posted August 01, 2016 08:17 AM            

Okay so, I would say... He adores the side of you that involves itself in philosophy, and he likes how you philosophize that way, but he is really worried here about you doing this comment, maybe because the person u answered to was someone whose opinion he cares about or smthing like that. It's more business like, he's worried u didn't make a good point there and the other person would have a negative opinion of his page, those are the ideas that pop in my mind. I think he likes that you make that point, but he's still worried about the other persons opinion

posted August 01, 2016 10:29 AM            

The one posting the question just asked what the rose was about, painted on Jesus (his) chest for the play, and I was "fabulizing" that it might be because a rose has thorns and Jesus was being tortured with that crown of thorns, and also the rose is red, the colour of blood, so might be signifying the suffering of Christ and on top of that as "queen of flowers" signifying that he was / is the messiah and redeeming mankind through his sacrifice, and then I just said that I had no real idea, just thoughts flashing through my mind, and that I was curious to the real answer as well.

Well he actually DID interrupt his silence (he`s been rather unresponsive for the last 2 weeks on his facebook, not just towards me but everyone), to say that I was completely right.

I donīt think though there is any reason for him to be worried about WHAT I wrote there, it was nothing personal at all.

(the only thing that comes to mind is that my aquaintance once told me how much he loves to philosophize himself, so I guess it is one more thing we have in common, and it`s, well the similiar views and similiarities in general start getting a little much. Almost like we had been "cut from the same star"., lol)

or maybe you could ask what exactly he is worried about?

posted August 01, 2016 10:34 AM            

would you be up for another exchange?? if so, tell me ur questions

posted August 01, 2016 10:41 AM            

8 of Pents clarif by 8 of wands
ace of Pents clarif by 5 of swords
9 of wands clarif by 9 of swords

posted August 01, 2016 11:02 AM            

And he has been doing the audition for a real BIG thing, in a theatre, near to where I live coincidentally, and also coincidentally, my friend was pressuring me yesterday to go there with her, though she has no idea he is going to take over a role. I was surprised she knew about the show at all!

And then there is of course his family. I suppose his wife and two boys are with him during the marathon performances, but with everything going on, he might feel like being torn in half, as he might not have enough time to spend with his family. Though curiously enough his wife has grown quite absent and quiet lately.

I was actually worried, when we had a short conversation (which I put a stop to!), last month.

He had posted a picture of himself in a cafe with sunglasses, and I was just jokingly asking if that was still work or already holidays.

And he replied to that with a most puzzling sentence, that did not have anything to do with what I said:

"Love is work, work, work."

To which well I disagreed with it, mentioning that it`s not love that is work, but those thing surrounding it (relationships for example), but also saying that he should better not make me get all philosophical, as I can so easily talk myself into trouble.

It was with a wink, and it was joking, but it was also sort of a hint, as I thought, this convo could take (or already did take) a direction that could get us BOTH in trouble. And I was also thinking about his wife, what would she think about her husband telling a random woman publicly that he thinks "love is work" (and notthing else).

As answer he posted the link to a video for me, of a comedian who was going on about how love is work, work, work, and it pretty much was just going on and on and on about marriages on the verge of breaking, and keeping together somehow what cannot and should not be kept together, and of course it was funny, just a parody, but personally I thought, mmh, how would I feel, if my man posted something like this?

And well I did not say anything to it, but just gave it a thumbsup (cause it IS funny), but nothing more.

I had the feeling like we possibly were just in the danger of brushing a line that shouldnīt be crossed. Maybe I am overthinking, but it felt too, I don`t know, I really wonder if his wife thought it was so funny of him putting it there.

It was also right after that that she was pretty much getting invisible even on his private page, even when he was posting this bit of being heartbroken (about the friendship) and usually she would have been comforting him.

Maybe she was just too busy with the kids, but well, yes, I was a tad concerned.

