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Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 09:41 AM
  
You have a good memory-MemoriaMoon oppose Nessus
That does not surprise me, I could feel a Nessus there.
This goes a long with your sense of being dual--the Asc square moon,I think it is.
This goes along with the quincunx of Pluto in the 12th to Jupiter in the 8th(think these are the planets)
Anyway--this Nessus oppose moon. Moon is Aries so Nessus must be Libra.The Nessus house must be the 9th,I think. So, this would make another stress on your moon,
Tell me about your mother again, too.
I have never seen such a bad moon lol
Was your mother terrible ? Anyway back to moon oppose Nessus. ------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 09:48 AM
Mmon in Aries in 3rd oppose Nessus in Libra in 9thOK your deepest emotions are warring with your darkest parts,think serial killer lol
We all have a Nessus ,obviously.
We all have the capacity for evil, the worst evil.
However,when Nessus touches something we are forced to face it more than someone where this does not happen.
However,usually someone will touch it in synastry and then the person will feel it and have to deal with it. ------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 09:49 AM
So, the house of communication is warring with the house of spirituality.
Your heart is warring with your darkest impulses.Is that true?
Do you feel that pull in a strong way? Has this been a deep part of you you have warred with but had no place to bring this anguish?
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It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 09:50 AM
Please look up a few Asteroids I deal with--Child, Actor, Lucifer ,Narcissus,Cupido and Lilith
See if they make the aspects with the needed degrees!------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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posted July 23, 2011 10:36 AM
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Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 10:41 AM
OMG
ALL this mother stuff shows up in your moon.
Please Darling--get the Child Asteroid. You can get the others later.I want to see that one. That is how you were treated as a child.
Darling --she abused you but YOU feel guilty.
That is not right but abused children take the blame  ------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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pixie
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posted July 23, 2011 10:45 AM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Mmon in Aries in 3rd oppose Nessus in Libra in 9thOK your deepest emotions are warring with your darkest parts,think serial killer lol
We all have a Nessus ,obviously.
We all have the capacity for evil, the worst evil.
However,when Nessus touches something we are forced to face it more than someone where this does not happen.
However,usually someone will touch it in synastry and then the person will feel it and have to deal with it.
lol it's funny in a crazy/ironic way, how you mentioned serial killer. When I was younger I used to have dark thoughts about killing people and stuff. It drove me to a point where I actually plotted a plan and prepared everything n stuff. It was like living a nightmare, I thought about it all day and even dream of killing at night. I thought I was going insane and at that time, I drowned myself in alcohol and drugs n stuff so yeah it was bad. But somehow I got through and cleaned myself up pristine. I still don't know how I did it, or what stopped me from going to the devil, but yeah, I was at hell's doorstep and something pulled me back. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 10:49 AM
OH Man
Pixie
The charts are so real. They never lie.
When we do asteroids, you will get more clues.None of this is your fault Baby
You came in to life with lots of challenges.
Those were written there.
Only God can answer why ,of course.
I am glad you are trying to live a good,clean life. I am too  ------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 10:50 AM
I am gonna take a shot here about nessus. It is in your 9th. Did you try to become spiritual as a way to combat your mother issues?
That would fit perfectly------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 10:51 AM
Not as if I am not drowning in charts but do you want to put up a separate thread with your synastry with your b/f?------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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pixie
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posted July 23, 2011 10:54 AM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
OMG
ALL this mother stuff shows up in your moon.
Please Darling--get the Child Asteroid. You can get the others later.I want to see that one. That is how you were treated as a child.
Darling --she abused you but YOU feel guilty.
That is not right but abused children take the blame
Yeah it'skinda weird. That guilt is something I've never successfully escaped from. Here are the Child aspects, all in 1 degree orb Child square Mars Child trine Chariklo Child conjunct Siva Child trine Aphrodite Child trine Askalaphus Child trine ARMC Child square HOUSE 5 Child square HOUSE 11
at 2 degree orb
Child sextile Mercury
Child square Mars Child trine Chariklo Child trine Varuna Child opposite Logos Child trine Poseidon Child square Diana Child trine Achilles Child conjunct Siva Child trine Aphrodite Child trine Askalaphus Child trine ARMC Child sextile HOUSE 4 Child square HOUSE 5
Child trine HOUSE 10 Child square HOUSE 11 Child trine MC
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posted July 23, 2011 11:04 AM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
OH Man
Pixie
The charts are so real. They never lie.
When we do asteroids, you will get more clues.None of this is your fault Baby
You came in to life with lots of challenges.
