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Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 10, 2014 09:07 PM
quote: Originally posted by Sandra018: If you are still doing these, I d like to sit please. If you are taking names for your next thread I d like to be considered  I would like a general reading of whats coming up in the next 3-6 months. thank you in advance Sandra
Hi Sandra, I will probably be doing another lot of rune readings in a week or so, I'll put your name on my list.
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Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 10, 2014 09:09 PM
quote: Originally posted by little_pumpkin: i'd also like to sit for a reading if generous chryseis is willing to take more sitters i love your readings  thanks dear~
Thanks little_pumpkin, I'll put you on the list for the next lot of rune readings sometime soon. IP: Logged |
Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 10, 2014 09:10 PM
quote: Originally posted by Britannia: oh i just finished reading what you came up with! phew!!!!!! it was eerily true for lot many things that are going on in my life. i'll write you detailed feedback in a while. i have run few errands and will write when i am settled nicely in my den and ready to pour myself out. i must say that you are one great reader this forum has. i loved loved loved the read! thank you very much for your time 
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Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 10, 2014 09:14 PM
quote: Originally posted by VenusDiSirius: Here I am!!! Hurrah! OK, I need an advice for Summer - what's the most important for me to know, what to act on? Or rather, what would be my lucky break, what I can rely on? Am I clear or should I simplify? Single rune reading, thank you kindly. Whenever you're free with your time.
Hi VenusDi, I will do a reading for you after Astro keen which I will do shortly, so will probably do yours in an hour or so depending. You have a lot in your question there, haha, but I like the challenge and will see what comes for with just the one rune - I knew someone was going to want the one rune reading. IP: Logged |
Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 10, 2014 09:16 PM
quote: Originally posted by Miranda01: Hi Chrysies!  Thank you so much for the reading.Really Appreciated.You will be glad to know that it fully resonates. Yes it was about the guy and me,sorry about the spelling mistake. :P You are right about me giving too much and believing that to receive I would have to give more. @serious deficit in love felt in the past - I t's sad but true..the guys I liked never seemed to like me or pay me attention. It's good to know that his intentions are genuine and that he wants me to value myself.I seriously doubted him.But he is a nice guy...nice to talk to..and it just lifts a burden off my shoulder that I am not hanging out with the wrong people.I'm happy to know that he's a keeper. And it's also true what you said about being too open and therefore allowing myself to be vulnerable.A change is needed I agree about that.I do not have financial problems right now as I am happy where I am working right now.But you are right about me being desperate sometimes...atleast internally even if I don't show it outwards.It's good to know that I can reach those emotional goals that I hope to attain. About my future with him,I know he will be moving to a different city.Certain circumstances in his life are such that he has to.I don't bear any grudge for it..not as of now..And I hope not to in future.Again,it's really satisfying to know he is genuine to me. Advice and note myself : Keep yourself calm..don't be angry..don't be anxious! 
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Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 10, 2014 09:37 PM
quote: Originally posted by Watercolordaydream: Hi Chryseis First I want to thank you for taking you time doing this lengthly reading for me. I wanted to come home to re-read it so I can give you a full feedback. I'm glad to hear that he is genuine because this is one area that made me doubt him the most in. There is a lot of pushing and pulling that went on between us (mainly from him) that confused me, I did not know if I can trust him with my heart. You are right,I sense that he knows what is he looking for. Yes, we both have been heartbroken in the past. I do not have brief relationships and move on though, I take my relationship seriously most of the time. Maybe you're referring to dating? What does "WiCeDD" mean? :/ Hmm, not sure if I have great attractive power with a lot of options, but I sure know how to attract the creeps- haha. May you explain or rephrase "Rune 6" again, not sure if I understand. I hope it was not me who hurted him I don't think I did. I agree that he still has a lot to learn. Things are finally smoothing out between us after so long and I really hope that it will work out. There is still much for us to work on Thanks again!  -T
Hi Watercolordaydream, WiCeDD came about because rather than right your full username I was going to shorten it to WCDD but marvelled at how close it was to 'wicked' and thought I would add a few vowels - sorry, haha, but it did seem apt at the time.Rune 6 position was about the compromise required and it didn't feel like a compromise was going to be easy based on the fact that he tends to keep things balance and only go half way so to speak, and yes I did feel that you will only go as far as you are inclined and possibly able to drop any need for compromise or commitment on a whim - which could leave him standing there in a way, ready to meet you half way and you may have unbeknowns to him already opted out due to changing your mind or not being bothered, or being distracted etc. Because it is the compromise required, this situation may not have yet eventuate or it portends the likelihood of how any compromise necessity would pan out between you. ie. you are not, I think, really a compromiser but more of a go for what and how you want things and outside that is just outside that for you, perhaps. I don't know, maybe that's not how it is though, sometimes things are tricky to decipher - that seemed the best fit at the time. Good Luck with it, Watercolordaydream 
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Britannia Knowflake Posts: 1222 From: Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 10, 2014 11:17 PM
hi chryseis! i am back to provide you with my fb for the delicious reading you did for me! starting with earth element, every time i ask about who is going to help me find a job this king of pents shows up in readings. he does seem to be an established man, an authority of some kind. but journalism came across as a complete surprise to me. i mean, i have been told before many times that i might get a job from a field where i wouldn't look for work generally. and this is so true for journalism. hmm!! it took me few minutes to digest that it could come out to be true. this is also true that i don't know what i want, because i have been out of work for more than a decade now, out of choice though. and if i started working on something at least i would know whether i want to continue doing the same or change the direction. but no matter what i learn i am sure going to use this time to learn and build a base for myself so my bland resume looks interesting to potential employers. so i wouldn't mind putting in extra hours and getting those strange look from people around me thinking " oh what is she doing here, she knows nothing about the game" etc etc.. i feel i am ready i don't know why money is involved, may be i will want to learn something as you said to help myself learn necessary skills to understand the job, as you mentioned but another reader also picked the same that i might have to spend some money. i am ready to do that too. yes i am extremely passionate about many things, but mostly when i get myself into something i get into it wholly and truthfully. but its true that this energy is raw as i haven't worked for so many years so i am not familiar with the tricks of the trade, i find myself caught up in details lot many times when i go through job descriptions and it creates a kind of chaos in my mind. but i believe it will go once i actually get started have gained some experience in real time?learning about facts and being objective are actually my real concerns. i like to work, like seriously i can go on without rest and food for days and i wouldn't quit until i have finished my job. i become workaholic and there is every tendency for me to get on a lot of load and then feeling burdened after a while. because this is what happens in my personal life as well. i have difficulty saying no, because my first reaction to anything that needs work is YES. i did have a good education, completed my masters years ago and was a bright