posted August 03, 2012 02:28 AM            

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Originally posted by isabelle_lila:
NEW NEW Q

Lots of questions ! Sorry.

1) Will this literacy challenge will be a breakthrough month for me emotionally, artistically, spiritually ?

2) My project is a book for children/young adult about a world where animals are divided between the 4 primal elements air, water, earth, fire and the daughter of an eagle who don't find to which element she is part. She will have a lot of trial and will discover that she can survive every element because she is a phoenix. And I will illustrate it at the same time
How do you feel it ? What should I know about it ?

3) I want to change job. Is it the right moment ? Should I prospect now (this month) or after the summer ?

4) In what kind of department, domain, kind of company, job, do you see me searching this summer ?

5) Is F my ex aware of my agression in june ?

Thank you for your readings

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Pulled out 7 cards this time, as felt more clarification was needed. Cards are the sun, 4 cups, knight swords, ace cups, strength, hanged man, page of wands.

If Im remembering correctly, someone else pulled the sun card in a reading for you recently? The Sun tells me the literary challenge is very good for you & your creativity is coming back strong after a period of rest. Your book sounds fascinating, mythical creatures and quests are very interesting subjects for children.

posted August 03, 2012 08:01 AM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Pulled out 7 cards this time, as felt more clarification was needed. Cards are the sun, 4 cups, knight swords, ace cups, strength, hanged man, page of wands.

If Im remembering correctly, someone else pulled the sun card in a reading for you recently? The Sun tells me the literary challenge is very good for you & your creativity is coming back strong after a period of rest. Your book sounds fascinating, mythical creatures and quests are very interesting subjects for children.

Feeling your mind/feelings are strong w F, and he is able to pick up on this as despite his poor decisions he does still have feelings for you. You may be hearing something about him soon. You are very strong and will brave the storm well if you run into him. A message regarding possible job change is coming soon. The hanged man advices to think it very carefully, as there is an even better opportunity coming later, if you wait it out. Get plenty of rest, as this is going to be a very busy month w lots of social contact. you may be introduced to a person who will have a strong attraction for you very soon.

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Thank you for your reading.

Yes whereabouts pull the sun for me as well yesterday but I had worst case of I understand nothing :( I'm so sorry for whereabouts who put so much in it. I will have to re-read it. I couldn't even tell you what the sun was linked in her reading :(

I feel good about this project but I have a lot of resaerch to do before since it's a last minute idea. I don't know if it could develop on an edited book but I could totally saw it ;) I think my creativity was totally close off recently. I was incapable to read, to listen to music, to watch a movie etc... There was nothing except colors and painting (and it was small).
This is the good part because the rest is all about stress.

For F, even if my and his feelings are strongs I won't let go of my principals. But I miss the friend, the felow writer, the confident and the tender man he hide in him. But it won't change the fact that he had to take responsability for his action and for the pain he gave me. He could be a good and evolved man if he had done better choice :(

I want closure and make things clear. But it's not simple for me. I hope we could talk, a real talk in which he didn't hide.

I will be careful wth work opportunities. I think I'm at a time in my life when I should fly and I feel trap on earth. So I will wait to hear all the option at my disposal.

A new man very attracted te me sounds good but with what happened recently, I have to ask : is it a good man ? Will I like him ? Is he good for me ? For the moment, I escape the men around me. Except some writers in my association.

Thank you so much. There was so many questions asked. Maybe because I feel like beginning again to live. But it's still hard.
Thanks for your perspective, your kindness and the hope you give me (even if you don't promise me F to be madly in love with me ;). You simply point the good things that I'm going to put in life again.

really thank you.

posted August 03, 2012 08:25 AM            

Also, I see the Knight of Swords came up in this reading as well. I think someone else also pulled the Knight of Swords for you. This Knight of Swords is the source of the polar opposite feelings of your normal self, the depression you're feeling rather than your typical optimism and happiness. Take this as a sign. However a man makes you feel now, later on he will make you feel the same but magnified or multiplied. Take it for the sign that it is. You should not be feeling this way but, also, feeling this way is a "choice" you have made. If an individual knows how much emotional pain you are in and you look to them for support when you really, really need it, and they abandon you and ignore your pleas for the help you really need, that is a SIGN. It is a sign to recognize what you DON'T want in the long run for that is precisely what you will get. He is being selfish and you are struggling when you have an opportunity to learn from the past to help you to see clearly and to move forward with enthusiasm. You have such good things coming in your near future. Let him go so you can experience the joy that you are surrounded by.