Those were written there.
Only God can answer why ,of course.
I am glad you are trying to live a good,clean life. I am too
Thank you for your kind words =) =) Yeah I'm trying to do the right things. My bf always calls me a saint. But he doesn't know half of my psychotic nature lol
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I am gonna take a shot here about nessus. It is in your 9th. Did you try to become spiritual as a way to combat your mother issues?
That would fit perfectly
Yeah. I don't know how to desribe it but maybe this weird descriptions will explain. I have that weird little voice that soothes me and I use my dream land as a healing place. I just close my eyes and get lost in my fantasy world and when I come out, I'll be healed, not completely, but generally I'll be in a good shape. My dreams/fantasy are often connected with water. Like a watery world =D quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Not as if I am not drowning in charts but do you want to put up a separate thread with your synastry with your b/f?
Thank you again Ami  I was just about to ask you for that favor =D I'll put up another thread with synastry as soon as I squeeze the information out of the annoying libra. He's busy this weekend so yeah, we haven't spoken in a few days =) IP: Logged |
pixie
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posted July 23, 2011 11:09 AM
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So, the house of communication is warring with the house of spirituality.
Your heart is warring with your darkest impulses.Is that true?
Do you feel that pull in a strong way? Has this been a deep part of you you have warred with but had no place to bring this anguish?
yeah my whole self is at war with my dark impluses. I'm glad it is, coz if it wasn't I would probably have sold my soul to the devil now. But yeah the pull is very very strong and overwhelming. It's like I'm walking on the edge and I have to constantly keep my thoughts n emotions in check, coz they can go from positive to negative then to pure evil in a matter of minutes. Like we've discussed the squares before, I can't talk to anyone about this, so yeah, it hurts. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 11:14 AM
Pixie
Thank you for allowing me in to your world.I am honored and humbled  ------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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posted July 23, 2011 11:33 AM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Please look up a few Asteroids I deal with--Child, Actor, Lucifer ,Narcissus,Cupido and Lilith
See if they make the aspects with the needed degrees!
I will also edit the sun and moon and ascendant aspects with some newly-found aspects =D 1 degree orb : Lilith trine Ceres Lilith square Cupido Lilith trine Kronos Lilith conjunct Minerva Lilith conjunct HOUSE 2 Lilith trine Eros Lilith opposite Sauer Lilith opposite Isis-Transpluto
2 degree orb:
Lilith sextile Juno Lilith square Klotho Lilith trine Eros Lilith sextile Hopi
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1 degree orb Lucifer trine mean Apogee Lucifer square Chaos Lucifer sextile Apollon
Lucifer square Vesta Lucifer conjunct Circe Lucifer opposite Orpheus Lucifer trine Eris Lucifer trine House
2 degree orb
Lucifer trine Moon Lucifer sextile Nessus Lucifer conjunct Crantor Lucifer sextile Typhon Lucifer sextile Deucalion Lucifer sextile Apollon - Apollon opposite Kassandra at 1 degree Lucifer conjunct Circe Lucifer conjunct Hekate Lucifer sextile Hera Lucifer trine Kassandra Lucifer sextile Atlantis Lucifer trine Amor Lucifer square Toro Lucifer opposite Orpheus ----------------- At 1 and 2 degree Cupido conjunct Actor Cupido conjunct Narcisus Cupido square Mercury Cupido sextile mean Node Cupido square Chariklo Cupido square Pelion Cupido sextile HOUSE 5 Cupido trine HOUSE 11
At 3 degree
Actor conjunct Narcissus Actor conjunct Cupido Actor conjunct Cyllarus Actor conjunct House 3
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at 1 degree orb Cupido trine Nemesis Cupido square Lilith Cupido square Sauer Cupido sextile ASCENDANT Cupido sextile HOUSE 1
At 2 degree orb
Cupido trine HOUSE 7 Cupido sextile Asbolus Cupido sextile Rhadamanthus Cupido sextile Pandora Cupido square Minerva ------------------
At 1 and 2 degree
Narcissus conjunct Cupido Narcissus square Mercury Narcissus sextile Mars Narcissus opposite Haumea Narcissus sextile mean Node Narcissus sextile true Node Narcissus square Chariklo Narcissus square Pelion Narcissus conjunct Cyllarus Narcissus sextile Bienor Narcissus trine Amycus Narcissus square Varuna Narcissus opposite Huya Narcissus opposite Zeus Narcissus opposite Urania Narcissus trine Hybris Narcissus square Dionysus Narcissus conjunct HOUSE 3 Narcissus sextile HOUSE 5 Narcissus opposite HOUSE 9 Narcissus trine HOUSE 11
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posted July 23, 2011 11:37 AM
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Pixie
Thank you for allowing me in to your world.I am honored and humbled
You're helping me Ami, god bless you =) IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 11:55 AM
I will meditate on these today.I am really interested if you b/f brings soothing water to your pain or revs it up lol ------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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posted July 23, 2011 12:23 PM
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I will meditate on these today.I am really interested if you b/f brings soothing water to your pain or revs it up lol
I'm curious about the synastry aspects now lol =D Thank you for all your help Ami, I know I've said this quite a lot but yeah... Thank you I better get some shut-eye now. Good night Amie =) IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 23, 2011 12:38 PM
Good Night Baby
Talk soon and you are very welcome ------------------
It doesn't happen all at once.You become.It takes a long time.That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,or have sharp edges,or who have to be carefully kept.