student all along. everybody knew that i will do something good with my career one day. and then i got married, travelled, had a kid and didn't think for a single moment that i wanted to work or i should give a serious thought to my career. until things took a turn and i experienced a terrible time in life that made me understand the importance of standing on my own two feet and being financially secure and independent. then started the search for a job and it's still on after having seen 2 years of constant failure because no one wants to hire me as i don't have work experience to show on my resume. but i have experienced a 360 degree turn and it has changed my outlook towards my life as a whole. so i am disappointed because of not being able to find a job but not defeated yet  i know it's going to be a struggle for me for next 2 years. you are right.i am greatly immaterial in my core. i can literally live the life of an ascetic and be extremely happy helping people out while living the life of a nomad. however i do tend to look at beautiful material things and think of having them but there is no feel of ownership to them. even whatever i have at the moment i can give it away in a moment's time if i have no responsibilities to take care of. i am not very keen to hoard and be secure in life. it is all about inner development and you are very right about it. i want to learn and grow stronger and get healed. it is more of an inner journey for me than outer/material. i am not looking for material rewards, but yes it's an irony that you get noticed by learned people who really know what life is when you yourself are strong enough and i want to reach that stage where i can attract and be in the company of people from whom i can learn and grow into a better individual, and to reach that stage i need to work hard i know and material rewards will be by product so i am not very concerned about them at this time. i do have a kid and i already feel i am done. because of her i am unable to think outside the box already, which is what my core actually is like. but i feel restricted and bound by the responsibilities. so yes, you are right. i am not in a place where i can afford to have more children and build my life the way i want at the same time. i do have a person in my life who is just the way you have explained. he is someone i know for few years. he is a guide, a parent, a sibling, a friend, everything to me, even though i have never met him. he has this motherly feel to him that is very strict and very loving both at the same time. i do have a tendency to whisper to nature spirits, for hours sometimes, i feel such a great pull towards nature, at times i feel that i can create something or pull something stronger towards me if i put a little bit effort into it. it's like i can sense my connection to nature, in lot many ways, but am unable to establish and see this connection in real life. it's like i am longing for them to make themselves appear before me and show me the way. although they keep surprising me by the way they bring help to me at times when i am least expecting it, by turning situations in my favor, by leading me to helpful people, by warning me in their own ways, ect etc but i am dying to feel their real presence around me, you know, where i can connect to them whenever i want to and there is no restriction to it. (you mentioned chaos and rightness of elemental forces in your second last paragraph. can you please elaborate on it a little more and let me know why it is so with me? i sometimes feel myself to be in terrible chaos at times ) i do am seeking radical change, a total shift from what i was to what i want to become that i know in my heart i can. i don't know where i will end up but i do have this strange strong inner will that pushes me to go ahead and do it. now regarding desert, i had a psychic reading few months ago from someone who told me that the spirit is conveying a message to go to east. now i was like why will i go to east? my roots belong to east, i am from india, but they said it's not india. but i have to read about middle eastern culture and their mythology and that is what spirit is pointing at. this is pretty strange for me that you are picking all the things that relate to that part of the world. and never even in my dreams i thought of going there. it never crossed my mind that i should visit that part of the world even for pleasure. if you picked anything else besides this information i would be very willing to know it. now that it has started coming to me more often i am getting more curious to know more about it thank you very much for the reading chryseis. this fb wouldn't equal the amount of work you have put in this reading to come up with such information. all i can say is that you are an amazing reader and i greatly appreciate your time my friend!!! loved the reading
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filleaspirant Knowflake Posts: 2045 From: Rio de Janeiro Registered: Sep 2013
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posted May 10, 2014 11:36 PM
quote: Originally posted by Chryseis: I think you will be my last reading for the night fille, my brain is getting addled now, haha.I think I said Thor's Cross but maybe the 5 rune cast for the elements will give some light at the end of the tunnel because the spirit position often portends or indicates the bigger picture for someone. I'll do both. So, Thor's Cross for a career reading: Situation: Wunjo reversed, suggests to me that the bad news is like something has been dropped. It seems like its related to like infrastructure plans of a township/city. Barriers: Gebo here makes me feel like you have to now give something up like a type of funding. Positive influences: Raidho reversed, it feels like you have many connections, some family, some from as far back as school days. Near future: Kenaz reversed, you may be thinking of a makeover - something along the lines of bigger lips, less butt, generally though you don't have to worry, others like you as you are - you have a certain vivacity and powerful and distinctive expressions. Long term results: Ingwaz, you are in a stream of bureaucracies to some extent - you may have to take something being offered just to be able to stay in with where you want to be. You may feel like you've been reduced to coffee girl initially but there are benefits to this - you are up with the goss and you have the freedom to leave work behind you when the work is done. I think you will change location in work via an advertised position, but you may end up returning to the previous one - relationships call you back. Sorry I can't give you anything more specific - the info seems very plain to me so maybe there is like a bar on some of the info available to me. I will do the elements cast now and see if there is any light at the end of the tunnel as I too feel like I am in the tunnel, atm, lol. Oh shitsky, perhaps you may be going to have a bebe. That's my initial impression, if not a bebe then a really cute pet - but no I think its a baby. Earth: Berkano, you've probably fallen out with one of the head honchos, probably male could be a combo of male and either his wife or another close female to him. Air: Hagalaz, you are in a state of flux and possibly have lost focus. Some thing, maybe the recent bad news has totally bombed you and you might be questioning your town, state, country, right now. I think you can get through this by not panicking and just kind of keeping cool. Fire: Wunjo reversed, where are your friends now, maybe fairweather friends, but hopefully not - boy some of them are a bit superficial. Yes so you perhaps will have suffered a bit of a fall from Grace. Water: Algiz, oh, eek, did you get involved with someone you mebbee shouldn't have - wow talk about repercussions. Those around you aren't cutting you too much slack - you'll get through this - but yes, low profile might be the best for awhile. Spirit: Thurisaz reversed, there is definitely a block on this for me, I can hardly read a thing with it and all I feel I'm getting is something akin to reading how to make a cup of coffee on the back of the coffee jar. You did perhaps make a serious error of judgement and it maybe has reflected badly on you - you can get through it like I said but it may take some time - people want to know that you won't be making progress for some time as a result of this. Don't worry, you can still have heaps of fun in the meantime - probably more so now, the pressure is off and you can just let your hair down behind the scenes - but yes keep a low profile around anyone suspicious in terms of whether they will affect you work/career prospects. And yes, in the midst of it all, you could well have a baby. I think too you are under a 'domestic' oriented transit over the next couple of years. Put your feet up, enjoy it, time enough for the rat race down the track.