Move forward and try to stop thinking about him for it is depressing you and you are going from a bubbly, enthusiastic, happy, caring individual, to a depressed, sad, emotionally helpless person struggling with grief while in morning. You have such good things around you and to feel better all you have to do is choose to see all the good you are surrounded with and cherish that good and not dwell on the bad. When our guides and angels take something away from us, they do it for a reason, a reason that is to HELP you. It may seem tragic and at the immediate moment you cannot understand why but you're not supposed to understand why right now. You're supposed to TRUST that your angels do what is best for you. TRUST in that and let him go for he is bringing you down to a place you don't belong.

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Pulled out 7 cards this time, as felt more clarification was needed. Cards are the sun, 4 cups, knight swords, ace cups, strength, hanged man, page of wands.

If Im remembering correctly, someone else pulled the sun card in a reading for you recently? The Sun tells me the literary challenge is very good for you & your creativity is coming back strong after a period of rest. Your book sounds fascinating, mythical creatures and quests are very interesting subjects for children.

Feeling your mind/feelings are strong w F, and he is able to pick up on this as despite his poor decisions he does still have feelings for you. You may be hearing something about him soon. You are very strong and will brave the storm well if you run into him. A message regarding possible job change is coming soon. The hanged man advices to think it very carefully, as there is an even better opportunity coming later, if you wait it out. Get plenty of rest, as this is going to be a very busy month w lots of social contact. you may be introduced to a person who will have a strong attraction for you very soon.

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posted August 03, 2012 09:51 AM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
I really like what you wrote, whereabouts. This applies to many situations, thank you for sharing w Isabelle & all of us.

Isabelle, maybe it would help if you wrote down all your feelings for F in a letter, but dont send it to him. I did this to my own person AP last night, by the light of a white candle and just wrote all out that Id say to him & feel. Such a sense of relief followed, like a heavy burden lifted. I feel this may help you too, as you are also a sensitive soul & express yourself deeply in writing.

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posted August 03, 2012 02:45 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Hi Jupiter,

I can emphatize with your situation. I fell in strong connection w my friend, while being in a roommate like marriage w my spouse. My friend is single, but I still didnt want to cross into physical because it would be wrong to become his mistress while married to my spouse.

The stess and anxiety of bottling up my feelings was starting to make me physically ill. I couldnt live a lie, and ended up letting my friend go & trying to work things out w my spouse. Meanwhile, turns out the unhappiness/broken connection had also affected my spouse & he had some things to own up to as well.

Right now just taking it a day a time. We both hurt each other a lot, and I do see he loves me a lot and is doing his part to give this another chance. Emotionally Im
still on the fence if should take a time out & think without being involved w either of them, as keep seeing my friend in dreams & thinking of him during random moments.

I met a reader by chance yesterday, and she adviced me to not worry anout either of the two as my focus should be to balance myself emotionally. I think this is true, do feel better concentrating on myself and going w the flow

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Hi Pheonix,

Thanks for your kind words.

This has been a terrible time for me, very confusing and painful. Unfortunately our situation began with sex which I think has been what has complicated things so much. We have both been without what we have together for so long that it is almost unfathomable to either of us to let it go.

He tells me that he will not leave his partner even if we are caught out (Taureans love their security) even though their relationship sounds unliveable as far as I am concerned, but then I guess when you are used to something awful, it fails to cause you pain anymore.

