posted July 25, 2011 09:59 AM            

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Originally posted by pixie:
Yeah it'skinda weird. That guilt is something I've never successfully escaped from.

Here are the Child aspects, all in 1 degree orb

Child square Mars

Child trine Chariklo

Child conjunct Siva

Child trine Aphrodite

Child trine Askalaphus

Child trine ARMC

Child square HOUSE 5

Child square HOUSE 11

at 2 degree orb

Child sextile Mercury

Child square Mars

Child trine Chariklo

Child trine Varuna

Child opposite Logos

Child trine Poseidon

Child square Diana

Child trine Achilles

Child conjunct Siva

Child trine Aphrodite

Child trine Askalaphus

Child trine ARMC

Child sextile HOUSE 4

Child square HOUSE 5

Child trine HOUSE 10

Child square HOUSE 11

Child trine MC

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You know,I never did Child.I will do that next. Tell me what you think.
Man--I think Child conjunct Siva is important.
Look that up.I feel that will tell you things.
If you don't ,I will.

You have Child trine Aphrodite.This would give you charm.
Sextile Merc--this will help you express your feelings--your inner Child.
Sq Mars==this may make you angry cuz your inner child is frustrated.
Can you relate to any of these?

posted July 30, 2011 07:59 AM            

Thank you for your interpretations. And sorry for replying so late. The last few weeks were stressful. I've just came back from the hospital.

posted July 30, 2011 08:30 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Ok
What are the Orbs? Yes,that is a good question.I don't know the answer lol

You know, we can figure it out from YOU.
I can ask you some questions and you can figure out if they are ASC or 12th house.
Want to do that?
One can figure out these things themselves or with the help of another ,I think.
Each house has a different feel and QUITE distinct.

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Venus Conjunction Ascendant 5°06

Venus Conjunction Neptune 3°20

Neptune Conjunction Ascendant 8°25

I don't know much about these aspects except for a few general interpretations I found on Google, which are quite vague.
Please tell me more about these aspects. Then, I guess I might be able to figure out whether or not I feel these planets are in 1st house

posted July 30, 2011 09:13 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Lilith sq Cupido
This would mean your raw sexuality was blocked/hampered/hindered by your
"Fake love".
In practical terms, you would struggle with being fake to get what you want .This would be someone who says "I love you" to manipulate someone.
This part of you wars with your raw sexuality.
Has this been a struggle?
Have you been afraid you would do this even if you have not up to this point?

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Yeah I can sort of relate to this. To this certain point of my life, I haven't used sex to manipulate anyone but I have said "I love you" to do so. I don't know if that was manipulation. But basically I said "I love you" without actually feeling it.

I do struggle to stop myself from taking advantages on other people. This is one of the reasons why I don't like getting close to other people. I'm afraid that I might do them wrong and hurt them.

And my I ask a question ? Since we are discussing Lilith, I wonder if you could tell me which placements can make a person attracted to dark/destructive love ? Because I crave a wholesome, healthy relationship but somehow I'm always drawn to the destructive kind.

This is a synastry chart with my ex. His is the outside circle. He contacted me again and I did not reply. I'm a bit scared.

posted July 30, 2011 09:35 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Lilith trine Eros
This is free expression of your sexuality and erotic nature.

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lol I appear asexual

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Lilith sextile Juno
Your raw sexuality can go with your deep devotion to another. They would not be separate.

That is all I know of the Asteroids that are with Lilith
Any thoughts?

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posted July 30, 2011 09:47 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You know,I never did Child.I will do that next. Tell me what you think.
Man--I think Child conjunct Siva is important.
Look that up.I feel that will tell you things.
If you don't ,I will.

You have Child trine Aphrodite.This would give you charm.
Sextile Merc--this will help you express your feelings--your inner Child.
Sq Mars==this may make you angry cuz your inner child is frustrated.
Can you relate to any of these?

I am gonna see if I can look up Siva.

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I was never a charming child. Distant, anti-social, never afraid to voice my opinions ... --> The adults didn't like me. I was polite but I didn't say what they wanted to hear. I guess I could relate this to the Moon in Eris. I hate hypocrisy and fakeness. As a child, I didn't know how to keep my thoughts to myself.

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
From Answers by IQ:
SIVA rules the Divine Masculine traits dealing with death, destruction, change, rebirth, benevolence by destroying evil, creation of death causers of evil, erasing darkness by using terrifying force and pure masculine consciousness.

Pixie
I KNEW Siva would mean something to you.This was you as a child.You described what you went through with your mother.
You HAD to have death and rebirth.
It is on your Child asteroid
How amazing is that!

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posted July 30, 2011 09:49 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I have been asking around about Siva.It is Shiva too.
It is the act of recreating yourself after "death" or destruction.
That is YOU Darling

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posted July 30, 2011 10:27 AM            

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Originally posted by pixie:

Venus Conjunction Ascendant 5°06

Venus Conjunction Neptune 3°20

Neptune Conjunction Ascendant 8°25

I don't know much about these aspects except for a few general interpretations I found on Google, which are quite vague.
Please tell me more about these aspects. Then, I guess I might be able to figure out whether or not I feel these planets are in 1st house

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posted July 30, 2011 12:14 PM            

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Originally posted by pixie:
Hi Ami,

Thank you for your interpretations. And sorry for replying so late. The last few weeks were stressful. I've just came back from the hospital.

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posted July 30, 2011 12:17 PM            

Just kidding.That is a great question.I am quite sure it is your 12th house placements but I will look again.
If ANYTHING messes with you in the chart above all else ,it is the 12th house placements.
Would you like to explore the whole 12th house again.

posted July 31, 2011 08:52 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Oh Darling
What happened ?

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posted July 31, 2011 08:56 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
OK
To answer your question about dark love--Have I got a guy for you

Just kidding.That is a great question.I am quite sure it is your 12th house placements but I will look again.
If ANYTHING messes with you in the chart above all else ,it is the 12th house placements.
Would you like to explore the whole 12th house again.

I think you can make Venus 1st house so we have the rest.
I think that will yield you important info

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Yes, please tell me more about my 12 house. I think I'll also get my Juno placements since Juno is also in the 12th house.

posted July 31, 2011 08:56 AM            

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Originally posted by pixie:
thank you for asking. I fainted and was carried to the hospital. There wasn't any serious problem, it was just stress taking its toll on me. I guess I should try yoga or meditaion and save my few remaining nerves

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