Hi Chryseis, I'm afraid the reading is a bit off.  The bad news has nothing to do with infrastructure plans of a township/city. I'm currently studying for civil service exams and taking them as they come, because that is the way to get a job within the State in my country. Basically, you need to make X points to pass, but you also need to make the cut off mark, i.e. get classified between the number of jobs offered. Long story short, I got the points but didn't get in the number of spots available. A couple of friends did and, while I'm happy for them, tiredness assailed me and made me wonder if this is what I should be doing and how long will it take for me to get what I want. I don't have anyone or anything funding me, unless you count my parents still supporting me financially (which is a bit embarrassing). I do have the support of my family and friends from my school days. I'm 25, so it's not been that very far from those times. I am thinking of a makeover but mostly about what I should be doing with my time and what not to do with it. Trying to shed what's not adding to my life right now. This is somehow related to bureaucracy, yes. Haven't been offered anything, but I might take it if it's a sure thing and easy money. My cousin is having his first child in 3 weeks, more or less, and we've always been like brother and sister, so I'm very excited to be 'Auntie'. Everyone is picking up on his child (hopefully, because I don't want to be a mother right now). No falling out with anyone. I don't have a boss or supervisor or anything. Even mom, who sometimes thinks she's the boss of me still, is in good terms with me, as we are 99% of the time. I'm in a state of flux and feel like I've lost my focus. I'm questioning my commitment to this whole thing, actually. I'm not very patient and it's been tiring so far. I feel like throwing in the towel. It wasn't just the bad news, but it sure added to this feeling. I'm distanced from friends, yes. My very good friends are in the outskirts of my life by my choice, because I'm trying to refocus and organize myself again. They're few and far in between. The rest I cannot rely on. But it's okay. I don't mind much. Not involved with anyone career wise. Or emotionally wise that would affect my career. At least I don't think there's anything people hold against me in my old workplace. I have no idea what to make of the rune in the Spirit position. The pressure is definitely on me to pass one of these civil service exams and get in the number of spots offered. Error of judgement? Perhaps, but I'm not sure it's reflecting against me still. That baby had better be only my cousin's and not one of mine as well. Nothing against babies, but I'm not ready for one of my own yet. Maybe you were too drained by the time you got to my reading? Sometimes these things happen. Thanks for the effort and time, though. I appreciate you putting in both!  IP: Logged |
Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 11, 2014 12:34 AM
quote: Originally posted by Astro keen:
Well it's for my studies and career. I will be completing an MA in International Studies (global economy, development type of thing) and am finding it very difficult to find an area of focus. This should be the one I write a dissertation on and eventually work in, but I am scattered, as it were, amongst many areas of interest - gender issues, poverty alleviation, food security, fair trade, to name a few. Ideally I would like to use film to highlight issues. So, I would like to know whether my studies will lead to work in related areas or will I simply continue with things as I do now? What lies ahead? Any insights as to what I should be focusing on would be fantastic. I have this feeling that I am at a key moment in my life and opportunities will be missed if I remain hampered in doubt. I would love you to access any messages from guides, in conjunction with a rune reading of your choice. Thank you.  Edit: just read about you not wanting to channel guides - that's fine. Please just do one you are comfortable with.
Ok, I will do two casts for you, one I will get a general idea from guides but will aim not to get specific guide details but just get a message from your guides, I'll use runes as I was more successful at getting communication with them then I thought - as I usually use tarot for such things. I think its best if I use the 5 rune cast for the elements to see what the guides will tell me to do with the areas of your life pertaining to the elements. Then I will do Egil's Whalebone for your study/career questions/concerns. I am tempted to do the 9 rune cast which is a random throw and then I channel the positions but I will see how I go for time as guide readings can be time consuming. 5 rune cast for the elements re: message from your guides: Earth: Eihwaz - the idea is that you are typing too much, I don't know for sure but it seems like get in the practice of using footnotes more and minimise your detailed paragraphs - the markers are after key points and concise, headings are good and apparently there is someone who can basically tell you how to write each essay - you may as well use them as it won't detract from you if tutor's know this. Air: Fehu reversed, you have someone chasing you, feels male but could be female or a combo of a few people. You're right they will feel up your life and be time robbers - stick with the younger cooler people but limit wordiness and they will be fine to have you around - there is a tall, good looking younger guy that is feeling like he could quit the course but no one would know it - you could be study supports - I don't think it will be more than that but in time if you stay cool he will appreciate your support as much as you enjoy his. Fire: Othala - You've moved on from your bf haven't you! When you back off, he comes forward, back and forth, back and forth, ad infinitum. Maintain the relationship as a connection if you can as there is value there but you will have to grow in order to healthily be just a connection as it seriously mucks you up - generally its really a just a learning curve for you. Water: The guides will give an input into your studies - it will be a while away though - you will feel like you are doing some thing on the level of brilliance - and its truly you, though it is assisted - you will be amazed at the results - probably won't be for 12-18mths. You will become the centre of attention - it will give you confidence and you will enter into new levels of relating - you'll feel revitalised and like you are flourishing. Spirit: Perthro - you aren't as old as you think, and its true what you say, you are kind of in an upturn, some might say you are coming into like a prime period. I have a piano teaching image - do you play the piano? Generally a message in a nutshell would say "No need to be so pedantic, it doesn't become you, and there's bigger fish to fry then Martimus or whatever that previous bf was called(surely its not Martimus - that would have to be wrong), and batten down the hatches probably starting from about 3 mths from now till about the 9 mth from now mark - re: 'Martimus' - this coming test with him again will give you a renewed vigour and self esteem like you are over an addiction, if you can keep him at arm's length - you, just as you, is good enough - no need to put yourself under pressure to be extra interesting or precise - your humanness has more warmth than being too particular." Now for Egil's Whalebone, hopefully it will give you the details you are after but I'm not feeling confident with that being the case. Group 1, 'Carver's intentions' Eihwaz, Perthro, Sowilo These first three runes tell you what the runes think about your intentions and you must keep this in mind as work towards your goals. With the three runes indicated, the runes would like to see changes. Eihwaz highlights too much wordiness again - like the saying goes - you're breaking the bank -so perhaps there is a time:result ratio in question and to some extent here, time is money -perhaps that also is the focus - considering you are doing economic studies. Seems like there is a lot of hype regarding a particular book by a local author possibly part of or connected to your university - runes say its rubbish - or rather outdated in its main arguments (but you didn't hear it from me!). Sowilo is not the rune of cattle and wealth but when I turned the rune over I saw cattle - it is complex - cattle is not always the answer perhaps, though it does have much viability in terms of wealth creation - for sustainability though in particular areas - perhaps cattle farming is good for the local supply, but in terms of global economy, when all things are considered including power costs in transportation etc it seems that cattle are not really a good trade option when dollars are placed on the comprehensive costs - but yes good to be included to feed the locals. Perhaps in general, livestock are better suited to service the local markets and demand - there will be tighter tariffs and controls coming with live tissue or fresh tissue being transported across expanses. Fish farming