posted December 29, 2011 05:55 PM            

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posted December 29, 2011 05:55 PM            

I am giving you this song because it is such a Cancer moon song.

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posted December 29, 2011 05:57 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
JUST saw this. Tell me what you think. Just put it together, anyway.

You are very direct and bold with what you think BUT you do not stand back enough and take a breath due to the Sun/merc combust. Is this a hard thing for you. Please explain.

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Do you mean I'm impulsive/compulsive with my thoughts/actions?

It's SUPER hard for me to sit on an uncomfortable feeling and let it pass. When I am feeling something related to someone else I feel strongly the need to share the thoughts/feelings. This hasn't always worked for me...more often than not - people shirk at my intensity and then wonder why I flip...

It's as though once I get something off my chest, I can breathe again, and I'm no longer upset (certainly not to the extent) - this goes for positive feelings too...It is confusing and troublesome for everyone; but I feel it impacts me the worst in the long run.

Can you tell me which aspect/why this occurs? Perhaps I can look at transits/progressions and learn which new energies to lean on instead of this pattern...

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posted December 29, 2011 05:58 PM            

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posted December 29, 2011 06:00 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Was your early home loving?

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Early on - until I was six years old, my mom, though single and working a job that involved travel, was young and playful. Also, my aunt and uncle lived with us - and they treated me as their own daughter. Those were the best years of my childhood.

When I was 6 years old, my father returned to live with my mom after being separated since i was 6mos old. His presence was a blessing and a calamity: he was extremely rigid with me, strict, demanding 'respect' - i was very bright and argued with him that respect was to be earned (what kind of 6yo does that?! LOL)

posted December 29, 2011 06:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I want to deal with that MC conj venus and a few really good quincunx, which are the aspects of transformation, as I think you CAN find your dream. You just need to learn how to go about it. I think we can help in this by our doing the chart, together.

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posted December 29, 2011 06:02 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I am going to write some things I want to explore--Juno oppose Saturn.

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posted December 29, 2011 06:04 PM            

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posted December 29, 2011 06:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Sun in 11th square Uranus in the 8th. Let me ask this. Do you have a great desire to do something with groups and on a global scale but find that your own emotions and passions get in the way of doing this? How?

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There have been times in my life when I could have had great success within groups, and have even recently made great groups of friends...

troubles within do arise...when i was 26, i became incredibly depressed and felt paranoid to a certain degree about whether or not my friends were actually my friends...or just backstabbers. They were and are my friends. I was going through a case of Major Depressive Disorder and in the midst of a massive break-up from a super-controlling boyfriend.

Recently, I've made many friends, but, while I haven't lost those friends - our friendships have diminished due to conflict of some sort...i was going to start a new alternative newspaper with friends, but that fell through because i felt myself being squeezed out by one of the "friends" i had a sexual relationship with...

a dear friend of mine has put me on the backburner (she and i together talked of starting our own businesses, raising our kids together, and becoming a beacon in our small community for alternative, single mothers)...because of scandal. A Scorpio man who i was friends with and had begun to have feelings for it turns out was actually involved in a serious relationship with her other friend. He was having affairs on this poor woman all across town. I'm glad it never went there with me - but my friend is nervous of me...

posted December 29, 2011 06:10 PM            

Well any 12th house body turns inward and is afraid to express itself even though it WANTS to, as all body's want to. So, you want to express and fufill the Juno energu which is a loyal and devoted partner. However, you may shrink back out of fear due to the 12th house placement. THEN, if anything hits Saturn, it pulls back more. So, Saturn in the 6th in Virgo makes you afraid to give and serve as you want to. So, you struggle with the outward movement of Juno and the slapping back of Saturn when you WANT very much to give and to serve with all the Juno qualities of unselfish love and devotion to one special person.

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posted December 29, 2011 06:11 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Ok I think you should put on the dark asteroids. If you had trauma, the exact nature of it will show, ime.

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I'll post them on this thread if you don't mind?

posted December 29, 2011 06:15 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I am gonna do some work on your natal. Tell me what you think.
Chiron trine the MC. You WILL be able to take your pain and use it in your career as way to help heal others, although Chiron never heals himself of it's wound. This goes for everyone with Chiron, of course.

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TOTALLY. OMG. I am ALWAYS helping others heal their wounds of self-worth, devaluation, whether it's actually through my healing work - or even in accounting.

In accounting, I do NOT just go and count beans, nor, do I push for simply more profit. I have always acted as an agent for compassion, evolution, and positive experiences for all. We go to work for so many hours, that the people we work with become a kind of family to us - and our work means more to us individually than a paycheck. I strive to help employers recognize that and empower employees to find their own happiness - everyone wins this way.

posted December 29, 2011 06:20 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I guess I am doing aspects. I go where i feel led lol
Juno in 12th oppose saturn in 6th

Do you have a great desire to be a loyal and devoted partner but are afraid of your need for it. Maybe, you want it so much that it is too hard to try, as is OFTEN the case. Do you feel afraid to try to give to people, to serve people as you might not be up to the task. Do you give up on the Juno desire( committed,loyal devoted relationship) because you feel it is too hard and you may fail anyway?

