posted April 22, 2014 11:23 AM            

Do you know how to make a video with images that tell a story? I think you'd be good at it, like a mean to express emotions. I'm sorry to hear that you have a gloomy day. Where I am the sun is so bright that my hair changed color. And I waste many of my days too, just listening to music and languid in astrology . It's not that bad, sometimes you just need a rest. Do you read books? Have you read 'the definitive book of body languages' by Allan Pease? It'd relax you.

posted April 22, 2014 12:10 PM            

Woo, you like korean and japanese singers, could those be Dong Bang Shin Ki, Big Bang and Arashi by chance? I used to listen to them, my sister is crazy about them, especially Arashi, Ohno to be exact . But my preference is still Westlife back in their old days, yummy yummy .

Tell you what, the cloudy and gloomy day is great for doing spells, witchcrafts and all. You should try them. NOPE, just kidding, do not do any of the kind. I find that those days are good for rock music, how about this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgF8Af395XQ
Those beautiful girls are a bonus

posted April 22, 2014 12:59 PM            

The romanian song reminds me of Game of Thrones, and sorry to say, I don't understand a thing they sing . I'll listen to your list, I bet there are many songs that I like.

posted April 22, 2014 01:58 PM            

Hey, I don't get along with goats either, base on chinese zodiac. You're a monkey then, not sure how to interpret that as I'm not into chinese zodiac much.

Wow, very good japanese song, I really like it. Thank you. About the romanian song, I'm afraid of witchcraft, I'm not sure how to explain but I'm not comfortable when hearing/reading about it. In my country (Vietnam) there're lot of stories about ghosts and witchcrafts, really scary stuff.

posted April 22, 2014 02:29 PM            

Adam Lambert will soo much fall for a scorpio, this guy seems like unclothing you/and your soul with that look

I am into almost anytype of zodiac dragons and monkeys are great together, well here I mean for couples, but I guess , ppl and friends with these signs get along too

no problem, here is another jap song that I love
http://youtu.be/HLIj17CX2_E

and sorry, I didn;t know ab the witchraft thing didn;t mean to be it like that

you are pure I am somewhat darker, I am still learning to find an equilibrum..I feel like tanathos and a fluffy angel are part of me..and they are fighting inside, ok. I'm gonna cut it. Here, for showing you a nice romanian song, it is sad, but is beautiful http://youtu.be/RvlS3uCR7iA

and one happy http://youtu.be/Evs5rdAS8wE

posted April 23, 2014 02:19 AM            

Oh, I am glad u like the songs My mood wasn't worse, but I just wanted to hear those songs
here, I'll send u a few more romanian songs, if u want to hear them
http://youtu.be/YycKfw7_CaE
http://youtu.be/DQbv1HS47qs
http://youtu.be/Xr0gKO6ndjc http://youtu.be/1eNFkzXEHUE
http://youtu.be/zs45RtHxTmg http://youtu.be/8f0tsj900Lw

posted April 23, 2014 05:58 AM            

now I did some re-search
look at this description of mars sq uranus :
"Eccentric actions. Klutzes. the courage to do your own thing. Shocking anger. Shocking violence. Unconventional desires. Daredevils. Thrill seekers.Crazy energy. Exciting energy.
Contrariness. Doing the opposite of whatever it is you’re supposed to be doing, even if it’s not in your own best interest. Doing the opposite because following orders is intolerable. Having the courage to go your own way.Fighting the status quo.Actions that provoke others.Eccentrics. Actively breaking the rules. The impulse to do the opposite.Separatist tendencies. DIY (Do It Yourself)." I know you have this too:) and still you don't watch these types-mentally disturbed, but horror movies that u know they can get scarry, you still watch them..so I suppose it's the same thing , right? like thirl seeking. maybe I went too far with the description/decrypotation here, sorry:)
oh and uranus
"highly unusual in their manners, appearance and attitude. Sometimes these people enjoy being different and unpredictable. Uranus here likes to do what they please regardless of customs and norms. Uranus in this position can sometimes be disruptive, and they like to shake, rebel and shock others. The individual always wants to shatter other people’s expectations. The individual may possess considerable inventive ability, and have an interest in out-of-the-ordinary subjects. These people may feel different, special or alienated from their surroundings."