is good, again to suit chiefly local needs or between neighbouring trade countries. It feels like the focus is on sustainability, but requires a progressive perspective because the existing approaches to some extent are being outmoded in some areas. So in general, I would say the economy of meat is what the area of focus could well be - and things like longitudinal studies on environmental impact, public health, demographics, inflation, infrastructure, healthier animals and more modest use and effect on resources (water, soil, money, changing weather conditions such as light/destruction/ozone etc). But get a skeleton approach started to your dissertation and keep it simple, keep the arguments concise, get the person who assists people in writing these things as a job, put things in as you go along but keep to a skeleton framework and make every sentence count. Group 2, 'Helga's results' Dagaz, Thurisaz, Wunjo reversed This group talks about how things can go wrong if your intentions are not pure or if you don't put the required effort in to reach your goals. I don't think the effort is an issue, you seem to be running in overdrive. The danger is that you could feel burnt out - I guess its about getting a balance - and time away from it to recharge. Recharging for you looks like writing about other things probably your esoteric interests, but there is also a sensation of music that is very calming and rewarding to you. You could find that you may offend people, possibly at least two tutors and probably that little funny group of people that I mentioned earlier - they seem a bit like a trio of parasites. You will be out on a limb sometimes if you don't pander to them but really if you do, you'll have no end of trouble - its not about being friendly its about setting boundaries - and you don't have to accommodate them out of trying to be spiritual accepting of them. You may take up smoking again - did you used to smoke? The conflict with the tutors might be over marks and comments - better not to fight them over it - the female tutor in particular is likely to make a note of it somewhere that will be viewed by others. Group 3, 'Thorfinn's concerns' Fehu reversed, Raidho, Isa This group indicates outside influences that support, affect, challenge or are obstacles etc. The runes chosen, suggest that you have to be discerning in your seeking and acceptance of support. It's a very competitive course by the looks of it, and this is echoed in the job market related to this area of study/qualification. You have young competitors which seriously will be considerably affecting your future employment prospects with it. Maybe the way around this is to develop relationships within the industry/professional sphere - seek out the human resources staff/or managers of a particular area, in places where you would like to work. Dress well - dress like someone who is working in the type of jobs you want to do - people that look like they are good in the job, and limit what you say, you are aiming to do the right thing by the hirers by taking interest in what they have to tell you about what they are looking for/require - so perhaps even seek some employers out to advise you about current areas of focus - and gear your dissertation to it before you start so that your qualification is geared to the current industry/professional focus etc - they will be ahead of any published books. Maybe even speak with global financiers/bankers who deal with investors - you may get a short interview with them but you will have to be prepared, be concise and don't run over the 15mins- 30mins at the most that you would probably get with them. I said earlier that being yourself is enough, but here you have to be yourself in terms of your natural abilities, but you have to revamp your image and manner of relating - business wise. Usually the less said the better - you're after what they have to say - they won't want to hear more than a smidgeon of your ideas. So yes on being yourself, you are enough integrally, just image wise needs to get current and the best way is to match it within a range of course, but match the air of image impression with people already working where you want to work. Group 4, Egil's results: Hagalaz, Ehwaz, Algiz This group will show the results, you do have to keep in mind what the other rune's say to reach your goals, but these runes in this group should tell you how to overcome obstacles and reach your goal. With these runes here, I feel like there is indicated that weight loss is required, and the image revamp, though the essential you is perfectly good. Again, you will need to let some of the flotsam and jetsam of the tutors just roll over you - if you want to ask them about stuff do so - but I wouldn't get into point by point arguing as it will go against you. Take on some of the successful characteristics of that tall guy and any insights from the professional sphere that seem progressive and valuable. You can have a 'study' group going like coffee for an hour and a half with 3-4 cool people, you can be in on this if you stay cool and don't get too pedantic with them either - think light and tossing around a few topics, but do more listening than speaking maybe - yeah, not the weird other group though - they will do your hand in and perpetuate pedantic behaviour - because you will be stressed around them and not enjoying you or yourself (that's the same thing, lol). You can totally do this, you can work in it but it probably won't be full time. It will be a highly sat office in a tall or a wide building (I can't determine which but its a solid set up and architecturally designed like within the last decade - I think it is tall at the front and it is on a slope so you see on the side that the building shortens as it goes up the slope though maybe it is still only 4 stories at the front at the most, and could be other offices in it from other businesses). You may be more like a secretary but with professional knowledge to start with - the position will evolve over time and you may be there for eight years or so. I feel you will be away from what you are doing now within a relatively short period of time - maybe 18mths- 2yrs at the most. I will quickly do a 9 rune cast to see if anything more is indicated as I do love to see what the position meanings are as they are all different with each person: This layout of the throw is a little unusual, Gebo shot straight out and is like miles away from the rest. I won't bother with describing the layout but I will source the meaning of each position and read the rune located there. Rune 1 meaning: Where you are headed/the overview. Eihwaz here indicates you have not really stepped up to the plate emotionally with what is required to reach your goals - you might fulfil the demands of the study, but your heart is not entirely in it perhaps. Maybe you are still wondering if you should have done a different course. Rune 2 meaning: Your expectations and how you plan to fulfil them. Hagalaz - you haven't figured in how off track you get by relationships perhaps - your expectations seem to include close intimate relationships so I'm not sure if you have your goals clear and why you want them. Rune 3 meaning: Things you have not considered but are likely. Laguz - are you planning a trip? You have to consider the timing better with respect to seasons/finances perhaps. Rune 4 meaning: Health and diet/strength to fulfil your dreams. Wunjo reversed, it seems that there is a few pounds to lose. You can get distraught over things, emotional stuff, there is an element of desperation, in can undermine your focus. Eat light, keep things small and manageable, try not lump all of your dreams under the one banner. Rune 5 meaning: Everyday concerns such as transportation, time deadlines, fitting in work, food shopping etc - daily shedules. Fehu, start contemplating the reality of the human condition starting from yourself - there are insights to be gathered at this level of reflection. Rune 6 meaning: Family concerns/home/close environment. Tiwaz, family seems pretty capable of independence maybe you don't have to worry yourself about this and that in the scheme of things. Again their are issues with where you live - did you mention once of did I - like plumbing or structural concerns. Rune 7 meaning: What you can say goodbye to/what you can turn your back on/move on from. Nauthiz, mature your approach with what you have to say - keep more to yourself - a lot of outpouring energy is leaving you feeling a bit dry perhaps - concise is the word of the day. The indepth to some degree is not required - a synopsis is a better focus - people can get scared/put off by depth. Rune 8 meaning: What you will see happen. Sowilo, first hand you will see active agriculture. You can put this into film or photos. Rune 9 meaning: Far off future, like 5 yrs from now. Gebo, yes as indicated in the last cast, you comfortable at a desk in an office, holding court to some degree and quite a valuable asset to the company/business. You may even have to go out on trips out of the office - it almost has a real estate agent feel to it, but I think more than this - possibly like an evaluation - or something related to property economics and feasibility studies. So I'm not sure how this would fit in with an MA in International studies, but it seems like you are quite jolly/happy in it. Some readings seem to have limitations and this is probably one of them as I don't get much imagery with it - maybe its when some of the dreams don't match the results or when something is not quite in sync. I do feel you will be successful but I can't explain the lack of connection to tangible insights. I had the same feel with filleaspirant's reading. Maybe its to do with me. I have one to go but its only a one rune reading for VenusDiSirius. Best of luck in your endeavours, Astro keen 
