retaliation.

As for Vertex, I don't know, because it's odd to think that you can have a secondary dsc. And it's the same as my dsc, just off by a few degrees....so I don't know how to look at it or think about it ::shrug::

posted June 25, 2011 07:54 PM            

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Originally posted by FireBird:
"Eris --my fave
square Mars

I think you may have an annoying side to you.
You may swing back and forth between aggressive and annoying lol
What say you ? lol"

I am definitely aggressive...but I don't know if my aggression is on a seesaw with being annoying. I can be aggressive to the point of being annoying, but not one over the other. Makes sense?

However, I stopped being aggressive for a good several years now. So along with it, the annoying part of me is not present. That's in terms of being physically annoying.

In terms of getting to know people, I'm quite direct about wanting to know them, and so I ask blunt questions. If they don't answer, I start pestering them to answer my questions. But of course just recently I started learning to cool that down too, because it still doesn't work. Ugh...

Maybe if you can ask more specific questions about this, I can answer better. But this is so far from what I know about myself in general terms.

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Yes Pesky IS Eris
That mosquito energy is Eris