As I said before one minute he is withdrawn and cold, the next he is a love sick puppy, this is usually based around seeing each other. A few days before we meet he is happy as Larry and then by the time he leaves and for days afterwards, he is cold and distant and tries to shut he out altogether. The only time he will ever admit he has feelings for me is whenever things come to a head and we discuss not seeing each other, so naturally I have a lot of doubt about his true intentions.

My hope is that in time he won't be able to deny his feelings any longer, regain his trust in me and that something will give way, either way. But for now I just calmly carry on being the good guy in all of this and waiting for him to make a decision that may never turn in my favour.

For my side of things I have totally changed my life and am for the first time in many years looking forward with positivity for my OWN life whatever happens.

It would be great if you had a spare few minutes if you too could give me a reading and see what you come up with on the matter

posted August 03, 2012 02:48 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
I really like what you wrote, whereabouts. This applies to many situations, thank you for sharing w Isabelle & all of us.

Isabelle, maybe it would help if you wrote down all your feelings for F in a letter, but dont send it to him. I did this to my own person AP last night, by the light of a white candle and just wrote all out that Id say to him & feel. Such a sense of relief followed, like a heavy burden lifted. I feel this may help you too, as you are also a sensitive soul & express yourself deeply in writing.

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posted August 03, 2012 05:47 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Thank you for your kind words, Jupiter

I will be happy to do a reading for you, soon as I am home from work. Are you a Sagittarrius Sun too? I love being a child of Jupiter

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Lol

I'm not really sure. Just getting into all this stuff at the moment. I've been told I am quite psychic by a very experienced reader a few years ago and as part of my new life I intend to learn a lot more about this stuff.

posted August 03, 2012 08:35 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Justice, 2 cups , knight of cups. I concur with Isabelle, lots of romantic potentials but listen to your intuition, as a few are just wanting to be flirty. I do see one standing out from the rest as the real deal. You will know it by his demeanor, will be more serious & interested in deep conversation not the usual chitchat. Also feeling a meeting or contract coming your way, perhaps job opening/interview or thinking of transferring out into a new area. If so, again weigh the decision carefully. Things do seem good for changes at this point, long as you have thought things over first

My question what does weekend look like? So far readings on here have been very accurate

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posted August 03, 2012 08:36 PM            

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Originally posted by isabelle_lila:
Hi ashskye,

I pick the cavalier of baton, the cavalier of sword and the 2 of coins.

I see a lots of meeting and not only for works but the possibility to meet a lots of people, different type of man (be choosy) and have a really strong connection with one of them. is it the love you are waiting ? I don't know. But definitively a lots of opportunitiees to have strong connection from a person who had good advices to give to a person with whom you want to know more.

There is a wouuuu facor here. In all those people you could meet someone very charismatic.

You will tell us what happened this week And the 2nd august, did something happened ?

If you want to answer questions for me (thank you very much), take what inspared you, I have a long list of them on this page

all the best and have a great week at chosing

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Thankyou, I'm rather excited now

posted August 03, 2012 09:12 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Yay!!! So happy for you, Ash!!!

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Thankyou!

Now, I owe you a reading!

I have the Ten of Cups, Two of Swords, Three of Cups and Page of Pentacles

posted August 04, 2012 02:09 PM            

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Originally posted by Gem-Gurl:
Beep!!! Im here!!! Ive been meaning to join this thread ever since it started!! So how does this work? Someone just asks me a question?

I hear its ok if your a million miles off lol cuz its just practice WHEW!

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posted August 04, 2012 02:29 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Just curious, June did you decide to meet your love & express your feelings? I read your other thread and it seemed you were, but not sure if you ultimately decided to do so or not?

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Hey phoenixfire...

Nothing to report back... I even ate crow and reached out. Nothing. The cards seem so hopeful and full of positivity regardless of my doom and gloom apprehension. I went ahead and pulled a few cards for myself the other day, but iam a bit muddled. its not going to happen for me.

posted August 04, 2012 08:13 PM            

Yes, i felt hopeful with the cards... But no change or movement of the stagnant energy has happened. Idk, maybe the cards were just picking up my hearts desire for a positive result after a long hard journey

posted August 04, 2012 09:46 PM            

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Originally posted by whereabouts:
Isabelle, the Page of Wands is "enthusiastic" and usually a "good sign". I also felt when I saw the Page of Wands here that you had a younger sister. I just saw on another thread that you do have a younger sister. I also see that you work in the "Law Department", that's the King of Swords - the unfeeling letter of the Law and he was next to the 9 of Cups -happiness, the wish comes true card- and the Sun! These are good things! Your spirit is down and you are not seeing the positive you have right before you.