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Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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quote: Originally posted by filleaspirant: Hi Chryseis,I'm afraid the reading is a bit off.  The bad news has nothing to do with infrastructure plans of a township/city. I'm currently studying for civil service exams and taking them as they come, because that is the way to get a job within the State in my country. Basically, you need to make X points to pass, but you also need to make the cut off mark, i.e. get classified between the number of jobs offered. Long story short, I got the points but didn't get in the number of spots available. A couple of friends did and, while I'm happy for them, tiredness assailed me and made me wonder if this is what I should be doing and how long will it take for me to get what I want. I don't have anyone or anything funding me, unless you count my parents still supporting me financially (which is a bit embarrassing). I do have the support of my family and friends from my school days. I'm 25, so it's not been that very far from those times. I am thinking of a makeover but mostly about what I should be doing with my time and what not to do with it. Trying to shed what's not adding to my life right now. This is somehow related to bureaucracy, yes. Haven't been offered anything, but I might take it if it's a sure thing and easy money. My cousin is having his first child in 3 weeks, more or less, and we've always been like brother and sister, so I'm very excited to be 'Auntie'. Everyone is picking up on his child (hopefully, because I don't want to be a mother right now). No falling out with anyone. I don't have a boss or supervisor or anything. Even mom, who sometimes thinks she's the boss of me still, is in good terms with me, as we are 99% of the time. I'm in a state of flux and feel like I've lost my focus. I'm questioning my commitment to this whole thing, actually. I'm not very patient and it's been tiring so far. I feel like throwing in the towel. It wasn't just the bad news, but it sure added to this feeling. I'm distanced from friends, yes. My very good friends are in the outskirts of my life by my choice, because I'm trying to refocus and organize myself again. They're few and far in between. The rest I cannot rely on. But it's okay. I don't mind much. Not involved with anyone career wise. Or emotionally wise that would affect my career. At least I don't think there's anything people hold against me in my old workplace. I have no idea what to make of the rune in the Spirit position. The pressure is definitely on me to pass one of these civil service exams and get in the number of spots offered. Error of judgement? Perhaps, but I'm not sure it's reflecting against me still. That baby had better be only my cousin's and not one of mine as well. Nothing against babies, but I'm not ready for one of my own yet. Maybe you were too drained by the time you got to my reading? Sometimes these things happen. Thanks for the effort and time, though. I appreciate you putting in both! 
Thank you, fille, yes perhaps that is true, I really found it hard to find details related to what you were asking. And the bad news just looked to me like you were put off by the infrastructure of town, city, country - though in my defence perhaps there is a connection between that idea and that you are trying to get into the civil service. Perhaps it is just your cousin's baby though it seemed very close to you. Are the exams related to some kind of benefit/funding, do you have to pay to resit but were better off financially if you had passed and moved on, maybe. Are your friends that you are thinking of a male and a female that almost seem like a couple - they felt like they were above you and making ideas about your progress. Could that be them, maybe. Perhaps they are the fairweather friends but they don't seem to be on your side to make progress - its probably so competitive I guess. So there is no relationship that has distracted you or turned people's opinions? The 'friends' do not know of anything regarding recent relationships etc? The atmosphere around you, probably with this civil service stuff seemed so formal and businesslike that I thought you were working in it - it had the same feel as working in something related to town, city, state, country. In truth, I found myself floundering, it was so hard to read like looking through a bin of scarves to try and find an earing you lost. Don't lose heart, I'm sure something will sort out - you seem to have a lot of potential  IP: Logged |
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posted May 11, 2014 01:40 AM
Ah! I have a better understanding now. Thank you for much effort and energy you put into these readings my dear Much love and I wish you a great weekend! quote: Originally posted by Chryseis: [QUOTE]Originally posted by Watercolordaydream: [b]Hi Chryseis First I want to thank you for taking you time doing this lengthly reading for me. I wanted to come home to re-read it so I can give you a full feedback. I'm glad to hear that he is genuine because this is one area that made me doubt him the most in. There is a lot of pushing and pulling that went on between us (mainly from him) that confused me, I did not know if I can trust him with my heart. You are right,I sense that he knows what is he looking for. Yes, we both have been heartbroken in the past. I do not have brief relationships and move on though, I take my relationship seriously most of the time. Maybe you're referring to dating? What does "WiCeDD" mean? :/ Hmm, not sure if I have great attractive power with a lot of options, but I sure know how to attract the creeps- haha. May you explain or rephrase "Rune 6" again, not sure if I understand. I hope it was not me who hurted him I don't think I did. I agree that he still has a lot to learn. Things are finally smoothing out between us after so long and I really hope that it will work out. There is still much for us to work on Thanks again!  -T
Hi Watercolordaydream, WiCeDD came about because rather than right your full username I was going to shorten it to WCDD but marvelled at how close it was to 'wicked' and thought I would add a few vowels - sorry, haha, but it did seem apt at the time.Rune 6 position was about the compromise required and it didn't feel like a compromise was going to be easy based on the fact that he tends to keep things balance and only go half way so to speak, and yes I did feel that you will only go as far as you are inclined and possibly able to drop any need for compromise or commitment on a whim - which could leave him standing there in a way, ready to meet you half way and you may have unbeknowns to him already opted out due to changing your mind or not being bothered, or being distracted etc. Because it is the compromise required, this situation may not have yet eventuate or it portends the likelihood of how any compromise necessity would pan out between you. ie. you are not, I think, really a compromiser but more of a go for what and how you want things and outside that is just outside that for you, perhaps. I don't know, maybe that's not how it is though, sometimes things are tricky to decipher - that seemed the best fit at the time. Good Luck with it, Watercolordaydream [/B][/QUOTE] IP: Logged |
Astro keen Knowflake Posts: 3138 From: UK Registered: Nov 2012
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posted May 11, 2014 05:39 AM