Generally,by the time you are Real most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby.
But these things don't matter at all,because once you are Real you can't be ugly ,except to people who don't understand.
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posted July 23, 2011 08:47 PM
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Ami Anne
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posted July 25, 2011 08:49 AM
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Originally posted by pixie:
I will also edit the sun and moon and ascendant aspects with some newly-found aspects =D1 degree orb : Lilith trine Ceres Lilith square Cupido Lilith trine Kronos Lilith conjunct Minerva Lilith conjunct HOUSE 2 Lilith trine Eros Lilith opposite Sauer Lilith opposite Isis-Transpluto
2 degree orb:
Lilith sextile Juno Lilith square Klotho Lilith trine Eros Lilith sextile Hopi
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1 degree orb Lucifer trine mean Apogee Lucifer square Chaos Lucifer sextile Apollon
Lucifer square Vesta Lucifer conjunct Circe Lucifer opposite Orpheus Lucifer trine Eris Lucifer trine House
2 degree orb
Lucifer trine Moon Lucifer sextile Nessus Lucifer conjunct Crantor Lucifer sextile Typhon Lucifer sextile Deucalion Lucifer sextile Apollon - Apollon opposite Kassandra at 1 degree Lucifer conjunct Circe Lucifer conjunct Hekate Lucifer sextile Hera Lucifer trine Kassandra Lucifer sextile Atlantis Lucifer trine Amor Lucifer square Toro Lucifer opposite Orpheus ----------------- At 1 and 2 degree Cupido conjunct Actor Cupido conjunct Narcisus Cupido square Mercury Cupido sextile mean Node Cupido square Chariklo Cupido square Pelion Cupido sextile HOUSE 5 Cupido trine HOUSE 11
At 3 degree
Actor conjunct Narcissus Actor conjunct Cupido Actor conjunct Cyllarus Actor conjunct House 3
Your Asteroids.--Was that where we left off? Yes IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 25, 2011 08:52 AM
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Ami, I've read somewhere on this forum that if a planet conjunct the ascendant then that planet is considered the 1st house planet. So how will this affect the interpretation of my chart ? What do you think ?I have venus and neptune conjunct ascendant
Ok
What are the Orbs? Yes,that is a good question.I don't know the answer lol You know, we can figure it out from YOU.
I can ask you some questions and you can figure out if they are ASC or 12th house.
Want to do that?
One can figure out these things themselves or with the help of another ,I think.
Each house has a different feel and QUITE distinct. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 25, 2011 09:49 AM
1 degree orb : Lilith trine Ceres Lilith square Cupido Lilith trine Kronos Lilith conjunct Minerva Lilith conjunct HOUSE 2 Lilith trine Eros Lilith opposite Sauer Lilith opposite Isis-Transpluto
2 degree orb:
Lilith sextile Juno Lilith square Klotho Lilith trine Eros Lilith sextile Hopi
Ok lets deal with Lilith now.This is raw sexuality. I see an uptight woman letting loose with a man who is a Mars in Scorpio lol
So,lets see what your Lilith does.
Is Ceres the nurturer? I think so.If you want to research Ceres and put it here ,that would be great.
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posted July 25, 2011 09:51 AM
Lilith sq Cupido
This would mean your raw sexuality was blocked/hampered/hindered by your
"Fake love".
In practical terms, you would struggle with being fake to get what you want .This would be someone who says "I love you" to manipulate someone.
This part of you wars with your raw sexuality.
Has this been a struggle?
Have you been afraid you would do this even if you have not up to this point?IP: Logged |
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