I guess:) I had to do some blood tests and also visited a nutritionist who was more than that,she had a cool machine, so she tested me emotionally and psychologycally- and I was ok..the only thing my brain showed was that I am overly-critical of me, and a bit with others, and that I fear the dark and crowded places, which is true:)
ndchick is so nice!! you should, she gave me my first reading of my life!! I like it! hehe..wish you luck with your reading^^ hope everything oky to you in that area? I am ashamed to ask, I know you scorps:P you are private so I respect that: )

posted April 23, 2014 07:20 AM            

You've did a psychology test? Is it scary ^^? I wonder if I do it, what psychological issue would I have? I can't breath when I'm in closed up and pitch dark places, the reason why I don't go to bar. I'm also afraid of height. I often wonder what'd happen if I jump, and imagine the wind'd howl in my ears while the earth rises up to meet the fall. Bones will crack, blood splatters and absorbed by the ground. Hey, is that a sick thought? I'm not very private where you're concern, I feel comfortable talking to you, no need to feel awkward. I'm currently follow a study myself, and hope for the best. Wish you luck and support.

This is crazy but so fun
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sv6dMFF_yts&list=RDSv6dMFF_yts

posted April 23, 2014 11:29 AM            

Hope I turn into a crazy inventor with that Uranus.llol..but as for fame...I barely see it that way. I feel awkard in the spot-light?! @ I like to be hidden, and manage from behind ( ok, this sounds a lot like saturn 1st with mc scorp, dunno why..am I just imagining it?)
hmm you are thinking of the end of the process, I mean..the bones craking, the blood on the street...it's a noisy image:) nice
I do watch on the balcony..but when I imagine falling it's worse. I don't have noises..just that uuuugly sensation of faaaaaling and never touching the earthand the terror of when I'm gonna crash..that goes oon and oon you are with the end. I am with the on-going process.^^
Glad, u can talk to me abb everything;)
So how is it going with your love life?:) and your studies? any exam going on?
I also wish you good luck my dear!
P.S I read what u wrote to ndnchick26!! wooow, it sounded very good and accurate,with precise information spot-on! and made me think how much I need to improve on these stuff in order not to just blabber non-sense here and there .lol...hope she won;t be upset with my words..I know I am no good wth it..but I wanted to help :o3
oh and love the song! funny one

P.P.s another song http://youtu.be/dECKV4RCRdQ

posted April 23, 2014 11:54 AM            

The management behind the scene is definitely Scorpio MC, and we all know who have the real power here ^^. I don't like to take test myself, I'm afraid of the result , so no test for me if I can have any say in it. What are the reasons for claustrophoby? You picked my curiosity and now you don't tell me. Are those very dark?

I'm glad I didn't scare you off with my crazy imagination. The Sag in me like the end result, you Gem like the process. See how we complement each other? And don't tell me you're blabbering on astrology, it's not true. When I read your input, I thought that I should've posted my chart and ask for your opinions. You have your unique view on things I haven't thought about. We could be a good team, hehe. Would you like to look at my chart? ^^

Well, what to tell you about my love life? I'm a late bloomer with low self-esteem, the boy I talked about is my first love, still very hard to let him go completely (just in my mind), contrary to the outside I'm all calm and good. I'm studying a new branch of law to complete my diplome. I'm very worry about this, what if I'm wrong? what if I fail? All that money and study and stress for nothing. Hmm, I know 'what if' is a defeating process and don't like it, but it's hard to be always positive. You're very strong and brave, I wish I could be like you.

posted April 23, 2014 02:12 PM            

Hey, there're some of the situations that I've been through:
A child gets shut into a box.
A child is locked in a closet.
A child sticks their head between the bars of a fence and then cannot get back out.
It was due to some stupid children games I played with my neighbors children. I didn't want to play but they forced me, then scared me with ghosts and monsters to make me cry. Nowadays children do not play these games anymore, it's an evolution ^^. Anw, I'm very sensitive to any perceptions, don't feel comfortable with cuddle or caresses from my loved ones, except from that someone. Sometimes I just want to box his ears ^^, he's a big bad Saggy. I'm still thinking about what I'd like to ask for a reading. The fact that I don't know what to ask about is telling much, you know. I'm confused.

Here's my chart and I appreciate your insights. We all started at 0, it's not the knowledge that count but the way you interpret it, and you do very good. Tell me if you can't see, I'm being greedy here with those lines .