Chryseis,Thank you. I feel blessed being the recipient of your readings. Love the practical advice on writing essays and how to present myself for a a job . That is KIND indeed. A few comments interspersed below on some of the reading. Needless to say, the whole reading was fascinating and very helpful. Ok, I will do two casts for you, one I will get a general idea from guides but will aim not to get specific guide details but just get a message from your guides... I think its best if I use the 5 rune cast ... How lovely that you did this. Very grateful to my guides - sending them HUGs . I really wish I could access their advice myself - imagine the potential for someone wanting answers to the world's woes. Air: Fehu reversed, you have someone chasing you, feels male but could be female or a combo of a few people. You're right they will feel up your life and be time robbers - stick with the younger cooler people but limit wordiness and they will be fine to have you around - there is a tall, good looking younger guy that is feeling like he could quit the course but no one would know it - you could be study supports - I don't think it will be more than that but in time if you stay cool he will appreciate your support as much as you enjoy his. This, I think, refers to the near future. Next term, perhaps. Haven't encountered the above yet, but now I am forewarned. Fire: Othala - You've moved on from your bf haven't you! When you back off, he comes forward, back and forth, back and forth, ad infinitum. Maintain the relationship as a connection if you can as there is value there but you will have to grow in order to healthily be just a connection as it seriously mucks you up - generally its really a just a learning curve for you. Yes, absolutely true. Water: The guides will give an input into your studies - it will be a while away though - you will feel like you are doing some thing on the level of brilliance - and its truly you, though it is assisted - you will be amazed at the results - probably won't be for 12-18mths. You will become the centre of attention - it will give you confidence and you will enter into new levels of relating - you'll feel revitalised and like you are flourishing. That will be fantastic. But, I need the guides to have an input right now. I must find a way to communicate. Spirit: Perthro - you aren't as old as you think, and its true what you say, you are kind of in an upturn, some might say you are coming into like a prime period. I have a piano teaching image - do you play the piano? Nope, no piano. Good to have the sense of an upturn confirmed. Group 1, 'Carver's intentions' Eihwaz, Perthro, Sowilo ....Seems like there is a lot of hype regarding a particular book by a local author possibly part of or connected to your university - runes say its rubbish - or rather outdated in its main arguments .... This made me laugh! I wish I knew which book they were referring to. Sowilo is not the rune of cattle and wealth but when I turned the rune over I saw cattle - it is complex - cattle is not always the answer perhaps, though it does have much viability in terms of wealth creation - for sustainability though in particular areas - perhaps cattle farming is good for the local supply, but in terms of global economy, when all things are considered including power costs in transportation etc it seems that cattle are not really a good trade option when dollars are placed on the comprehensive costs - but yes good to be included to feed the locals. Perhaps in general, livestock are better suited to service the local markets and demand - there will be tighter tariffs and controls coming with live tissue or fresh tissue being transported across expanses. Fish farming is good, again to suit chiefly local needs or between neighbouring trade countries. It feels like the focus is on sustainability, but requires a progressive perspective because the existing approaches to some extent are being outmoded in some areas. So in general, I would say the economy of meat is what the area of focus could well be - and things like longitudinal studies on environmental impact, public health, demographics, inflation, infrastructure, healthier animals and more modest use and effect on resources (water, soil, money, changing weather conditions such as light/destruction/ozone etc). Chryseis, you sound like a very learned economist yourself. The meat industry hasn't surfaced as an interest yet, but will now pay greater attention to the aspects you suggest above. Group 3, 'Thorfinn's concerns' Fehu reversed, Raidho, Isa This group indicates outside influences that support, affect, challenge or are obstacles etc. The runes chosen, suggest that you have to be discerning in your seeking and acceptance of support. It's a very competitive course by the looks of it, and this is echoed in the job market related to this area of study/qualification. You have young competitors which seriously will be considerably affecting your future employment prospects with it. Maybe the way around this is to develop relationships within the industry/professional sphere - seek out the human resources staff/or managers of a particular area, in places where you would like to work. Dress well - dress like someone who is working in the type of jobs you want to do - people that look like they are good in the job, and limit what you say, you are aiming to do the right thing by the hirers by taking interest in what they have to tell you about what they are looking for/require - so perhaps even seek some employers out to advise you about current areas of focus - and gear your dissertation to it before you start so that your qualification is geared to the current industry/professional focus etc - they will be ahead of any published books. Maybe even speak with global financiers/bankers who deal with investors - you may get a short interview with them but you will have to be prepared, be concise and don't run over the 15mins- 30mins at the most that you would probably get with them. I said earlier that being yourself is enough, but here you have to be yourself in terms of your natural abilities, but you have to revamp your image and manner of relating - business wise. Usually the less said the better - you're after what they have to say - they won't want to hear more than a smidgeon of your ideas. So yes on being yourself, you are enough integrally, just image wise needs to get current and the best way is to match it within a range of course, but match the air of image impression with people already working where you want to work. Excellent advice - e.g., matching the dissertation to area of need in future employment and more. Group 4, Egil's results: Hagalaz, Ehwaz, Algiz This group will show the results, you do have to keep in mind what the other rune's say to reach your goals, but these runes in this group should tell you how to overcome obstacles and reach your goal. With these runes here, I feel like there is indicated that weight loss is required, and the image revamp, though the essential you is perfectly good. Again, you will need to let some of the flotsam and jetsam of the tutors just roll over you - if you want to ask them about stuff do so - but I wouldn't get into point by point arguing as it will go against you. Take on some of the successful characteristics of that tall guy and any insights from the professional sphere that seem progressive and valuable..... As this refers to the near future, the reference to weight loss means I'll be putting on weight. Oh no! Love the detailed advice on tutors and students. Re future work - two predictions came up: .... you can work in it but it probably won't be full time. It will be a highly sat office in a tall or a wide building (I can't determine which but its a solid set up and architecturally designed like within the last decade - I think it is tall at the front and it is on a slope so you see on the side that the building shortens as it goes up the slope though maybe it is still only 4 stories at the front at the most, and could be other offices in it from other businesses). You may be more like a secretary but with professional knowledge to start with - the position will evolve over time and you may be there for eight years or so. And THEN this: Rune 9 meaning: Far off future, like 5 yrs from now. Gebo, yes as indicated in the last cast, you comfortable at a desk in an office, holding court to some degree and quite a valuable asset to the company/business. You may even have to go out on trips out of the office - it almost has a real estate agent feel to it, but I think more than this - possibly like an evaluation - or something related to property economics and feasibility studies. Do you think these could be referring to the same job? It doesn't sound like it. Rune 1 meaning: Where you are headed/the overview. Eihwaz here indicates you have not really stepped up to the plate emotionally with what is required to reach your goals - you might fulfil the demands of the study, but your heart is not entirely in it perhaps. Maybe you are still wondering if you should have done a different course. Yes, it was partly the reason why I was seeking a reading from you. This course mostly consists of critical theory, and not enough practical relevance. Rune 2 meaning: Your expectations and how you plan to fulfil them. Hagalaz - you haven't figured in how off track you get by relationships perhaps - your expectations seem to include close intimate relationships so I'm not sure if you have your goals clear and why you want them. Very insightful! It does seem to be the case that relationships put me off track. Does it have to be either or? I want both - a relationship and meaningful work. Do I have to forsake the dream of a relationship for work or vice versa? Rune 6 meaning: Family concerns/home/close environment. Tiwaz, family seems pretty capable of independence maybe you don't have to worry yourself about this and that in the scheme of things. Again their are issues with where you live - did you mention once of did I - like plumbing or structural concerns. Yes, my children are independent and doing fine. The 'house' reminds me - you once mentioned there was a sense of a grand motherly aspect here - a cold feeling at the core. Very likely, as this house is over 100 years old. In fact, I am going to be using cleansing rituals soon to see if they work. Rune 8 meaning: What you will see happen. Sowilo, first hand you will see active agriculture. You can put this into film or photos. This sounds exciting. And more in my area of interest than the meat industry, Some readings seem to have limitations and this is probably one of them as I don't get much imagery with it - maybe its when some of the dreams don't match the results or when something is not quite in sync. I do feel you will be successful but I can't explain the lack of connection to tangible insights. I thought the 9 rune readings were concise and insightful. Sometimes one doesn't need the imagery, although that helps to flesh it out. What you said rang very true which makes me trust the bits which relate to the future. If you get a sense of what might be an effective way for me to connect with guides then I would love to hear it. Thank you.  IP: Logged |