Also, I see the Knight of Swords came up in this reading as well. I think someone else also pulled the Knight of Swords for you. This Knight of Swords is the source of the polar opposite feelings of your normal self, the depression you're feeling rather than your typical optimism and happiness. Take this as a sign. However a man makes you feel now, later on he will make you feel the same but magnified or multiplied. Take it for the sign that it is. You should not be feeling this way but, also, feeling this way is a "choice" you have made. If an individual knows how much emotional pain you are in and you look to them for support when you really, really need it, and they abandon you and ignore your pleas for the help you really need, that is a SIGN. It is a sign to recognize what you DON'T want in the long run for that is precisely what you will get. He is being selfish and you are struggling when you have an opportunity to learn from the past to help you to see clearly and to move forward with enthusiasm. You have such good things coming in your near future. Let him go so you can experience the joy that you are surrounded by.

Move forward and try to stop thinking about him for it is depressing you and you are going from a bubbly, enthusiastic, happy, caring individual, to a depressed, sad, emotionally helpless person struggling with grief while in morning. You have such good things around you and to feel better all you have to do is choose to see all the good you are surrounded with and cherish that good and not dwell on the bad. When our guides and angels take something away from us, they do it for a reason, a reason that is to HELP you. It may seem tragic and at the immediate moment you cannot understand why but you're not supposed to understand why right now. You're supposed to TRUST that your angels do what is best for you. TRUST in that and let him go for he is bringing you down to a place you don't belong.

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Thank you for your insigh. I think I'm capable to see what you mean today after a better day (yesterday), to appreciate the good around me and to not forget that I have in me the capacity to turn a bad situation into something a bit more positive and that I can attract the good and enjoy it even if after I still have bad thing to deal with. I'm normally a creator of joy in people and some men make me forget (not F this time).

For F, it will be more complex because he touch my mind, my heard and my soul. It's a lot to clean.

For the law, I just hope it's not what I'm destinated to do all my professional life.

Beautiful words from you. Thank you whereabouts.

posted August 04, 2012 09:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Gem-Gurl:
Beep!!! Im here!!! Ive been meaning to join this thread ever since it started!! So how does this work? Someone just asks me a question?

I hear its ok if your a million miles off lol cuz its just practice WHEW!

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oh finally you came here. Welcome Do not hesitate to ask question (short term if possible), to answer question and to give feedback.

No judging, only people willing to improve and to be friendly and solidary with each other.

You are in good company and I'm happy to have you with us.

posted August 04, 2012 09:53 PM            

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Originally posted by AshSkye:
Thankyou, I'm rather excited now

Something did happen on the second, I had an interview and it went really well!

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Great for the second Croising finger !

Nowlet's hope that your next few weeks will give goodchoice in the love department like the reading said.

posted August 04, 2012 09:58 PM            

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Originally posted by whereabouts:
No matter where you are on this site, it is practice! Nobody gets paid.

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well said, but it's clearly stated in this topic. so there is no confusion : nobody expect anything. we just hope for ourself and for our follow readers to improve and to be right or as near the reality as possible.

Go team game-readings !

posted August 04, 2012 10:02 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
Hey phoenixfire...

Nothing to report back... I even ate crow and reached out. Nothing. The cards seem so hopeful and full of positivity regardless of my doom and gloom apprehension. I went ahead and pulled a few cards for myself the other day, but iam a bit muddled. its not going to happen for me.

Thanks for checking in, hope all is well

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oh I think miss some details.

Anyway I'm sorry to read that and I hope you could give us better news soon.

I send you positive thought.