Also he mentioned on the other page he was sort of looking forward to doing the podcasts again, almost like he was missing those as well. The thing is, when it comes to these podcasts, it were pretty much him, his best friend, another colleague of him and me who were - shortly- chatting about these. Did so once a week for about 6 weeks, and I admit it I miss those, I miss those convos.

posted August 01, 2016 11:08 AM            

letter - crossroad - scythe.

posted August 01, 2016 11:12 AM            

Anyway, timing questions are really tricky.

Anchor - fox - bear

all three are work-cards, so this is about the question. but when? Not really a clue.

I get a feeling that the central card FOX might be about the timing.

posted August 01, 2016 12:16 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Ace of Swords - Star - Strenght

YES, I think this means he WILL talk with the other professor and trying to convince him to take you, and with those cards I think he might succeed.

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yes!!!! yes yes yes hahahahaha I said this because the 2 times I asked about this to ny cards, the king of pents or other pentscles came in the spread, so I really see him helping me

posted August 01, 2016 12:20 PM            

but what does P like most about me? And what does he like less about me?

posted August 01, 2016 12:34 PM            

for ur question I pulled 3 for what he likes most and 3 for what he likes less

MOST:
World - Queen of Cups - 9 of wands
Okay so First he likes how u seem to know about every subject in the world (lol). You always have an opinion on all matters, in a good way, and you are a really interesting woman for him. You can talk about everything.
He loves how emotionally stable u are and how you carry yourself emotionally, he loves the feminine side of yours, we could even say he likes your curves, if u have any. Your softer side.
And lastly, even though he sees you as a soft woman, he sees that u have a big strength in you that allows you to make the most out of life. I clarified 9 of wands with ace of wands, which confirms my thoughts: you have an exceptional strength that makes you fiery but soft at the same time, and gives you power in your own life. Feminine but independent and really interesting. You are an experienced woman.

LESS:
Death - Hierophant - 5 of cups
What he likes less about you is that you sometimes seem to be too intense, too focused on some matters, and for some people that is disturbing or intimidating, but you, when u do something, u involve yourself with all you have. At the same time he kinda views you as a more conservative woman or somehow fixed in your position, which looks like he doesn't like that. and with the 5 of cups, maybe u are sometimes a lil pessimistic, which I'd say he doesn't like cause he sees that u have the power to change what you want, but don't use it when something goes really wrong.

posted August 01, 2016 12:50 PM            

It also resonates with the second spread. I donīt think he views me as intense in an emotional way, but I guess I do have my fixed ideas, especially about me.
And yes I can be endlessly pessimistic, expecting the worst, pretty much beating myself up, overthinking, which makes me cling to some strange status quo, or "appropriate behaviour" and lead me to not act at all.

This was actually the problem in the beginning of our encounters, that I would just play dead, so to speak. lol

He must have noticed.

5 of cups also reminds me that there are 2 cups that are still full, and yet I choose to focus on the ones that have been spilled.

As for the first spread, I like it, really. it also makes sense I guess, as yes, I know a lot, he has been teasing me about that actually. lol I mean he directly asked me in front of 2000 people if I was a German-teacher. Just because I was clapping at a certain point. He is right of course I AM a German teacher - though seriously? how did he know? unless he checked my personal info on my facebook page of course, which I don`t think is likely. lol

But yes, and also the 9 of wands, while it could be a little defensive, I am inclined to see it also as persistent in a not giving up kind of way.
I mean I withdraw when I feel embarassed (and usually fed by my own paranoia - 5 of cups ) and I run and hide and pretend to ignore, usually out of fear of something - but the paranoia and fear never wins. It might take some time, but I come round and I take a breath and I address it and try to slay this personal demon of mine a new.

Though it would surprise me if he saw that about me. But then again the man is much more observant than I have given him credit for for YEARS. I will not make the mistake to underestimate him again.

posted August 01, 2016 03:28 PM            

I do have a question rn, I wanted to know if u see my ex contacting me, this month or, like, close to now

posted August 01, 2016 03:35 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
9 of wands - 2 of swords - Queen of cups (5 of cups)

No I don`t think so. It`s like he is sort of procrastinating and avoiding to make the decision.

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posted August 01, 2016 03:43 PM            

7 of swords - world clarif by 9 of cups - 9 of swords - hermit