LoadedPistil Moderator Posts: 3027 From: NJ, USA Registered: Feb 2014
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posted May 11, 2014 07:49 PM
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Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 11, 2014 11:31 PM
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Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 12, 2014 12:51 AM
@Britannia, I've been trying to post a reply for awhile but I used the quote function and it wasn't going through, so I'm trying by just doing a standard reply.Thank you for your feedback Britannia, always welcome I must admit, the reading has almost an overblown quality to it - which seems to happen sometimes - but maybe it is a means to getting you to think bigger - as going off to the middle east seems pretty extreme and unsafe depending on where you go - though danger seems widespread there atm. I did not feel danger in the reading. Sorry I wasn't sure about the gender and could not really tell very well if you already had the one child or not. The supportive guy felt like he would be company for you but maybe it would be just via communication/internet. I don't know for certain its journalism but that seems the best fit - as there is like a contribution of opinion and even like kind of 'assignments' in terms of things to investigate or provide some kind of cover story or similar about - but again, I really can't be sure. The money thing doesn't seem exhorbitant but at the same time there is a will I, or won't I pay this kind of dilemma - like, is it worth it you will probably wonder. Gosh, in the last rune paragraph, I meant to write "Me likey!" as in I really like this - not "Me likely" haha. Even when I do read back before posting my brain doesn't always register the spelling errors. Maybe its a Freudian slip or something. The second last rune paragraph, I don't recall what I was really getting a sense of there so I've just referred again to the runes to clarify: It seems like its about a creative breakthrough like realizations or insights that will come to light but from seemingly out of the blue - and they will change your perspective on things. Something along the lines of like the saying: "Out of chaos comes order". I loved the sensations of the desert - so beautiful but sometimes I'm not sure about the concrete reality of all the particulars so you will probably have to kind of sit with the desert stuff to see what actually materialises regarding it all - as I would not like to encourage anything to madcap - though I do like the idea of dream big. You do feel like you have a treasure trove of spiritual helpers and influences - definitely has the flavour of the One Thousand and One Nights (Arabian Nights)  IP: Logged |
Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 12, 2014 04:39 AM
Hi Astro keen,Thank you so much for your feedback. Its taken so long for me to reply. I know you wanted more from your guides. I did look into it just awhile go but it seems so long winded and I don't even know if its real or could muck you up as the first guide that showed up was a very recently passed guide and young and when I sought a name she said she was Audrina ( but that's one of the main girl characters off that series 'the city') so her story was full on and I don't know in the end whether it would have mucked you up or even whether it was all valid. I profess that I can contact guides but when it all comes down to it there is so much content and its seems a lot of info that makes me wonder if it is really necessary to know. And do we really need another thing to add to the list of who's got what and why as far as their guides go. Generally, I will steer clear of saying that I can do readings on guides. All I can suggest is maybe write yourself a story about your guides and see what they say they are and what they would tell you - in this way you may get some insights - if not, it could be a way of accessing your own wisdom. Good luck with all of your aspirations, I wish only the best for you Astro keen IP: Logged |
Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 12, 2014 05:10 AM
quote: Originally posted by VenusDiSirius: Here I am!!! Hurrah! OK, I need an advice for Summer - what's the most important for me to know, what to act on? Or rather, what would be my lucky break, what I can rely on? Am I clear or should I simplify? Single rune reading, thank you kindly. Whenever you're free with your time.
Hi VenusDi, its taken me so long to do this one rune, I've been waylaid. And have to snooze for a few hours before another night shift tonight. One rune reading: Othala reversed, indicates you have the pressing interest of several guys but even though they like you, it feels like they are pressing you to get information or direction/insight from you almost like you are a celebrity and they are trying to get some kind of statement off you that they can go and say 'she said this...'. They seem like guys but there could be a female or two. The most important thing for you to know about this summer, I'm not sure but I see a timepiece like a watch/clock - its timed to some kind of supply of fluid in pipes or something - I don't know if its a metaphor or what - but there is also a counter ticking. The fluid seems like a beauty fluid and it seems in demand or marketable. The thing to know about it is that its limited - I guess 'the clock is ticking'. I have no idea what the nature of this imagery is - it could even be like female hormones in the female reproductive system. I don't know how the guys relate as it seems like they are hanging on your every word. Like you are up on the latest trend just to go ballistic in the stock market or something. What do you act on? Well looking into this rune, I see you do have something related to marketing going on. I can see sheets and sheets of product information, you need to be prepared - it doesn't matter if you have a few thousand extra on hand because their preparation expense is outweighed by the need to be professional and ready. What can be your lucky break? There is some kind of existing show/expo that you can take advantage of - slide under its umbrella, or tie in promotional stuff that will direct people's attention to what your focus/thing is. Its kind of a bit sly to do this apparently, but its not something that you would be pulled up for other than you might seem like a fierce competitor if people cottoned on to the actual implications of what you will try to tailgate/slipstream. What can you rely on? There doesn't seem a lot other than perhaps last season's/year's promotional tag - it was well promoted and still has a following or a reception in some kind of sphere. Well this is all pretty vague - there is 'money stars' inherent in all this. There could even be catering required. Othala upright is ancestral and pertains to inheritance, property etc - with its reversal it feels like new money or wealth created on cutting edge trends - its current and yet retains an upmarket sophistication. Overall, I get a good feel, except would watch out for 'sharks' within these young male type persons - they are ruthless and will do you over despite the charm, winning smiles, and innocent looks of awe. Keep your true confidents close and limited. It feel like a female that you have near and dear for about the last 8 yrs is super loyal to you and the interests and aspirations that you both share. Enjoy your summer, their will be time to relax and laze around but also a few periods of high intensity activity resulting in some kind of show/expose or similar - I think... IP: Logged |
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posted May 12, 2014 06:00 AM
Chryseis, Thank you so much for your effort. You're amazing.  IP: Logged |
Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 12, 2014 06:12 PM