Oh, and I listened to that song by Spin. You have good taste in music , lovely. Thank you for your advice, really. It's great! I believe I shall make a list of things I should have done for a day, with the time for each activity, and I'll start tomorrow. Aja!
And I understand you on being strong for others but not for you. Low self-esteem, remember? It's a defeating mode. Hello PLuto, it's your time to work your magical phenix thing. That makes me think how fortunate I am to meet you. We could support each other .

posted April 23, 2014 03:44 PM            

Ok, the chart :D
I see a generous person, warm , expansive and kind, that sometimes doesn;t know she's that way:P jupp in house 1 is a VERY favourable aspect..and I recall your hint on being a blessing in disguise, but the squares , esp to the sun, are a loot easier to deal with, so the opp.
Your chiron is proeminent in your chart, as you well know, but I want to mention the link between chiron and neptune:D
Do you have special abilities, more or less? Because this aspect is a biggie in a healer's chart, you are opened to the realms of the pain and not afraid of it ( you already master this) you might remeber certain things from your past that creates blockages, insecurities, and you are very good in healing others, BUT you have to be able to heal yourself too ( here is not the self-esteem, but the actual healing of your past and any pain in you) ohh also trine pluto? am I seeing it well? you.
Wht I find interesting is your NN in 11th house..hmm...it seems like friendship is very important and your lessons will be learned mainly through a friend, also it could imply that relationships that you turn into romance won;t be so helpful for your purpose..highly accentuated frienship and collaboration:)
hmm..well your sag sun is at cross-purpose with the house...sun is the ego, but your ego is placed in the house of the others, do not let ppl dominate your choices and do not make sacrifices that are against yourself. I see the sun -moon affliction as well, which again can show that who you are and what you feel can be opposed as well and sometimes is hard to find a balance and keep going the optimism.woow, an unaspected mercury?is it correct what I see?
tuulip, your chart is not at all common:D hmm..the unaspected can work either way, you are clearly an intelectual and this shows that u can own a multitude of traits, I mean mercurian traits, and you can be a versatile lover as in communication

Pluto in 7th house is a buuurn, deep, boonds, hard to forget, hard to move on ( well we know, right?) you are a passionate lover ( in a commited relationship)
oh a 6th house venus is cute I'd say...you can find love at a work place, you show love through even practical things, shiwd a disposition into being at service for the loved one, in a good, healthy way,but you are also imaginative things( moon in 5th) now what I must say I find it haaard is saturn in 8th house...Tulip, you are great! I think it must be diiff to deal... how can you deal with issues in this house openly when Saturn wants to hide and control? OHH zzzinnng!! I recall, just now..u said is hard to let go right..but on the outside you seem calm and good with the idea..that my dear is Saturn in 8th house, not the sun-moon. my opinion.

You have to find an outlet. I see it as a difficult position:( finances,sexual energy, vulnerability, suffering, what lies in there , need to explode..it's the house of the scorp, remember? what it does is to reveal things, even death is a revealing in front of life, uranus can produce unpredictable events with income and all the stuff in 8th house

Neptune in 9th , what a delight!!
you are well-cultivated in a spiritual way, have a colourful approach to life and philosohy:) can have avangard-imaginative concepts of religion

posted April 24, 2014 05:42 AM            

Do you think the problem with display affection comes from low self-esteem or the other way around? I prefer being alone to a long period that when I emerge from the cave, the intimacy seems lost. That's what I thought about my relationship with my parents. I'm trying to remedy that, first by words. I like to write letters to my loved ones, but since I'm in another country now, I write emails.

Ah, thanks Camy, for taking time with my chart, and for the praise too
I do have dreams that came true, but nothing special, just some mundane things that happened to my friends. Sometimes I have vivid dreams that were so creepy, maybe my mind is twisted ^^. Hey, I want to be a healer very much. I like reading and watching the healers in ancient times that touch people to heal them. I want to be that kind of healer. And before I came to Lindaland, I thought it's just wishful thinking on my part, because those are fiction. Now I believe it's possible, and I want to study to be a healer. I'll start with Kundalini Awakening, although I'm still hesitate if I do that too soon when I'm not ready.

Yes, friendships play a big role in my life, there are a big part of what I learned came from frienships, but only with the close ones. The obnoxious acquaintances I can't socialize with. I'm still not sure about turning the other cheek for them. If they sink low, I can be compassionate but I'll not let them hurt me.

My Sun is a sensitive place in my chart and you nailed it. I let people dominate my choices and make sacrifices all the times. Like I give power to others, Pluto 7th house. With time I'll learn to empower myself. My Mercury conjunct Sun by 1 minutes, I don't know it's afflicted or not, 'cause it's tied up to my ego Sun.
A cute Venus huh? I like to serve people I love. But I don't want to fall in love at work place, I don't want another law student in my home with him being aware of my step every minute of the day . Combine with the Moon in 5th, I hope to be a good mother for my children, 3 kids would be ideal.

Aw, thanks for clarifying on Saturn in 8th house. All this time it's Saturn wrecking havoc on mind and not Sun-Moon then. He's on my watch-out list for some times now, must be very careful with this naughty old goat

Today is a gloomy day here, cloudy and cold, just when I determine to start fresh with my routine, lovely. I'll go get some spells ^^. I hope you have a sunny day, coz cloudy and cold would bother your knee.