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I actually don't give up on committed relationships - they just don't seem to work out. Probably has a lot to do with that combustibility issue ...

I have struggled with feeling a need for expediency in being committed to, in other words - if my partner didn't want to marry me within a year of living together - I became very very uncomfortable and untrusting of their love for me.

Now I know, I simply won't play house with anyone. I am so loyal to those I've loved, I remain friends with them and am usually the one they call when they are down, need healing love, or a good listener. It does seem in this way, I am better for those I've loved after the relationship than during.

posted December 29, 2011 06:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Moon in Cancer like I. You are a strong moon in Cancer from the 0 degree. It is the strongest degree of Cancer so intensifies it.

Your Moon oppose Venus conj the MC. I think you need to communicate and must as your moon is in the 3rd. However, your private self is in opposition to your public self and this may be hard for you. You may feel like you NEED to put on a whole new persona for the public and career. This must be stressful. Moon oppose Venus may come out in your heart and your love nature as pulling back and forth against each other.

You are practical about love with a Cap venus. However, your moon is not.It is tender and wants to talk to someone. Your career and your private and love life may both oppose your tender moon who just wants to be loved like a little teddy bear

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Nail.on.the.head.

posted December 29, 2011 06:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Wild Places:
Nail.on.the.head.

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WOW Astrology is to true. The only think lacking would be the reader

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posted December 29, 2011 06:29 PM            

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TOTALLY. OMG. I am ALWAYS helping others heal their wounds of self-worth, devaluation, whether it's actually through my healing work - or even in accounting.

In accounting, I do NOT just go and count beans, nor, do I push for simply more profit. I have always acted as an agent for compassion, evolution, and positive experiences for all. We go to work for so many hours, that the people we work with become a kind of family to us - and our work means more to us individually than a paycheck. I strive to help employers recognize that and empower employees to find their own happiness - everyone wins this way.

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I have just starting exploring Chiron. I will put up what I just wrote, as a whole, cuz you will find it fascinating, I think.

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posted December 29, 2011 06:29 PM            

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Chiron in the Houses
By amiann

Chiron is more House dependent than sign dependent. As such, I will write about Chiron in the Houses.

Chiron in the 1st house– This placement seems to indicate childhood bullying, in many, many cases. Chiron in the 1st house would be a outer manifestation of Chiron. It would be akin to wearing Chiron on your sleeve, for all the world to see. The Chiron wound could be physical such as a scar or deformity.It could be emotional such as emotional illness. Whatever it is, it is visible to others. As such, this is one of the hardest Chiron placements.

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Interesting...I actually have a tattoo of my heart on my sleeve.

Ummm...I wasn't bullied really - but when I was 7 switched from a Montessori school wherein I was free to be myself and express my individuality to a Public school where I was determined to be a weirdo. It wasn't until about 10 years after that (junior year of highschool), that being a weirdo became cool. Suddenly, I was flooded with acquaintances I didn't know, and didn't feel myself with.

I really feel Chiron in my 2nd house; but maybe that's just the Taurean energy aspect affecting my self-worth. No physical scars, no emotional scars...

Per your note on the Moon opposite Venus/MC, I definitely put on a happy face as often as possible. Only at home can I let my true colors out...I pity my family sometimes...I wish my colors were more like the pretty parts of the rainbow when I'm at home; but after cloaking frustration, absorbed energies, or whatever other emotions I conceal, I usually feel pretty blecch at home.

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posted December 29, 2011 06:31 PM            

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Did you have a good home life with Jupiter in the 4th? Forgive me if you already answered.
Chiron in the 1st square Jupiter in the 4th.
Tell me if this fits. You had some external pain that you "wore". However, your home life was good for you and you did not know how to reconcile the two. Your home life made you feel good ,but you had to enter the world with the Chiron wound. Please, explain, if this fits.

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My dad left home when I was 6 months old. He never wanted me...so he's told me.

posted December 29, 2011 06:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
ASC squares Venus conj MC
Again, I see the theme you have to "hide". Your outer self and your public self and your inner self. Do you feel this stress a lot?

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ALWAYS. Maybe that's where my self-esteem issue comes from...I feel like if people know the "real" me, they will run for the hills.

I'm majorly stressed about this - especially now, transiting Saturn in 7th House of Libra, conjunct Pluto.

posted December 29, 2011 06:35 PM            

I bet you have Sedna prominent. I will put up my Sedna article

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posted December 29, 2011 06:35 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnn9JlqqTE4

I am giving you this song because it is such a Cancer moon song.

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Oh dear. My mom played this song for me once, I practically fell apart, and had to turn it off immediately.

Hearing it now, in a better place today than that day in September...yes, it is definitely a Cancer Moon song. This is how we love. I wish I could express this fully to those I love without all the other crap in the way...