Thank you so much for your reply, VenusDi  I don't know what that clock ticking and the beauty fluid is really about - I thought that might have been what the marketing feel was all about but I thought it may have pertained to a product you were going to promote - but it did have a funny feel to it like it could be a metaphor. And I meant confidante, not confident regarding the close friend of 8yrs if there is even a person that is fitting that description. And how on earth could you ever be in your last pretty days  Best of luck to you and your dad re: your real estate - and enjoy your summer  IP: Logged |
filleaspirant Knowflake Posts: 2045 From: Rio de Janeiro Registered: Sep 2013
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posted May 12, 2014 06:39 PM
quote: Originally posted by Chryseis: Thank you, fille, yes perhaps that is true, I really found it hard to find details related to what you were asking. And the bad news just looked to me like you were put off by the infrastructure of town, city, country - though in my defence perhaps there is a connection between that idea and that you are trying to get into the civil service. Perhaps it is just your cousin's baby though it seemed very close to you.Are the exams related to some kind of benefit/funding, do you have to pay to resit but were better off financially if you had passed and moved on, maybe. Are your friends that you are thinking of a male and a female that almost seem like a couple - they felt like they were above you and making ideas about your progress. Could that be them, maybe. Perhaps they are the fairweather friends but they don't seem to be on your side to make progress - its probably so competitive I guess. So there is no relationship that has distracted you or turned people's opinions? The 'friends' do not know of anything regarding recent relationships etc? The atmosphere around you, probably with this civil service stuff seemed so formal and businesslike that I thought you were working in it - it had the same feel as working in something related to town, city, state, country. In truth, I found myself floundering, it was so hard to read like looking through a bin of scarves to try and find an earing you lost. Don't lose heart, I'm sure something will sort out - you seem to have a lot of potential 
Hi Chryseis, Sorry I didn't come back to this sooner. I wanted to really read through everything you told me before I did, so I could do your reading and clarification justice. Hope you understand. In all fairness, the position is within the public sector, so it does connect with the State's infrastructure. Since it's separated from the Executive (it's within the Judiciary branch), I didn't make a connection. So yes, I was put off by not getting a position within the State. I am hoping this baby will be close to me, I think that's why you and someone else picked up on her. Babies don't usually like me and I'm afraid to handle them. I see my cousin's baby as the best opportunity to practice my (future!) mothering skills. And I really want to be Auntie to her. The exams aren't related to any benefit/funding, but I do have to pay to resit them. The money we all pay does go into this particular branch's funds. And I would have been better off financially had I got in. My friends aren't a couple, they're both male. I have no idea what they're thinking because I haven't talked to them for a while now. They're not fairweather friends but we're not terribly close either. No relationship to speak of. I have a crush I like to daydream about sometimes, though. And it's most likely that the atmosphere felt so formal and business like because I do treat my studying as working, giving myself strict hours I should study daily and simply making it a commitment, much like a job would be. Sorry about it being hard to read for me. Perhaps it's because it's a bit stagnant right now? Or maybe it's a very strict thing like, "put in the effort and you'll reap the rewards" that the runes felt they couldn't give more insight than that. Thank you for the reading, kind words, patience and time. Hope you're having a lovely day  IP: Logged |
VenusDiSirius Knowflake Posts: 6245 From: Registered: Aug 2010
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posted May 12, 2014 07:36 PM
quote: Originally posted by Chryseis: Thank you so much for your reply, VenusDi  I don't know what that clock ticking and the beauty fluid is really about - I thought that might have been what the marketing feel was all about but I thought it may have pertained to a product you were going to promote - but it did have a funny feel to it like it could be a metaphor. And I meant confidante, not confident regarding the close friend of 8yrs if there is even a person that is fitting that description. And how on earth could you ever be in your last pretty days  Best of luck to you and your dad re: your real estate - and enjoy your summer 
It's a metaphor, I know it. If the beauty fluid makes the crowd wild, I guess it's cool. Let's hope there's plenty of it. Oh, dear Chryseis, we all peak, looks-wise. But thank you for your lovely thought. And indeed, there's a female person, I've known her my whole life - the last 8 years mark the period that brought us even closer, on many levels. Great piece of information, this bit. Again for your effort
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Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 12, 2014 11:28 PM
quote: Originally posted by filleaspirant: Perhaps it's because it's a bit stagnant right now? Or maybe it's a very strict thing like, "put in the effort and you'll reap the rewards" that the runes felt they couldn't give more insight than that.
You're welcome, fille. Maybe you can look higher or laterally than where you are currently looking at. Was it you that I once said that you have ancestors backing you and that you could get into a position that is supported by a community, based on your heritage - like being a representative of a group? IP: Logged |
Chryseis Knowflake Posts: 1125 From: Australia Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 12, 2014 11:33 PM
quote: Originally posted by VenusDiSirius: Oh, dear Chryseis, we all peak, looks-wise.
Tell me about it, lol  And thank you too, VenusDi, I totally love looking into things its like doing a big puzzle  IP: Logged |
Britannia Knowflake Posts: 1222 From: Registered: Jul 2012
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posted May 13, 2014 12:04 PM
thank you so much for further clarifications chryseis. i think you are right. i need to sit with this idea of "what is coming next in my life" for a while until things actually start unfolding themselves in my life. thank you once again for your time dear! quote: Originally posted by Chryseis: @Britannia, I've been trying to post a reply for awhile but I used the quote function and it wasn't going through, so I'm trying by just doing a standard reply.Thank you for your feedback Britannia, always welcome I must admit, the reading has almost an overblown quality to it - which seems to happen sometimes - but maybe it is a means to getting you to think bigger - as going off to the middle east seems pretty extreme and unsafe depending on where you go - though danger seems widespread there atm. I did not feel danger in the reading. Sorry I wasn't sure about the gender and could not really tell very well if you already had the one child or not. The supportive guy felt like he would be company for you but maybe it would be just via communication/internet. I don't know for certain its journalism but that seems the best fit - as there is like a contribution of opinion and even like kind of 'assignments' in terms of things to investigate or provide some kind of cover story or similar about - but again, I really can't be sure. The money thing doesn't seem exhorbitant but at the same time there is a will I, or won't I pay this kind of dilemma - like, is it worth it you will probably wonder. Gosh, in the last rune paragraph, I meant to write "Me likey!" as in I really like this - not "Me likely" haha. Even when I do read back before posting my brain doesn't always register the spelling errors. Maybe its a Freudian slip or something. The second last rune paragraph, I don't recall what I was really getting a sense of there so I've just referred again to the runes to clarify: It seems like its about a creative breakthrough like realizations or insights that will come to light but from seemingly out of the blue - and they will change your perspective on things. Something along the lines of like the saying: "Out of chaos comes order". I loved the sensations of the desert - so beautiful but sometimes I'm not sure about the concrete reality of all the particulars so you will probably have to kind of sit with the desert stuff to see what actually materialises regarding it all - as I would not like to encourage anything to madcap - though I do like the idea of dream big. You do feel like you have a treasure trove of spiritual helpers and influences - definitely has the flavour of the One Thousand and One Nights (Arabian Nights) 
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